Chapter 16: Sayuri's Story
Sayuri is still traveling alone. I haven't been in contact with Yufei, it's like I've disappeared from this world, and I've never heard from him.
Yufei's life hasn't changed much, he still either works or stays at home, occasionally gets together with Junhe, and calls Yiran every once in a while. But he never took the initiative to mention Sayuri, as if he really didn't love her anymore. Only he knows that when he is alone in a daze, his mind is full of about her, how many nights, staring at his mobile phone and waiting for her information, until he sleeps all night, and then the next day, he goes to work as if nothing happened.
In the middle of the night, Yu Fei was lying on the sofa as usual, holding his mobile phone in his hand, his eyes staring at the screen, expecting it to ring and make a call or send a message. Just when Yufei's patience was gradually exhausted and he was about to give up, a WeChat prompt sounded miraculously. It's a text message from Sayuri. Yu Fei immediately turned over and sat up, and looked seriously:
Yufei, are you okay? You should have slept at this time, right? I really want to see how you sleep peacefully. At this moment, I am missing you. I've been wondering, what is the freedom I've been looking for? When I have gone to the farthest edge of the heavens or climbed the highest mountain, 108,000 miles away from you, my heart has run to you. I've never been so eager to see you and hug you. I left you, I didn't feel free, but I brought a shackle in my heart, and the more I missed you, the more painful my heart became. However, I was so scared, and I remember the little girl who was squatting alone in the corner crying, crying and shouting for me to leave, to leave you, not to approach anyone, not to trust anyone. I wake up from nightmares almost every night. In my dream, I grabbed you with one hand and her with the other, and in the end both of them broke free from my hands and disappeared into my world.
Before Yufei finished reading it, he received a notice of information withdrawal. Sayuri withdrew the message she sent to Yufei. She wrote it to Yufei, but she didn't want Yufei to see it. At this moment, Sayuri, who is on the other side of the ocean, is struggling with pain and anxiety.
Yu Fei didn't know what to do to comfort her for a while. He was thinking about her, too, and he was thinking about her. Seeing her say that she was having nightmares every night, I felt so distressed that she couldn't breathe. But at the moment, I don't know what to do to comfort her and help her. Because she's really too far away from herself.
What distressed him was Sayuri's childhood. The little girl squatting in the corner and crying should be Sayuri when she was a child.
Sayuri was born into a very wealthy family. The father is a successful businessman, and the mother is the child of the powerful, and under the strong combination, a seemingly successful family is formed, rich in money, fame, prestige, and power, but there is no emotion, the father's feelings for the mother, and the parents' feelings for their children. From birth, Sayuri was raised by a nanny. There are very few opportunities to see her parents, and only on important occasions Sayuri will be brought out as a prop for everyone to show off, showing fatherly and maternal love, family harmony, and other times she lives like an orphan. The lack of father's love and mother's love made her suffer from autism at a young age, and she often stayed motionless in the corner and cried quietly. Not noticed, not cared for, not cared for, and quietly grew up with loneliness and fear. When Sayuri grows up, she is full of rebellion and stubbornness, she doesn't trust others, she doesn't believe in love, and she doesn't know how to love. She uses the knowledge she has gained from her unfortunate childhood experiences to experience the world.
Until one day, she met Yang Yufei.
The first time I met Yufei, it was at a press conference. Sayuri was invited to participate on behalf of her family business, she has never been a person who likes such occasions, and she is incompatible with celebrities and celebrities. But there are times in life when she has no choice but to choose, so she also attended the press conference. But she still just sat in the corner, hiding herself as much as she could. Doesn't attract the attention of others, and is indifferent to other people's affairs, she only lives in her own world.
Yufei is a reporter for the magazine, and he also came to the press conference in order to collect first-hand information. That day, Yufei was late, and when he entered the venue, the central position was already crowded, and he finally had to find a place in a corner. Maybe this is the so-called fate, Yufei became interested in the skinny girl next to him who was dressed in black. Yufei thought she was just a reporter, or even just an intern reporter, so he took extra care of her. Afraid that the girl would be blocked by the crowd in front of her, she took the trouble to relay the key content she saw and heard to her. At first, the girl thought he was talking to herself, but she didn't pay attention to it, and even deliberately sat a little farther away. But the enthusiastic Yufei was afraid that the girl would not be able to hear her words clearly, so she kept approaching like a girl, and finally forced the girl to finally have no way out. For the first time, two young men sat so close. This is also the first time that Sayuri has been so close to a person other than a personal nanny.
Yufei used his computer to record the information announced at the press conference while tapping his fingers on the keyboard quickly, and at the same time turned his head to Sayuri and whispered the main points of the information. Sayuri should have been disgusted by Yufei's overzealous actions, but to my surprise, she didn't have obvious rejection, and even admired the nice voice and slender fingers of the big brother-like man next to her. So in order to avoid embarrassment and let herself find something to do, Sayuri had to take a pen and record the content passed by Yufei word by word.
At the end of the short one-hour press conference, when the crowd gradually dispersed, Yufei also seriously took the things recorded by Sayuri, made some circle notes on the content with professional journalist quality, and when he handed it back to Sayuri, he also said to Sayuri seriously: "So you should be able to take it back."
Sayuri thanked her and ran away.
Sayuri disappeared from Yufei's eyes like Cinderella who fled in a hurry when the clock rang at 12 o'clock. However, she did not leave Yu Fei a crystal slipper, but left a pen in Yu Fei's hand. After Sayuri left, Yufei realized that he had forgotten to return Sayuri's pen to her.
Originally, this short fate could have ended so simply, if it weren't for Yufei's accidental discovery that the pen was worth a lot of money.
In order to return the pen to its original owner, Yufei looked for all the media colleagues who attended the press conference, but none of them found Sayuri. Finally, with the help of old classmates, I got the list of guests at the press conference, and finally found Sayuri in the guest list, only to find out that this girl turned out to be the daughter of Qinghuayun Group, a top domestic company. Yufei sent the pen to Qinghuayun Group and handed it over to Sayuri by the secretary.
A long time passed after that, and just when Yufei was about to forget Sayuri, she suddenly appeared in front of her again. She looked for him, but it was just a matter of a word to the secretaries, and it was as easy as a hand.
"Why did you come to me?" Yufei asked curiously.
"Will you play with me today?" Sayuri replied directly.
"Ah, I'm sorry, Miss, I still have a lot of work to do. There may not be time left for you. "Yufei doesn't have time to waste time with this kind of eldest lady who doesn't understand the suffering of the people.
"A lot of work? Can I wait for you to finish your work? "Sayuri has no intention of giving up.
"Whatever you want." After speaking, Yufei continued to go back to work. Yufei decided that an eldest lady like her must not have the patience to wait for him for too long, so he quickly left Sayuri behind. By the time he walked out of the office door again, it was already half past eleven in the evening, and he was surprised to find Sayuri still waiting there.
"You didn't go? But why do you have to wait for me? Yufei asked.
"Actually, it's my birthday. I want someone to spend my birthday with. ”
"What about your family? What about your friends? Aren't rich people having big parties on their birthdays? ”
"I don't like that. Usually I put up with hypocrisy, but it's too tragic to accept hypocrisy on my birthday, right? ”
Sayuri's words, Yufei didn't understand for a while, but looking at the watch, there were still twenty minutes before twelve o'clock. Yufei took Sayuri and quickly ran to the 24-hour convenience store next to the company and bought Sayuri a small cake and beer. There were no candles, so Yufei took out the candle-blowing applet on his mobile phone instead of candles, and sang a happy birthday song to Xiaobai, giving Sayuri a short and unforgettable birthday.
Since then, two people who cherish each other have naturally walked together. Although there are all kinds of problems and troubles in real life, fortunately the hearts of two people are sincerely in love. Just like at this moment, even though the distance is far away, but the hearts are together.
Yufei thought about it for a long time, and decided to leave a message for Sayuri: Come back. Stop torturing yourself. If you don't want to come back, then tell me where you are? I'm going to look for you. Give me a chance to be there for me to comfort you every time you have a nightmare.
Yufei made up his mind that if she couldn't come, then go find her. When two people are concerned, one of them must take the initiative to approach each other first.