Chapter 59: Xiaobai's friend
I have a lot of friends who are very willing to play with me, we often play with toys together, and we share delicious things with each other, and I am very happy.
Everything is so beautiful, just like my own imagination, and this beauty may only exist in imagination, right?
Dreams, there is always a time to wake up.
All we can do is make this dream an indelible memory for ourselves, right?
At most, the only way to wake up from this dream is to wake up later.
"Lele, what do you think you should do now? I'm so sought-after now, if I ignore you one day, will you be angry? ”
"Hee-hee, I know you don't have anything to say, after all, you don't know what to do?"
Qi Ran smiled happily, his eyes narrowed into a line, and the sides of his face were slightly red, but he also looked very playful. She lay down on the bed behind her, and the stuffed teddy bear in her arms was gently placed next to her head.
This teddy bear was given to her by her father, a long time ago, for her birthday, and her father bought it for her as a surprise.
This is just a golden ordinary teddy bear, but it can be said that it has grown up watching Qi Ran.
On my last birthday, I can already count it on two hands......
It's been a long time, so long that Qi Ran can't remember the details of that birthday.
The only thing she can remember is this gift from her father. Also, there is my own resistance to holding a birthday party.
Qi Ran, who got this gift at that time, was about the same size as this big teddy bear, and if he straightened the pair of feet that had been sitting under it, Qi Ran was not as tall as this bear.
This bear has witnessed Qi Ran's growth all the way.
From the little devil who didn't know anything, to the fact that she would dress herself, and then she could help with some housework for her parents, like washing dishes and sweeping the floor.
Of course, her mother rarely let her do these chores, and her mother still felt more distressed about her children, but her father was the opposite. Like these housework, Qiran's father asked her to learn, and even wanted to teach her to cook and wash clothes!
Such a young child, a little girl who has to step on the bench even enough for a windowsill, her father has already planned to let her learn so many skills, I have to say, this is really a ruthless person.
However, in the end, his plans were not realized - they were tried to stop by Qi Ran's mother.
Dad has always been so strict with Qi Ran, he always seems to want to train his child to be a very outstanding talent, so as to be worthy of his role as her father.
That bear was given to her by him, and if it were put to this point, almost no one would believe it, and he would buy a special gift for her.
He is completely different from what he used to be......
In the past, he always thought about his daughter, and when he gave birth to a daughter, several of Qiran's relatives were not very happy. In this place, which is still influenced by some patriarchal concepts, girls are easily disliked by the family.
At that time, it was Qi Ran's father who stood up first......
The family objected, hoping that he could have another boy, but he directly refused.
Later, the family directly chose to work in the big city. Qi Ran's father carried everything in the family, and he relied on his diploma to find a job as a teacher.
Just like at home, it's a job he loves. With his little salary, they can barely hold on in the big city here.
Qi Ran's mother was still a full-time wife at home at the beginning, and her daily task was to take care of Xiao Qi Ran.
Although this is easy to say, it is really not an easy thing to do. Only a mother who has taken a child will understand her various troubles.
However, it was those times that gave Qi Ran a fairly good early childhood.
It all started when they returned to their hometown......
Dad's job was gone, and the family's life suddenly became much more difficult. After several attempts to find a job again to no avail, the family finally gave up.
When he returned to his hometown, Dad quickly found a job. His work experience is still there, and in a place where there are few talents, Qiran's father's resume is very good.
As for Xiao Qiran, the people in the family gradually accepted her.
She has a flesh-red almond face, willow eyebrows like autumn waves, black thick hair, and a delicate look when you look closely, which makes people can't help but have an urge to protect her.
The gently arched eyebrows, with the eyebrow in the center, are curved and distinct, making the face look slightly longer and the lines of the face round and soft. The people in the family especially love her pair of willow eyebrows, like her mother.
In the "Tree Name Poem", it is said: "The willow leaves are on the eyebrows, and the beads are shaking and the temples are hanging." This sentence was told to Qi Ran by my father.
Dad likes to read books, and every day he will introduce literary masterpieces from all over the world to Qiran. In his slightly hoarse voice, Qi Ran knows that Sun Wukong can slay demons, that mermaids like princes on the shore, that poor Snow White has a bad mother, and that every princess will have a prince of her own.
Every night, Qi Ran sweetly enters the dream world in the various stories told by her father.
Of course, dreams are also sweet.
And in every dream, Dad is never absent.
Because, in addition to meeting the prince, every princess also has a knight who protects her at all times!
And dad is his own knight. He brought her happiness and made her learn to smile; He brought her sternness and taught her to recognize her mistakes; It also gives her hope and makes her look forward to every day.
How happy it was then......
The change was sudden.
I've learned a lot, but Mom and Dad aren't as happy as they used to be.
They seem to be a lot busier all of a sudden. Dad sometimes didn't come back for days, and Mom got a job, going out early and returning late every day. In the early morning, he was taken to his grandmother's house, and then, he couldn't see his parents all day.
Although grandma is also very good to herself, Qi Ran hopes that her parents can be by her side more than when she was a child.
And sometimes, they left Qiran directly at home, for fear of her running around, locked the door for her from the outside, and only at noon Grandma would come over to bring her food, but after leaving, they would still lock the door.
Qi Ran's parents didn't send Qi Ran to kindergarten, this is also what Dad meant, Qi Ran has been learning with his father since he was a child, and to be honest, he has learned much more than those children who study in kindergarten, so Dad feels that there is no need to send Qi Ran to kindergarten.
However, because of such an environment, Qi Ran spent too much time at home, she rarely had contact with other children outside, and many children didn't even know that there was a Qi Ran who was about their age living here.
There are only a few who live near Qi Ran's house, and sometimes it is difficult to see Qi Ran coming out to breathe.
Qi Ran has no friends, there are almost no friends in the real world, her only friend is the teddy bear that her father gave her a long time ago, and the name of this bear is Lele, which means that Qi Ran can be happy every day.
What is happiness? Qi Ran has always been puzzled.
A long time ago, she felt that happiness was to have her parents by her side.
Sometimes, happiness is actually very simple.
"Lele, you say, can we be good friends for life?"
"Why don't you speak? If you don't speak, that's a proof of acquiescence? ”
"Hee-hee, I knew we were good friends forever!"
Perhaps, Lele is his friend, so it may be enough. Maybe I don't need anyone else at all, and I don't have any friends anyway.
Therefore, the boy who sat behind him on the first day of school was the only one in the class who took the initiative to talk to him, and he was also the only one who spoke to him.
"Huh? Why? Xiaobai scratched his head, a little bit unsure of what she meant, "Why can't we be friends?" We can play together in the future. ”
Qi Ran turned his head around.
In her eyes, the little boy sitting behind her was like a little brother, and it was obvious that he hadn't experienced much, and it looked like he had grown up under the protection of adults.
What is loneliness? What is Companionship? What is Friend?
He must not understand......
So there's no need to make friends, right?
Besides, I don't lack friends.
That's right, let's use this reason.
Qi Ran organized the language again in his heart, and then turned his head to look at Xiaobai.
"Because, I have a lot of friends, so I'm not missing you, if you don't have friends, you can find someone else."
Xiaobai was confused when he heard it, he really didn't understand what she was talking about, and he didn't understand what she meant.
Just now, the head teacher clearly said that she is introverted and doesn't like to talk much, but now she herself is saying that she has a lot of friends.
However, if you are introverted, you will definitely not like to talk, and if you don't like to talk, you will have less communication with others, which is obviously not conducive to making friends with others.
This is obviously the difference I saw in the book before.,It's obviously not logical.,Either the head teacher said it wrong.,Or the friend in front of the girl is actually not very good with her.,You can only barely be a friend, right?
There will be no problem with the head teacher here, if she doesn't have enough information, she will definitely not dare to tell herself so directly, so, in this case, then this problem should be the girl in front of her.
emm, Xiaobai was just about to speak, but something suddenly came to mind in his mind.
Qi Ran?
The name popped into his mind.
This one? Is it her name?
"That...... That Qi Ran? Do you have a lot of friends? ”
Qi Ran only glanced at him slightly, "Yes, my dad is the principal." ”