Chapter 8 Difficult to Calm Down
A prince who is not recorded in the royal dossier can be so jealous of Ah Concealment, and the reason why it is hidden has to be investigated.
Sima Jingling's body leaned on Ah Pu's arms, and while listening to Ah Pu tell these secrets hidden in the royal family of Bei Ao Kingdom, she was secretly surprised in her heart, she really didn't expect that the royal family of Bei Ao Kingdom, which has always been tough and seems to be more hot and direct, actually has such a fierce secret.
She heard Ah Pu reminiscing and said slowly: "Wei Lan, who is eight years older than me, was born when my father was not yet the prince of Beiao.
At that time, my grandfather had not yet ascended the throne as emperor, and while fighting for power internally, he was still contending with the army of your southern kingdom.
Speaking of which, Ah Ling, you should also have the impression that the battle that established the momentum of the Northern Proud and the Southern Imperial Division. ”
Sima Jingling thought about it along with Ah Pu's words, and found out such a history from her brother's teaching to her in the past, and nodded.
It was also the first year of Emperor Jing's ascension to the throne, because the spies in the Northern Proud Country heard that there was a great turmoil in the Northern Proud Country, so in order to establish the prestige of the new emperor and also to recover some of the cities that had been taken away by the Northern Proud Kingdom in the past few years, Emperor Jing marched into the army and started a war with the Northern Proud Country.
Because of the lack of preparation, the northern proud country quickly lost the borderline, allowing the southern imperial army to drive straight in, not only recovering the few previously lost cities, but also occupying many of the northern proud country's own transportation fortresses in one fell swoop.
It was at this time that Apu's grandfather quickly resolved the civil strife and directly ousted the emperor, who had occupied the throne for many years, but was actually too old to do anything, and became the emperor of the Northern Proud Country.
After several orders were issued, the attacking army of the Southern Imperial Kingdom was effectively blocked.
At that time, the one who was sent to the fiercest and most difficult area of the war was Agui's father's family.
"At that time, my mother was pregnant, but she had a strong nature, and because we were not only men, but also very bloody as daughters, we refused to stay in Beijing and wait for my father to return from the front.
She also has a good martial arts, and she has also led soldiers to fight, so she followed my father directly to the battlefield.
How tense the situation on the battlefield is.
Although my mother was not seriously injured, due to mental tension and daily hard work, the fetus in her womb was inevitably born prematurely. ”
Sima Jingling felt that after Ah Pu said this, she paused, and couldn't help but look up at Ah Pu.
I saw that Ah Pu didn't have a fearful or sad expression when he talked about this past, but his eyes were full of confusion, and he seemed to be a little panicked and at a loss.
Sima Jingling suddenly understood.
She remembered that when Wei Shuyi and her relatives entered the palace, her brother was arguing with her father about something and feeling something, and she pestered her brother for a long time before she let her brother speak, and she knew the life story of the child brought by Wei Shuyi.
Her brother said the child had survived in the arms of his dead mother.
Sima Jingling didn't understand why her brother sighed long after saying this, but she understood in her heart that this child turned out to be the prince of the enemy country, a poor prince with a dead mother, so she left it behind.
Now that she suddenly heard Ah Pu talk about his mother, Sima Jingling's mind immediately recalled this past incident, and finally understood why the prince's brother sighed at this time, and why Ah Pu showed such an expression now.
That's because Apo has never seen it, but he thinks he should have seen it.
Apu's mother died in the process of protecting Apu, but Apo saw the scene of his father's tragic death under someone else's knife, but he forgot what happened after his mother took him away.
He seems to have consciously closed this memory of himself, or maybe he really didn't remember anything because of a big blow to his mind at that time.
He didn't see it with his own eyes, he didn't have this impression, so he had to listen to others.
But what others say, after all, just means that when I haven't seen it with my own eyes, I always have an indescribable sense of vanity in my heart, as if I feel that the world in front of me is so unreal.
At this time, Ah Pu is full of contradictions.
On the one hand, he felt that his mother died for himself, and he should express it, but on the other hand, he felt that his mother was really dead, and did she really experience so much pain? He was a little incredulous.
This incident also affected his brother's affairs back then, and the two had a high degree of overlap.
It is also an extremely dangerous thing for a woman to give birth prematurely. Even Beiao women, who are extremely physically tough, are not so easy to pass the level of childbirth.
Giving birth to a child is really a woman's ghost door.
Ordinary people are carefully waiting for the child in their womb to land, and they are terrified at the slightest mistake, not to mention such a serious event as premature birth.
When Agui's mother gave birth to Wei Lan, she must have been very dangerous.
But Apo has not experienced it, and it is impossible to experience it.
Later, it may be that his mother casually mentioned it after giving birth to him, and she didn't take this matter to heart at all, but she heard the truth of the matter in the ears of others and knew what "dangerous" was.
The mother's two dangers were related to the two brothers. This is a really confusing time. Are you and your brother children who will only bring bad luck to their mothers?
Sima Jingling sighed to Ah Pu as if the prince's brother sighed to her many years ago.
She reached out, touched Apu's head, and said to Apu, "It's not your fault. ”
Ah Pu looked back at Sima Jingling, and her somewhat divergent eyes gradually came back to her senses, and suddenly a few tears slipped down.
"Me, isn't there anything wrong?" Abu asked softly, sounding very fragile.
Sima Jingling nodded, reached out to wrap her arms around Apu's neck, put his head on her shoulder, which was not very broad, and said to him very patiently and gently:
"Yes, you're not wrong, you're not wrong from start to finish. This is all a mother's choice, and she is willing. ”
Ah Pu choked up, and the shackles in his heart seemed to be suddenly untied like this. It wasn't until this time that Ah Pu knew that he had never reconciled with him, and he had been resenting himself for being so weak and incapable of protecting his parents.
Sima Jingling felt the increasing wetness on her shoulders, and slowly rubbed Apu's head and his neck, comforting him silently.
She thought of her queen mother, and hid the coldness and nostalgia in her eyes.
Ah Bao finally reconciled with his past self at this time, but she, Sima Jingling, found that she was still resentful at this time.