Say goodbye to your past life
The cold lake water poured into the eyes, nose, mouth, and ears, and the feeling of suffocation gradually hit, and it was finally about to be relieved.
Before completely losing consciousness, Li Miaomiao looked back on her life, but there was really nothing to be nostalgic about.
She has lived in the countryside since she was a child, grew up in a patriarchal family, and was oppressed everywhere, and the most common words she heard from her parents was, what is the use of raising you, as an older sister, you should help your younger brother more.
Finally achieved something by his own efforts, and his parents were entangled like vampires again. I quit my job today and am going to talk to a psychiatrist again, she has really been in more and more pain recently, she can't sleep all night, and she has high-intensity work during the day.
As soon as I got home, my mother's phone called, and sure enough, Li Miaomiao guessed what was going on without opening her mouth.
"Miao Miao, your brother is going to open a store in our county, the money is not enough, you can make up some." Li's mother opened her mouth and said.
"Mom, I quit my job, and now I don't have much money in my hand" Li Miaomiao really didn't want to make up for her brother's hole.
"What, you dead girl, why did you quit your job to make money, you are such a younger brother, what's wrong with asking for money for you, I wronged you, your father and I worked hard to raise you to grow up and provide for you to go to school, and now you have a chance, you want to be a white-eyed wolf, isn't it." Mother Li's mouth is those clichés.
Li Miaomiao, who has never liked to talk too much and never reciprocated, suddenly had an impulse,
"Mom, you just want money, but you have asked me if I am doing well and why I resigned. Is my money blown by the wind" Speaking this, Li Miaomiao's voice trembled slightly, not sad, but angry.
"The money to go to college is my student loan, and the living expenses are earned by my part-time job, what did you give me. How many times a year do you call me, and every time you ask for money? My younger brother went to school, bought a house, bought a car, and got married. , which time I didn't come out. Somehow, Li Miaomiao, who had always been used to it, felt aggrieved and then spoke
"Mom, I'm your daughter, not an ATM. You only know that I earn a lot, but have you ever thought about my hard work? As a child from the countryside with no background, how much have I been wronged? ”
"Enough, if you don't want to give money, forget it, have I wronged you? Anyway, you don't have this home in your heart, so you don't have to come back in the future. Without waiting for Li Miaomiao to speak, Li's mother hung up the phone angrily.
This is the family, and Li Miaomiao, who has never looked forward to it, can't help but feel sad at this time. After being in a daze for a long time, Li Miaomiao came back to her senses and it was already early in the morning.
Seeing that the lights were still shining outside, I felt more and more lonely. Somehow, I walked to the artificial lake near the community, looked at the calm lake, and jumped down without hesitation.
Goodbye to this world!