In the evening, Chu Mosheng, who had finished handling all official duties, returned to his room.

When he opened the door and saw Tianlan looking out of the window, a touch of sadness appeared on his face and hugged him from behind.

"Are you leaving again?" Looking at Tianlan's back, Chu Mosheng felt a burst of sadness, and couldn't help but want to hug him, afraid that he would leave this time for a long time.

Tianlan turned around and stroked Chu Mosheng's hair, "Don't worry, I'm just going to do something this time, and I'll be back in less than a day." ”

"Can I come with you?" Chu Mosheng misses the life of running around with Tianlan at the beginning.

Although it was only a short few days, although they were constantly hunted down, Chu Mosheng felt very happy at that time, at least no matter what the difficulties were, they could face them together.

But now, Tianlan has been leaving her alone, always giving her a feeling of overprotection.

It's a good thing, but it's so boring, she has to deal with the boring files every day, and occasionally she wants to go outside.

Tianlan shook her head at Chu Mosheng's request and refused, and said, "You should know that you are the key, and you can't make any mistakes." ”

Hearing this, Chu Mosheng let go of Tianlan, hugged his left arm, and said in disappointment: "I know." So when are you coming back. ”

"Soon." Then Tianlan touched Chu Mosheng's head and comforted: "Don't worry, when the matter is over, I will take you out to have a good time." ”

Hearing this, Chu Mosheng was happy at first, but soon became unhappy.

With a grudge on his face, he complained: "Didn't you say the same thing last time, when will it end?" ”

"It's going to be over soon." Tianlan said this, then turned around and said, "Then I'll go." ”

"At this time?" Chu Mosheng was a little surprised, loneliness was written on his face, and asked, "Won't you stay overnight tonight?" ”

"Well, I've found a nice left arm to have, I'm going to touch it and see if I can make a deal."

"Yes." Chu Mosheng hugged his clenched left arm, if it weren't for himself, Tianlan's left arm and left eye would not have become what they are now, "Then you go early and return early, pay attention to safety." ”

Although the night is a little lonely alone, as long as it is for Tianlan, Chu Mosheng can endure it, and it is not a day or two.

"Hmm." Tianlan nodded, and then left the Hero Association.

After Tianlan left, Chu Mosheng lay on the bed, looking at the huge room, I don't know when, he was used to the life of Tianlan staying by his side.

Once you leave him, you don't know what to do.

I used to have so many things I wanted to do, but now I don't have any interest in them.

After Tian Lan left, she came to the West District that night, where the target was.

After observing the situation, he laughed, maybe this accident would have been easier.

………………

This is followed by a student's narration.

What exactly is a parent?

Sometimes I can't help but ask such questions.

Watching others stay happily with their parents, to be honest, I am a little envious, but also a little incomprehensible.

Is it really that happy? I don't know, why don't I feel that happiness at all when I stay with my parents?

Instead, it's more of a pain.

"I'm lazy here again, are you done with your homework today? Piano practiced? Have you practiced dancing ......? ”

Mom came to urge me again, and it was already eight o'clock in the evening, but I didn't have any intention of doing it.

Repeating the same thing every day, learning something I didn't want to learn at all.

Is it painful? I don't know, maybe I'm already numb to this sense of life.

"What's the point for this exam?"

At this time, Dad came over, and the first thing he said was the test results.

In their eyes, maybe grades are the real children, right?

And I'm ...... It's nothing more than an accessory.

Without my consent, Dad opened my backpack.

Well, although there is nothing in it that can't be seen, of course, none of it belongs to you.

"Why is there only 98 points on this exam?! Where are the other 2 points lost?! ”

"How do your parents usually teach you, why do you only have this point in this exam?! Mom and Dad provide for you to go to school, you will take this test, are you worthy of us?! ”

Hehe! For some reason, I laughed.

There was a mistake on the exam paper, and no one could get a perfect score.

And it's really funny that their parents doubted their children for the first time.

I'm used to the feeling of the test paper hitting my face.

"Huh? What is it? At this time, an envelope fell out of his backpack, and it happened to be seen by my father.

"Ahh When I saw the envelope, I panicked.

This is the first time in my life that I have received something, something that belongs only to me!

But what's next? Grab it back? How to rob?

I do not know......

I've never rebelled against my parents, and I don't know how to resist at all.

"Dear Xiaoqian, I liked you from the first time I saw you, if I can, I hope you can do it...... It's mine...... Girlfriend ......"

Gradually, my father couldn't read anymore, and with a look of anger, he tore up the envelope and threw it on my face.

I don't know why, the moment the envelope was torn, it was as if a thread in my heart had been broken.

"You don't learn well at a young age! I even learned from other people's early love! How did I give birth to such a shameless daughter as you!! ”

Anger is a matter of course, and my parents never allowed me to do what I wanted to do, and I was not allowed to have my own things.

I had to do what they wanted, leaving school early after school and going to cram schools, training classes, learning things I didn't want to learn.

If it's a little late, they'll call the teachers to urge.

I felt like a flightless bird trapped in a cage, without any freedom but to act according to my master's wishes, so that I could continue to live.

But don't worry anymore, ask why, I probably won't have to do anything I don't want to do anymore.

I don't know why, but looking at my mom and dad who were throwing tantrums as always, I didn't feel scared, but felt relieved.

It's enough, everything is enough, no matter how hard you try, you have never received a word of praise, and you have no meaning to continue to live in this world.

After surviving the long lecture and abuse, as well as the family law, the roots of the ears are finally clean.

Do you feel aggrieved when you are scolded like that? I don't know, I don't know.

Maybe I'm used to it, after all, things like this are not once or twice.

Every time I always succeed because of a small failure, which is a lesson, I never praise it, but I attribute all my efforts to myself.

Have you had enough of this life?

Ah, I've had enough of it for a long time, and I don't even feel like it, why didn't I have this idea before?

Maybe it's because the only thing that belongs to me is destroyed and scolded for being worthless.

Looking at my parents who went to bed early, and the homework on my desk, I didn't have any ideas, but came to the balcony very happily.

Looking down from the balcony, I used to feel scared, but now I am not scared at all, but I am relaxed.

From time to time, I wonder, what is this world? Is it really that important to learn in such a world?

No one knows if they will die in the next moment, and no one knows when the strange man will appear in front of him.

I was looking forward to the day when a weirdo would appear in front of me.

Because of this, I can get out of here and never have to endure this kind of torment again.

Maybe as luck would have it, I didn't meet a single weirdo the whole time, but even so, I waited every day with anticipation, waiting for the weirdo to find me.

Now I feel that my former self was too stupid, why should I use the hands of weirdos?

I have a way, and I can do it myself, why didn't I notice it until now?

Shaking my head, I shook off the distractions in my brain, it doesn't matter now, I just need to focus on what is in front of me.

Without a hint of hesitation, without a hint of infatuation, I jumped.

What I can feel now is not fear, but relief.

It's a feeling I've never felt before, and it's a feeling they don't allow me to have.

The corners of my mouth were slightly raised, happy and happy, and my unprecedented mood made me a little confused.

Finally, at last, everything is going to end, no more learning the damn piano, no more learning that awkward dance, no more studying late into the night every day, no more exhausting yourself every day, no more seeing their faces, no more ......

"It's really too much for parents, in order to satisfy their desire for control and relieve their pressure, it's really too much to persecute their children like this."

At the end of this, a voice came to my ear.

Is this the voice of an angel? Sure enough, when the angel sees himself like this, he will feel pity.

Just as I was emotional, time around me seemed to freeze, and I was suspended in mid-air, and everything around me was like that.

Then a light appeared in front of me, and a man with a bandage appeared in front of me.

How holy he is, like an angel whose wings have been broken and fallen on earth.

"Give you one last chance, do you want to be free?"

"I want to!" I answered the angel's question without hesitation.

Of course I did! I want to escape from this life, I want to take control of my own happiness!

But I don't know how to do it, so I can only end up this way.

But now that there is an opportunity in front of me, of course I want to hold it and hold on to my own happiness.

"Good answer, from now on, your name is Gamma, and you can start your own life."