Chapter 58: I Miss You So Much

After Lin Yang returned to the classroom, he saw a small box on his desk.

After opening it, what I saw was all the things that Xia Can had to do with himself.

The cup lay there quietly, the cracks on his body were particularly dazzling, Lin Yang frowned and picked up the cup and touched it gently.

Next to the cup lay quietly an envelope, on which was Xia Can's beautiful handwriting "Lin Yang Harvest".

Lin Yang trembled and picked up the letter, his eyes were full of tears, and he gently stroked the letter with his hand, but he didn't dare to open it.

Lin Yang sat down in his position and put the letter in his heart, the tears in his eyes were about to overflow, and Lin Yang lay on his seat.

Quietly, tears flowed, I don't know why, I just felt like I had lost something very important for a moment.

Until the car drove away, Xia Can didn't see Lin Yang's figure, he lowered his head in disappointment, and the tears in his eyes kept rolling.

Seeing Xia Can like this, Fu Yu frowned distressedly, took out a tissue from his pocket, and prepared to wipe away Xia Can's tears.

But after thinking about it, he stuffed the paper into Xia Can's hand again, "Little crying bag!" Wipe your nose! Ugly! ”

Xia Can's nose was red and his head was lowered, but he could see the traces of tears falling one by one.

took out his mobile phone and looked at the dialog box with Lin Yang, Lin Yang changed his avatar, no longer the avatar of his couple, and the circle of friends was also locked.

Fu Yu was extremely impatient when he received a call from Su Xiangyi, "Hey? What are you looking for Xia Can? You won't call him yourself?! ”

"Why is there so much nonsense?! Hurry up! Su Xiangyi stood in the station and watched Xia Can's car drift away.....

Suddenly I felt a little distressed, I must hate myself for treating him like this....

When Fu Yu handed the phone to Xia Can, Xia Can still had a glimmer of hope and thought it was Lin Yang, but then thinking about it, it was ridiculous.

"Hello?"

"Xia Can! Take good care of yourself! Waiting for you to come back. Su Xiangyi suddenly choked up when he heard Xia Can's voice.

Xia Can's voice was a little hoarse and a little crying, which made Su Xiangyi feel distressed when he listened, "Got it!" You too. ”

Jiang Zi looked at Lin Yang lying there crying and trembling, and he didn't feel good in his heart, and gently patted Lin Yang's back.

"It's okay! Xia Chan will be back! Jiang Zi's voice trembled a little, he had never seen Lin Yang so sad....

Lin Yang sat up with his face covered with his hands, wiped his tears, his eyes were red from crying, and his nose was red!

"He'll be back! But he won't necessarily forgive me..."When he said this, the tears that had just been wiped away slipped down again.

"You don't ask you how... Ahem know? Call him! Jiang Zi clutched his chest, coughing and shaking his chest.

Lin Yang looked at Jiang Zi, then slowly took out his mobile phone, looked at the dialog box with Xia Can, and Xia Can also changed his avatar....

The last sentence of the dialog box was a few days ago, Xia Can's "Love you!" Hurry up and go to sleep! Don't go back! ”

Lin Yang got up late the next morning and never returned... Now it looks particularly glaring.

After hesitating for a long time, he dialed Xia Can's phone, Xia Can seemed to have been waiting for the call, and as soon as the phone rang, he took it out in a panic and connected it.

"Hey!" The two men spoke almost in unison.

"Xia Can....can we still be together?" Lin Yang didn't know why he said this....the two of them didn't break up.

Xia Can just chuckled when he heard this: "Maybe!" ”

Lin Yang heard Xia Can's laughter on the day he heard the phone, and he immediately relaxed a lot, and he also laughed.

"You don't blame me?" Lin Yang's voice was a little crying, probably because he had just finished crying, and he spoke softly....

"Wait until I'll get back!" As soon as Xia Can finished saying this, he hung up the phone, turned off his mobile phone, and handed it to the teacher.

When Lin Yang came back to his senses, the phone had already hung up, and it had been turned off when he dialed again.

Fu Yu sat next to Xia Can and saw that when Xia Can finally smiled, he got out of the car, as if he was really redundant....

When Lin Yang cautiously opened the letter, he pulled out a necklace from the letter, which was Xia Can's name and Lin Yang's initials "xcly".

There was also a small card in the letter: "Maybe it won't be your birthday!" Birthday present in advance. ”

Lin Yang really regretted why he didn't read the letter earlier, he was still crying sadly for a long time, Jiang Zi saw Lin Yang burst into tears and smiled.

also smiled and returned to his seat, Lin Yang is like this! Sadness comes fast! Go fast, too! But wait until he finishes venting!

Inside the envelope was the last letter:

Beloved Lin Yang

Lin Yang! Hello, when I read this letter, I was already in the car to the training camp! I haven't seen you for half a year, you have to take good care of yourself, I can't take these things away! You can keep it for me!

Yesterday's incident, if you really can't accept it, I can let you go! It's true! Some things I don't want to say are because the hurt is too deep, I don't want to show you the dirtiest scars, in fact, in the time I have been with you, I have always been in a state of inferiority complex, I am afraid, afraid of losing you, and afraid of being known to me for being dirty, but I am quite greedy, because I don't want to lose this preference! This love that belongs to me, I actually envy Jiang Zi, Jiang Zi has Chen Xinnan and you to protect him when he is most helpless and sad, and I... I didn't know what I had been through, but I never forgot the shame of waking up that day.

Sometimes I really wish I could live as Jiang Zi, Jiang Zi had an accident that day, I saw that you were so anxious, I was really envious! What do I envy? Envy your timely arrival, so that Jiang Zi did not have an accident? I envy your concern for Jiang Zi, my life, how good it would be for you to show up early! I thought I made it past junior high school, and when I got to high school, I would forget about it.

But I didn't expect that there would be people who threatened me with this video, it was the first time I watched my own video, I vomited, I vomited many times that day, vomited to the end of vomiting blood, I had no way, no way to accept that I had such a disgusting experience, but the day I met you, my heart was real, and my inferiority complex was also true, but I thank you very much for your confession, and I thank you very much for your bravery.

Most of the photos you receive were taken by me, sorry, I can't help it! If I don't do this, I'm afraid that my video will really explode and be seen by you, I'm afraid that I will lose you, I don't know how many times, I dreamed of the disgusted expression when you saw my video, and every time I woke up crying, but the next day when I saw your smile, I felt nothing....

Yesterday, I didn't dare to look at your expression, I didn't dare to say anything, I was afraid that in your eyes, I was justifying, exculpating, forgive my silence, I'm sorry! I have imagined many times what it would have been like if I had met you sooner....what would have been like if I had been rescued sooner?

I apologize for my greed, for everything I've done, for you, for Jiang Zi, Chen Xinnan, Li Yi'an Shushu, I'm sorry, I don't ask for forgiveness, I just hope that you can all be well! If something really happens, I'll do my best to fix it!

Thank you for the love you have given me, it's really not my first time at the beach, I'm sorry.

After reading the letter, Lin Yang had a feeling that his heart was torn apart, and a sense of guilt arose, if he had met Xia Can earlier, maybe there would not have been so many bad things happening.

Li Yi'an sat behind Lin Yang and watched all this coldly, many times the decisions we make are not necessarily reluctant, but they must be irreparable, after all, there is no regret medicine in the world.

The head teacher took the books into the classroom for a class meeting, stood on the podium and saw the students sitting under the podium with sad faces, and patted the desk.

"Why are you so unhappy? Can't afford to be a major? There is still half a year to enter the third year of high school! What should be considered now is learning, and it's still too late to work hard! Especially if you sign up for a small major! Be sure to work hard! Got it? Set a goal! Then work hard! There are more than 400 days left in the college entrance examination! All you have to do is study hard! Don't keep spitting on the window if it's okay! It's not enough to be scolded by the teaching director! Also, eat less snacks! Now is the time to grow your body! In a few days, your senior sister in high school will go to the physical examination for the college entrance examination! Wait until they're gone! You're going to be on the battlefield! Don't waste your mind on me! Study hard and work hard to get into a good university! Two people at the same university! Why not? ”

Jiang Zi listened to the teacher's words, and looked at Chen Xinnan, "What do you want to do in the future?" ”

Chen Xinnan heard Jiang Zi's voice and smiled, "Look at you!" I'll do whatever you do! ”

When Jiang Zi heard this, the corners of his mouth rose involuntarily: "Tell the truth? So you are a doctor, and I am your patient, okay? ”

Chen Xinnan nodded without hesitation, as long as you want to, as long as I can, I will do my best.

Jiang Zi was originally making a little joke, but the speaker was unintentional, and the listener was intentional.

"I'll see which sports university has a medical department, and I'll go to which university!" Chen Xinnan's serious face amused Jiang Zi.

"Good! Then I'll go to the same university! ”

It's like planning the direction of the future, just praying that time will pass quickly, so that we can quickly realize the future in our hearts.

Lin Yang sat in his position, and from the moment he read Xia Can's letter, Lin Yang secretly set a goal, to be a policeman, to study law, to protect Xia Can, and to protect his most important person.

Li Yi'an listened to the teacher's words and thought of Shu Shu, it is better to....just go to the same university as Shu Shu! If fate is endless, there will always be encounters, right? The earth is round, and we will meet if we are fated!

Li Hao looked at the position of the class leader and smiled, being admitted to the same university, which is what he has always longed for, and when the college entrance examination is over, he will take the admission notice and confess to the class president!