Chapter 277: The Meaning of Life
The next day, after a wonderful night, Askar came to work in the association.
It's just that when he came to greet Tianlan and them as usual, he saw Tianlan, who collapsed all over his body, and could faintly see red spots on his body, and collapsed on the sofa with a loveless look.
"What's going on?"
Tianlan turned her head, as if she didn't want to mention it.
Seeing this, Aska looked at Chu Mosheng and asked her about the situation.
But Chu Mosheng looked apologetic, didn't say the reason, just apologized to Tianlan, and begged Tianlan to forgive him.
Aska, who was still young, understood something in an instant at this moment, looked at the two of them with a smile, didn't say anything, and silently took away the documents he had to deal with today and left.
Leave the rest of the time to the two of them, and I won't bother myself as an outsider.
For Askar now, the work has become incredibly simple, and soon today's work is done.
Seeing that it was still early, Aska decided to be a little lazy and wait a little longer to report.
Maybe they are busy now, and if they pass by now, it won't disturb them.
If it really bothered, it would be a sin, and Askar didn't want to be a sinner.
Time passed minute by minute, and soon it was time for lunch break.
It should be almost time, and Askar got up and went to the president's office to report on today's work tasks.
Knocking on the office door, soon there was a voice inviting in, and it seemed that it should be over.
"President, I'm here to report on today's work." Aska, who entered the office, directly stated his intentions.
It's just that Chu Mosheng stopped in front of him, which made him a little confused.
Chu Mosheng didn't care if he was suspicious or not, and said directly: "Just tell me if there is anything, it's inconvenient for the president now." ”
"But...... The president is sitting there. ”
Askar wanted to bypass Chu Mosheng to see Tianlan, but was blocked by Chu Mosheng.
"Aska, I think you and Tianlan should keep a distance, and you can talk five steps apart in the future."
"......" I don't know why, but Askar wants to say, even so, then you don't stand in my way.
But he couldn't say it.
Tianlan looked at Aska, who seemed to be asking about the situation by herself, sighed, and explained, "I accidentally said the wrong thing just now, and I was also helpless. ”
"I'm grass! Really? Askar was shocked, he didn't expect the president to say the wrong thing, it was incredible.
In Aska's opinion, Tianlan is a perfect superman, no matter what, he can solve it perfectly, how could he make such a low-level mistake as saying the wrong thing.
However, looking at Chu Mosheng's posture now, it is estimated that this is indeed the case, as for what Tianlan said to make Chu Mosheng so nervous, it is unknown.
Seeing that Askar was so shocked, Tianlan couldn't help but ask, "What kind of existence am I in your eyes?" ”
"This ......" Askar organized the language and gave a heartfelt assessment.
"From the beginning, you were a perfect person in my eyes, and people couldn't help but want to worship, but now, the president is just like me, just an ordinary person."
"Askar, the more perfect you think a person is, the more disappointed you will be when you know what he really looks like."
"I know that." Askar nodded.
That's what he thought at the beginning, but after Tianlan did something like that, he was extremely disappointed, and all his previous longing for Tianlan instantly turned into hatred.
This hatred is even stronger than ordinary hatred, and there is a feeling of being betrayed by the person you trust the most.
However, in reality, there is no such thing as a perfect superman, not even Tianlan.
The reason why it looks like that is just that Tianlan's style of doing things is resolute, giving people the impression that there is nothing in this world that cannot be solved, so it will make Askar have such an illusion.
But now it's different, after the ups and downs of feelings, Askar can be regarded as understanding.
Tianlan is no different from herself, just a simple person, like herself, flesh and blood, will be angry about some things, and will smile at things that she is happy about, this is just an ordinary person.
Seeing that Aska had seen so thoroughly, Tianlan nodded with great satisfaction and said, "It's good that you can understand." ”
"Uh-huh." Askar was also proud of himself, and then said, "By the way, President, can I ask you something?" ”
"Absolutely."
"Then President, I wonder why you chose me to be your successor?"
"About this ......," Tianlan said without thinking, "because you are a special existence." ”
"Special? Do you say ......"
"No, it's not what you think." Tianlan explained: "You are very special and are not arranged by fate. At the beginning, I also prepared a lot of things in order for you to meet the conditions, but you achieved the conditions very easily, and those prepared things were not put to use, which was completely beyond my expectations. ”
"......" Although he didn't know what Tianlan had prepared, Askar would still feel lucky, fortunately he didn't use it, and it was good that he wasn't consumed by hatred in the first place.
This really surprised Tianlan, but he didn't expect Aska to let go of the hatred in his heart with his own consciousness, and what he chose in the end was not revenge, but the power to save everything.
This is really something that no one expected.
Aska, who had received the explanation, although he did not understand very well, understood a little more, and then asked: "I still have some questions to ask, you asked me to ask Gauser and them before, but their answers are different. ”
"Tell me about it."
"Hmm." Now Askar understands a lot of things, but the more he understands, the more things he doesn't understand, just like now, Askar asks Tianlan: "What is the meaning of life?"
When I looked at the memories of previous generations, they seemed to be bothered by this question, and now I am concerned about it. ”
Gaining the inheritance, it also gains a part of the memory of the pride and kindness of the previous generation.
This is not as seen as it seems, there have been many people, it is because of this memory, causing their memories to fall into confusion, thinking that they are the previous generation, even if they are not replaced, the style of acting, and the habits of life will slowly want to get closer to that side, and if you are not careful, you will become the previous generation.
But this problem, in Ascar's case, does not seem to appear at all.
For Ascar, these memories are like videotapes, and Aska is a bystander, not to be brought into it, not to be swallowed by it, although there have been some subtle changes in personality, but on the whole, it is still the same Aska.
After watching these memories, Askar understood a lot of truths, but there were also many truths in his heart that he didn't understand.
It's like this question now.
Tian Lan didn't answer this question directly, but asked rhetorically, "How do you understand this question?" ”
"This ......," Askar scratched his head in embarrassment, and said, "If I could understand, I wouldn't have asked you." ”
"Actually, it's easy to understand. Life is short for a few decades, and these decades of life, looking at the desire, are unchanged. From birth to growth, then to school, graduation, starting to work, getting married, having children, retiring, and finally going to the grave, a person's life is as simple as that. So, is it really necessary to exist in such a simple life? ”
"I think it's necessary, whether it's a wonderful life or a boring life, this is life, as long as you live, then this life must have its meaning."
Looking at Askar's answer, Tianlan smiled slightly and said, "Don't you understand it very thoroughly." ”
"I only understood this under your guidance." Askar was a little embarrassed.
"As you said, no matter how boring it is, he still has a need to exist, knowing that the end is there, people will still go to this point without hesitation. There is no such thing as meaninglessness, as long as he has lived in this world, then he must have his own meaning. ”
"Thanks for the pointers, I understand now." Askar suddenly brightened up, and felt that he understood a lot of truth.
"Well, it's just that everyone's opinion is different, and the point of view will be different, and my opinion is, since you feel that your life is meaningless, then try to create that meaning, no matter how small the meaning, at least what you have worked hard to do."
"Uh......" Askar felt that listening to Tianlan's opinion was also very reasonable, and his own opinion was also very reasonable, so which side was more correct?
"There is no right or wrong, it's just a difference in personal opinion."
Tianlan's view is hard work, he feels that his life is meaningless, that is just that he has not done anything, as long as he is willing to work hard to do one thing, then there will definitely be meaning, even if he fails, he can get something from it.
Aska, on the other hand, is a drifting view, even if he doesn't do anything, as long as he lives in this world, his life will definitely have the meaning of his existence.
Some people may think that Tianlan's is more correct, but there is no right or wrong in life, but everyone's opinion is different, no matter what way it is, this is a way of living, and no one is qualified to evaluate it.
Seeing that Askar was enlightened, Tianlan also nodded with relief, and then said, "If there are any other things you don't understand, please ask them all." ”
"Okay." Aska looked at Chu Mosheng, who was sandwiched in front of him and Tianlan, and asked in a low voice, "What did you say wrong?" ”
As for the other questions, Askar can't think of them for the time being.
He also knew about Tianlan's hatred of humans, and he roughly understood why they hated humans.
Even Aska has people who he hates, let alone Tianlan, so no one likes all of humanity, even if they do.
So compared to this question, Aska now wants to know what Tianlan said wrongly, which can make Chu Mosheng so vigilant about himself, and even said something like keeping a distance of five steps.
Askar doesn't remember anything he's done wrong.
And Tianlan only shook her head with a wry smile on this question, and did not give any answer.