Chapter 8 I Have Someone in My Heart

In fact, there are not too many classes in the Faculty of Letters, but some courses are a bit concentrated, and there are always two days when classes are almost all day. Chu Zi'an doesn't live in the school, so she doesn't have a dormitory, so she spends most of her time in the library, and occasionally goes to the small pavilion at the corner of the school. It's a remote location and far from the dormitory, so few students come here. Therefore, this small pavilion can also be regarded as a small space in Chu Zi'an.

Today, the sun is relatively abundant, and Chu Zi'an came here to bask in the sun.

Not long after he sat down, a figure gradually approached Chu Zi'an.

The sun was behind the man, casting his shadow right on Chu Zi'an's book.

Chu Zi'an frowned slightly, raised her head, and a relatively familiar face met her eyes, "How did you find here?" Are you stalking me? ”

Zhou Minghan had a smile on the corner of his mouth, and sat down beside Chu Zi'an without care, "What, can you only come here?" ”

Couldn't say anything, Chu Zi'an closed the book and planned to leave.

Before she could stand up, her wrist was already held by Zhou Minghan.

Feeling the force on his wrist, Chu Zi'an's thin eyebrows wrinkled deeper, and his tone became a little colder, "What do you want to do?" ”

Zhou Minghan didn't have any ill will towards Chu Zi'an, he let go of his hand, "I said, I don't have any ill will towards you." Aren't you going to read a book? Keep looking, I won't bother you. ”

There is one more person around, and he is still a boy, how can Chu Zi'an be able to see it.

"Zhou Minghan, you don't need to waste time with me." Chu Zi'an's eyes still fell on his book, but he couldn't read a word.

The two have been in the same class for more than two years, and Zhou Minghan, as the class leader, can be said to be very attentive. That's exactly what Chu Zi'an didn't want him to waste time on himself.

Hearing this, Zhou Minghan looked at Chu Zi'an, the smile on his face gradually converged, and his voice became much more serious, "Chu Zi'an, if I guess correctly, you must have experienced something that caused you to be so cautious." Do you want to be like this for the rest of your life? ”

Chu Zi'an's face suddenly turned cold, and his breathing was a little short.

Seeing that Chu Zi'an didn't answer, Zhou Minghan continued, "Is it a tacit acquiescence if you don't speak?" If you lose the courage to live a good life just because of an accident, then you are really not worthy of my liking and not worth wasting my feelings! ”

Undoubtedly, Zhou Minghan's words pierced Chu Zi'an's heart deeply.

She stood up directly, bowed her head to Zhou Minghan and shouted, "You don't understand at all!" ”

After speaking, her body trembled involuntarily, and there were faint tears rolling in her eyes.

Zhou Minghan also stood up, "Yes!" I don't understand! I don't understand why you would choose to be cowardly for the rest of your life! ”

"I didn't!" This time, Chu Zi'an's tears really flowed, and she slowly stepped back while looking at Zhou Minghan, "I didn't ...... I really don't have ...... I didn't have ......"

Zhou Minghan stepped forward and raised his hand to grab Chu Zi'an's shoulder, so that she would not retreat again, "Since there is no ...... Then be brave. ”

At this moment, Zhou Minghan's tone was no longer cold, he slowly pulled Chu Zi'an into his arms, and comforted him softly, "It's okay, Chu Zi'an...... It's all gone. ”

After crying for a few minutes, Chu Zi'an eased up. It was also at this time that Chu Zi'an realized that he was in Zhou Minghan's arms. She gently pushed Zhou Minghan, and Zhou Minghan also took a step back and let go of Chu Zi'an.

"I'm sorry, Zhou Minghan ......" Chu Zi'an wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and said in a choked voice, "Your coat is wet......"

Zhou Minghan looked down at his coat and smiled, "It's okay, how are you?" What I just said...... Some are heavy. ”

Chu Zi'an shook his head, "No...... You're right, I'm cowardly. ”

She turned around, walked to the edge of the gazebo, and raised her hand to support the pillar of the gazebo, "Zhou Minghan, do you know, my mother died fifteen years ago, and she left this world because of me. During that time, I kept thinking that if I wasn't there, my mom wouldn't be dead. ”

Zhou Minghan didn't know that this kind of thing had happened to Chu Zi'an's childhood. At this moment, he looked at Chu Zi'an's thin figure, and had an urge to rush over and take her into his arms.

"That incident hit me so hard that I even wanted to go to heaven to be with my mom. Fortunately, the treatment was timely, and the thought of self-harm was erased in time. But I wasn't healed. It can be said that I have always considered myself a broom star who will only bring disaster to others. This mentality caused me to be afraid to socialize with others, so I didn't have many friends around me. Chu Zi'an turned around and leaned against the pillar, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, but the smile was very bleak, "Zhou Minghan, for fifteen years, I have been careful to hide myself in a small circle, I don't dare to go out, I don't dare to let others walk in, I don't want to repeat what happened fifteen years ago." ”

Unexpectedly, Chu Zi'an had such a difficult life. Zhou Minghan also has a trace of heartache, but also a trace of warmth.

The heartache is for Chu Zi'an's experience, and the warmth is for Chu Zi'an to tell him about his past and comfort. Zhou Minghan lightly opened his thin lips, "At this moment, you dare to tell me about your childhood past, isn't that proof of your bravery?" I apologize for calling you cowardly. ”

When the sound fell, Zhou Minghan slowly lowered his head to show his sincerity.

Chu Zi'an didn't blame Zhou Minghan, that kind of words, she had heard more excessive words than this fifteen years ago, "I accept your apology, but I still want to persuade you not to waste time on me." ”

Now it was Zhou Minghan's turn to be stunned, "I need a reason." ”

Chu Zi'an bent down to pick up the books that fell on the ground, and put his schoolbag on his back, "I have someone in my heart." ”

Without waiting for Zhou Minghan to answer, Chu Zi'an turned around and left.

Looking at Chu Zi'an's back as he walked away, Zhou Minghan was distracted for a while.

Someone in my heart...... But isn't that person me......

Chu Zi'an looked at the time, and it was almost time for school to end. She took out her phone and sent a message: It's almost time for class, should I go to you?

The other party quickly replied with one word: OK.

Needless to say, this person must be Lin Yiyang. Although Lin Yiyang said that he didn't have to knock on the door when he went to his office, it would be bad if there were students or other teachers inside, so every time he went to him, Chu Zi'an would tell Lin Yiyang in advance, just in case.

got an affirmative answer, and the speed under Chu Zi'an's feet was much faster.

Coming to the door of the office, Chu Zi'an knocked lightly.

"Enter."

Chu Zi'an opened the door and quickly flashed in, for fear of being seen.

Lin Yiyang did not sit at the desk, but made tea in front of the cabinet. He turned back to Chu Zi'an and nodded, "You sit down for a while, I still have a courseware to deal with." ”

"Okay." Chu Zi'an nodded obediently and walked to the sofa behind the screen very consciously.

After walking a few steps, Lin Yiyang's figure suddenly appeared in front of him, blocking the road ahead.

Chu Zi'an stopped and looked up at him for some reason, "What's wrong?" ”

Lin Yiyang's face was tepid, making it difficult to figure out his mood. He put his hand on Chu Zi'an's cheek, and his thumb gently slid under her eyes, "My eyes are a little red, why are you crying?" ”

"No ......" Chu Zi'an lowered his head and quibbled in a low voice.

With a slight force in his hand, he lifted her head. Lin Yiyang bent down, looked at Chu Zi'an at eye level, and coaxed patiently, "Can't you tell me?" ”

For Lin Yiyang's gentleness, Chu Zi'an didn't have any resistance, and his big eyes were a little moist, "No." ”

The voice was already a little crying.

Lin Yiyang was not in a hurry, "Then tell me, who bullied you, I will help you bully back." ”

There was a bit of teasing and joke in these words, but it was very heartwarming to Chu Zi'an.

She laughed, stepped forward and crashed into Lin Yiyang's arms, and naturally wrapped her arms around his waist. Chu Zi'an raised his head and looked at Lin Yiyang's chin, although it had a slightly nasal voice, it couldn't hide her brisk tone, "Professor Lin, will you fight?" It's a little hard for me to imagine. ”

Lin Yiyang lowered his head, and the corners of his mouth were still the warm smile. After listening to Chu Zi'an's words, she affectionately scratched Chu Zi'an's nose, "Little girl, what are you thinking in your head?" ”

"Hehe, I didn't actually think about anything, I just wanted to know how you are?" Chu Zi'an hugged harder.

Lin Yiyang raised his eyebrows slightly, and his tone rose, "Oh? ”

At the same time, his head slowly lowered, and the tips of their noses got closer and closer.

When he noticed the slightest mistake, Chu Zi'an wanted to escape, but found that Lin Yiyang had already hugged him tightly. Seeing that Lin Yiyang's face was getting closer and closer to his face, Chu Zi'an could only lean back. She thought of something in her heart, her eyes looked around, and she said in a little panic, "Professor Lin...... I don't want to know what you're up to......"

Lin Yiyang removed a hand from Chu Zi'an's waist and moved it to the back of her head, preventing her from continuing to lean back. At the same time, the tip of his nose almost touched the tip of her nose, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was a little charming, "I haven't shown this yet, why don't I want to understand?" ”

Feeling the warm breath on his face, Chu Zi'an's eyes were not only a little red, but even his cheeks began to flush a little, "I...... I want to know about it later, can't I? ”

Seeing that Chu Zi'an was a little scared, Lin Yiyang suddenly approached, but his head was a little more open, "Little girl, I won't let you go so easily next time." ”

When the sound fell, Lin Yiyang had already loosened the clamp on Chu Zi'an, turned around and walked back to the cabinet to pour water.

When Lin Yiyang turned around with two cups in his hands, Chu Zi'an was still standing in place, not moving for half a minute.

Looking at her slightly stunned expression, Lin Yiyang couldn't help but laugh, "An An? ”

Pulled back to reality by Lin Yiyang's voice, Chu Zi'an pouted and walked towards Lin Yiyang angrily, took the cup from his hand, and put on a vicious expression, "Lin Yiyang, you are necrotic!" ”

After speaking, he held his head high and strode behind the screen.

His eyes fell on her departing back, and Lin Yiyang smiled helplessly.

This girl......