Chapter Ninety-Five: Who Can Choose Their Birth in This World?
It rained and snowed for several days, and it was freezing, wet and muddy outside, so Song Yunhe could only play the game of putting rabbits and looking for rabbits in his room every day.
Chai Yu still rarely talks to her, and when there is something, she asks more than a dozen questions in a row, and he will only get an answer when he is in a good mood.
Most of the time he felt the need to answer, so he let her mouth dry and then suddenly get stuffed into a mouthful of fruit.
At first, Song Yunhe would complain that his teeth were hurt, but after being stuffed with a pastry and almost choking, he still felt that eating fruit quenched his thirst, and the spirit of talking to him was not discouraged at all.
Song Yunhe didn't know if he was only unwilling to deal with himself or if everyone's temperament had already changed like this, taciturn, and tireless.
She prefers the former.
Sometimes when he left in the morning, she was awake, and when she listened carefully, she would notice the sounds of squirming around her, and she had tried to find the sound to talk to someone.
But immediately it will be as silent as time and space stand still.
Not only did he not like to talk to her, but he forbade others to talk to her, she thought.
He didn't want more people to know about her, and he didn't allow more people to contact her, even if she deliberately fell and suffered from the cold, he personally gave her bruises, checked her pulse, decocted medicine, and then forced her to drink a few bowls of bitter tongue-stuttering decoction.
Even if she held his hand one morning and said with tears in her eyes that she had a headache and eyes, it was only the result that he didn't go out for a day.
She's somewhat receptive to such days, or, she likes.
It seems that between heaven and earth, in time and space, she is really the only one who is with him, living in every breath of the moment.
Although occasionally the breath will be accompanied by the smell of blood.
He had been back for a long time, standing quietly at the door, watching her concentrate on identifying the direction of the rabbit's jumping, and then walked over very accurately, grabbed it, picked it up, and looked proud.
It was the kind of thing that calmed him in anger.
He had checked her pulse, and there was nothing abnormal, but he knew that those bright eyes must have seen everything before. She was blind only when she showed up here, maybe this is the price she already knew?
In this way, she was always calm, without panic at the strange, without fear of darkness and silence, without resentment of the impermanence of the world, even though he always abandoned her in the boundless silence of solitude.
She had never been as ruthless and unrighteous as he was, and she could not live in fear.
It had nothing to do with time, and she never even knew she was punishing her.
Chai Yu moved her steps slightly, watched her run over happily, crashed into his arms, stunned and smiled, "You're back." I thought I would catch a big rabbit, but it turned out to be a wolf. ”
"Blind people are also human beings, but you prefer to train yourself to be a dog, do you need to throw bones to gnaw in the future?"
Song Yunhe was stunned, she didn't expect him to pay attention to her, and she said so many words at once, it was too abnormal, so she couldn't help but want to take half a step back, but she was firmly encircled by one of his big hands and couldn't move.
"Are you sleepwalking?" asked Song Yunhe calmly.
Chai Yu sighed in compromise in his heart, holding the person in his arms, and he also suspected that he was living in a dream every day.
"Did you go hunting again today?" Even though he had already bathed and changed his clothes, Song Yunhe still smelled the smell of blood in the water sandalwood.
"Hmm. Chai Yu's dull response hugged her a little tighter.
Such a mighty white dragon descended from the sky, and the pious prayers of the people gradually subsided, which was the beginning of the great forces to find traces and truly surge.
Chai Yu doesn't hate killing, he has already abandoned the style of acting with rules and reason, and the law has no role in him, only whether he wants to kill or not.
And recently, he didn't want to kill people.
However, those who shouted for the kingship, the true dragon's destiny, and the people's livelihood and society, every word and tone of their voice was like a spell and a magic sound, which made him hate to crush all the living beings in the world.
He had never known that he was bound by long and thin silks, and even though he was halfway through his life, he often killed in anger, but he could not really peel off the cocoon.
Because that thread is born and grows in his blood.
In this worldly life, who can choose their own birth, their own bloodline?
What could it be that of his memories that he had been deprived of once was because of this?
So, what did he hate? was it her, or was it himself?
If the years were quiet, he might be willing to take his time to find the answer, but they would have to disturb his peace!
She is his, past, now, and future!
No one can be touched again!
Killing, killing demons, or killing gods, unless he dies and she is buried, no one can think about it!
Song Yunhe felt that several of his bones were about to be broken, so he had to raise his head and said pitifully: "If you try harder, I will think that you are a giant python and want to eat my hoop if it is out of breath?"
Chai Yu came back to her senses, saw that her eyes had become clearer and clearer in recent days, adorned with the brightest stars in the night, and raised her hand to cover them.
Song Yunhe's nose was a little sour because of this familiar action, and he asked as if for no reason: "Are you afraid?"
"What are you afraid of?" Song Yunhe knew that he was definitely not asking the question of continuing to eat and being eaten.
Chai Yu didn't answer, looking at her puzzled but still quiet expression, he pulled her into his arms and hugged her quietly for a moment, then let go again, and asked again: "Do you want a handmaid with you?"
Song Yunhe became more and more puzzled about his behavior today, "Is it here?
"Isn't it better to have a living person with you than a rabbit?" Chai Yu asked without answering.
If life goes on like this, isn't it easier for animals to be than people? Song Yunhe thought in his heart, but he still thought for a while and replied, "If you arrange a maid for me, I am willing." It's just that I wasn't used to getting along with strangers in the past, and now my eyes are inconvenient, and if there are a lot of troubles at that time, you can't blame me and hate me. ”
"Hmm. Chai Yu simply responded and said no more.
The rain in the afternoon finally stopped, Song Yunhe wrapped in a thick fur cloak and led her out of the house to sit under the porch to breathe, the smell of soil and mountains and trees was fresh and invigorating, Song Yunhe hummed a song comfortably with his back against Chai Yu, listening to the sound of squirming from time to time, arguing about people coming and going, and sighing shallowly.
Chai Yu is now the king of a country, not to mention that he has not been to the court for a long time, that is, he is not even in the palace, even if there are useful ministers, there are so many things in the court, he can't help but stay here all the time.
Coupled with the current weather, it is not far from the end of the year, Song Changzhen is busy at the end of every year and can't sleep for a few hours every day, not to mention Chai Yu, the next week is such a big territory, the state affairs will only be more than the Qin State, he lives in this mountain forest every day, there will always be a limit.
Song Yunhe hopes to end her current life, and if she continues to be so affectionate, it will destroy her persistence sooner or later.
Born as a human being, who does not covet the beautiful.
She just didn't expect it to end so suddenly.
"What kind of tune are you humming?" Chai Yu behind him suddenly asked.
"Hu Qu. ”
"Huqu?"
"It's just a nonsense tune. Song Yunhe didn't hum a complete song, thinking about which part to hum which one from the mood, but the way he answered seriously seemed to be deliberate.
Chai Yu was silent for two breaths, got up and carried her back to the house.
"I was wrong, don't talk nonsense, you let me sit for a while. Song Yunhe begged for mercy.
"It's cold, go back to the house. Chai Yu was concise and to the point, although it didn't rain, but the cold still didn't decrease by half, she was wrapped like a rabbit, sitting for a few quarters of an hour, the nasal voice was mixed, and he didn't realize it, no matter how greedy he was, he didn't want to take care of it!
"I drink more ginger soup in the evening. Song Yunhe still wanted to talk about the conditions, but the person had already been brought into the house and sat on the bed, and when he heard the sound of him turning around and leaving, he hurriedly asked: "Are you going out again? It's getting dark, do you leave me alone in this house?"
"Within ten feet. Chai Yu replied and walked out of the room.
Song Yunhe leaned his ears, he couldn't hear any sound before he was relieved, and sat on the bed softly, there was suddenly a bloody smell on the corridor just now, I was afraid that something was coming, he didn't want her to know and let her go back to the house.
The man kneeling far away on the corridor had torn clothes, his wounds exposed, and the color of the blood-soaked marks had not dried up, and he did not look like a new wound, to say the least, for three or five days.
"Everyone else is dead?" Chai Yu asked coldly as he approached.
"Back to Your Majesty, except for one of my subordinates, the rest of the people have not seen anyone alive, and they have not seen their bodies dead. The man replied in a deep voice with his head bowed.
"How did you get back?"
"They didn't kill their subordinates. ”
"In this way, they are not dead. Chai Yu said, over the years, the Qin State will throw back the people he has sent, regardless of life or death, as if as long as the body of the person related to him stops in that territory for a moment, it will be filthy and sinful!
"What did Meng Qing ask you to bring?"
"The subordinates have never seen him, when we arrived, there was not even a fortification in the sea area of Qin, and after entering Qinjing, they went their separate ways before they disappeared one after another, and their subordinates met in ambush outside the palace of Princess Qin Yuan, and were defeated, and after waking up, they were already in Fuzhou, so they returned to the court. Although there was a pause in the man's speech, his tone was steady, and after he finished speaking, he kowtowed and waited to die.
Chai Yu didn't draw his sword and slash immediately, his face pondered for a few breaths, and asked, "Can you hear the people talking about the heavenly visions in Qin?"
"The people of Qin State were sparse and ordinary about the white dragon falling from the sky, and they didn't react too enthusiastically, but someone in the theater choreographed the play based on it, and the people liked it very much. ”
"So, is it because they have seen a lot, or are the people in the interior of Kyushu too stupid?" Chai Yu looked up at a certain place and seemed to ask a question, but the person who returned only kept his head down, and then heard him suddenly change his words and ask, "Is that blood finch of the Qin Kingdom still in Yunjing?"
"It's always been there. ”
"Brought her here. ”
"Yes. The man got the order, and just got up and wanted to leave, but Chai Yu spoke again.
"Forget it. Chai Yu said.
The man is slightly different, His Majesty has almost never reversed his decision, let alone in this blink of an eye.
"He opened the door of the country and wanted me to go, so I also asked him to ask, I haven't seen him for ten years, and I see that he is a little smarter. ”