Chapter 492: It's always there
"Looking at the two of you now, in fact, I feel happy in my heart, even if sometimes I feel a little unwilling, but more often I think this kind of thing is taken for granted, if the two of you can continue to stay together and grow old together, I even have fantasies about love."
Hearing Liu Tingyuan say this, Su Mian felt a little incredible, Liu Tingyuan looked very approachable to this person, and sometimes Su Mian even felt that she was like a white moonlight, and sometimes she was very gentle when she told her.
But I didn't expect his thoughts, so mournful.
"Although I don't know what you have experienced, I think love may be the most beautiful thing in this world, and I don't know if there is love in this world, but I think if you meet someone you like, then you must stay with him, no matter what happens, you have to stay with him, so it is love."
Love comes and goes quickly, Su Mian heard others say this before, but after Su Mian and Gu Hongyun got along for a long time, they found that sometimes if they were by someone's side, they would inexplicably fall in love, maybe it was because of each other's company, Su Mian felt that the relationship with Gu Hongyun was love, Su Mian felt as if he was seriously ill, and sometimes when he couldn't see Gu Hongyun, he would think inexplicably.
And sometimes when I see Gu Hongyun, I get angry inexplicably, not because of anything, but because I am inexplicable, so when I see Gu Hongyun again, that feeling of anger will disappear.
Su Mian didn't understand why he felt this way at first, and only now did he feel inexplicably like this, maybe it was because he had different thoughts about Gu Hongyun in his heart, maybe other people couldn't experience this feeling, but Su Mian knew better than anyone else what he felt about Gu Hongyun.
"Because I've never liked anything in love, I say that if I meet some girls who like me, I will reject them, because I don't have any feelings for them, so I don't want to delay them, but after listening to you say this, I think I can try it, but I feel afraid of socializing, and I don't like to socialize with others."
Su Mian didn't want to persuade others to fall in love, because at this time, it was clear that after fascinating others, sometimes after experiencing some things, it was like what Gu Tingchen said.
I don't want to socialize, and I don't bother to socialize, Su Mian also has this feeling, so when this kind of thing happens, Su Mian just smiled faintly.
"I can especially understand this feeling of yours, although you may think that my words are unfounded, but I actually didn't want to sleep with others before, even if I wanted to get a good friend, I just wanted to get a good friend at that time, other people around me are nothing at all, I will not put them in my eyes and heart, at that time I just want to live alone in this world, until later I felt that the most important thing to live in this world is to be accompanied by someone."
At that time, when he was about to die, Su Mian's only thought in his heart was how good it would be to have someone who could be by his side, but Su Mian knew that it was impossible to have someone with his sister by his side, so Su Mian felt that there was no need to live in this world at all, at that time, it was as if there was nothing left, there was no need to live in this world at all, life was too boring.
But now it's different, even if he encounters so many ups and downs, Su Mian feels that living in this world is very open, his heart has Lin Jiayu, Chen Yue and Gu Tingchen in this world, and of course his good friends, Liu Tingyuan, Jiang Yingrong and Gu Hongyun.
So many people living in this world have made a wonderful picture, although I don't know when this picture scroll will end, and Su Mian doesn't know what the ending of this story is, but for example, I feel that I can change my fate, how lucky it should be, and of course I have to help Gu Hongyun change my fate.
When Su Mian finished saying this, he sighed hesitantly and listened to Liu Tingyuan quietly.
"I know that you can't believe what I said now, and I can't believe what other people say at that time, because I haven't experienced those things, so I feel that there is no point in living in this world, but now I feel completely different from before, I know that living in this world is meaningful, and I also know that if I encounter some things, I must deal with them, otherwise these things will become a hurdle in my heart."
The things he experienced before were all like a passing cloud, Su Mian felt that those things were like a dream, but Su Mian knew that he had indeed experienced those things, so those things were like the precious wealth of his life, although he felt that there was no way to spend it at that time, but now he has spent his life in this world safe and sound, which is the most important thing.
"Although I don't know what you said, it's true, but seeing you like this, I know that what you said is all true, and the most important thing in this world is a friend, and I also know such a friend, so no matter what happens in the future, I hope to be able to stay with you and become the best friend, no matter what happens to you, you can tell me, I have always been there."
When Su Mian heard this, he was very moved in his heart, but he couldn't help refusing.
"I won't encounter anything special, and I don't need your help, the most important thing for you to live in this world is to live safely and steadily, and you don't know Gu Hongyun, he has always encountered it, if something happens, he will be jealous, there will be nothing in the first place, he will think of it a lot."
Su Mian didn't want Gu Hongyun to misunderstand, so if he met someone else's favor, Su Mian would slowly reject him, even if he was a good friend, because he was afraid that Gu Hongyun would be jealous, of course, he also hoped that the two of them could be safe.
Liu Tingyuan's eyes flashed with a hint of loss, but he quickly returned to normal.