After taking a deep breath, Zhao Meng carefully tore open the envelope...

Zhao Meng, how are you doing? Don't be heartbroken by my death! First of all, I would like to thank you for accompanying me through the last road and through the last moments. If I hadn't met you on the street that day, I wouldn't have known you! The first time I saw you, I fell in love with you! Then, I asked you, do you want your daughter-in-law to...

Although you are a little cold, I am still very happy to be able to accompany me to Yuan City. Well, about the first impression you gave me! I always feel like you're a bit withdrawn, as if you've never been in contact with anyone else. I just like people like you, though...

I am really happy that you can accompany me to the shore to see the sea, and to accompany me to the street for a walk on the Qixi Festival! Although, some unpleasant things happened that day, but here, I won't mention those unpleasant things! That night, I already experienced the feeling of being in love very clearly! Thank you for accompanying me through the first experience of my life, it was a first for us! In the future, you will have to be responsible for me! Although I don't have a future, that's really cheap for you! But who told me to like you so much! I guess I've liked it to the point of desperate effort...

Also, you accompanied me on a trip to the eighteenth floor, which was also a very beautiful experience for me, it was my first trip with a boy, and the same is true for you! In the room of the Baming Building, I was really heartbroken to see you faint on the ground because of that pile of drugs, I didn't expect that you cared about me to such an extent? It's heartbreaking, but it's also very happy, because I don't have much time left to be cared for by you who like it...

After spending all kinds of holidays with you, I was admitted to the hospital because of the doctor's mistake, although I told you that the test data was written incorrectly, in fact, my condition deteriorated again, and my life should be infinitely nearing the end! In the hospital, you said to me that you hope I can live like a normal person, I am really happy, this is the gentlest thing I have ever heard. However, I will die in the clutches of the disease. All I can promise you and do is say hello to you before I die. Anyway, thank you for visiting me every day...

On the day of the Lantern Festival, I was discharged from the hospital, not because my condition had improved, but because my illness had reached the point where there was no cure. After hearing the doctor tell me that I am hopeless, my world will be shrouded in darkness, and tomorrow, I may not be able to see it! And yet, I continue to live, living in a world where every tomorrow may be the last day...

That night, you who were walking with me in the park told me that you cared about me, worried about me, and wished I could live, and I really wanted to cry. However, I still can't bear to tell you about my condition, and I can only reassure you, because I don't know what will happen tomorrow. The fireworks I saw after that were probably the most beautiful fireworks I've ever seen...

The day after that, I was also very happy to go to the amusement park with you, ride the Ferris wheel with you, drive bumper cars together, ride the merry-go-round together, go to the haunted house together...

After that, I was hospitalized again, and maybe I had reached the end of my life! I didn't expect that when I arrived at the terminal, you would come to see me and stay by my side, there is no one happier than me in this world...

Alas, if I could, I would like to take another brisk stroll with you on the shaded paths...

Well, this letter has come to an end! After I die, if I can, I will ask my father to give you this letter, and you must accept it when the time comes! Next, I have to face the unknown tomorrow! Maybe I don't even have an unknown tomorrow...

Looking at the letter written by Jia Yuan to himself, Zhao Meng's heart was full of mixed feelings. Tears rushed out of his eyes without hesitation, he was glad that he could be so liked and loved by Jia Yuan...

At the same time, he was also in an unimaginable situation. Her voice kept echoing in my ears, and my face kept appearing in front of my eyes. It's like now、Looking back here...

However, she is no longer in this world, she is no longer in this world, she is away from this world forever, away from her side...

Without her, the dark past that hides in my heart will always be dark. There is nothing more hurtful in this world...

Jiayuan, if you are somewhere at this moment, as tearful and lonely as me, please don't forget everything about me and us...

I never knew that I liked you more than I thought I would, that I would never be able to breathe as freely as I had ever since you left...

Obviously, we used to be so close to each other. Now, we're on different sides of the world, and that proximity will never be real again...

The only thing I'm sure of is that I can't forget you at all. I love you, even the pain of that day, even the sorrow of that day, I love everything deeply, and I love you with you who are gone...

No matter how many years have passed, no matter what next year or today, you will always be my light...

I am really happy to spend this four seasons with you. I never knew I could live so happily or so sadly...

Thank you, thank you, thank you really much. Gratitude is beyond words, but grateful you no longer exist...

No matter how much I cry, no matter how much I shout, I can't pass it on to you... I can't pass it on to you anymore...

I want to tell you how happy I am when I'm with you. I want to tell you how enjoyable it was to spend time with you. I want to tell you that I still want to be with you. I want to tell you that I want to walk hand in hand with you all the time...

But that's all impossible, and all hope has come to naught...

Tears of incomparable remorse dripped on the stone road under his feet, and Zhao Meng at this moment had indescribable regret...

I can't tell her anything, I can't do anything for her, and I get so much from her, I've been... Nothing...

After gritting his teeth and crying for a while, Zhao Meng stood up. At this moment, he didn't know where to go, it had nothing to do with his consciousness, he walked in the unknown direction...