Part 35 Embarrassing
Not to mention Mi Han, even Mingjing, who had been listening, felt thirsty, she took a big gulp of a cup of cold white water, and then listened to Mi Han and began to talk again.
Mi Han: Do you like to drink tea?
Spiegel: Sometimes I drink some jasmine tea.
Mi Han: Do you like to drink Zhengshan small seeds?
Spiegel: I don't know much about tea.
Mi Han: The Zhengshan small species produced in our Han Dynasty are fragrant.
Spiegel: You don't know how to sell tea, do you?
Mi Han: I can't do a sales pitch, but if you like it, I can send you some.
Spiegel: Thank you, but I'm useless, so you might as well talk about you and Qianqian.
Mi Han: After Qianqian's divorce, I felt that I had another chance, and I was determined to boldly pursue her.
Spiegel: Do you really not dislike her at all that she is divorced and has had children?
Mi Han: People who know about this ask me this, and my parents don't understand it, let alone agree, but I like her like a demon and want to get her.
Spiegel: Maybe it's because she's your first love, maybe the more you don't get it, the more you want it.
Mi Han: After the divorce, Qianqian took her daughter to live in her mother's house, I often went to please her in the name of going to see her children, often bought toys and snacks for her daughter, coaxed her daughter to like me very much, her parents also welcomed me, and often left me at her house for dinner.
Spiegel: What is her attitude?
Mi Han: On the one hand, she is very grateful to me, but on the other hand, she always doesn't want to be too close to me.
Spiegel: She may have low self-esteem, but it's also for your own good.
Mi Han: One weekend, I bought a big carp and two bottles of liquor to her house, and her mother stewed the fish, and then I drank some wine with her father, and her father was afraid that I would drink and drive, so he asked her to drive me back. Passing by a park, I said I wanted to get out of the car and sober up, so she stopped the car and walked with me in the park.
Spiegel: Like a couple?
Mi Han: In my heart, she is my lover!
Spiegel: Nerd!
Mi Han: Looking at the quiet night sky and smelling the fragrance in her hair, I kept giving myself courage, and finally, I slammed her into my arms!
"Qianqian, Qianqian, I love you! I love you! I was shaking and panting.
"Mi Gong, Mi Gong, don't be like this, don't be like this, I know you like me, and thank you for looking up to me, but I have always respected you, I have long said that we are not suitable!" She broke free from my grip.
"Why, why? But I won't marry you! My hurried voice showed her my determination!
"But what good am I about? Is it worth it for you to be so persistent? She raised her voice as well.
"Love is worth it!" I shouted to her.
Spiegel: You really have the courage now.
Mi Han: But at this moment, two men suddenly stood up behind the pavilion.
Spiegel: Two men?
Mi Han: Yes, a young elephant is in his thirties, and an elephant is in his forties. They tidied up their clothes, and then the young man yelled at me, "What's the noise, mother......"
Although I was originally cowardly, at this time, the male hormones had been stimulated, and I became aggressive, and scolded back: "This is a public place, and it's not your kangtou, I can be as noisy as I like, do you care?" Your mother'......"
Spiegel: The result?
Mi Han: When the fight started, Qianqian took a lot of effort to pull the frame away, and then Qianqian sent me to the hospital again, my eyes were swollen, and I had three stitches on my scalp.
Spiegel: It looks like you're not going to fight, you're just going to get beaten!
Mi Han: But thank goodness!
Spiegel: Thank God for being beaten up?
Mi Han: When Qianqian sent me downstairs to my house, I took her hand and said in a very affectionate tone: "Qianqian, promise me, will you marry me?" ”
Spiegel: Is it a marriage proposal?
Mihan: She lowered her head and bit her lip, then looked up at my bandaged scalp and red and swollen eyes, and finally whispered, "Okay, I promise you!" ”
Spiegel: She promised to marry you, and for you, it's worth the beating, right?
Mi Han: This was my greatest wish at the beginning.
Spiegel: Soon after, they got married?
Mi Han: Because my family didn't support me to marry Qianqian, I could only buy a small new house with the money I earned.
Spiegel: You have a high degree and a high salary, right? Did you buy it in full?
Mi Han: Full payment! Because Qianqian doesn't have a job for the time being, I don't want to be a house slave, even if the house is smaller, as long as life is easy.
Spiegel: Most young people don't have money, and they have to rely on their parents to buy a house and get married.
Mi Han: In order to show my sincerity to her, I also held a decent wedding.
Spiegel: By the way, what happened to Jiang Lan in that government agency and institution, you married Qianqian, which is tantamount to disappointing Jiang Lan, how can you explain it to her?
Mihan: I told her tactfully that I didn't have feelings for her, and she stopped contacting me.
Spiegel: It's good to leave you on her terms.
Mi Han: On the wedding night, after Qianqian put her daughter to sleep first, I also had my first time!
Spiegel: Happy?
Mi Han: I feel very happy, but Qianqian is ......
Spiegel: She's not happy?
Mi Han: The morning after the wedding, I felt that she looked a little lost.
I asked her, "Honey, how am I?" ”
She didn't say anything, just smiled slightly, but it was a little reluctant.
Spiegel: Looks like she's not happy with you.
Mi Han: I love Qianqian, and she is also tolerant of me, so we lived for six years.
Spiegel: Didn't she give you another child?
Mi Han: We were planning to regenerate in a few years.
Spiegel: Before you were reborn?
Mi Han: Over the years, although we have cared for each other and respected each other, I can always feel a certain loss of her.
Spiegel: Oh!
Mi Han: But even so, I still want to grow old with her, but that time......
Spiegel: What happened?
Mihan: That time her daughter went to her parents' place at noon, and she and I were too lazy to cook, so we went to a restaurant for lunch.
was eating, and suddenly a man with five big and three thick came over. Seeing him, Qianqian subconsciously stood up and leaned against the wall, standing there obediently in fear as if he had been punished by a teacher.
The big man smiled at her, and then looked at me, who was surprised, and patted me on the shoulder with his big hand.
"Just this little body? Hey! The big man's tone was mocking.
"Who are you?" I asked him.
His face sank, and he carried the back of my head with his big hand and said, "Be nice to my daughter!" No scolding! Remember?! ”
Spiegel: It's your ex, hehe.
Mi Han: Qianqian stood there and said timidly: "He is very good to our daughter!" ”
The big man smiled again, patted me on the shoulder again, and walked away. After he left, I found that he had settled the account for me and Qianqian to eat.
Spiegel: How do you feel when you see Qianqian's ex-husband?
Mi Han: I can't say.
Spiegel: Mixed tastes?
Mi Han: Since then, when I get along with her daughter again, I always feel that I can't kiss her, and I clearly realize that this is not my daughter after all. And Qianqian's sense of loss towards me is getting stronger and stronger, and her smile at me has become a bitter smile!
Spiegel: It's over!
Mi Han: But on the surface, she cares more about me than before, but it's a little too polite, and it's a little bit less like a couple.
Qi Han: In order to ease the family atmosphere and enhance the relationship between our husband and wife, I took her abroad to travel to Singapore, Malaysia and Thailand during the 11th holiday last year.
Spiegel: You're really nice to her.
Mi Han: But no matter how good I am to her, I can't get rid of her sense of loss! While traveling, she dropped her daughter off at her ex-husband's house, which she said was requested by her ex-husband. It made me feel very unhappy.
Early the next morning after we returned from the trip, I asked her to hurry up and pick up my daughter, but she said she didn't dare to go herself.
"What are you afraid of? You've been divorced for so many years, and if you go to pick up the kids, he won't beat you. "I told her to pick it up with confidence.
"I'm not afraid he'll hit me!" She started biting her lip again.
"And what are you afraid of?" I don't understand.
"I'm afraid ......," she said.
"No, I'll drive with you, and then you go in and pick up the child, and we'll leave right away, okay?" At that time, I just wanted her to get the baby back as soon as possible, and I didn't think about anything else.
Spiegel: Why do you always want her daughter to be with you?
Mi Han: I think her daughter is not with me, and her heart will not be at my house.
Spiegel: Well, women are like that.
Mi Han: I drove her outside the neighborhood where she used to live, and she went in to pick up the children herself, and I waited in the car. But she hasn't come out for a long time, and I'm anxious to wait in the car! I was worried that she would really be beaten again, so I took out my phone many times and wanted to call the police.
It wasn't until it was close to noon that she finally led the child out of the community, but her face was red, red to the root of her ears!
Spiegel: Really beaten again?
Mi Han: It's better to be beaten!
Spiegel: Ahhh I see.
Mi Han: As soon as she got into the car with her child, her head hung down behind the seat, and then she said with a crying voice: "I'm sorry husband!" I was too weak in front of him! ”
Spiegel: Really! It's so unbelievable! You're waiting for her outside, but she's inside with her ex-husband......
Mi Han: On the way home with her mother, I drove very fast, violated the law, and ran three red lights in a row!
Spiegel: Wow, your driver's license is forfeited, right?
Mi Han: When I got home, I couldn't contain my humiliation and anger, so I went into the kitchen and picked up the kitchen knife, but when I stood in front of her mother with the kitchen knife, I saw her daughter squatting behind the coffee table and shivering, and she looked at me in a daze, as if she was surprised by my impulse.
"What do you want to eat? I'm cooking at noon today! "I don't know why, not only did I lose my anger, but I also found a step for myself.
Spiegel: You're such a soft egg!
Mi Han: That night, she was very kind to me, but she had tears in her eyes, and the knots in my heart were difficult to unravel.
As soon as I got up in the morning, she snuggled into my arms again, and said softly, gently, and timidly: "Mi, I'm not worthy of being your wife, let's divorce!" ”
Spiegel: She made the most severe demands in the gentlest tone, didn't she?
Mi Han: I hugged her tightly: "No, no, no! I can't live without you, I don't get a divorce! ”
Spiegel: Ugh! You, there are few men like you!
Mi Han: When she saw that I didn't agree to the divorce, she cried instead.
Spiegel: Then why did you leave again?
Mi Han: This epidemic, the lack of morality, made me unable to go to work for more than two months, and I could only stay at home 24 hours a day during this time.
Spiegel: Isn't that bad? Wouldn't you have more time to spend with your wife?
Mi Han: But the more I spend time with her, the more she feels lost, until she gets a little tired of sharing a bed with me.
Spiegel: The pandemic has been a test of the relationship between many couples, and when the pandemic passed, there was a huge increase in the number of divorced families.
Mi Han: When I came home from work for the first time after the epidemic passed, I saw several good dishes on the table, and I happily asked her: "Qianqian, what kind of day is today, you make so many good dishes, all of them are made by yourself?" ”
She smiled wryly at me, "I want to have a good talk with you!" ”
I realized that she had something important to say, and I asked her, "What about my daughter?" ”
She took off her apron: "My daughter went to her grandmother's house." ”
I took a piece of braised beef and put it in my mouth: "Honey, what you made is so delicious." ”
She sat on one side and lowered her head, she was always gentle and very serious at this time: "Mi, I have thought about it very seriously during this time, we are really not suitable, we are ......." ”
Getting along with her day and night during the epidemic made me realize that she has actually been coping with me, and she really doesn't really like me, so I didn't refuse this time: "You still want a divorce, right?" Let me think about it, okay? ”
She nodded: "I'm sorry! ”
"It looks like you're cooking a casual meal today, drink some bar!" I smiled wryly, then took a bottle of red wine and two goblets from the wine cabinet and put them on the table.
She covered her nose with the back of her hand: "I'm so guilty of you!" ”
I tried to maintain my demeanor at this time: "You don't have to feel guilty, and I want to thank you for the gentleness you have given me all these years." ”
Tears still welled up in her eyes: "You are so good to me, you are so good to my daughter, I am really grateful to you, I have been trying to like you all these years, but I ......"
I uncorked the wine: "I know, you can't force yourself for the rest of your life!" ”
She wiped away her tears with the back of her hand: "After the divorce, you can find another one better than me." ”
I shook my head and poured her red wine: "Qianqian, can you tell me why you just don't like me?" ”
She raised the red wine, looked at the goblet, and said in a small voice, as if to say to herself: "Too small! ”
Spiegel: "Too small? What the? Goblet? ”
Mi Han: Hearing her say this, my face turned red before I even drank! What else to say? Leave it!
Spiegel: You can really find a better one! But I understand that you should indeed find a more traditional, conservative, and emotionally experienced wife, otherwise you will have to divorce.
Mi Han: On the second day of the divorce, an oversized SUV was parked outside my house, and Qianqian led her daughter into the car.
I saw that the person driving in the driver's seat was her ex-husband, the man who had abused her, the man who always scared her!
She'd rather give up my love and be a mad lamb!
Spiegel: Because what a woman needs is a real man!