Chapter 020 - Seven White Paste (11)

"Why did you change your mind at the last minute?"

"Because she is my mother, she gave birth to me and raised me, although because of the birthmark, she has been cold to me since I was a child, and even sacrificed me repeatedly for Bai Lu, but she is my mother after all, and in the more than 20 years I lived, she never really treated me harshly."

"Just put it down?"

"What else can you do if you don't put it down? Kill her, like she did to me. Of course, at first, I did want to do that, I wanted her to be in a car accident where I had a car accident, and let her feel my sadness and despair at that time. But what's the point? When she leaves that world, she will come to this world, and when the time comes, it will be embarrassing for our mother and daughter to see each other. It might as well be like this, she is in her world, I am in mine. ”

"To live is not necessarily a punishment." Xing Ruyi looked at the scenery of the other mansion in the window: "What about your sister?" ”

"I scared her a few times, she should learn to be a little better."

"What if she doesn't learn well?"

"Sooner or later, society will teach her a lesson." Bai Xue said and laughed, "Did the man see his wife?" ”

"I saw it, but in his wife's dream."

"Understand, not everyone can accept the living hell."

"It's really tangled, the man who asked me for help was not a good husband, a good father, but her wife still chose to stick to him and refuse those possible happiness for him."

"Because of love, isn't there a saying on the Internet, that those who love a good woman are scumbags."

"Do you love?" Xing Ruyi looked into Bai Xue's eyes: "Your sister's driver seems to have some interest in you." ”

"He-" Bai Xue shook her head and smiled, "It's not me he likes, it's Bai Lu." ”

"How is it possible, he is obviously ......"

"He's my senior, I'm his junior, and we've known each other since we were in college." Bai Xue also looked at the scenery outside: "We are all in the student union, but the things we are responsible for are different, and we usually don't have much communication. In the winter of my sophomore year, I was sitting alone at the door of the gymnasium, watching the snow sprinkling outside and listening to a song with my headphones plugged in, and he came out of the gymnasium, walked up to me, sat down, and asked me what to listen to. I didn't think much of it at the time, so I picked up one of my headphones and handed it to him. It's not that I want to be ambiguous or anything, but I listen to melodies, some messy melodies downloaded from the Internet that I think are good, and I don't know that those melodies are from that music, and I can't name them. He seemed to like the melodies too, and sat side by side with me for an entire afternoon. ”

"It seems romantic."

"Yes, if you look at that picture from the perspective of a third person, it would be beautiful." Bai Xue lowered her head and smiled: "That afternoon, it was he who sent me back to the dormitory, and the next day I met in the restaurant, he said to invite me to dinner, and we started dating so inexplicably." didn't say who chased whom, nor did it say who liked whom, but everyone seemed to know that we were in love, a boyfriend and girlfriend in love. He didn't jump out to object, he didn't explain, and I acquiesced to the relationship. ”

"You should like him, right?"

"Girls need to be cared for." Bai Xue raised her head slightly: "At least, during the days we were together just now, he was really good to me." He would help me tie my scarf on windy days. On rainy and snowy days, he reminds me to bring an umbrella, reminds me to add clothes, takes me to eat what he thinks is delicious, and takes me to places that he thinks looks good. When crossing the street, he would take the initiative to stand in the direction where the car was coming, and even take my hand to cross the road without worry. It was these inconspicuous little things that slowly moved me. I think I'm probably the kind of girl who lacks love and craves love in my bones. But after getting along for a while, I gradually realized that he didn't seem to be like an ordinary boyfriend to me, he would be angry at me for no reason, he would be estranged from me for some reason, and then come back to me after a while. That feeling, how to put it, is like a spare tire, but with the name of a serious girlfriend. ”

"It's a terrible feeling."

"It's really bad, and what's worse is that I've tried to end our relationship, but every time I give up because of my soft-heartedness. He is two levels older than me, and when I was working as a stand-in for Bai Lu and messing up my studies, he had already entered the company and worked overtime almost every day. This relationship lasted until we graduated from college, when he finally broke up with me. ”

"Why?"

"He said he was in love with somebody else."

"Someone else?"

"My sister Bailu." Bai Xue showed a self-deprecating smile: "The fact that Bai Xue and I are twins is rarely known except for my parents and her agent, and even the fact that I helped her as a stand-in is secret most of the time." At that time, he had already worked as a driver for Bai Lu. One day, he treated me as Bai Lu and told him how much he liked Bai Lu over the years, especially the sentence, I once found a girlfriend who looked very similar to you. ”

"Scumbag."

"From the moment I heard that, I understood it all. I began to understand why he took pictures of me either with his face or back, and I began to understand why he didn't mind the strange stares of his classmates and chose to be with me. Because, what he likes is Bai Lu, and I look very similar to Bai Lu. ”

"He later seemed to understand that the person he liked was you."

"That's because Bai Lu never has to look at him squarely, and he also knows that Bai Lu and I are twins, and he knows that the boss of the brokerage company plans to take me to treat the birthmark on my face."

"He's got a good idea."

"It's true that I'm calculating, but unfortunately, I'm not the kind of woman who is crazy about love. Maybe it's because of the birthmark on my face that I've been wary of people since I was a child. I had already used too much courage to accept him at the beginning, and when I learned the truth, I had no way to deceive myself. ”

"He didn't continue to pester you?"

"How so? He seems to be caught in a kind of contradiction, he feels that he likes my sister Bailu, and he thinks that he likes me, wandering, hesitating, and not loving, but he never understands that it is not that he is picking us, but that we do not accept him. Bai Xue said, lowered her head, and looked at her fingers silently: "My mother wants to harm me, and my sister Bai Lu also knows about it, but she is not as decisive as my mother." Later, she told him about it, and tentatively asked if she was the only one left in the world, and she was the only one with this beautiful face, and she was willing to be his girlfriend, would he kill me for her. ”

"He-"

"He took a risk." Bai Xue smiled bitterly, her head shook slightly, and there was unspeakable pain in her eyes: "On the day of the accident, I went to the event instead of my sister, he was the driver, but he deliberately drove the car to that road. That road was not the only way to go to the event, and when the car accident happened, he was obviously hesitant. After the accident, he did not leave the scene in a hurry, as usual. Later, when the police investigated, he said that because of the sudden accident, and the accident seemed serious, he was worried that he would be criminally responsible, so he first went home to see his sick mother in bed, and arranged his mother's affairs. Because the scene looked like a very ordinary car accident, and the driver who caused the accident also admitted that he was a novice and mistook the accelerator as a brake while driving, the police investigation also confirmed the driver's words. Therefore, as a driver, he does not have to bear any responsibility, and can continue to live freely in that sunny world. ”

"Do you hate him?"

"Why hate? As I said, everyone has to pay for their choices. If I had asked clearly at that time, if I hadn't acquiesced in our relationship, but decided whether to be his girlfriend after really confirming his intentions, maybe I wouldn't have suffered these injuries later. To put it bluntly, everything I have suffered is only my own fault. He was the same, he mistook Bai Lu's joke for a promise, and after killing me, he found himself being teased. According to his temper, he didn't say it on the surface, but he definitely minded in his heart. Bai Lu is also guarding against him, and he is afraid that his future life will be more difficult than now. Bai Xue turned her head to Xing Ruyi and smiled: "Tell you secretly, I asked the judge about his mother's lifespan." Although her mother was sick, she lived a long life, and she lived to be ninety-two years old. He's still boiling. ”

"Looks like you're letting go."

I let go and went back to the yang world for a while, only to find that I didn't need revenge at all, and I didn't need revenge. If Bai Luru is still as afraid of hardship as she is now, she refuses to work hard to improve, and only thinks about taking shortcuts, and her star career will decline in two years at most. There is no shortage of handsome guys and beauties in the entertainment industry, and those investors behind her will soon shift their targets to newcomers who are more worthy of investment. What will happen to her? My parents are counting on Bai Lu, once Bai Lu loses the aura and glory of a popular actress, what will happen to them? It is easy to go from simple to luxury, and it is difficult to go from luxury to interval, so that they can live and live well, which is the biggest punishment for them. Right now, I hope they all live a long life. ”

"What about you, what do you plan to do in the future?"

"The world is good and worth it, but I don't want to go back for the time being. I want to take a look at the whole underworld first, but I can't do it, and I also learn how to set up a stall here. ”

"Then it's better to put it in front of my shop, you and I can be neighbors." Xing Ruyi stretched out his hand, and there was an extra table outside, and the table was also covered with a tablecloth that Bai Xue liked.

"I saw the ghost card hanging on the waist of the shopkeeper, is the shopkeeper also a ghost? Can you open your own store if you are so bad? ”