Chapter 233: A person's numbness
It never occurred to me that killing people would also be addictive. It's like a boiling of hemp, and it's addictive.
Many people around me, like me, entered the barracks later in peacetime, so no matter how ruthless they are on weekdays, when it comes time to actually kill someone, they will sincerely feel fear.
They, like me, went from shivering to swordsmanship, cleanly.
A lot of people really died in Glacier City that day......
That night, the army was to prepare for an attack on the man. All of us have arrived, and we have no way back from the moment we kill the first person.
We didn't go to the next target, the soldiers were all like me, following the orders of their superiors.
That night was even more tragic than during the day. Because that was not a one-sided massacre. It's a battle between two sides, is this what is called a war?
Is this what the battlefield is called?
At that moment, I seemed to understand the mission of being a soldier. That is, to obey the orders of superiors. And then become an instrument of killing.
Violence is contagious, like an epidemic that has swept across the battlefield.
Everyone has fear in their hearts, and then they fight with the mood of either you die or I die.
I'm red-eyed, I've never worked as hard as that time, I don't want to die yet, I still have my mother at home, and my mother is the only one left, so I can't die.
A battle is over, and the battlefield in the dark night is littered with fire, and corpses are scattered on top of each other.
The soil under my feet became a little muddy, I looked up at the sky full of stars, I was glad that I was still alive, I smiled, I prayed that this God would let me live forever.
This war is our victory, and the losers will be executed in general, which is an order given by General Li himself, and the surrender of troops will not be accepted.
I tidied up the battlefield with a group of surviving comrades, who dug a pit and threw the corpses into the pit one by one like weeds.
There were enemies inside, as well as comrades who were still talking to us during the day.
I picked up the stumps on the ground, the pieces of meat had long since lost their temperature, and I suddenly realized that there was no difference between humans and animals.
At that time, I was thinking, what is life and death? Isn't life a man running to death? What is the meaning of that man's life?
I suddenly stood on the battlefield, lost myself, and I was already looking for the meaning of not being alive. Mother will die one day, and if Mother dies, I will die, and then no one will remember us.
I did all this in a daze, and then I went back to the camp in a daze, and fell asleep with the smell of blood.
During the night, I was awakened countless times, I saw countless flying ghosts in front of me, I cowered in the corner, my teeth bit into the back of my hand, I endured it, let myself cry.
I'm twenty-two years old.
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The Great Northern Battalion.
Li Yun sat among the battalion commanders, observing the sand table on the side, not knowing what he was thinking.
"General, why don't you just break Yancheng?" The middle-aged man's name is Guo Yin, and he is one of Li Yun's advisers.
Li Yun didn't answer in a hurry, and poked it on the sand table with a stick before replying: "It's broken directly...... It's boring, hehe. ”
Li Yun smiled, such a smile made Guo Yinhan's hair stand on end.
Guo Yin has followed Li Yun for many years, so he knows this man named Li Yun very well.
In those years when Li Yun and Ye Zhan were in the world, their methods could be described as ruthless. Especially on the Di Yue battlefield, if you can kill them all, you will definitely not leave any chance for the other party.
Li Yun's actions may have been noticed by the imperial court a long time ago, but Li Yun didn't care at all.
So what? Can it change fate? Isn't it better to make the other person wait for death?
Guo Yin knew that Li Yun had that kind of ability, even if they were ten percent ready, they could also play an effect other than ten percent.
This is Li Yun, the man who laughed arbitrarily on the battlefield, like a god, is back. This is the General Li he wants to follow at all costs.
Over the years, General Lee's whole person has become different from before, like a jewel covered with dust.
This world originally belonged to General Lee, didn't it?
Guo Yin's face turned red because of his excitement, and his breathing began to be short.
"Chen Guotianxia will definitely belong to the general." Guo Yin's voice trembled with excitement.
But Li Yun, who heard this, glanced at Guo Yin.
"Chen Guo's world is Ye Zhan's."
Guo Yin was clever and knew that he had touched Li Yun's scales, so he hurriedly changed his words: "General Li will definitely take back the world for Emperor Wu." ”
This sentence is much more comfortable in Li Yun's ears. Still, there was one thing he felt compelled to explain.
"Actually, Ye Zhan is dead, and Chen Guo should have been buried with him." Li Yun's voice was long, echoing in the tent.
Guo Yinmeng raised his head and looked at Li Yun, his eyes full of disbelief.
General Lee...... actually just wanted to ruin Chen Guo's country.
A long time ago, Ke Yihan was sent to Beiqi, Guo Yin knew about this matter, and Guo Yin also knew about the agreement reached between Beiqi and General Li.
But Ke Yihan hasn't come back yet, so what did he do later?
Guo Yin admitted that his status in Li Yun's heart and Ke Yihan had checked for 108,000 miles, after all, Li Yun actually regarded Ke Yihan as his son-in-law.
Miss Li's thoughts can be seen by ten people.
Guo Yin withdrew his gaze. Since he has decided to follow General Lee, he cannot regret his death. This is his loyalty as a counselor.
Li Yun's favorite is Guo Yin, a person who knows the times as a handsome, resourceful, and able to guess people's hearts.
There are a lot of things you don't need to say yourself.
Of course, it's loyalty that matters.
Li Yun has always been a ...... for those who are disloyal to him There is no mercy for killing.
"General, my subordinates don't know whether to say it or not." Guo Yin suddenly remembered something and said.
"Tell what needs to be said." Li Yun is also not a person who likes to go around the bend.
"Now that the weather is hot, if the corpses of the soldiers are buried directly, I am worried that there will be a plague, and my subordinates think that they can be cremated." Guo Yin suggested.
The reason why Guo Yin hesitated to talk about this matter should not be said is that people who are burned by fire cannot get reincarnation, and Guo Yin's first consideration is naturally their practical interests.
Li Yun thought for a moment, and only said three words: "Zhengjun heart." ”
Guo Yin understood that the general was rejecting his suggestion. If the dead are cremated, then who is willing to die for the general? Are you stupid?
"It's late at night, the general rests, and his subordinates retire." After speaking, Guo Yin bowed and saluted, and then withdrew from the camp.
After Guo led away, Li Yun put down the stick in his hand, sat down at the desk, and then took out a letter from the book on the desk.
The handwriting on the letter was strong and gentle.
Li Yun's calloused hands rubbed the letter, and the corners of the letter had long been worn by him.
This letter is the embodiment of his faith.
……
On the side of the imperial court, the atmosphere was particularly solemn. There was no one in the palace with a smile on his face.
Ye Chen must now have Shiro Ram by his side to be able to fall asleep. During the day, I just can't finish all my official duties.
Xie Chuan is also similar to Ye Chen, because he stayed up late and was busy, which made his body more and more unbearable. The root cause of the injury three years ago made Xie Chuan in dire straits every day.
In order to reduce Xie Chuan's pressure a little, her progress is also rapid, and many things she has handled have traces of Xie Chuan's handling.
Many old people in the court are praising the spirit of the bird is indeed a woman who does not let her eyebrows go.
But Xie Chuan himself felt that he was half sea and half flame. On the one hand, there are the troubles of official business, and on the other hand, the concern of the Sparrow.
Sometimes when he is sick, he still has a rare tenderness. Once a person with a hot personality becomes gentle, it really kills people. It's so cute.
The war on Yancheng's side has started, if Xie Chuan is not mistaken, it will not be long before war breaks out in the west and south.
Now Ye Xuanyuan and they have not moved troops, this is a wise choice, but if the northern side does not have the help of the south and the west, it may not last long.
It depends on how Yilu Yan and Ye Xuanyuan arrange. Xie Chuan felt that the king of war would definitely not be so easy to be the male protagonist.
It is precisely because the imperial city is not far away from Beisaidu that Li Yun's power is menacing and powerful, and many people feel that the capital can actually be moved.
Many people in the imperial city began to move to the south because of the war, and the ministers naturally couldn't sit still.
But Ye Chen insisted that he couldn't move the capital. Once the capital is moved, not to mention the enormity of the project, it will be thankless at all in this time of famine. What's more, the Imperial City is here, which is to give everyone south of the Imperial City a reassurance.
Only when one's own heart is stable can one deal with the rebels wholeheartedly.
As a last resort, Ye Chen resolutely refused to leave.
So those officials who fled without permission were directly pulled back and beheaded. In these special times, kindness will not solve anything.
Fortunately, I made plans at the beginning, and in a year's time, Xie Chuan contributed a lot.
In fact, Ye Chen should be most grateful for his younger brother Ye Xuanyuan, and that younger brother's woman, called Ning Xiaoming, right?
Without Ning Xiaoming, there may not be the current Xie Chuan, and without Ning Xiaoming, he may not be able to discover these problems.
Ye Chen thought, if Tang Sha could be used by him, would it be more conducive to the victory of this war?
What Ye Chen didn't know was that Tang Sha had actually been involved in this matter.
It was far from being as simple as he thought.
Now whether it is Li Yun or Ye Chen, or Ye Xuanyuan, Tang Sha has this faint worry in his heart.
Because they all know that in addition to them, there is an elusive force involved, which runs through all of them, but cannot be traced.
If it is a big force, the clues will definitely be left. In this case, they can only guess that the other party may be just a small group that can be easily hidden, or just a terrible person.
Sometimes as long as a person's strength is used properly, he can make a thousand pounds in four or two, and the power can be infinitely amplified.
……
Tang Sha is now in Mofu every day, thinking about various possibilities, and then coming up with his own countermeasures.
Because many homeless people began to wander around, the Mo family, as the richest family in Yicheng and other places, coupled with Mo Chuanxiang's own style and bones, naturally there would not be a tragic image of frozen bones on the stinky road of Zhumen's wine and meat.
Mo Chuanxiang, Cheng Lixue, and Tang Sha all tried their best to appease the homeless people here.
Although Ye Xuanyuan was in the army, he also knew about Tang Sha and Mo Chuanxiang's actions. They have helped a lot this time, and if there is turmoil in the vicinity of the city, then the situation will be even more uncontrollable.
Ye Xuanyuan has always known that war will not be a war of one person, but a war of a group of people.
Ye Xuanyuan is not a conceited and self-righteous person, on the contrary, he is very good at using the talents of his subordinates to try his best to dig out the wisdom that belongs to them.
This is the biggest difference between Ye Xuanyuan and Li Yun. One person wants to rely on everyone, while the other is basically on himself.
Of course, their purpose is also different.
In fact, after the area around Bairi Glacier City was occupied, Ye Xuanyuan quickly received the news.
The news network he cultivated in Chen Guo began to be fully launched. The letter that day was sent to him by the Iron Pillar with an Iron Eagle, which is very rare in the world, and it also flies at an ridiculously fast speed.
Even in Ye Xuanyuan's hands, there are only a few such iron eagles.
After receiving the letter, Ye Xuanyuan immediately gathered a group of people under his command and began to discuss countermeasures.
Ye Xuanyuan actually has his own plans in his heart, but there are many people and great power, and sometimes the points he didn't think of might be thought of by others. No one is perfect, and he knows that.
"General, are we sending troops?" Zhao Li was an anxious person, and asked directly.
"Not yet." Ye Xuanyuan replied: "Li He, has there been any recent movement on Di Yue's side?" ”
Li He heard Ye Xuanyuan ask, and hurriedly replied: "Report to the general, the Di-Yue border is very quiet, and there is no movement. But...... There seems to be some movement in Yokoyama lately, and a lot of beasts that can only appear in the center have suddenly appeared on the outskirts of Yokoyama. The subordinates think that it should be something that happened inside Yokoyama. ”
Ye Xuanyuan frowned, Hengshan?
"I'll figure this out, and you're ready to support the North." Ye Xuanyuan pondered.
"Didn't you say that you won't support it for the time being?" Wang Qi wondered.
Zhao Li can seize the reason to scold Wang Qi now: "You are stupid! The generals have said, it's temporary, if you don't support the north, Li Yun's 800,000 army is vegetarian, right? If my guess is correct, Li Yun actually showed mercy to his subordinates. ”
"Leave a fart! They all rebelled, killed so many people, and said to be merciful? "How could Wang Qi be scolded by Zhao Li like this, impossible.
"It's really merciful." Yishuang said at this time: "If you don't show mercy, maybe Yancheng will be broken by now." Li Yun, who do you think he is? The man who laid down the country of Chen. ”
"I think he's kidding us." Yifeng also muttered on the side.
Yifeng and Yishuang actually know Li Yun better than others. After all, since childhood, Lu Yan said that Li Yun said less?
It's all about Li Yun to heaven.
Ye Xuanyuan is the person who knows Li Yun the most among all the people present. Once upon a time, it was a man who was like a father.