Extra 2: Closed Heart (II)

Previous Chapter

The next day, Zhang Yan still insisted on going to class, as if nothing had happened.

It's just that because she changed her look, few classmates can recognize her.

When the roll call reached her, she silently shouted "to" in the back row, and suddenly many eyes stabbed at her.

Zhang Yan cut off her waist-length hair, and now her hair is not much longer than that of boys, and her sweet and fresh dress has also changed to a neutral style, which is dark and rigid black from beginning to end.

Even her eyes and expression changed.

Her gaze was indifferent and calm, and she didn't have the cautious look she had a few days ago.

It was as if she had erected a wall for herself, blocking out all sounds and sights around her, and closing herself off.

The sound of gossip and discussion was still there, but Zhang Yan sat alone in the back row as if she couldn't hear anything, concentrating on writing in a notebook.

What she is writing is her revenge plan for Lu Qingya and Bao Huanhuan.

At the end of a class, Zhang Yan memorized a full twenty pages of plans.

And most of them have been drawn with a big "X" with a red pen by her, and they are not used.

Zhang Yan thought about suing Lu Qingya, but after consulting a lawyer last night, she found it difficult.

She had no evidence of Lu Qingya's stun and attempted rape.

Lu Qingya was very sophisticated, and he cleaned up the scene after Zhang Yan jumped off the building, leaving no fingerprints, hair, or evidence...... There was no evidence left, and an alibi was disguised, and the police couldn't do anything about him, and it was even more difficult for her to find the evidence herself.

As for the fact that he spread rumors, it is even more troublesome, because no one can prove whether he is talking about rumors or the truth.

Only Zhang Yan knows that she is innocent, but she can't prove herself.

Zhang Yan also had nothing to do with Bao Huanhuan, the injuries they caused to Zhang Yan were only slight, and it was not even a criminal offense, it could only be regarded as a civil dispute.

The school leaders also used "quitting" as a threat to prevent Zhang Yan from suing Bao Huanhuan and the others.

Because in the eyes of the school leaders, the students were just fighting, and they negotiated it in private, this was just a trivial matter, and they couldn't tolerate Zhang Yan using this trivial matter to discredit the school.

White means don't work, Zhang Yan can only use some gray methods.

She didn't want to use violence to counter violence, but the current situation was that if she wanted the wicked to get the punishment they deserved, she had to resort to some special means.

Zhang Yan felt that she might get her hands dirty by doing so, but she didn't regret it.

……

Lu Qingya has a bit of a brain, Zhang Yan doesn't dare to use too simple and crude methods to deal with him, it is too easy to be bitten back.

Zhang Yan didn't plan to go into the water by herself, she was going to spend money to hire someone.

She has always had a good relationship with her uncle, she vaguely said what she wanted to do, and after being educated by her uncle, her uncle was still willing to help her secretly.

With the help of her uncle's connections, the relationship was pushed down layer by layer, and Zhang Yan contacted a local prison guard in Bailing City after several twists and turns, and the prison guard helped Zhang Yan pick a few trustworthy objects and handed over the contact information to Zhang Yan.

That afternoon, Zhang Yan didn't have class, so she called and asked the three of them to drink tea at a well-known teahouse in Bailing City.

In the elegant box on the second floor of the teahouse, Zhang Yan saw the three people one after another.

The two men and one woman sitting opposite Zhang Yan are all people who have squatted in the cell and come out of prison, and they are still mixed in the gray area, and they dare not do the bad things of killing people and setting fires, but they basically do other things that are on the edge of the law every day, and everyone has some means, and they are very oily.

These two men and a woman are both over thirty years old, with rich experience and active brains, as long as Zhang Yan is willing to give enough money and abide by some of their rules, they can help Zhang Yan get things done.

Zhang Yan briefly talked about the situation she was encountering now, and put forward her general idea and asked them to help with the details.

After listening, one of the bald fat men laughed with his bulging belly in his hands:

"Ouch? That kid surnamed Lu, seems to be a little interesting? His hands are so black that he hasn't squatted in the class room until now, and with a little means, I want to take him in as a little brother. ”

"Shut up the fart!" The only woman gave a white look at the fat man, the woman spoke with a special accent somewhere, and the dirty words were soft and charming, very good, "Oh my God, what kind of ability is that little brat?" The old lady just picks a clever little sister to shoot it a few times, and she can make him honest, a little ** child who has not grown all the bird feathers! ”

And Zhang Yan also stared coldly at the bald fat man:

"I'll hire you to clean him up, and then you will harvest him as your own, then I won't do it."

Another middle-aged man with glasses who looked the most ordinary smiled and waved his hand, speaking for the bald fat man:

"Sister, don't listen to the fat man's nonsense, he doesn't speak through his brain, and the things he earns at both ends are not in accordance with the rules. We took your money to clean up those two little things, and those two little things will be our enemies for life in the future, and it is impossible to take care of them, this is the rule. ”

The bald fat man also slapped himself with a smile:

"I'll just tell you what's it called...... Oh yes, irony! Irony. ”

The others didn't take care of the bald fat man anymore.

The woman with a charming voice and the middle-aged man with glasses told Zhang Yan what they thought, and the two of them spoke in detail and were very excited, as if it was particularly fun to do this kind of thing that challenged the boundaries.

And after listening to their plan, Zhang Yan also felt that the revenge methods she wrote in her notebook were still too sweet.

Although those methods are a bit unsightly, Zhang Yan is very satisfied.

And the prison guards above these three people also have a handle, they don't dare to turn around and trap her, she is relieved.

These three people are still very particular about the rules, they actually carry the contract with them, and then explain all kinds of taboos and rules to Zhang Yan one by one.

To put it simply, Zhang Yan had to cooperate with them completely, and Zhang Yan didn't need to do anything to make sure that she could stand on the dry shore and for them to be able to wash their hands easily.

As long as the money is paid, they will be in charge of everything in the future, and they will be responsible for any accidents, Zhang Yan can rest assured and obedient.

And every time they successfully complete something, they will send an email report to Zhang Yan, so that she can know the cause and effect and accept the results.

After signing the contract, the middle-aged man with glasses took out a lighter and burned the contract.

According to their rules, since both parties are willing to sign the contract, it proves that they have everything in their hearts, and as for this paper contract, it is not necessary, and staying will get in the way.

Giving the agreed 40% down payment to the three people, Zhang Yan got up and planned to go to the checkout.

Within two steps, Zhang Yan remembered something.

She took out a plastic sealed bag from her backpack, which contained two locks of Huanhuan's hair:

"I pulled this hair off that Bao Huanhuan's head, I don't know what this thing is for. Do you have any ideas? ”

"Hey! This one goes a long way. The middle-aged man with glasses smiled evilly and put his hair away, "I've already figured out how to use this thing, even if I can't cure her, I can splash her with feces." ”

Zhang Yan nodded and left the teahouse.

Although the price is a bit expensive, it is only her share of her pocket money for three months, and she thinks it is worth it.

After that, leave it to these people.

And in order not to arouse suspicion, she made an appointment with the three of them to start implementing the plan after the winter break.

……

Four months have passed in the blink of an eye.

As the winter break approaches, the students at Bailing University are becoming active, and the topics of discussion are always inseparable from ticket grabbing and traveling.

Time is like a piece of sandpaper, roughly polishing everything, in the polishing of time, many traces have been smoothed out, far away from people's memories.

Because Lu Qingya found a new target later, he never bothered Zhang Yan again, and those rumors about Zhang Yan had long lost their popularity.

Now, even classmates no longer mention what happened in the first few days of Zhang Yan's entry into school.

Only Zhang Yan still remembers, and it is impossible to forget.

But on the surface, Zhang Yan is breezy and calm, reading alone, studying alone, and eating alone.

Aside from the necessary daily contact, Zhang Yan refused to communicate with anyone in the class.

She has also changed a lot in the past few months.

As long as she has free time, she will work out desperately, and she will not stop until the muscles of her whole body are sore and unbearable.

She worked hard to increase her protein intake, and her weight finally rose from 82 pounds to 98 pounds, because her body fat was relatively low and her chest was flat, she still looked a little thin when she wore clothes at 98 pounds.

She used to be weak, but now her muscles are well-proportioned and toned, and her strength and explosiveness are good.

On weekends, she would practice kickboxing, rock climbing, parkour, and outdoor survival, all of which were extremely useful in dealing with gangsters.

When a person's physical fitness goes up, her whole person's spirit will become different.

This kind of Zhang Yan also makes people want to make friends.

Some snobbish classmates found that Zhang Yan's family was very good and took the initiative to try to befriend her, but these people were coldly blocked by Zhang Yan.

Some enthusiastic classmates wanted to help her get out of isolation and bring her into the social circle, but Zhang Yan bluntly refused and did not appreciate it.

When I accidentally learned that Zhang Yan usually has some hobbies that are different from ordinary girls, many unpopular clubs also began to pull people, such as the abdominal muscle tearing club, the bow and arrow club, the model airplane club, the wilderness survival club, and the kitchenware exchange club...... They all came to her door. Zhang Yan was also not interested.

Over time, no one was willing to take the initiative to contact her.

However, Zhang Yan felt that she did not need friends.

If someone reached out to help her when she was most helpless, she would be grateful to the other person for the rest of her life and would be willing to have such a friend.

But, alas, there were no such people at that time.

They watched, they were distant, they kept themselves clean, and they were strangers who didn't want to have much to do with her, the "green tea".

And when they found out that they might have misunderstood something, Zhang Yan no longer trusted them.

Zhang Yan felt that her distrust of strangers was already a pathology, but she didn't think it was a bad thing.

At the very least, you can protect yourself.

……

During the winter vacation, Zhang Yan was reluctant to go back to her home in Jinghua City for the New Year, so she casually found a reason, saying that the tickets were not easy to buy, and Luo Qiuyu didn't ask anything.

Anyway, there is no atmosphere for the Chinese New Year every year, Luo Qiuyu will never give up her business for a Spring Festival, and every Spring Festival is the busiest time for her, because she has to go everywhere to pay New Year's greetings and give gifts.

Zhang Yan took advantage of a winter vacation to relax and travel throughout Baizhou Province for a month and a half, having a good time, and people also tanned several shades.

When the winter vacation was about to end, Zhang Yan was sitting on the train bound for Bailing City when she suddenly received an email.

The sender's name is "Duantu".

Zhang Yan was stunned for a moment, and then remembered who this person was - the middle-aged man with glasses who helped him with his errands.

She immediately became alert, and when she looked at the contents carefully, she smiled.

The email starts with a few photos.

In the first photo, Lu Qingya is standing in the waiting hall of the train station, and the fluorescent green backpack on his back is a little conspicuous in the crowd.

In the second photo, the perspective is closer to Lu Qingya, and a pair of hands next door are reaching for Lu Qingya's backpack.

In the third photo, the laptop in Lu Qingya's bag was taken out with one hand, and at the same time, the other party quickly put a notebook-sized steel plate into his backpack, and the movement of that hand was so fast that the camera could not capture the image and turned into an afterimage.

In the fourth photo, Lu Qingya's notebook is burned into a black garbage mass on a fire.

After the photo ended, just two lines of text made Zhang Yan extremely happy-

"He did a graduation project during the winter vacation, and we burned it, and he didn't want to graduate.

Don't worry, it's just a small temptation. ”

Zhang Yan deleted the email immediately after reading it according to the previous agreement.

They're finally getting their hands dirty.

……

On the first day of school, the bulletin board of Bailing University was crowded with students.

Many people laughed and screamed, and they were extremely excited, and they took out their mobile phones to take pictures.

On the bulletin board, a picture of a man was plastered.

The man was unrestrained, his face was red, his expression was hideous, and he was lying on top of a one-man tall toy teddy bear, doing some lewd and disgusting movements.

In more than 30 photos, teddy bears were also posed in various poses, and none of them were in the same pose!

The largest picture is in the center, and in that one is the man, squirting a teddy bear in the face with a filthy white liquid.

And the man in this photo is Lu Qingya.

Although the school tore up the unsightly photos in time after 20 minutes, it could not stop the students from circulating them privately.

"Lu Qingya Day Teddy Bear" became the explosion point on the first day of school, and it immediately became popular throughout Bailing University.

After nearly half a year, most passers-by have long forgotten the rumors between Zhang Yan and Lu Qingya last year.

But there were a few hot posts on the school forum that picked up the matter, and then desperately said good things about Zhang Yan to expose Lu Qingya's hypocrisy and subordinates.

The posts on the campus forums are all made by them in the middle of the process, and controlling public opinion is also a necessary step.

After such a reminder, people who blindly followed also began to regret that they were wrong to blame Zhang Yan, and some people began to sympathize with Zhang Yan's experience, feeling that she had been framed before.

And Zhang Yan is still not affected by anything, and still walks on campus in her own way.

In the face of some people who were suddenly enthusiastic, she smiled at most and didn't say anything more.

While sitting in the classroom, Zhang Yan received another email on her mobile phone.

This email was sent by a person who was "Jin Feihua", the woman hired by Zhang Yan.

The email sent by Jin Feihua is full of her personal characteristics, and it is obviously sent by herself-

"I sent a little sister to seduce him, and he took the bait, oh my god, there are two women and they still have the strength to engage in wild food, what a dirty male dog.

The little sister took him home and fed him the 'new goods' that had just arrived, the medicine was strong enough, he went crazy, and he hallucinated and hugged the teddy bear, damn, laughing so much that the old lady's urine collapsed, hahahaha.

The ones on the forum are also sent by my little sisters.,They're bored sitting on the stage every day anyway.,It's fun to have fun.。 ”

Zhang Yan understood and silently pressed the delete button.

And just when she had just deleted the email, there was a sudden exclamation near the podium, and someone ran directly at Zhang Yan!

The woman who came had good facial features, but her makeup was very dirty, she was tall and slightly fat, and she had long wine-red hair, she was also a beauty, but she was too fierce.

If it's not Bao Huanhuan, who else can it be?

She rushed straight to Zhang Yan, her face was fierce, and she grabbed Zhang Yan's collar at a very fast speed!

Zhang Yan pressed the recording shortcut key of the mobile phone, and with a flexible flash, she dodged Bao Huanhuan's hand.

Zhang Yan jumped on the table flexibly, and after a few tumbling jumps, she rushed to the front row, she bypassed Bao Huanhuan, settled near the door, and then pointed at Bao Huanhuan and shouted-

"I didn't know you before, what do you want to do now?"

Bao Huanhuan is still like that, and he threw the black pot at Zhang Yan with an aggrieved look-

"You framed Lu Qingya! I know you took those pictures! You first made an appointment with Lu Qingya, and then deliberately drugged him, and took those photos, you woman is so disgusting! ”

"I didn't prepare last time, but this time I listened to the lawyer and recorded it. You go on to say that this is all evidence that I will sue you for defamation in the future. Zhang Yan shook her phone, "This time I learned from you and your boyfriend, and I also prepared an alibi, and I should have won." ”

Zhang Yan's words successfully blocked Bao Huanhuan's mouth.

Seeing that Bao Huanhuan didn't dare to say anything, the classmates who were still in class in the class suddenly exploded-

"Get out! We're still in class! ”

"What a fuss, it's noisy! Didn't you and Lu Qingya both break up? His current girlfriend is Bai Ningshuang, what are you doing here? ”

"He doesn't mess with the relationship between men and women, and he won't be taken those pictures, which is embarrassing."

The professor on the podium also pointed angrily to the door:

"You have taken my class, I know you, Bao Huanhuan, 20 credits will be deducted!"

This time, because Zhang Yan was no stranger to the people in this class, they also began to help Zhang Yan speak, which made Zhang Yan feel a little warm.

Bao Huanhuan left the classroom with a disgraced face.

The old professor didn't seem to be in a good mood, he glanced at Zhang Yan:

"If you play with your phone in class, you will also deduct 3 points."

Zhang Yan smiled indifferently and returned to her seat.

Buckle it.

She didn't plan to graduate in the first place, anyway.

……

On the afternoon when Lu Qingya's scandal was exposed, another major event related to Lu Qingya happened.

Bai Ningshuang committed suicide by jumping off the building and died on the spot.

Bai Ningshuang is Lu Qingya's current nominal girlfriend, her family background is very good, and it took Lu Qingya a lot of effort to catch up.

As a result, Bai Ningshuang accidentally became pregnant, no matter how gentle and considerate Lu Qingya was, she couldn't appease Bai Ningshuang, she just had an abortion a few days ago, and she was clamoring to break up, and now she is still in a cold war with Lu Qingya.

And at the time of the Cold War, Lu Qingya actually lost such a big face!

She thought that she had just miscarried Lu Qingya and ran out to open a room with other women, and she was playing so disgusting, Bai Ningshuang was angry for a while, and ran to find Lu Qingya to theorize.

After theorizing, Bai Ningshuang learned what kind of person Lu Qingya was, and Lu Qingya also threatened her to send her nude photos to her parents.

In the middle, Bai Ningshuang was also stimulated by Lu Qingya's other stimuli, coupled with the estrogen disorder after the miscarriage and emotional instability, she couldn't think about it for a while, so she jumped from the sixth floor of the teaching building.

These contents were all written word by word by Bai Ningshuang in the suicide note.

Zhang Yan was not very lucky, when Bai Ningshuang jumped off the building, she happened to be at the scene.

She witnessed the whole process of Bai Ningshuang jumping off the building.

This is the first time that Zhang Yan has died in such close contact.

Bai Ningshuang's beautiful young face was torn apart in front of Zhang Yan's eyes, and Bai Ningshuang's head fell into eight petals, splashing red and white things on the ground.

Zhang Yan, who was standing seven or eight meters away, had a few drops of blood splashed on her face.

People were screaming and crying, but Zhang Yan looked at Bai Ningshuang's corpse expressionlessly, falling into an eerie calm.

For some reason, she was not afraid of this kind of corpse, but felt a little poignant.

Zhang Yan thought: She is probably really a bit perverted.

……

Bai Ningshuang's matter made a big fuss, Lu Qingya was taken away by the police for interrogation, and people related to him were also interrogated.

This also includes Zhang Yan.

But Zhang Yan really didn't have any contact with Lu Qingya again, and this matter naturally didn't fall on her, and she easily got rid of the relationship.

Zhang Yan went home smoothly, and kept staring at her mobile phone during the period.

However, until she was about to fall asleep in bed, Zhang Yan did not receive the email.

This proves that Bai Ningshuang has nothing to do with the people hired by Zhang Yan.

Bai Ningshuang's death was Lu Qingya's own sin.

Lying on the bed, Zhang Yan was a little annoyed.

If she had done it earlier, perhaps, this white condensation frost would not have died.

However, this is only an assumption.

Now let's assume that it's too late, and it won't change the fact that she's dead.

Everyone's life has its own trajectory.

Every choice changes the trajectory.

And Bai Ningshuang's current ending is actually chosen by herself all the way.

The two of them had a normal relationship, and there was no coercion, but Bai Ningshuang was still irritated by nude photos, unexpected pregnancy, and irrational irrationality to Lu Qingya......

Fate has long been doomed, in fact, no one can save her.

also chose to jump off the building, Zhang Yan was for freedom, but Bai Ningshuang took the initiative to give up freedom, they are completely different.

But Zhang Yan still felt uncomfortable when she thought about the white condensation cream seriously.

Lying in bed, she thought about a lot of things.

Sleepless nights.

……

Bai Ningshuang's death brought Lu Qingya to the forefront.

Finally, all the good image he disguised was revealed.

Taking advantage of this time, the three people hired by Zhang Yan also worked hard to start.

The bald fat man named "Zhang Datou" is the best at fighting and making trouble to collect debts and smashing the field, he took the opportunity to find an excuse and ordered a group of horses to beat Lu Qingya, who was eating out, and broke one of his right legs, leaving him with a lifelong disability.

And this incident, because it happened shortly after Bai Ningshuang's death, everyone naturally guessed that this incident was done by Bai Ningshuang's parents.

Even Lu Qingya himself thinks so.

Taking advantage of this time, Jin Feihua sent two younger sisters to pretend to be students of Bai Ling University, and deliberately revealed a little "rumor" when visiting the patient, implying that the person who beat Lu Qingya was Bai Ningshuang's parents.

Lu Qingya was ruined, lost his wife and soldiers, and was beaten into a cripple, the more he thought about it, the more irrational he became, and finally under the bewitchment of all kinds of Jin Feihua's design, he decided to take revenge on Bai Ningshuang's parents for this leg!

He went to Bai Ningshuang's house, carrying a bucket of gasoline to threaten Bai Ningshuang's parents to provide for him who was crippled.

The parents of the white condensation cream are naturally not happy!

In their opinion, Lu Qingya is the bastard who ruined their family, and they didn't send anyone to beat him, why did he come over to ask for compensation?!

The quarrel between the two sides became more and more intense, and during the quarrel, one of them missed, and Lu Qingya accidentally lit the gasoline barrel!

A fire quickly enveloped the entire house.

Because Lu Qingya had a broken leg, he failed to escape from the fire in time, and when he was rescued, he suffered burns on 95% of his body and completely lost his autonomy, which was no different from a lump of barbecued pork.

And Bai Ningshuang's parents were rescued from the fire in advance by Zhang Datou's people, and the two were safe and sound.

On Lu Qingya's side, with his own sins and external forces, he finally went to perdition.

There was no need to take revenge on him anymore.

……

Bao Huanhuan on the other side is also having a hard time.

Jin Feihua is most often mixed in Fengyue places, and she took some effort to dig up some old materials from Bao Huanhuan.

It turned out that Bao Huanhuan was once forced by Lu Qingya to sell the first night.

This matter is very hidden, but because Bao Huanhuan took the initiative to be a KTV princess for Lu Qingya for a few months in the future, and has a fixed contact person, this material was shaken out by the contact person.

Bao Huanhuan also worked as a middleman, and even coaxed and deceived his female classmates to the sales office, earning 2% of the intermediary fee himself.

And Bao Huanhuan, a woman, was also born cheap, she felt that she was dirty after selling the first night, and no man would want her, so she gave up on herself and simply became Lu Qingya's fixed girlfriend.

Before Zhang Yan, Bao Huanhuan also helped Lu Qingya bully two girls, one girl dropped out of school after being bullied, and another girl simply played for the tiger and became one of Bao Huanhuan's best friends.

The method of revenge against Bao Huanhuan is simple and complicated.

The main person in charge of this matter is the glasses man Duan Tu, Duan Tu's main way is stealing, and he uses Bao Huanhuan's hair as the main way to retaliate.

Jin Feihua asked her reliable little sister to secretly buy a few of Bao Huanhuan's girlfriends, and bought a lot of personal items containing personal information and DNA from Bao Huanhuan.

Then, every time Duan Tu's younger brothers committed a burglary, they would deliberately leave some personal belongings and hair for Huanhuan, and some things such as sticky notes would be clearly recorded.

When the case accumulated to a certain extent, all the evidence was locked on Bao Huanhuan's body.

Because the evidence is sufficient, and Bao Huanhuan herself has a variety of gray histories, she can't be washed away by jumping into the Yellow River.

Burglary can be sentenced, and the amount of crime is relatively large, and the number of times is relatively large, Bao Huanhuan will go to prison for at least five years.

Bao Huanhuan's matter can be regarded as a perfect solution.

As for the other four women who had participated in beating Zhang Yan together before, it was Zhang Datou who was in charge of staring.

Zhang Datou sent a dozen horses, and four or five people stared at a target.

Every few days, Zhang Datou asked this group of horses to beat the four women again, as long as they remembered it, they would beat them, and even Zhang Datou himself didn't know when to make a move, it all depended on the mood.

was beaten for the first time, and these four women knew that they usually did too many bad things, so they admitted the loss.

After being beaten for the second time, the four women began to get angry, called the police, and privately investigated the enemy, but to no avail.

After being beaten for the third time, they began to be scared and fell to their knees crying and begging......

I don't know how many times they were beaten, and the four women were tortured to the point of going crazy.

Every day is like a frightened bird, and I am not sure when I will be beaten, this uncertainty is especially frightening.

These four women have completely lost the ability to live a normal life, and they live a chaotic life every day.

Zhang Datou reported to Zhang Yan and said that he would stop after beating them twenty times.

And the matter has been settled, Zhang Yan happily paid the balance of the employment, and they deleted each other's contact information, and there will be no intersection again.

……

Bailing University is full of unpleasant memories for Zhang Yan.

She originally planned to wait until she took revenge on Lu Qingya and stopped reading it.

When the dust settled, Zhang Yan also breathed a sigh of relief.

She was completely relieved.

In fact, the thrill of revenge was not as strong as she imagined.

Seeing that the people who had hurt her had been doubled their revenge, Zhang Yan didn't feel very happy.

Perhaps, in the process of revenge, that kind of hatred and fantasy in the heart is where the fun lies.

And she gave all this fun to Duan Tu, Jin Feihua, and Zhang Datou, and she couldn't experience it herself.

Zhang Yan also felt that even if it was everything she designed by herself, she might not like that feeling!

After all, she still has softness in her bones, otherwise she would not regret Bai Ningshuang's death.

Zhang Yan read the book for two months as if nothing happened.

It wasn't until the summer vacation came that Zhang Yan silently went through the withdrawal procedures and then left Bailing City.

In fact, Zhang Yan has always known that she is not a reading material.

Anyway, with her parents' connections, even if she drops out, she will still be able to find a good job in the future, and she will not have to worry about eating and drinking, so why force herself to study hard?

Over the course of the year, she found herself losing her passion for most things, but falling in love with fitness and wilderness survival.

Only that feeling of constantly improving her strength and survivability can bring her some joy.

In the future, she decided to sign up for more reliable travel teams and participate in more wilderness survival activities.

She believes that even if she lives alone, she will not feel lonely.

Chasing the limits of her own power is the goal of her obsession.

As long as she still has the passion and the motivation to chase her goals, she will never be alone.

……

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