Chapter 353: The Nature of Love Is Conspiracy
Hearing Jin Ting's answer, Zhong Ya glanced at him reluctantly, but he still couldn't get over this matter, and there was no way to convince himself like this and forgive Jin Ting directly.
Although it is said that it is not voluntary to know Jin Ting that day, but when I think about it, if it was another woman in the room at the time...... Will he be with another woman?
And whether he was framed or happened at that time was just an accident, if he hadn't had that opportunity, then he would definitely not like him.
The love I thought I was so natural and natural before.
Now the reality is very cruel, and the reality tells her that all this is a conspiracy!
Including Jin Ting's compromise later, including that he will take the initiative to come to him, not only because of the third place, but also because he gave him his own body, maybe he is willing to marry himself because of this, right?
Zhong Ya also thought more and more, and drilled her horns more and more.
And these things don't allow her not to think about them, everything is a conspiracy, Zhong Youzhi wants to sell her favors, and in the end, they really let them get it, but the result is unsatisfactory, and it doesn't develop according to the script that Zhong Youzhi expected.
Zhong Ya now has some mixed feelings in her heart.
The love that she has always been very proud of turned out to be just a coincidence, a conspiracy that made her Jin Ting's lover, and now Zhong Ya is a little unsure of what Jin Ting likes about herself.
His appearance is not outstanding, and there is nothing more powerful......
yes, there's nothing about myself that is appealing.
How can she be liked by such an excellent man? The more Zhong Ya thought about it, the more she felt that she was in a low mood, and her whole heart was a little difficult.
Once she thought that she was really the happiest person in the world, and she could be liked by Jin Ting like this.
Thinking about it now, I used to think that it was God's favor that allowed her to meet Jin Ting and let him discover his good results, but now he found out that God's arrangement was nothing but a dirty deal!
Can this kind of love really go a long way? Zhong Ya asked her heart, only to feel more and more sad.
Jin Ting wanted to get close to Zhong Ya at this time, but Zhong Ya subconsciously shrank her hands and body towards the hospital bed, and her subconscious action was like no longer believing Jin Ting at all.
Her appearance made Jin Ting feel a little aggrieved and a little overwhelmed.
Since this day, it has been very bumpy between the two of them, and there has just been a little sign of easing, but it was revealed again, which can really be called a wave of unsettled and rising waves.
"Zhong Ya, where do you think I haven't explained, you can continue to ask me, I will definitely tell you, but please be sure to put your mood right, don't let anything hit you."
His words were originally very warm, but when he heard Zhong Ya's ears, the taste still changed.
"What? You're worried about what's going to happen to the baby in my belly, right? You weren't such a person before, and you wouldn't be so careful and considerate, I know you're trying to get better, but now you're comforting me and comforting me, isn't it really because of the child? ”
Zhong Ya is extremely sensitive now, during pregnancy, there will be many complex diseases, and even if this kind of disease is so developed now, there is no way to balance it, as long as the child is born, it can be slowly resolved.
When Jin Ting heard her say this, he felt very sorry for this woman in his heart.
She has suffered too much with herself, and she has suffered too much grievance, and she has lost her temper with her before, now that she thinks about it, Zhong Ya will become so sensitive and suspicious, isn't it all because she didn't give her enough security?
So he is also to blame for all these things, it is because he did not do a good job as a husband, and he did not bear the burden of a family.
Now look back and think about it, what I did before, when I got Zhong Ya back before, didn't I already swear that I would no longer care about this side of things, and just wandered the world with her?
But instead he threw this matter out of his mind, he shouldn't! It really shouldn't!
"Zhong Ya, can you forgive me? Before, no matter what happened between us, I hope it can end here, I did hide some things from you, but those things are things that will affect the relationship between us, so I don't want this kind of thing to be known. Maybe it's because I'm too mean to make decisions for you in this kind of thing, but you have to trust me, I'm really just trying to make our lives better. ”
Hearing him say this, Zhong Ya looked at him, and the redness in her eyes was extremely obvious.
"Jin Ting, you look at me seriously...... Let me tell you, whether it is friendship, love or family affection, the most important thing in a relationship is trust! Do you understand? We've all said before that we don't hide anything from each other, even if you do, but when I ask you, you should tell me, instead of letting me be like a fool and find out about it until the end! Before that, you had countless opportunities to open up your heart to me, but you were not sure, I don't know what you thought, but in this moment you really lost my trust. ”
Listening to Zhong Ya say these words so seriously and calmly, Jin Ting's heart ached and he felt proud of this woman, he was no longer the little girl who hid in his arms and cried, but a real mother who could shelter her child from the wind and rain and was full of wisdom.
Knowing that it was useless to say anything now, Jin Ting looked at her and said seriously:
"I know, now everything I say is doing useless work, then you just watch how I do it, I hope that in the future I can still hold your hand and go on together, this time the choice is yours, as long as you don't let go of me, I won't give up."
After Jin Ting finished saying this, his eyes were also a little moist.
Seriously, Zhong Ya has never seen him look like this until now. Seeing that Jin Ting's eyes were already red, he couldn't help but be a little moved.
But she was still ruthless, she didn't say a word to Jin Ting, and she didn't even give him a look.
The light in Jin Ting's eyes gradually disappeared.
His eyes are very lonely, like a pet dog abandoned by his owner.
Although Zhong Ya didn't look at him, the afterglow was always locked on his face.
Seeing his expression, she didn't know how to describe her feelings, but she only knew that she couldn't be soft-hearted now.
In any case, she must teach Jin Ting a lesson this time, no matter what the relationship between the two will become in the future, she will not easily forgive him.
Jin Ting also saw that Zhong Ya didn't have any reaction, so he left silently.
He understands Zhong Ya's temper.
Zhong Ya's current state is difficult to communicate, but at the same time, she is not an unreasonable person, so as long as she waits until her anger passes, she can still communicate with her again.
This little woman is just too kind, so she always gave others the opportunity to hurt her before.
Including when he made a mistake before, wasn't he also hurting her?
But then he will use his actions to prove that although Zhong Ya was killed at the beginning, this life was not ruined, and he will definitely be the fetters of her life.
So in the next period of time, in addition to maintaining the company's affairs, Jin Ting spent a lot of time running to the hospital.
In fact, Mo Ran originally suggested that Zhong Ya should go home to recuperate, but in the end, Jin Ting persuaded him.
Jin Ting said to Mo Ran in an almost pleading tone, asking him to leave Zhong Ya here.
In this way, he can often see Zhong Ya, even if sometimes Zhong Ya locks the door and refuses to let him in, but through the glass window outside, he can be regarded as able to see twice.
But if Zhong Ya is allowed to go home, I am afraid that I will really not see her.
And the family is too big, sometimes it's really inconvenient to find a person, and now that my father's situation has improved, I have to come over often to take a look, anyway, it's in a hospital, and it's really smooth.
Recently, he is still running between the company and the hospital, and the whole person is busy like a spinning top.
But because he has a goal, he doesn't feel how difficult it is for him at the moment, although he also knows that he has done something wrong.
It was difficult for Zhong Ya to forgive him, but he believed that this little woman was so soft-hearted, she would be moved by him sooner or later, and as long as she didn't have that opportunity to make mistakes, she wouldn't continue to be angry with herself.
And in the afternoon of this day, Jin Ting finished his work ahead of schedule, and for the first time, when it was still bright, he came to the door of Zhong Ya's ward.
After knocking on the door and coming in, Zhong Ya saw Jin Ting for a moment, and was also a little surprised.
Because recently, he has not seen Jin Ting during the daytime.
Glancing outside and then looking at Jin Ting, although Zhong Ya said that she didn't express her emotions much, Jin Ting still understood the surprise in her expression.
So he explained to her directly, "Things have been going well recently, and I ended the meeting early today, so I was able to rush over at this time, just thinking about accompanying you more." ”
Zhong Ya still didn't talk to him.
In the recent past, no matter what Jin Ting and Zhong Ya say, Zhong Ya has a cold look and an expressionless face.
didn't pick him up, didn't speak, the two of them seemed to live in two time and space, each with their own lives, Jin Ting kept trying to communicate with Zhong Ya, but in the end he didn't get any response.
It was as if there was an invisible barrier between the two of them, and Jin Ting even wondered if Zhong Ya had blocked her ears sometimes.
But he also knew that it was impossible, and Zhong Ya would not do such a childish thing, so he still didn't do enough.
As the saying goes, sincerity is open, and only when she really works hard and really accompanies her, can Zhong Ya feel her heart.
Peeled an apple for Zhong Ya and handed it to Zhong Ya.
Zhong Ya didn't answer, but Jin Ting found a tray, put it on it, and put it on the quilt on Zhong Ya's lap.
This time, Zhong Ya picked up the apple and nibbled it quietly.
This apple is a sweet and sour apple that Mo Yi specially asked to buy, which is very greasy and refreshing.
He knew that Zhong Ya's appetite was not very good recently, so he deliberately checked a lot of information, and some people said that they wanted to buy this sweet and sour apple for Zhong Ya to eat, and sure enough, after eating it for Zhong Ya once, he would peel her later, and she didn't refuse again.
I have to say that this is really a good opportunity to enhance the relationship between two people.
Seeing Zhong Ya silently nibbling on the apple, Jin Ting suddenly wanted to taste what the apple tasted like, and then glanced at the apple in Zhong Ya's hand, but he didn't have the courage to say that he wanted to ask for a bite to eat.
If it was before, he could have shared an apple with Zhong Ya, but now he is timid.
Suddenly, I saw that on the tray in front of me, there was still the peel of the apple that I had peeled, and I hadn't had time to dump it into the trash.