【480】I like you
When Rong Jue came up with a large bottle of Sprite, Li Zhi had already drunk several more glasses of Sprite.
Seeing Rong Jue coming up, Li Zhi didn't say anything, just smiled at him, and continued to stare at the stars in the sky.
Rong Jue went down for a walk, and his mood eased a lot, but just when he met Li Zhi's eyes, he was inexplicably nervous again.
This is just right, Li Zhi doesn't look at him, he doesn't look at Li Zhi, he doesn't look at Li Zhi, he is not so nervous.
Rong Jue put Sprite beside Li Zhi, lay back on the recliner, and looked at the starry sky.
There is calm again.
Li Zhi could only hear the wind, the sound of the sea in the distance, and the sound of his breathing.
I don't know how long it has been, but when Li Zhi thought he was asleep, he suddenly heard his voice.
"Knowing ......"
"I," Rong Jue spat out a word with great difficulty.
I don't know what's going on, obviously he's not so nervous anymore, but when it comes to speaking, he always feels like he can't speak.
He took a few deep breaths and struggled to utter the remaining words.
“…… Loved you"
It's as if some seal has been opened.
The surging emotions in Rong Jue's heart poured out.
No more obstacles.
Everything he wanted to say came out with great ease.
"I've liked it for a long time, so long that I can't remember the first time I felt excited, when was it."
"I only remember that at that time, the first time I was moved by you, I thought about it for a long, long time, and did countless experiments, until I finally determined that I really liked you."
"We grew up together and our relationship is extraordinary. Because of this, I am particularly worried, and I am very interested in you, but I misunderstood. But later, I found out that it wasn't that I misunderstood, I really, really liked you. ”
"I always remember that I was picked up by you, so I also relied on you very much, when I was young, it was clear that Li Youfeng was your own brother, and I was the outsider, but I had an inexplicable hostility towards him, and he was not allowed to approach you."
"Now that I think about it, I was really naïve and ignorant at that time. But in fact, until now, I still have that emotion, that emotion, I want to monopolize you. ”
"I know that this emotion is wrong, this idea of wanting to monopolize you is very deformed, so I have been trying very hard to suppress this emotion of mine."
"But every time I see other people around you, whether it's men or women, that emotion comes out again."
"The most serious time, I have forgotten who was next to you at that time, but I remember that when I saw that scene, I just wanted to lock you up in a small dark room, lock it up, and no one could see you but me."
"In that case, you will have nothing to rely on but me, and I will be your only support. You can only rely on me, obey me, and listen to me. ”
"But I think you were born to shine the most, and you are destined to shine and enjoy the admiration of everyone."
"I can't cut off your light, break your wings, and trap you because of my own selfishness."
"In that case, even I will hate and spit on myself."
"I know I'm not good enough, but I'm going to work hard so that I can be worthy of you."
In the end, Rong Jue didn't know what he was talking about.
He was confused, and his chest was filled with an inexplicable emotion, and he said what he wanted to say the most.
"Zhizhi, would you like to be with me?"
"And such a me, imperfect me."