CHAPTER XXIX

Ming Fu and Li Li are dating, and sometimes they will talk about Ming, saying that the question of whether to tell Ming or not has been discussed. That day, Ming Fu ran into Ming and Tingting's affairs, and Li Li also inquired about Tingting and Ming, both of them denied it, and later Tingting said, "I think your brother likes you." Li Li said, "If you say that, I still think he likes Zhou Mingfu."

After some discussion between the two of them, they still didn't get a result, but Li Li knew that Tingting liked Ming. The two also talked about this issue when they were dating, and Li Li said, "I asked about Tingting and my brother that day, and she didn't admit it and said that my brother may have always liked me."

Ming Fu said, "I also think that Ming has always liked you, and I thought it when I first met you, but I asked him later, and he said that he only treats you as a sister." But it was when I was in junior high school, and at that time I thought you liked Ming too, but then you separated, so I didn't ask you. But after I went to college, I saw that you didn't seem to want to develop, and I asked him again if he said that he still treats you as a sister, so I just", Ming Fu kept talking, not paying attention to Lili, and when he said this, he saw that Lili's face was a little unusual, and said, "You heard me explain that I treat you as a sister, and you are not happy."

Li Li said, "No, then who do you think he likes", Li Li doesn't know when he started liking Ming, but after separating, Ming and her talked about how Ming Fu was, and sometimes I felt that Ming liked Ming Fu but felt that it was impossible, all of this could be his own blind thoughts, maybe Ming just regarded Ming Fu as a good friend. But she is not sure if Ming has liked anyone for so many years, but at least one thing she is sure of now is that Ming has always regarded her as a sister.

Ming Fu said, "Do you mean looking for a partner?" After so many years, he seems to have a Tingting in addition to you and me. You exclude Tingting, and then he treats you as a sister, it's impossible for me to be a man, maybe he only likes to study for so many years, it should be that learning is his only true love. Some time ago, he was told by the teacher because of his studies, didn't I say that he was in a very low mood and called me", Ming Fu was talking, and he was really thinking about whether Ming really liked Ming Fu.

Li Li suddenly got up to leave, and Ming Fu said, "Li Li, what's wrong, do you want to go back?"

Li Li said, "Yes, I suddenly thought that there are some studies that have not been completed, and now the time is not early, I will go back first", Ming Fu saw that it was indeed not early, so he said, "I'll send you back".

Li Li went back and walked very quickly today, not reluctant to end the date as usual, and walked slowly every time. Ming Fu felt very strange and didn't dare to talk nonsense, and kept thinking about whether I said the wrong thing just now, as if I didn't, so how to reason with the weird now, there must be something wrong, just said, "Did I say something wrong just now, I apologize to you."

Li Li said, "No, you didn't say the wrong thing, I thought about it, let's not tell Ming first, and find a suitable opportunity to say it later."

Ming Fu said, "Okay, I'll listen to you", it's almost time to get to school, Li Li said, "I'm going to school first, you should go back early", Li was ready to leave, and suddenly she saw Ming, Li Li didn't know what was wrong with her, so she stepped forward and hugged Ming Fu and began to kiss, and there were classmates passing by next to them who were shocked by their behavior just now.

The two kissed for about 5 seconds, and after they separated, they both blushed and were embarrassed, and then Li Li ran back to school. Leaving Ming Fu alone in the same place to reminisce, usually in some places where there is no one, and just touch it gently, or stroke the face, forehead, nose, hair, etc. It's the first time like today, and it's the first time to be together for less than two months, which makes him feel reluctant. After all, he was a friend he had known for many years, and he didn't dare to be too presumptuous, Ming Fu thought to himself, could it be that I was too reserved, so he became the initiative to let Li Li, and with a face full of joy, he was ready to go back.

When Ming Fu and Li Li were kissing just now, Ming didn't pay too much attention to it, and when he saw the girl go in, he felt like Li Li, and he was still thinking about Li Li just now, how could he run away when he saw himself. I didn't see it too clearly, the person was gone, Ming was going to buy something near the school, and after just kissing him, he actually went to school, and he immediately turned around when he thought about it, and he thought that the back of this boy seemed to be very familiar, and he turned around to see that Ming Fu also turned around on the way back. Ming sighed in his heart, how does he feel like Ming Fu, is that person Li Li just now, isn't it Ming Fu and Li Li, how are they together, or Ming Fu is with other girls in our school, but that girl is obviously very similar to Li Li. I don't know why I kept thinking about it in the same place, it may be impossible, and suddenly thought about catching up with Ming Fu to ask clearly, he saw that the person was gone, but he knew where he usually got on the bus, so he ran all the way and was almost hit by the car, and Ming Fu had already left at the bus stop, because a bus had just passed. Sitting on the bus platform, I wonder if I miss Ming Fu too much, so that I can reason with the picture of Ming Fu together, whether I have been too abnormal recently, and I feel like I'm going to collapse.

Ming walked all the way back, thinking in his heart that Ming Fu didn't dare to confess because the other party had a girlfriend, and he was afraid that Ming Fu would not be able to accept his love for him, and he didn't want to destroy Ming Fu's current life. Although Mr. Cai is a good object, he is already married, so I shouldn't think about him, and what I like is that Ming Fu is unfair to Mr. Cai like this. There are a lot of studies every day, and then I always think about these love lives that haven't happened, and the whole person is not in a good state. I was going to go shopping, but I didn't go, so I went straight back to school. He didn't go to Lili to ask clearly, nor did he go to the cafeteria to eat, he just sat in a secluded place in the school, the place where he met Teacher Cai last time.

He had been thinking about it, and he didn't know how long he had been thinking about it, when a man walked slowly towards him, holding a box of lunches in his hand. Just when Ming walked this way, Mr. Cai went to eat and saw Ming, came back from eating and playing, and wondered if Ming had gone to that place last time, came to see if Ming had been here in a daze, and then went back to the cafeteria to give Ming a meal.

Teacher Cai said, "Another person is here in a daze". Ming looked at Mr. Cai and said, "Yes, I'm thinking about the problem again."

Teacher Cai said, "It's the same problem last time." Ming said, "Yes, it's the same question last time."

Teacher Cai said, "I feel that your whole person has not been in the right state recently, and you will collapse if you continue like this, you may not feel it yourself, and the teacher will see it." What happened last time was the teacher's fault, and if what happened last time caused you trouble, the teacher apologizes to you here, and I hope you can forgive the teacher."

Ming said, "Teacher, I, I just don't know what I want, I don't know what I'm afraid of, I should be focusing on studying now, but I can't calm down and study now."

Teacher Cai said, "Then you can confess to him." Ming said that "he already has a girlfriend, although I didn't say it explicitly, he should feel my heart, and I feel that he chose to ignore it".

Teacher Cai said, "Maybe he just likes girls, and he wants to maintain a good relationship with you, so he has made a choice, and now is the time when you should choose to forget, you must forget, otherwise you will stay in the same place forever and suffer."

When Ming saw Mr. Cai say such things, he wondered if he was in the same predicament as me, and said, "Teacher, have you ever had one?"

Mr. Cai said, "I was a little different from your current situation, I was very miserable when I was separated, and even the whole person was a little broken, and I almost didn't finish my doctoral thesis." I don't know how I figured it out, love has been lost, you can't let your studies lose at the same time, and then you still slowly come out, so I know you need time, I'll take you to a place after a while."

Ming began to listen to Mr. Cai's words, ate the meal that Mr. Cai had just given him, and after eating, Mr. Cai said that Mr. Cai would let Ming go back to the dormitory first to change into a set of casual or sports clothes, and gather in this place for half an hour. Then he understood what Mr. Cai was going to take him for, and then returned to the dormitory, and waited for Mr. Cai in that place in less than half an hour, and Mr. Cai came over with two bottles of water, so he took Ming out of the school and went for a run in a secluded place not far from the school. Mr. Cai seems to have a habit of running, but although he rarely runs, he is young and encouraged by a teacher next to him, so he jogged for almost an hour, and after running, Mr. Cai said, "If you are unhappy in the future, you can try this method, maybe it will relieve your mood."

Ming said, "I feel much better, Cai, Brother Kun, thank you for enlightening me today."

Cai Zekun said, "You are polite to me, and besides, I usually come here to run at this time."

Ming said, "Then can I usually come here to run with (old) Brother Kun."

Cai Zekun said, "Yes, I usually have Tuesdays and Fridays at 7 p.m. Around 30, I will come here for a run, if you want to come over, you can come together, of course, you can come to me when you are in a bad mood at other times, I can come to you as long as you have nothing to do."

Ming suddenly felt that Teacher Cai was very warm, but Teacher Cai felt embarrassed when he saw him, and then Teacher Cai said, "It's almost time to rest, then we'll go back to school now", Ming also nodded, and the two of them went back.