"If you don't like my son, why are you so half-hearted? With a husband, why should I have an affair with my son! Your mother-in-law called us to threaten us, if it weren't for you, how could Zicheng have had a car accident! After speaking, Li Ailian pushed hard, Xi Lingyan didn't stand firm, and fell straight over, fortunately there was a wall, otherwise he would have to fall hard.

Xi Lingyan struggled to support her body, listening to Xiao's mother's grief and the heart-piercing complaints, she also couldn't stand leaning against the wall.

Fear and prayer came to mind, her hands trembled against the tiles on her back, her legs had already weakened and bowed slightly, I don't know if it was the cool air from the tiles, or she was so scared that she broke out in a cold sweat.

No...... Xiao Zicheng will not leave like this, he promised me that he will always accompany her......

It must be a dream, it must be fake, I have to wake up...... I have to wake up!

Xi Lingyan comforted herself over and over again, reminding herself, but Xiao's mother's words rang in her ears, as if telling her that all this was true and that she had harmed her......

Xi Lingyan seemed to have woken up, looking at the lights that were still in the operating room dazzlingly on, her hand holding the tile suddenly lost strength, and with a "bang", she fell to the ground......

Xiao's mother was so angry that her fingers trembled, and she pointed at Xi Lingyan and said in her speechless voice, which was already crying: "You blame yourself now, what's the use!" can't get Zicheng's life back at all!! Xiao Mu's voice became more and more excited, and the complaining shouts filled the entire floor.

Xi Lingyan sat on the ground in a daze, and it took an unknown amount of time to stand up like a puppet, Xiao Mu looked at her empty eyes, and couldn't say anything more ruthless, but she still cried non-stop.

Xi Lingyan walked in the corridor of the hospital like a ghost, I don't know how many people were knocked away, I don't know how many people were knocked to the ground, but she lived in her own world as if it hadn't happened.

She has no soul, crossing the road on the road, if it weren't for the late day, the speed limit of the hospital here, she might have left this world before Xiao Zicheng at this time.

Finally got a kind taxi driver to send her to a dark villa, but Xi Lingyan took out several hundred-yuan bills blankly, said: "Thank you......" and stuffed the money into the hands of the kind driver.

Before the driver could react, Xi Lingyan had already gotten out of the car and walked to the familiar villa.

Gradually, she smiled, very beautiful, but very sad.

She familiarly pressed the password of the villa gate, gently pushed open the gate, approached the yard and looked at the small swings and simple tables and chairs, she approached, touched them, and said with the corners of her mouth slightly raised: "Xiao Zicheng, I want to drink again, can you come with me?" As she spoke, the corners of Xi Lingyan's smiling mouth slipped through a line of tears, and she cried......

She finally cried, for some reason she didn't dare to cry in the hospital and on the road, looking at the place where she and Xiao Zicheng fooled around in the past, she couldn't help crying loudly.

"Xiao Zicheng, where are you? Why don't you come and drink with me?! ”

Xi Lingyan sat on the grass next to the swing and the table and chairs, and lowered her head crying, clenching her fists tightly, and her fists clutched the grass tightly, as if she felt a little safe in this way.

Xi Lingyan, who had been scolding Xiao Zicheng, found that these words would not call back Xiao Zicheng, so he raised his head slightly, looked at the night sky with a smile and said gently: "Zicheng, I was wrong, can you come back to accompany me?" I'm so scared, I'm so scared that you leave me......" Xi Lingyan, who gradually cried more and more sadly, lost her voice a little.

After crying for a long time, she suddenly remembered the good wine that Xiao Zicheng hid in the villa, she stood up with difficulty, but because her feet were already numb, she fell to the ground again and again, so she fell again and again and struggled to move forward, and finally walked to the villa, looking at the clean and tidy furnishings, looking at the spotless environment, she remembered the last time she was drunk, she had already made a mess.

She smiled and touched the dining table as if to check whether it was clean, seeing that there was not a trace of dust on her hands, the corners of her mouth rose slightly and said with a wry smile: "You must have cleaned up for a long time, right?" As he spoke, he lay on the dining table, as if he could feel Xiao Zicheng's breath.

Suddenly, she thought that Xiao Zicheng had a locked room in the villa, so she immediately stood up and walked to the second floor.

Going up to the second floor, Xi Lingyan looked at the innermost but most eye-catching door, she walked in slowly with some heavy steps, she didn't know why she wanted to get closer, but there was a voice in her heart that always came out to stop her steps......

It wasn't until she walked to the door of the room and looked at the combination lock, her hands trembling a little, and pressed the familiar date, only to hear the sound of the door opening with a "click......

In the dark room, only the shadow of the faint night light could be seen, the breeze blew in, and there were a few "rustling" sounds, Xi Lingyan touched the wall and turned on the light, but was frightened by the scene in front of him......

The walls were plastered with photos and letters, and the woman frowned slightly and approached the photo wall, only to find that it was full of her photos or photos of them, although some of them were already old, but it could be seen that the photos did not have a trace of yellowing and staleness, they were well protected, and the owner's intentions could be seen.

Xi Lingyan didn't think much about it, but the warning voice in her heart came out again, as if to remind her of her guess again, she didn't want to continue to explore and investigate, but her body walked to the letter wall again, looking at the recipient of each letter was herself, and her head turned blank with a "buzz......

The clean and neat font on the letter showed the writer's intentions, and there was not a trace of wrinkles that made Xi Lingyan feel sad.

She gently untied a letter from the wall, her expression changing from surprise to embarrassment, from embarrassment to smile......

"Hello eighteen-year-old Xi Lingyan, I'm fifteen-year-old Xiao Zicheng, this is the ninety-ninth love letter I wrote for you, I don't know if we will become strangers in three years, but I know that I still like you after three years, eighteen-year-old Xi Lingyan, are you willing to be with eighteen-year-old Xiao Zicheng?"

Xi Lingyan gently pinched the letter, his soft voice, and the slightly raised corners of his mouth were suddenly interrupted by a gust of wind......

I don't know if it's a reminder from God, I don't know if it's a trick of fate, a gust of wind blew in from the window, and the letters and photos were blown up from the wall.

Because Xi Lingyan was too close, his clothes were torn, and a faint trace of blood oozed out.

But she didn't care about that, and desperately closed the broken window, but several photos and letters still flew out of the broken window......

Looking at this scene, Xi Lingyan seemed to see Xiao Zicheng leave her, she became in pain, her crying resounded throughout the silent villa, and the wind seemed to hear her cry, and gradually weakened......

Xi Lingyan squatted on the ground, holding the few photos and letters he had just snatched from the wind, holding them in his arms and crying, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... It turns out that you've always been by my side, in fact, I should have found out a long time ago, I just didn't want to believe it......"

Slowly, she saw the photo of Xiao Zicheng smiling very happily on her lap, he held her in his arms, smiling brightly.

Xi Lingyan remembered that it was their first trip after graduation, and that time they had a big fight over the destination of the trip, in fact, it was simply her own awkwardness, seeing that Xiao Zicheng had been accommodating herself, she wanted to learn from other girls and make a move, but in the end it was she who was angry......

In order to make her happy, Xiao Zicheng also went to a far away place to buy a piece of her favorite dessert, that night she still remembered that it rained a lot, looking at Xiao Zicheng who was already drenched, she was still angry and distressed and scolded him, that day the two of them ate the cake that had already seeped the rain and listened to Xi Lingyan complain for an afternoon.

At that time, Xi Lingyan felt that Xiao Zicheng must have owed her in her previous life, but she didn't think about what was the reason behind all this he did for her......

Now that I think about it, it turns out that this terrible male girlfriend who spoiled her but was poisonous really loved her......

still remembers that when she was trying to get rid of Xiao Rui's entanglement, Qin Shaojing was trying to get rid of Su Ying's entanglement, after the two conspired together, Xiao Zicheng ignored her for three days, and she should have understood the reason at that time, but she refused to let herself believe it.

But now?

How many people did she kill? also harmed himself, but after all, it is still irreparable......

Thinking of this, she rushed downstairs, ignoring the breeze outside, ignoring the bleeding of her arm, she stumbled to the grass, looking at the photos blown away by the wind and the letters that had long been torn, she rushed into the grass without heeding.

A photo has her memories of a period of time, she regrets and hurts, but it can't compare to the little things that Xiao Zicheng did for her.

still remembers that at that time, she would always get drunk for a little thing, but Xiao Zicheng never disliked cleaning up the vomit for her, and took care of and boiled porridge for her all night.

Once she got drunk for the first time, it was in a bar, she didn't remember what it was for, but that time she did get into a big disaster, she actually took someone's girlfriend as an enemy after she got drunk, and slapped her hard, that is, if Xiao Zicheng hadn't arrived in time, she would have been beaten by a group of tattooed strong men to vomit blood.

That was the first time she saw Xiao Zicheng's man's side, protected her low, and took a few punches, and in a coma, she vaguely saw Xiao Zicheng fighting with several strong men for herself.

Although there was no benefit, she really punched them a few times, and in the end how the incident was resolved, she didn't know, she only knew that she was already in the hospital when she woke up, Nan Yuxi was angry and cried and yelled at her.

But on the hospital bed next to him was Xiao Zicheng, who was disabled and strong, and he would secretly buy some snacks for himself when Nan Yuxi was away.