Chapter 781: It's gone

It seems that He Binghe not only knows An Hao, but even has a good relationship with him, otherwise he would not have reacted so much.

Qin Yumo stepped forward and tried to touch He Binghe's shoulder.

"You calm down first......"

"What am I calm?!" He Binghe turned his head violently. Subconsciously opened Qin Yanmo's hand.

He just hit Qin Luomo's numb tendon this time, and in an instant, Qin Luomo felt that his entire left arm was numb.

But he didn't dare to speak, so he could only endure the pain and numbness and speak with difficulty.

"The reason why we don't say it is because we are afraid of seeing you like this, don't torture yourself, okay?"

He Binghe didn't look over, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do this to you. ”

Qin Luomo naturally knew that He Binghe didn't mean it, even if He Binghe did it on purpose, he had no position to accuse He Binghe.

When people are emotional, they always react unexpectedly, and He Binghe is already very calm.

"I just can't believe it......" He Binghe suddenly muttered, "An Hao, he has followed my father for so many years, and he knows my father's mess best...... Of course, he knew that Miss Fang was my half-sister, but what was he for...... was able to agree to Shen Linglong's request. Is he trying to get revenge on me? ”

He Binghe suddenly laughed at himself, "But, what did he take revenge on me?" Is it revenge for killing my father indirectly? Or take revenge on me and take away all my father's property? ”

He took a deep breath, "Is he so faithful to my father?" Didn't he know that he was ......"

He Binghe's words suddenly stopped, he didn't want to mention the events of the year again.

But what happened back then, Qin Luomo and Su Yangzi both understood it in their hearts.

That year, He Jianghai had not yet embarked on the road of smuggling, but he also embezzled a lot of money, including An Hao's.

The victim was loyal to the perpetrator, and in order to avenge him, he also killed that person's daughter, for what?

At that moment, Qin Yumo suddenly figured out a lot.

Sometimes people are not afraid to admit their mistakes, but they are afraid that after admitting their mistakes, they will suffer the imminent catastrophe.

For An Hao, such a catastrophe is nothing more than his belief being broken for the second time.

His home and country used to be his faith, but because of some people's calculations, his faith collapsed.

Later, he took a different path with a vengeance, but the master he followed was the one who killed him in the first place.

Before his heart collapsed, he must find all kinds of reasons for himself, admonishing himself and deceiving himself, everything is that he thinks too much, those things have not happened at all, and they will never happen.

But it turns out that An Hao is wrong, He Binghe is also wrong, no one in this whole thing is right, only those who are innocently implicated, they are qualified to blame and ask for what they have lost.

He Binghe is not reconciled, how can he be willing?

It turned out that he was going around and around, and he still didn't get out of the strange circle of the year.

I thought everything was over, but it was unsettled and there were waves of unsettled.

He had no father, no sister, no brother, no wife, no children.

All the injustices in this world have fallen on his head, how should he be rational? And how should we love life?

Qin Yumo suddenly understood He Binghe a little, although he couldn't forgive what he had done to him at the beginning. But I probably also understand that when a person is confined to the demons in his heart, he will not care about anything, and he will not take into account how sad the innocent people who are involved in this matter are sad.

But He Binghe's inner demon is unsolvable for a lifetime.

No one can persuade him to let go, nor can he let go.

Raising his eyes again, He Binghe's eyes had turned blood-red, and they were full of hatred.

not only hates his father, hates An Hao, hates Shen Linglong, but also hates himself.

These are interlinked, but as long as someone can get lost in a certain ring, it will not lead to the tragedy of today.

But everyone has no reason to turn back, and everyone has their own obsessions that they can't let go.

An Hao is like this, Shen Linglong is like this, and He Binghe is even more so.

There is only one person who can never be forgiven, and that is He Jianghai.

The world has no grievances against him, but he wants to choose a way to take revenge on this society, so he has also harmed many, many people, including his own son He Binghe, these people will not be happy for the rest of their lives.

"You...... Do you want to meet him? Su Yangzi tentatively spoke.

Now that the words have been said here, He Binghe should always go to see An Hao and ask the truth about the past, right?

Although there is nothing to ask about these truths, He Binghe knows it well, but mentioning it again can always make him feel more at ease.

But He Binghe shook his head, "It's gone......"

His tone grew very tired, he hadn't felt so tired in years.

But this time, I felt so tired that I couldn't stand up.

He took two steps back with weak legs, and sat down on the sofa with his butt in one foot, his whole body deflated.

After years of planning and calculation, it turned out that in the end, none of the people in the whole incident really won, and they all lost a lot of things.

He Binghe is even worse, what he has lost is all the things in his life that he cares about and that he can't let go.

At this moment, He Binghe suddenly lost confidence in life.

Before, he didn't think he could start over, and now he doesn't even think about it.

He just felt that he could accept the forgiveness of those who had been harmed by him, and he could also make Su Yangzi willing to help him even though he was obviously prejudiced against him.

It turned out that the righteousness of those people was something he would never learn.

Over the years, he has never grown.

He stayed forever on the day he found out that He Jianghai was cheating, and never came out again.

He deeply forgot about Qin Yanmo and Su Yangzi, "Thank you, really." ”

Su Yangzi didn't think that He Binghe would be grateful to him, in fact, Su Yangzi was just handling the case normally.

If there are more, it is probably a gesture, and it is not worth He Binghe's gratitude at all.

When he said this, Su Yangzi became at a loss.

His face was a little embarrassed, and he didn't know how to take He Binghe's words, so he asked again.

"Is it really missing?"

"It's gone." He Binghe shook his head again, "What can you do when you see it?" It has happened, and since he has sinned, let him be left to your disposal, and I have nothing to say to him in this life. ”