At night, Zhao Meng sat alone in the dimly lit room. Looking at the photo he and Jiayuan took before, Zhao Meng's heart was infinitely sad...

Gradually, Zhao Meng felt as if his heart was about to be crushed. It's not so much to crush the explosion, but to put his heart in the torrent and let the flood rush wantonly...

In short, at this moment, the discomfort and despair in his heart absolutely cannot be expressed in words. No, not just words, nothing can be expressed...

It has always been Jiayuan who selflessly loves herself, herself, what have you done for her? I will always be the one who is given selflessly...

Looking at it, Zhao Meng's tears dripped on the screen of his mobile phone one after another. Soon, the image in front of me became blurry. It's not so much that the phone screen is blurry because of tears, it's that tears blur his eyes...

"Obviously... Obviously you have overcome the disease and can continue to live, why... Why did this happen again..."

Now, it doesn't make any sense...

Thinking about it, Zhao Meng's tears rushed out of his eyes frantically like water that had opened the floodgates, and this sudden departure made him have too many regrets...

Late at night, Zhao Meng, who was lying on the bed, was still crying. His normally normal face has also been subtly deformed after being in a state of crying for a long time, however, even so, it is impossible to save the departed...

All that remains, there is only infinite regret and remorse. If... If you go to Yuan City with Jiayuan, if... No, there are no ifs, no ifs in this world...

Looking at the dim chandelier, Zhao Meng's mood was chaotic again. He remembered the bits and pieces of himself and Jiayuan again. Thinking of the past, Zhao Meng's heart seemed to be slaughtered by a bayonet, and an inexplicable pain existed in his heart...

Jiayuan, she loves life very much, why doesn't the world treat each other gently...

When I'm with you, I'm really, really happy, I love you as much as you love me. When you asked me, do you want a daughter-in-law, I want you, I want you to be my daughter-in-law...

You took me to the city to play, took me on a trip, took me through the festival that had never been meaningful to me before, and made me look forward to this world where I once had no hope, and I am really, very thankfully...

No matter how much I screamed, it couldn't be passed on to her. No matter how much she cries and despairs, she won't come back...

What she thinks about herself after she can continue to live, what she wants to do in the future, how she thinks of me as a person, what she wants to implement with me in the future, whether she has seen the sentence I sent her, and if so, what kind of thoughts she will have, all of these are unknown...

I knew before that this was a world full of disasters and difficulties, why didn't I go to Yuan City with her like before? If together... Alas, why is it up to ifs again, obviously there are no ifs...

In this world, there is no guarantee that tomorrow will happen. The same is true for myself and Jiayuan, if you can guarantee it, then yesterday, I must not have gone home very uneasily, but happily went home after enjoying the delicacies of Jiangnan Water Town with Jiayuan...

It's the same today, maybe I can go out for a walk with Jiayuan today. Perhaps, Jia Yuan may want to go where to play. Maybe... No, there is no longer a maybe. If you insist on saying maybe, maybe, you don't have a tomorrow...

After being extremely grief-stricken, Zhao Meng's head felt a sharp pain, which was the same as in the room of the Baming Building before...

Then, Zhao Meng walked towards the bathroom. Looking at myself in the mirror, sure enough, my eyes took on the shape of a cat's eye again...

At this moment, he felt that his internal organs were burning, and the sharp rise in temperature destroyed his body, as if he had been thrown into a furnace...

After discovering that he was infinitely close to losing control, Zhao Meng left home. At this moment, his body seemed to be invaded by demons, and inexplicable anxiety echoed in his mind, and he couldn't guarantee that he would do anything out of the ordinary next...

In order to ensure the safety of the sleeping mother at home, leaving the house is the most suitable choice...

For the next few days, Zhao Meng wandered the streets. After getting infinitely close to losing control again and again, he has gradually become aware of the hidden danger hidden in his body, the one that can make him disqualified and become a demon...

In order not to cause harm to the people around him, he left the neighborhood where he was and walked in an unknown direction. But that's for another time...

Before that, Zhao Meng went to visit Jiayuan's family once. At Zhao Meng's request, Jia Yuan's father, Jia Zhengsong, allowed him to kneel in front of Jia Yuan's last photo...

Looking at Jiayuan's posthumous photo, Zhao Meng felt infinite sadness and sadness. It's the same as when she touched it when she was alive, and now it looks like a smiling face that makes laughs...

In order to avoid crying out of shape, Zhao Meng tried his best to look away from the photo, and he didn't dare to look directly at Jiayuan again...

"Uncle, can you let me stay here a little longer? I want to keep a good watch for a while..."

Looking at Zhao Meng, who was very sincere, Jia Zhengsong nodded slightly...

"You can keep it for as long as you want... With you guarding here, she will definitely feel very happy. ”

"Thank you..."

After kneeling for five hours, Zhao Meng took a deep breath, and then gradually got up...

After Jia Zhengsong, who had been staying next to him, saw Zhao Meng stand up and prepare to leave, he took out a letter from the cabinet and handed it to Zhao Meng...

"Xiao Yuan wrote you a letter when she was in the hospital, and she originally planned to give it to you as a suicide note after she died, but after knowing that her terminal illness could be saved, she didn't bother with this letter anymore. Now that she has left this world, please accept this letter if you can! This is also Xiao Yuan's last wish..."

"I... I know. ”

After taking the letter, Zhao Meng carried it in his pocket...

"In this way, Xiao Yuan's last wish can be regarded as a fulfillment..."

Jia Zhengsong said, as he spoke, his tears flowed out, the blow brought to him by his daughter's departure was too big...

After saying goodbye, Zhao Meng left Jiayuan's home. Then, Zhao Meng came to a secluded park, and after finding a place where no one was, he sat down, and then took out the letter...

After taking a deep breath, Zhao Meng carefully tore open the envelope...

Zhao Meng, how are you doing? Don't be heartbroken by my death! First of all, I would like to thank you for accompanying me through the last road and through the last moments. If I hadn't seen you on the street that day, I wouldn't have known you! The first time I saw you, I fell in love with you! Then, I asked you, do you want your daughter-in-law to...

Although you are a little cold, I am still very happy to be able to accompany me to Yuan City. Well, about the first impression you gave me! I always feel like you're a bit withdrawn, as if you've never been in contact with anyone else. I just like people like you, though...

I am really happy that you can accompany me to the shore to see the sea, and to accompany me to the street for a walk on the Qixi Festival! Although, some unpleasant things happened that day, but here, I won't mention those unpleasant things! That night, I already experienced the feeling of being in love very clearly! Thank you for accompanying me through the first experience of my life, it was a first for us! In the future, you will have to be responsible for me! Although I don't have a future, that's really cheap for you! But who told me to like you so much! I guess I've liked it to the point of desperate effort...

Also, you accompanied me on a trip to the eighteenth floor, which was also a very beautiful experience for me, it was my first trip with a boy, and the same is true for you! In the room of the Baming Building, I was really heartbroken to see you faint on the ground because of that pile of drugs, but I didn't expect that you cared about me to such a degree? It's heartbreaking, but it's also very happy, because I don't have much time left to be cared for by you who like it...

After spending all kinds of holidays with you, I was admitted to the hospital because of the doctor's mistake, although I told you that the test data was written incorrectly, in fact, my condition deteriorated again, and my life should be infinitely nearing the end! In the hospital, you said to me that you hope I can live like a normal person, I am really happy, this is the gentlest thing I have ever heard. However, I still died under the clutches of the disease. All I can promise you and do is say hello to you before I die. Anyway, thank you for visiting me every day...

On the day of the Lantern Festival, I was discharged from the hospital, not because my condition had improved, but because my illness had reached the point where there was no cure. After hearing the doctor tell me that I am hopeless, my world will be shrouded in darkness, and tomorrow, I may not be able to see it! And yet, I continue to live, living in a world where every tomorrow may be the last day...

That night, you who were walking with me in the park told me that you cared about me, worried about me, and wished I could live, and I really wanted to cry. However, I still can't bear to tell you about my condition, and I can only reassure you, because I don't know what will happen tomorrow. The fireworks I saw after that were probably the most beautiful fireworks I've ever seen...

The day after that, I was also very happy to go to the amusement park with you, ride the Ferris wheel with you, drive bumper cars together, ride the merry-go-round together, go to the haunted house together...

After that, I was hospitalized again, and maybe I had reached the end of my life! I didn't expect that when I arrived at the terminal, you would come to see me and stay by my side, there is no one happier than me in this world...

Alas, if I could, I would like to take another brisk stroll along the shaded paths with you...

Well, this letter has come to an end! After I die, if I can, I will ask my father to give you this letter, and you must accept it when the time comes! Next, I have to face the unknown tomorrow! Maybe I don't even have an unknown tomorrow...

Looking at the letter written by Jia Yuan to himself, Zhao Meng's heart was full of mixed feelings. Tears burst out of his eyes again, and he was glad that he could be so liked by Jia Yuan...

At the same time, he was also in an unimaginable situation. Her voice kept echoing in my ears, and my face kept appearing in front of my eyes. It's like looking back here now...

However, she is no longer in this world, she is no longer in this world, she is away from this world forever, away from her side...

I am really happy to spend the four seasons with her. I never knew that I could live so happily and so sadly...

Thank you, thank you, thank you really much. Gratitude is beyond words, but grateful she no longer exists...

No matter how you cry, no matter how you shout, you can't pass it on, you can't pass it on...

I wanted to tell her how happy I was when I was with her. I wanted to tell her how enjoyable it was to spend time with her. I want to tell her that I still want to be with her. I want to tell her that I want to walk with her all the time...

However, this is all impossible, because she is no longer there...

Tears of incomparable remorse dripped on the stone road under his feet, and Zhao Meng at this moment had indescribable regret...

I can't tell her anything, I can't do anything for her, and I get so much from her, I have, nothing...

After gritting his teeth and crying for a while, Zhao Meng stood up. At this moment, he didn't know where to go, it had nothing to do with his consciousness, he walked in the unknown direction...