212 Go home
"Really? Then tell me, what did I lie to you? β
The ambiguous breathing was too sultry, Song Erniu originally wanted to accuse, but the army collapsed. In the end, he simply pulled the quilt and pretended to be dead.
Seeing this, Chu Mufeng chuckled and ripped the quilt away, "Okay, don't mess with you, let's have a good rest." β
With a wave of his hand, the candle went out, and the whole room went dark.
"Chu Mufeng, I've thought about it for a long time, you better go back to Kyoto. The revenge of the Chu family must be avenged, and I can wait for you to come back in Songjia Village. β
Song Erniu has been thinking about this for a long time, and it is the best decision to do so now. Although he was very reluctant, he had to say that if he selfishly left him behind, she would definitely not be at ease.
"As long as I know you care about me, it's enough to have me in your heart. In fact, two people who like each other are different, and they have to stay together every day. Isn't it said that distance produces beauty? Can we try it too? β
Song Erniu's words, she didn't believe it herself, how could she convince Chu Mufeng.
"Okay, as long as you decide, I will respect your decision."
After Chu Mufeng finished speaking, he turned his back to her. Song Erniu looked at his back, opened her mouth, and wanted to say something, but when the words came to her mouth, she swallowed them back.
Say what? No matter how much he says, it can't change the fact that he has his responsibilities and things that he should accomplish, and he doesn't want to be a burden to him.
The two of them were lying on the same bed, each with their own thoughts, and they didn't know how long it took for Song Erniu to fall asleep.
At this time, the people around her slowly turned over and lay down face to face with her. Looking at his delicate face, he whispered, a woman without conscience, a moved heart, it is so easy to take it back.
Have you ever drowned? The kind of frequent death, in despair, there is a person who suddenly rushes out to pull you out of despair, save you, and heal you. even promised to be willing to accompany you for the rest of your life, what a beautiful vow, he met it, so he didn't want to let go of it in this life......
I didn't sleep all night, and the next morning, everyone got up before dawn.
After washing and tidying up, they had some breakfast, and Boss Liu came over early to say goodbye to them.
It was dark as the two carriages left the city. Song Erniu sat by the window, looking at the scenery that was gradually moving away, and her mood suddenly improved.
"Wait a minute, are you going back to the county seat, or are you going back to Songjia Village with us?"
Song Erniu just felt that the atmosphere in the carriage was too embarrassing, and she had nothing to say. Who knew that Chu Mufeng was unhappy.
"You want me to go back there?"
There was a little grief and dissatisfaction in the words. There is also an indescribable disappointment.
Song Erniu didn't know why she panicked, and subconsciously avoided Chu Mufeng's eyes.
"I ...... How do I know what you are going to do, you didn't tell me. β
"Really?" Chu Mufeng smiled meaningfully, and no matter what Song Erniu said after that, he didn't speak.
When she stopped to rest at noon, Song Dalang mysteriously pulled her aside.
"Big brother, what are you pulling me for, what do you have to say here?"
Song Dalang turned his head to glance at Chu Mufeng, and was relieved to make sure he hadn't followed.
"Erniu, do you really not remember?"
"What should I remember?"
Song Erniu is confused?
Song Dalang looked angry, "Erniu, think about it again, when my brother-in-law went, he told you that when he went back, he would go back to Songjia Village with us." You really don't remember? β
Did you say that?
Song Erniu carefully recalled the situation that day, Chu Mufeng really didn't say it at first, but after that, he changed his mind after listening to Song Dalang talk about the recent things in the village, as if he did say such a sentence later, what was he doing at the time. Why did you forget?
"Do you remember?"
Song Dalang saw that she came back to her senses and asked tentatively.
Song Erniu nodded weakly, "I remember." That big brother, it's okay, Chu Mufeng is generous, he doesn't care. β
No matter how you look at this sentence, you are comforting yourself. Song Erniu smiled awkwardly, and then went to the carriage.
Chu Mufeng was feeding grass to the horse, and he didn't speak when he saw her coming.
Song Erniu's heart was weak, and she had nothing to say, "That, have you eaten?" I'll come, you go get something to eat. β
"I've eaten it."
After Chu Mufeng finished speaking, he concentrated on feeding the horse again and no longer paid attention to her.
Song Erniu touched her head awkwardly, and had nothing to say, "That...... I remembered that there have been so many things lately that I just forgot. Don't be angry, I didn't mean to. β
"Really?"
Chu Mufeng didn't answer the rhetorical question.
When Song Erniu heard this, she nodded hurriedly, "Naturally, it's true, I can't lie to you." β
"Naturally, if you don't want me to go back, you'll lie to me."
Chu Mufeng's eyes were full of mockery. When Song Erniu saw this, she didn't know what was wrong. Subconsciously said, "I didn't want to lie to you, besides, even if I want to lie to you, there must be a reason." How could I be willing to let you go. β
Chu Mufeng is the person she came to this world, the closest and most important to him, letting him go is a helpless move, if she has a choice, she will definitely not let her go.
It's just that she can't talk to her about these words.
Song Erniu also has her own grievances and last resort.
"Are you really reluctant to let me go?" When Chu Mufeng heard this, he put down the straw with a smile and took two steps forward, "Look into my eyes and tell me that you are reluctant to let me leave." β
"Chu Mufeng, can you not be so naΓ―ve, even if I tell you, so what, can you really not leave? We all know that you will definitely go back to the capital, if you take me back, I will become your weakness, they will deal with your stumbling blocks, I can't help you anything, I really don't want to bother you anymore. Do you understand? β
Chu Mufeng stared at her and was not angry, but smiled.
"It turns out that you care about me so much, and you think so long-term. I'm still struggling with whether you really like me. β
Chu Mufeng took the person into his arms and chuckled, "Fool, you don't have to worry about this, with me, I will solve it." β
"What can you solve, right now you are a wanted criminal in Kyoto, you can't protect yourself, how can you protect me. Chu Mufeng, we know that you may be unhappy when I say this, but this is the truth, and we can't accept it, do you understand? β
Chu Mufeng understood, it was because he understood that he was even more sad. More helpless.
There was an accident in the Chu family back then, because of his powerlessness, he couldn't do anything. In the end, it was up to her mother to protect her life.
Now, because of her incompetence, this time she changed her wife to sacrifice and wait, she thought that after so many years, he would become different, but now it seems that everything has changed, but he is still useless.
The atmosphere began to be solemn, and the two did not speak again on the way back.