Chapter 185 Dream 2
Putting the system aside, Xu Shuang has had his own dreams since he was a child.
But at first, her dream was not to be an actress, but to be a doctor.
She felt that the angel in white saved the life and helped the wounded, which was very noble and admirable.
So when she applied for university, she applied for medical school and became an obstetrician and gynecologist, intending to use her hands to contribute to the arrival of a newborn.
Later, she really became a doctor, and worked in the obstetrics and gynecology department of the hospital, and had to deliver a lot of newborns every year.
She feels good and proud of her job.
But later, the failure of marriage and love made his thinking change a lot.
Because I don't have money, I can't do what I want to do, especially when I want to help others, but money has become the biggest obstacle that bothers me.
If you want to live a chic and comfortable life, if you want to live clearly, if you want to be able to realize your dreams, you must first have the ability to make money and have a lot of wealth.
Only when you have enough wealth can you do what you want to do, and you can live a more successful and comfortable life.
Because of this, by chance, Xu Shuang began to change careers from a doctor to enter the showbiz, relying on his talent and appearance, he slowly groped his way forward in the showbiz, and finally became famous.
Seeing that success is in sight, Xu Shuang's heart is beautiful! And most importantly, I also drank the grand prize of a certain film festival, the Best Actress Award.
This is the greatest recognition of her, the greatest honor, she is so excited that she doesn't want to, she suppressed the excitement in her heart, and strode towards the stage, when I was about to get to the stage, I accidentally slipped and fell, and then was reborn by the system.
At that time, she was so angry in her heart, she took a lot of effort, just like a certain star said, it takes a minute to walk from the stage to the stage, but this minute, she has walked for many years, and when she was finally about to walk, she woke up from a dream.
What a brutal truth, what an unacceptable story.
Xu Shuang was so angry that he almost cried, and the system only said two words lightly. This is a test for you, and you have succeeded too quickly to be unreliable.
It needs to be down-to-earth step by step.
Holy! The most damn system, Xu Shuang actually scolded and sweared.
He was a girl who rarely swore since he was a child. Very quiet, click on it, many people say that she has the temperament of a classical beauty.
But in the face of unfairness, classical beauties sometimes swear.
A classical beauty does not mean that she has no temper and no character.
In fact, as an old classmate, Zhou Yuan is the most aware of this.
I remember when I was in high school, because someone was beautiful and good-looking, there was a kind of classical beauty.
Many boys in the class like her, except for something to dangle in front of her, a set is almost, and some of them are bold enough to start writing love letters.
It can be said that throughout high school, Xu Shuang's love letters have been received! But she never replied to anyone, even if it was just a sentence or a word, even if she refused to be vicious, there was not the slightest news.
Over time, everyone admired someone who did not embarrass his classmates and did not offend anyone.
From beginning to end, everyone was fine, except for a few thick-skinned ones who continued to fly around in front of her like flies, and many of the boys relented behind.
Because they know that someone is a girl, a goddess who is high up and does not eat fireworks in the world.
How could they, ordinary men, boys who are busy in the world like toads, get into the eyes of fairies?
In this way, Xu Shuangbing's beauty nickname is realized, and when many people see her beautiful and want to pursue it, the classmates next to her will say: "Are you not sober or have you eaten too much?" That's an ice beauty, do you know what an ice beauty is? That is to say, you can only watch from afar, not from close, and if you get close to her, the thorns on her body will stab you.
There are also people who are like fairies, not to mention the fireworks in the world, you and me, ordinary people, don't blaspheme others. ”
Someone is still not convinced, and he is very persistent in wanting to continue his pursuit, but after some pain relief and hard work, he finally finds that it is all in vain.
People don't give you a chance to be young and fluttering, so what else can you do?
So until college, Xu Shuang had never been in love, she didn't want to get involved in this aspect at all, emotional things were annoying, youth couldn't afford to spend it, and it was true to study more and study more.
This was taught to her by Grandma Xu Shuang when she was young.
Her grandmother used to read a lot of ancient books when she was a child, and she knew a lot about ancient poems, and she could memorize many of them.
So when I was young, my grandmother told her stories, that is, I memorized ancient poems and listened to her.
Xu Shuang felt that the ancient poems memorized by his grandmother were very nice and meaningful, so he liked to follow along, and many of them could be memorized.
Like what. There is nothing to talk about ancient and modern things, agriculture and industry are always diligent, and at the beginning of what kind of people, the nature is good, the sex is similar, the habits are far away, and so on.
Anyway, grandma likes to teach, Xu Shuang likes to learn, and after coming and going, she has some understanding of ancient poetry.
This was very helpful to her when she was in school, and throughout her studies, Xu Shuang's Chinese has always been the top of her class and has never fallen behind.
And since Zhou Yuan understood someone's temper and knew the character of other people's fairies, even if he liked someone to death, even if he wanted to chase him, he didn't dare to say half a word.
can only hide this affection deep in his heart, and never show it to others.
Even if it was his own mother and sister, Zhou Yuan didn't tell them.
He was afraid that he would blaspheme the goddess in his heart by saying it, and he was even more afraid of making others laugh, saying that he was a toad who wanted to eat swan meat, and he didn't know how thick the sky was.
The abnormality in my heart is more than ten years, and it has been a few years since I graduated, and I have worked hard for my dreams together.
often film and play together, chat and eat boxed lunches together, and live under the same roof.
But for the beauty of this school girl, he can still only look at it from a distance, dare not be short-sighted, and can only treat it as a fairy.
I feel that although she is very close to herself, she is really far away, and she can't touch or reach it.
It's like being in two worlds, like being separated by a single earth, like being in two different orbits, and it can never overlap.
Of course, Zhou Yuan also knows that he may have an inferiority complex in this way, but the reality is there, what can he do but have low self-esteem?
However, Zhou Yuan's deep thoughts were finally discovered by Wu Min.
Wu Min saw that someone had a deep heart for Xu Shuang and hid it well, he never mentioned such a request in front of someone, and he never showed his thoughts to others.
But when he is not around, he will always secretly look at someone, his eyes are persistent, rich in content, with extreme concern, and reluctance.