Chapter 40 is both happy and helpless
"Yu'er, I'm Dad, Dad came to see you, Yu'er, be sober......"
Lin Yu'er didn't pay attention to Father Lin, like a child, she looked at Father Lin in front of her curiously, she stretched out her fingers, suddenly changed her expression, and went up to Father Lin's nose with a smile.
Father Lin looked at the finger getting closer and closer to him, he didn't say that he wanted to resist or anything like that, Lin Yu'er's hand smiled happily when it touched Father Lin's nose.
As if touching something funny, he giggled for a long time, and Father Lin looked dazed, not understanding what Lin Yu'er meant.
He slowly sat next to Lin Yu'er, took her hand, and asked with a kind face, "Yu'er, do you still know me?" ”
Lin Yu'er looked at her hand being caught, she felt very uncomfortable, she glanced at Father Lin blankly, then took out her hand, put it on her chest, and said a lot of words that Father Lin didn't understand.
Hearing only a sigh, Father Lin brushed Lin Yu'er's messy hair, with a look of regret: "Alas, I really don't even know me anymore." ”
It seems to be saying it to himself, and it seems to be saying it to Lin Yu'er, in short, seeing Lin Yu'er become what she is now, he, as a father, is also responsible, and he feels very sorry for her in his heart.
"Doll, I have a doll, this is Yu'er, no one can rob me, no one can ...... me"
Seeing Lin Yu'er holding a pillow and muttering to herself, Father Lin's heart felt sour, how could things have become like this, Lin Yu'er at this moment is like a child in both speech and behavior.
"Okay, no one is grabbing the doll with Yu'er, Yu'er is here to see a doctor, and when the disease is cured, Dad will take you home."
……
The sad feeling came up all of a sudden, and when she went home, Lin Yu'er made a mistake, but he, a father, couldn't do anything for her, so she could only watch her suffer uncomfortably.
"Yu'er, it's Dad who is sorry for you, if I had paid more attention to your affairs earlier, it wouldn't have become like this now, it's all my fault."
However, no matter what Father Lin said, it was useless, Lin Yu'er looked at the pillow in her hand, smiling so innocently, she seemed to have returned to her childhood, accompanied by Father Lin and Mother Lin.
When he learned about Lin Yu'er's condition from the doctor, Lin's father thought that it might not be that serious, but now he found that he was wrong.
That Lin Yu'er, who has always been arrogant and doesn't bow his head easily, is already crazy, crazy is so distressing!
I don't know how long Lin Yu'er will stay here and when she will be fine, Father Lin has already made up his mind, as long as he is free, he will come to see Lin Yu'er and accompany him.
After all, who will remember her except his father now, and who will come to see her.
It is estimated that if Lin Yu'er was still sober now, he would not let others see him so embarrassed, Father Lin understands this.
"Mom, Yu'er is hungry and wants to eat the food you cooked, with the doll, Mom, Mom, Mom......"
Father Lin couldn't believe his ears, was Lin Yu'er calling Mother Lin just now? Does that prove that she is still conscious?
The next moment, Father Lin realized that he was wrong, except for Mother Lin, Lin Yu'er couldn't see anyone, and sure enough, when people were at their most vulnerable, they still wanted to return to the place where they had a sense of security and could rely on.
And my mother may have this ability.
Father Lin looked at Lin Yu'er in front of him fixedly, in fact, thinking about it from another angle, it is not necessarily a bad thing for her to become what she is now, at least she has no pain, and she can live her life unrestrained like when she was a child.
But Father Lin felt very uncomfortable in his heart, and he could say that he was both happy and helpless.
At the gate of the hospital, Xi Lingyan looked up at the sky, she exhaled deeply, carried a basket of fruits in her hand, and walked calmly towards Lin Yu'er's ward.
She had thought here more than once, did people like Lin Yu'er still deserve her sympathy? Now she's going to be like this, she deserves it, doesn't she?
But Xi Lingyan didn't feel happy at all, but felt that Lin Yu'er was very pitiful, saying that she was sympathetic, Xi Lingyan still went.
Go to the cold hospital full of disinfectant water, because Lin Yu'er is in it at the moment.
Xi Lingyan's heart has never been ruthless, everything she has done is just to protect herself, and the reason why she comes to see Lin Yu'er now is just to follow her heart, she has never thought about it so much, let alone to fall into the well and watch Lin Yu'er's jokes.
Lin Yu'er, who was originally quiet, suddenly turned her head and tore at Father Lin like crazy, and kept asking, "What about my mother, what about her?" I said I'm hungry, I'm hungry, I want to eat, what about her? …… What about my mother? ”
Father Lin's face was pale with fright, and he hurriedly tried to break free of Lin Yu'er's hand, but she didn't know where she got the strength, Father Lin didn't hold it well, and slipped to the ground along the side of the bed.
looked at Lin Yu'er with an embarrassed face, Lin Yu'er looked at Father Lin who was sitting on the ground in a daze, turned around expressionlessly and talked to the "doll" again.
Lin Fu held the bed with one hand and supported his waist with the other, got up from the ground, and just looked up and saw Xi Lingyan standing at the door.
Speechless for a while, I don't know what to say, just like him just now, Xi Lingyan should have seen it, right? Alas, a handful of old bones, and it still makes people look at jokes like this, which is really not a taste in my heart.
“…… Oh, I have a knock on the door......" Xi Lingyan broke the silence first, she slowly stepped forward, put things on the table, and said slowly: "Uncle, I'll come to see Lin Yu'er." ”
After briefly explaining his intentions, Father Lin patted the ash on his buttocks, laughed dryly, and motioned for Xi Lingyan to sit casually.
"Uncle, Lin Yu'er's situation ......" Xi Lingyan frowned, feeling a little uncomfortable, shouldn't she hate Lin Yu'er? But why is it a little distressing to see her like this now?
"Mommy, hug, hug!"
Suddenly, Lin Yu'er jumped out of bed, looked at Xi Lingyan with bright eyes, opened her hands, and hugged Xi Lingyan tightly, leaving two unknown people confused.
"Mom, I want to hug, hug."
Lin Yu'er muttered, and said to Xi Lingyan coquettishly, Xi Lingyan sighed in her heart, this is ...... Does Lin Yu'er regard herself as her mother now?
Although the situation was very embarrassing, Xi Lingyan did not push Lin Yu'er away, Father Lin naturally saw it in his eyes, and he looked at Xi Lingyan apologetically: "Yu'er, she ...... Alas, she now remembered her mother, too. ”
Father Lin was powerless to say this, and Xi Lingyan also heard it, but she didn't expect that Lin Yu'er was so seriously ill, and now in her, she couldn't find a little arrogant momentum.
On the contrary, it is like a child who lacks maternal love, Xi Lingyan frowned, how much the shadow of childhood hurt Lin Yu'er, it is estimated that only this moment is reflected.
"Lin Yu'er, she ...... "Is she crazy?"
However, Xi Lingyan didn't say it, it was too hurtful, and everyone present knew that Lin Yu'er was indeed crazy, and she was crazy.
Father Lin just sighed lightly and didn't answer, it's so obvious, do you still need to say it yourself?
"Mom, Yu'er is hungry, I want to eat that and that."
Lin Yu'er snuggled in Xi Lingyan's arms, pointing to the fruit she had just mentioned, Xi Lingyan didn't think much about it, looked at the woman in front of her with a smile, and her eyes turned into tenderness: "Yes, as long as Yu'er is obedient." ”
Father Lin looked at Xi Lingyan respectfully, how could she say that, under his gaze, Xi Lingyan patiently peeled apples for Lin Yu'er, and then fed her, Lin Yu'er's face was full of happiness.
He thanked Xi Lingyan from the bottom of his heart for everything he had done for Lin Yu'er.
Xi Lingyan didn't grit her teeth at Lin Yu'er as much as she hated at the beginning, but she was very good to Lin Yu'er, if Lin Yu'er's best result was like this, she shouldn't be as tired as before, and she would be happier.
stayed in the ward for a while, until Xi Lingyan put Lin Yu'er to sleep, then gently closed the door and walked with Father Lin.
"That's the situation with Yu'er, I thank you for coming to see Yu'er today, and for doing it for her, thank you."
At this moment, Xi Lingyan's eyes only saw an old father who put down his body to thank her for his daughter, but it was more self-blame and guilt in his eyes.
"Uncle, you don't have to be like this, I'm just just coming to see Lin Yu'er, let the past pass, after all, there is no right or wrong in this matter."
Looking at Xi Lingyan's frank appearance, Father Lin didn't speak, in his heart, he sincerely felt that his daughter should not be an enemy of Xi Lingyan, how good it would be if the two of them were friends from the beginning.
Xi Lingyan thought thoughtfully, like a weathered old man, and said with a faint smile: "It's just that this society is too realistic, and everyone wants to work hard to live better." ”
Father Lin was silent.
As she was talking, Lin Yu'er's voice came from the house, Lin Yu'er woke up and couldn't find her mother, she was inevitably a little anxious, Xi Lingyan and Lin's father hurriedly returned to the ward again, Xi Lingyan patiently comforted Lin Yu'er.
After chatting for a while, Xi Lingyan glanced at the clock hanging on the wall, and found that it was not early, Qin Zhiheng and Xi Zhiyu were estimated to be in a hurry at home, but Lin Yu'er ......
Xi Lingyan was a little embarrassed for a while, she looked at Lin Yu'er, who was looking at her with a childlike face, and felt sad in her heart.
Although Lin Yu'er did do very excessive things before, but she has become like this now, it is still caused by the lack of maternal love and father's love when she was young, and her Xi Lingyan's childhood is the same.
Thinking about it, Xi Lingyan also had a sympathetic feeling for Lin Yu'er, she showed embarrassment, not knowing whether to leave now or not.
Let's go, I'm afraid that Lin Yu'er will be sad, let's not go, I'm afraid that Qin Zhiheng and Xi Zhiyu will not be safe at home.
Father Lin seemed to see Xi Lingyan's embarrassment, he glanced at Lin Yu'er, who had been holding Xi Lingyan's hand tightly, and felt very uncomfortable, he stepped forward and took Lin Yu'er's hand.
Lin Yu'er looked at Father Lin a little stunned, and Father Lin smiled and said to Xi Lingyan: "Miss Xi, I'm really bothering you, it's not too early now, you have children at home, go back quickly, otherwise the children should be in a hurry." ”
Hearing this, Xi Lingyan nodded, and said softly to Lin Yu'er: "Yu'er, I'm going back now, I'll come to see you tomorrow, you have to listen to your father obediently, and I'll come to check if you're obedient tomorrow." ”