Chapter 59: The desire to be understood
When Du Wanhua heard Luo Yin's words, her thoughts seemed to drift to those years again. Luo Yin's father was very capable, but the relationship with Du Wanhua was not very good. Because of the jealousy of the enemy, one day a truck suddenly drove towards him, and Luo's father couldn't dodge, and since then the family of three has been separated forever, and the living standards of the mother and son have plummeted.
At that time, due to the low level of science and technology, Luo Yin's father's death became an unsolved case, and the culprit is still at large.
There are not a few people who secretly make small moves for the Luo family, and in the end, the mother and son fell to the point of being in debt.
Du Wanhua has never had a hard life, she once thought about committing suicide, but was stopped by Luo Yin.
He said, "Mom, believe me, I can make life better again." ”
Du Wanhua rekindled hope.
In those days, Luo Yin got up early and was greedy late, no matter what kind of work he made money, he was willing to do it, and finally saved some small money and set up a clothing company.
When the day gradually became prosperous, Luo Yin met Su Nuo.
She is so charming and so kind, so that Luo Yin can't extricate herself.
Du Wanhua, who had just lived a good life, heard that her son had a girlfriend, she was not very happy, because she felt that love was originally an unreliable thing, and now it was the rising period of the company, and her son should not be tied up by the love of her children at all, not to mention that this woman was still kicked out by the family.
Du Wanhua sternly rejected Luo Yin's request.
But in the end, the two secretly took her behind her back to get the certificate and held a wedding.
Although the two have become more and more presentable after marriage, Du Wanhua still doesn't like this woman.
She likes Lin Ruoqing and thinks she is very empathetic.
And someone like Su Nuo will betray Luo Yin and leave this family sooner or later.
"You don't know what's in my heart at all, I'm not here for your good!" When Du Wanhua thought of this, she suddenly felt that her good intentions were in vain.
"For my own good, you should support me to pursue the person I truly love!" Luo Yin didn't understand Du Wanhua very much, why did she have to interfere in her life's affairs?
"What's the use of love? It can only last for a while, and when I was desperate to marry your father, I ended up being left out in the cold. Young people really shouldn't be looking for love, and you probably won't understand until you're my age. Du Wanhua recalled her bumpy love road back then, and tears filled her eyes.
"That's because you control my dad in everything, don't give him a little freedom, and think about making decisions for him. He's a man, he can't stand you like this, and in the end he doesn't like to go home, don't you know what's going on? Luo Yin recalled that when he was a child, he often saw his father smoking silently by the windowsill alone.
There must have been a lot of pain in his heart, young Luo Yin thought to himself.
"You...... You unfilial rebel! When Du Wanhua heard this, the anger in her heart rose suddenly, and she picked up the pillow on the sofa and threw it at Luo Yin.
"Mom, when I was a child, I always saw you arguing with Dad, and I now have the impression that you don't agree with all of Dad's decisions, and you just want everything to go your way, even if you are wrong." Luo Yin's tone was very steady, and he remembered the days when he was a child.
"At that time, I often thought that when I grow up, I must marry a woman who understands me, and I will definitely not quarrel with her at that time, and give her the best in the world. Because, I don't want to meet my second mother again. ”
Luo Yin said this sentence with difficulty, he knew that even if saying it would cause Du Wanhua to be sad, then he would say it, she had been confused for most of her life, if she was not used by someone with a heart, it would be fine, if this continued, her mother would be harmed very badly sooner or later.
"What do you say? Well, if you think so, then we should never meet again! Du Wanhua burst into tears, she didn't know that she had always been like this in Luo Yin's heart.
"Mom, I'm not telling you this to make you angry, I want you to understand what you're doing wrong, I hope you can figure it out and stop being taken advantage of." Luo Yin patiently reasoned with her, regardless of whether Du Wanhua listened or not.
"Okay, I know everything, you go quickly, I'll stay by myself for a while." Du Wanhua closed her eyes, two lines of tears came down from the corners of her eyes, and waved her hand to signal Luo Yin to leave.
"Mom, I know you are a very smart person, as long as you get rid of your prejudices, let go of your obsessions, and think about those things, I believe you will always figure it out." Luo Yin got up, and after saying such words, got up and left the room.
Du Wanhua returned to her room in a daze, looking at the empty room, and a desolate feeling rose in her heart.
For decades, for decades, Du Wanhua has been facing such an empty room almost every day.
No one has ever spoken to her, and no one has ever understood her.
She longs to be understood, so she tries hard to get others to agree with her ideas, but she may use too much force and become disrespectful in the eyes of others.
She hates Su Nuo because she robbed her only son, and she likes Lin Ruoqing, because only Lin Ruoqing has been with her for so many years.
Even if it is used, Du Wanhua is already very grateful.
The corners of Du Wanhua's mouth pulled a wry smile, after so many years, no one understands her, and no one is willing to treat her sincerely.
No one knew what exactly she wanted.
During the three days that Chloe returned to China, Su Nuo took her to have an in-depth understanding of the customs of China, took her to eat traditional snacks, and felt the warmth and simplicity of the local culture.
Chloe lamented the diversity of domestic culture and was deeply baptized.
"Su Nuo, I want to come here a few more times." Chloe and Su Nuo sat in a small pavilion in a classical building and spoke to Su Nuo.
"Yes, as long as you have time, you can come at any time. When the time comes, I will definitely let go of all the work in my hands as I am now, and come to see the great rivers and mountains of our country with you. Suno, too, was fascinated by the scenery in front of her, and she wanted to accompany Chloe a few more times.
It is also a sublimation of one's own spirit.
"In the past, I simply learned about the local culture from the Internet, or followed the company delegation to ask professional tour guides for official understanding. I never imagined that I could touch it with my own hands and feel it so closely. Chloe couldn't help but sigh when she thought back to the mountains and rivers she had seen these days.
"In fact, these are just the tip of the iceberg, and I will take you to see more local cultures when I have the opportunity." Su Nuo smiled, this trip had a lot of gains for her at the beginning.
"You're leaving...... "Su Nuo mentally counted the date, and found that today was the third day of Chloe's return.
"Hmm...... Actually, I also want to stay a few more days, I sent a message to the senior management of the group yesterday to ask them, but it was not approved. Chloe was a little disappointed, and this was the end of her trip.
"Well, I guess you're busy, too." Although Su Nuo said this, he was also enlightening himself.
"Recently, the company has been busy releasing new products, and I have been asking for this opportunity for a long time, and I said that I want to come here for inspiration, so I was approved." Chloe's eyes were a little lonely, and she also felt that this trip to China was really too short.
"It's okay, I'll come back later when I have the chance. I'm sure I'll be with you as I am now. Su Nuo saw Chloe's equally sad expression, so he had to suppress his grievances first and comfort her.
"Well, the time is almost up, let's go down first." Chloe looked at the time displayed on her watch and said to Suno.
"Tonight's plane?" Su Nuo suddenly remembered that Chloe's flight was not tomorrow, but this evening.
"yes, I'm going back to pack my things and go to the plane early." The two chatted as they descended the stairs.
"Well, I'll take you to something delicious when you're done." Su Nuo smiled mischievously, like two children going on an outing.
"Good!" The two agreed, and headed for Chloe's quarters, hand in hand.
Suno's invitation to Chloe to eat hot pot is very much, she likes it very much, the time is finally approaching, and the moment of separation between the two is coming.
"Su Nuo, to be honest, I'm really reluctant to give you up." Chloe stood at the gate of the airport and said to Su Nuo reluctantly.
"It's okay, we'll see you again. Doesn't I have to go back to headquarters every month? The day of the next meeting is not far off. Su Nuo smiled, but there was also reluctance in his eyes.
"Miss Chloe, it's time." The interpreter who had been with Chloe whispered a reminder to her.
"Okay, okay, don't do this, let's go." Su Nuo hugged her gently, and in her opinion, the two of them were not like the relationship between a boss and a subordinate, but more like a sister, more like her own family.
After Chloe reluctantly left Su Nuo's sight, Su Nuo's heart was a little empty.
She suddenly remembered her brother.
By this time, he should have already left work.
Su Nuo took out his spare mobile phone and called Su Yan.
"Hello? Sister. Su Yan saw that it was her sister who called, and she was very excited to connect.
"Xiao Yan, what are you doing?" Su Nuo smiled reassuringly, hearing her brother's voice always gave her great comfort.
It's as if his younger brother is the driving force for his own survival.
"I'm working overtime, sister, haven't you slept yet?" Su Yan clipped the phone to his ear and shoulder, and continued to work in his hand.
"It's so late, isn't the company closed?" Su Nuo was a little surprised, why was he still working overtime so late.
"It's closed, so I'm working overtime at home, what's wrong?" Su Yan's voice came from the phone, and at the same time, his voice was accompanied by the sound of the keyboard.
"Are you crazy? You're still working overtime so late, don't you want to be in good health? Su Nuo reproached.