Xiaoxia, today my mother saw a picture of you going to kindergarten. There are a few that you look comfortable with, and a few that you don't seem to like what you're doing. When my mother saw you, she burst into tears.

Xiao Xia, Mom knows that you will always stay in your hometown, and Mom has always known that although Dad has said in a vague and secretive way that the plan is undecided, Mom also knows that it is perfunctory and prevarication. Mom won't be able to see you again for a short or long time, Mom has always known that.

It felt like an ice needle in the cold winter, piercing directly into the back of my mother's head, bringing a piercing, clear and real pain. It often appears, and it will make my mother stand up in a fright of the heart, and then lose her soul for a while.

Xiaoxia, today my mother suddenly got an unplanned message and knew that you were in kindergarten, just like my mother guessed. That shared message that shouldn't have been seen by me was captured by my mother the moment it appeared, and the second before it was deleted, it brought my mother to your world. It's like a beautiful magic that brings endless happiness to mom.

When Mom saw you in the photo, her heart immediately immersed herself in a world where there was only you. There is the way you are holding your mother, and there is also your voice, which feels very familiar, but at the same time feels strange. Mom thinks that everything is the destined fate of herself and you, but she feels that everything is just a dream. Gain and loss coexist, and we may have some tragic encounters and separations, just like poems, full of profound meanings.

Xiao Xia, please don't get me wrong about how your mother feels now, is your mother sad or resentful, no, no. Although it is not common for you, although Dad does not leak a little information about you, or even misleads, or even deceives, Mom is full of gratitude, and Mom is full of gratitude for the little luck that flew in today.

As long as you are happy, as long as you are like other children, you grow, integrate into the group, make friends, study, find happiness, and explore new worlds, and your mother can see you occasionally, even if you see it by mistake, it doesn't matter, and she feels very grateful to think of you.

But this calmness and optimism are not caused by your mother's sluggish desire for you. Mom's heartfelt hope can be with you every day, that desire is the instinct of mom to be born, is the basis for mom's survival in the world, but mom is no longer hysterical because of unfulfilled desires. All this is because my mother has savored the taste and truth of love in her thoughts of you. Xiao Xia, because I love you, even if I get little pity, I will be grateful.

Mom saw that in the information of your kindergarten, there is a column for mother. Xiao Xia,