When I wrote this copy of [This big sister is a little fierce]!

I'm very enthusiastic!

I wanted to write a very realistic story, and I even found a lot of hot materials for this!

In reality, there are some things that we can be helpless!

Because I know, but I can't change it!

So I wanted to write it out in it!

But after the first chapter at the beginning [not the first chapter that the reader sees] is written!

I know!

This chapter is over! It's so sensitive! I can't send it!

Sure enough, take it and ask the editor Maomao!

Killed!

Because if it is sent out, it will not be a chapter that will be 404, but it is possible that the whole book will be 404!

Very sad! It's uncomfortable!

That unspeakable discomfort!

That chapter is about a series of social events last year and this year!

Kindergartens, nursing homes, orphanages, juvenile delinquency ...... And so on!

Presented in archival form!

However, it can't be sent!

I cried so much that I used half a draw of paper!

I wrote for three hours...... The most serious chapter ever!

This caused me to not be in the mood to write this copy at all, and a lot of the branches were cut by me!

In the end, only four chapters were written, and this copy was finished!

Writing is really an emotional thing!

I'll admit I've been writing for three years, and I'm still glassy!

The words that are typed out seriously cannot be presented!

It's very frustrating!

On top of that, there was something wrong with the relationship that I had been putting in place so well!

I could lose a man who's been the best I've ever been to besides my dad!

But the problem between us is almost a dead end!

After deliberation!

I decided to have an interview!

Even if the end result is not satisfactory, I want to give each other a decent face!

Falling in love is a matter of two people, but marriage is a matter of two families!

I was willing to marry from Sichuan to Jiangxi, but I didn't see his family's attitude of respecting me!

I don't want to spend the rest of my life worrying about trivial things!

Even if my heart hurts so much that I want to die!

Maybe soon, I'll lose him forever!

My heart is like a knife, and I am afraid that I can't describe my discomfort!

At one point, I felt like I was a failure!

I want to wait until I post this single chapter!

Some people will say that I am innocent and moaning! Sell miserable professional households! Professional deceive readers! No credit for the author!

……

All sorts of ugly words!

I just want to say!

I don't ask for anything here! Because I'm just simply uncomfortable!

I just want to say the unhappiness in my heart!

To the readers who understand me best!

Because I believe!

You guys love my words!

It's the one closest to my heart!

Because my words are typed out with heart!

I...... I don't want to think about what those with psychological problems think!

It's not a nice thing to say!

Uncomfortable!

I just want readers to see my efforts!

I'm human too!

People with feelings!

It's only five chapters today, and I can't write anything!

There is a manuscript, but there is something wrong with the next story!

The house leak happened to rain overnight!

I don't know if anyone can understand the despair in my heart!

It's uncomfortable!

Woooooo

I'll have to revise the rest of the article!

Try to adjust your mood!

Sorry, as my readers, you must be hurt!

I'm sorry!

I'm really sorry!

Don't want to send out flawed texts!

I want to take you seriously!

Please allow me to take a short break for half a day!

The chapter you owe today, try to make it up tomorrow!

Will stay up late to sort out the follow-up draft!

Sorry!

Wait for more friends!

——Written at 23:47 on February 7, 2019.