I'm not afraid of death, and I don't worry about failure, the only thing that scares me is time and being forgotten.

Teal New Testament Chapter 6: Time

……

"How strange you look today?"

"Is there one?" Lin Sen opened his eyes, and the sunlight outside the window was very dazzling.

"Yes! It's all written on the face! Wu Huan lay on his heart, and his jade-like fingers pointed at Lin Sen's nose.

Lin Sen was stunned when he heard this, then closed his eyes and asked with a smile, "What is written?" ”

"Well, it's really hard to say, let me take a look!" Wu Huan said and sat in Lin Sen's arms, she held Lin Sen's face with both hands, and looked at it carefully.

Lin Sen wrapped his hands around Wu Huan's waist very cooperatively, and just closed his eyes and let her take a closer look.

"Well...... I saw some sadness, and ...... Kindness...... Some reluctantly. ”

Lin Sen smiled bitterly, his hand moved upward, and Yizi came to the back of Wu Huan's heart, and then let Wu Huan return to his arms with a force.

"Really wrote so much?"

Wu Huan's favorite thing to do every day is to lie in bed with Lin Sen, and it's the same now, but ...... Today's Wu Huan keenly smelled something unusual.

"What's wrong with you?" Wu Huan asked softly, while drawing a circle with his fingers on Lin Sen's heart.

Lin Sen opened his eyes, the room was very large and a little empty, but this was his love nest with Wu Huan and Dia, so ...... Sometimes empty means another meaning to hold more.

Looking at the sunlight scattered in the room, and the white curtains fluttering in the wind, Lin Sen was stunned for a long time before Lin Sen replied, "I...... I spoke to them today about my thoughts. ”

"Huh? ......" Wu Huan changed from nesting to crawling again, her chin resting on Lin Sen's heart, and her eyes looked at Lin Sen's face that was still very attractive even if the angle was not suitable.

"Everybody agreed." Lin Sen didn't have a smile on his face when he said this.

So Wu Huan frowned and asked, "Is this a good thing?" Why are you unhappy? ”

Lin Sen thought for a while and said, "Because...... They believed in me and believed that I could find out the truth and put an end to this. ”

Wu Huan listened to Lin Sen's words, and she began to understand gradually.

On the surface, Lin Sen is the most special and powerful human individual in the world, he has the ability to communicate with the future, intervene in the past, and is almost immortal, and can also create everything anytime and anywhere with his understanding of meta.

It all condenses to give people more than just amazing and powerful! But......

Nothingness...... Ethereal...... As a result, Lin Sen always gives people a high-minded, god-like appearance.

But there are only Wu Huan and Lemidia...... And......

Only they understand that Lin Sen has a little boy living in his heart, he has never changed, and he has never been as everyone expects, he is a competent, handsome, chic, and reassuring hero......

All of this today, the impetus of fate has always taken the initiative, and what Lin Sen has done is to try to survive in this turbulent sea.

Maybe many people don't understand...... I don't understand...... Don't understand......

Everyone thinks that with great power comes great responsibility!

That's right......

But not the truth......

Just like human beings are to human society...... Although he has the ability to save everything, it is impossible to save everyone, especially in the face of great disasters, in the face of the flood, the thousands of lives that are about to die before the tsunami, how much can even a human being?

And how many people can be saved to avoid being insulted by the indifference of the world just because they see a person die in front of them?

Cognition is a circle, and as this circle continues to amplify, inward you are a wise man, a respectable elder, but outwardly ...... As the circle gets bigger and bigger, you will realize that the more knowledge and answers you get, the more questions and confusions you will have to face.

That's how Lin Sen is now.

"Then go and be the one they trust, or...... Do nothing. Wu Huan put her face on Lin Sen's heart, she liked to listen to the sound of her heartbeat, and that voice gave her an infinite sense of fulfillment and security.

……

"You don't owe anything to the world, you have the right to choose what kind of person you become, but sometimes, for the sake of the person you love, you can't keep your nature so peacefully."

These are the words that his father left to Lin Sen, and from that day on, Lin Sen no longer needs to go to regular music lessons and no longer need to read music scores.

But after that day, Lin Sen stepped onto the stage and became the world-famous talented musician.

……

The sea breeze was blowing, and outside the mausoleum of the first salary king, Jin Yinger accompanied Chen Lan to watch the sunrise for the last time.

This young man, who is only twenty-five years old, has all traces of aging on his face at the moment, and his life is like the accelerator has been stepped on to the bottom, and he keeps running wild until the oil runs out and the lamp is dry, and he is dying.

"Sister Ying'er, do you like the sea?" Chen Lan asked.

Jin Ying'er stood beside him, holding his back with one hand, and grabbing a handful of flower petals with the other and throwing them into the air.

"It's okay, I don't like it too much."

Chen Lan nodded, he held his tombstone, coughed and said: "That's a pity, I thought everyone liked this kind of cemetery facing the sea, maybe after going to that world, we can still get together and watch the sunrise and sunset together." ”

Jin Yinger glanced at the tombstone that had been standing for a long time, at first, she felt that it was a farewell, a very poetic farewell to her past self and all kinds of past, so even though she knew that there was nothing under the tombstone, she also set up a piece for herself.

But now, the seven-year engagement is coming to an end.

When she looked at this tombstone again, Jin Yinger felt very ironic......

"Are you going home......" Jin Yinger said unconsciously.

Chen Lan looked at Jin Ying'er: "Did you just say something?" ”

Jin Ying'er was taken aback, and then said: "It's nothing, a little bit of emotion." ”

"Oh......" Chen Lan smiled, then sat down next to his tombstone and said, "Speaking of returning home...... I'm suddenly feeling a little homesick...... Kindness...... Homesick......"

Xu is life is about to come to an end, Chen Lan's words also became chattering, he tried to breathe hard, but he couldn't even resist such a little bit of pain and torture.

Jin Ying'er looked at him, her eyes were red, she didn't know how to tell Chen Lan.

Because......

Because...... Too late......

……

A few days ago, after learning the news that Chen Lan was about to die, Jin Yinger contacted Lin Sen as soon as possible, with expectations.

But Lin Sen, who has always maintained a one-line contact, made Jin Ying'er wait for nineteen hours to call back this time, and what he brought back was not a miracle.

Chen Lan ...... I can't do it anymore, so I can only leave it all to you, and you will be in charge of the affairs of the Yue School. Lin Sen's voice was soft.

But what Jin Yinger heard was indifference, and the sadness of the rabbit and the fox was even more spontaneous.

She had already realized that Lin Sen could not meet her expectations, let alone fulfill the seven-year covenant.

Therefore, after Lin Sen and Jin Yinger finished talking about the arrangement of the entire "homecoming plan", Jin Yinger kept silent, she tried her best to restrain herself not to be sad, not to be sad, but ...... She can't do it!

Chen Lan ...... Is it really hopeless? What about what you promised? What about the agreement between us? This is what Jin Yinger wanted to ask, but she buried it all in her heart.

She knew that now was not the time to say that.

But still......

Still is......

"I'll go see Chen Lan, I'll tell him what I think, of course...... It's also a kind of farewell. Lin Sen didn't have any extra words, and unilaterally cut off the contact after speaking.

Looking at the beacon that was completely dimmed, Jin Ying'er knew that she had become a member of the "Homecoming" plan at this moment, and it was under Lin Sen's unreserved trust and invitation.

"What is this? Is it forced? Jin Ying'er laughed at herself, she dropped the report, and came to the main hall of the mausoleum of the first salary king alone.

There, zinc embedded in the texture of the ground can help Jin Ying'er regain her composure.

And the calmer it is, the more sad it is.

Jin Ying'er took the small black square box sent by Lin Sen, and after looking at it for a long time, she suddenly fell to her knees, but she just opened her mouth and wanted to cry, but she didn't even make a sound.

But when she got up again, all that was gone.

She had become a member of the stage, and that voice had been firmly and ingrained in the back of her mind.

……

The night before Chen Lan left, Lin Sen arrived as promised.

Before he could speak, Chen Lan woke up, and he actually didn't fall asleep.

"Brother Sen?"

Lin Sen hid in the night, did not look back, and only gave Chen Lan a back.

"I'm sorry......" Lin Sen said, "I'm sorry......"

The joy on Chen Lan's face disappeared, but after being silent for a while, he shook his head: "Brother Sen, there's nothing to say I'm sorry for, this is my fate, not your responsibility, so, don't make the atmosphere so bad, I'm still thinking about how to die bravely." ”

Be brave and die......

Lin Sen's eyes were red hidden in the night, and he grabbed the side of the bed, wanting to laugh but couldn't.

"I'm so glad you came to see me, it's been so long, Brother Sen, you must be very tired." Chen Lan sat up and looked at Lin Sen's back, he didn't blame at all, but saw it more thoroughly.

Lin Sen was a little surprised, he finally turned his face, and his hasty appearance shocked Chen Lan.

But then Chen Lan smiled, and his smile was very cute: "I'm sorry Brother Sen, I'm the one who should say I'm sorry, you must have worked very hard in the past seven years, right?" Obviously, they are already a leader-level existence in everyone's eyes, but they still have to ...... for me Worried about the life and death of people like me...... So...... Brother Sen, I am very satisfied, these seven years of peace, for me...... It's true...... Very satisfied! ”

Lin Sen looked at Chen Lan, and suddenly smiled, laughing with tears, he raised his hand and rubbed Chen Lan's head like a doting brother, and then said, "What are you talking about, stinky boy!" We're friends! They are brothers who share adversity and suffering! You can't forget how the two of us were chased around by hundreds of second-class xenomorphs, right? ”

Chen Lan smiled, his embarrassed appearance still looked so young.

"Of course I remember, if it wasn't for Brother Sen's presence that day, I might have been torn to shreds."

"Yes...... Lin Sen gritted his teeth and took a deep breath: "Yes...... It's a little scary to think about it occasionally, you said that if there was a little more at that time, would we all die there? ”

Chen Lan was stunned for a moment, but then shook his head with a smile: "No, even if it is doubled, it is impossible." ”

"Huh?" Lin Sen didn't understand.

Chen Lan said again: "Because that's Brother Sen, even if there are more xenomorphs, we will survive." ”

Lin Sen was silent when he heard this, he looked at Chen Lan, and his smile gradually faded.

And Chen Lan continued: "Sister Ying'er has already told me, I don't blame you, and I won't blame anyone, after all, the Chen Lan who was born and died with Brother Sen is long gone, and what is alive now is just a memory, and there is no real intersection between us...... So...... It's always a little embarrassing to say goodbye, isn't it......"

Lin Sen's mind calmed down again, he quietly listened to Chen Lan's words, and then got up silently.

"Brother Sen, do what you really want to do, don't be sad about these past memories, although it is impossible for me to fight side by side with Brother Sen, and feel the true appearance of that memory, but ...... I also don't want to be a burden to Brother Sen, so that I can be brave and have the backbone to face my end, and as for the future...... I hope that after the tombstone is no longer empty, someone will remember me and send me a bouquet of flowers, it will be enough! After Chen Lan finished speaking, he looked at Lin Sen with burning eyes.

His eyes were incomparably bright and clear, even in the dark.

Lin Sen felt it and felt this special sustenance.

Chen Lan is right.

Lin Sen is always too tired and can't let go of the past that should be remembered but should be let go even more.

This is not a contradiction...... It's just that Lin Sen hasn't fully understood.

Indulgence is to no avail, fate ...... Still in hand!

……

Where does the rebellion against reality begin?

Is it the Tomb of Pure Heavenly Fire? Or is it that fragment of memory taken from Li Boan?

Actually, it's neither......

It is very righteous to resist and start with yourself.

Did Li Boan realize this?

Of course he has, but unlike Lin Sen and others, Li Boan is not looking forward to the bright future after the victory of the rebellion! It's about enjoying the process of rebellion.

Because he had to face that painful past.

……

The game of dog tag grabbing continues, but the pattern is clear.

Mystery A, a lone special player, got fifteen identity cards on the fifth day of the game, becoming the undisputed number one player.

In order to show that humans are still enjoying the game, Merry mapped this message and the bust pose of Mystery Man A on the sky, so that all participants and participants in the ruins can clearly see his presence.

The second person who followed Mystery Man A also successfully got fifteen identity cards on the ninth day after the game began, but his bust was not displayed, but unexpectedly, his name was written very clearly in the sky.

He is......

Li Boan, who suddenly broke away from Yu'er's team.

Faced with this result, Yu'er herself is difficult to accept, although her mind is not on the game at all, but reality requires that she must complete the game to find a chance to rebel against the game's makers.

And now Li Boan's abnormal performance makes Yu'er feel very tricky...... Especially when Yu'er now Li Boan began to target the elite formation she had brought with her, the problem became even more serious.

"Sir, we killed two more brothers last night, if we continue to guard like this, before Li Boan and the mysterious person A come to kill, our own mentality will collapse." Wu Xuanying, a good friend that Yu'er made in the glow team, who made suggestions, is usually very aggressive, but when it comes to the critical moment, she is the most thoughtful and lively one.

Yu'er is not in a hurry, but the real problem is that it is easy to kill people, but it is difficult to define who to kill.

They are all human compatriots, and such a question of cannibalism is unacceptable to Yu'er from the perspective of human ethics.

This is not a woman's kindness, but the bottom line of being a glorious soldier.

Imagine that if Yu'er really opened his mouth and ordered his subordinates to switch from defense to attack, then it was foreseeable that when there was not enough prey on the hunting ground, the Glow team itself would start killing each other, after all...... They are the largest and strongest group in this ruin.

Therefore, Wu Xuanying's suggestion was sternly vetoed by Yu'er.

She couldn't tell Wu Xuanying why, but she could use a strong order to maintain it for a while, at least...... We'll have to wait until the situation in the ruins really stabilizes.

……

While Yu'er held her ground, the killing in the ruins continued.

And in the area to the east of the ruins, between the mires and abandoned water collectors, two figures, one large and one small, were carefully maneuvering with more than a dozen heavily armed last descendants of the Empire.

Now the dozen or so people have not been able to find the lost prey, so they began to search in small teams in a carpet search.

They worked in groups of three, four people fifty meters apart, and began to search the water collection area in the center.

"Sumi, do you see anything?" Lemidia and Sumi were hiding in a corner to the right of the center of the water harvesting area.

Lemidia's target was relatively large, so she gave Sumi all the work of the investigation.

After observing for a while, Sumi said, "Oh no, sister, they're starting a carpet search." ”

Lemidia was shocked when she heard this, this was the last thing she wanted to see, but the reality was already here, even if Lemidia tried her best to avoid it, it was still inevitable to fight.

Fortunately, Lemidia is not like Yu'er, she does not have so many constraints on the bottom line of humanity.

Existence is justice, which is His Majesty's life creed.

So, after determining that there was nowhere to hide, Lemidia asked Sumi to hide here, while providing himself with the support of reconnaissance information.

And she herself turned into a ghost and quietly dived into the dark water, leaning towards the bloodthirsty hounds like a deadly viper. ()

Please remember that the first domain name of this book is:. Mobile version reading URL: