Lu Feifei was very conflicted, he loved Yu Fei, and at the same time he was not satisfied with the performance of Fei.

When Yu Fei talked about such a thing, she did have a trace of hesitation, and she knew it very well in her heart. Even if you don't get a proportional return.

Even if two people are really together, they may not be very happy.

But to make her give up, Lu Feifei was a little unwilling, and even more reluctant.

After all, Yu Fei is very good, handsome, the two of them are childhood sweethearts, and they know each other very well, at least they have a certain emotional foundation.

If you go out on a blind date and come back again, you just met, and you don't know much about his temper and character, and it is not easy for two people to get along.

So it's hard to say one word.

Since he was in a dilemma, Lu Feifei only had the reason to give up, so he looked at Yu Fei with some tears in his eyes and said:

"Don't let me say things that are hard to choose, okay? After so many years, you don't know that I have given my heart to you.

But if you have a little conscience, you also understand that I can't do without you, are you really ruthless to break up with me? So what choice do I have other than to choose not to live?

Is there any point in my life without you? ”

Before speaking, when Yu Fei wanted to say goodbye to Lu Feifei completely, she said this.

Now that the old words are brought up again, Yu Fei feels very embarrassed, and Lu Feifei is also embarrassed, and the two of them look at each other with two pairs of eyes.

You look at me, your brows are tightened, I look at you with tears in your eyes, both of you understand that it is difficult to love and break up.

In response to that sentence, it is difficult to say goodbye when we meet, the east wind is powerless and the flowers are left, the spring silkworms are at the end of the silk, and the candles are gray and tears begin to dry.

"Fei Fei, I'm sorry, I hurt you again, in fact, I don't want to, the two of us have been childhood sweethearts since childhood, so that we can get along well.

You also know that we have natural differences in personality, and we have not been able to get along well for so many years.

Rather than long-term pain in the future, it is better to cut through the mess quickly, maybe there will be less harm to each other, what I said, I hope you can think about it seriously, don't be emotional, okay? ”

At the critical moment, Yu Fei's words were also very tactful, obviously ambiguous, not resolutely saying that you want to divide, but also saying that it was not a good reason.

In short, he kicked the ball out, hoping that Lu Feifei would judge it himself.

Lu Feifei wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, snorted vigorously, her heart was a little sour, and it took a long time to hold back the tears that she wanted to shed and said:

"Anyway, let's all spend some time with each other, okay? Don't rush to make decisions, I'm not so impulsive.

The two of us may be born little enemies, and when we speak out, we hurt each other, and we are destined to be fated to be inseparable.

But now that we've said that, it's not easy for us to get to this point, so will you stay with me again tonight?

I'm so scared, my heart is so cold, so lonely, so painful, I really don't know what to do. ”

Lu Feifei's heartbroken feelings frightened Yu Fei, and she hurriedly stepped forward to grab someone's wrist and nodded solemnly: "Let's go, I'll accompany you, but I can accompany you when you need someone to accompany you tonight."

We can't be boyfriend and girlfriend, but at least we're friends, friends, right? ”

"That's right, so no matter what, you don't want to get rid of me, you can't be a husband and wife, you have to be my friend, you can't leave me alone.

In this life, I will rely on you, I will rely on you, in short, I will not let you live a peaceful life. ”

Lu Feifei smiled after finishing speaking, someone's gentleness and thoughtfulness made his heart feel better.

In that unrealistic and impulsive idea is gone, life is incomparably beautiful, and youth is magnificent! As a last resort, how could she not think of committing suicide?

Only one life ended hastily like this, in addition to being irresponsible to yourself, it is also a harm to your parents and family, you can't do it.

Someone asked Yu Fei to accompany her, at such a moment, of course Yu Fei couldn't refuse, he let Lu Feifei hold his arm, he put his hand in his trouser pocket, and the two of them followed each other to the most lively and prosperous place in the city.

This scene is a bit like Zhao Lei's song Chengdu.

You hold my hand, I put my hand in my trouser pocket, and we walk forward together, walking through Yulin Road, walking past the door of the tavern, the neon lights of the city are shining, the traffic is busy, and the lights of thousands of homes are shining.

And we walk, walk, walk in time, walk on the road of the city, looking for the happiness of life, looking for the time of the past.

Everything is so familiar, everything is so intimate, so accessible, and so distant, like a dream, a pale blue dream.

"Yu Fei, are you familiar with this road? When we were kids, we used to have a barbecue restaurant over there, do you remember? ”

Lu Feifei held someone's arm tighter, reminiscing about the past while walking, going to drink distant and warm places, memories and unforgettable times hidden deep in her heart, how beautiful it was, how hard to forget!

After Lu Feifei's proposal, Yu Fei remembered that you were about 45 years old back then, and they were carefree when they were studying, after school or on holidays.

The two of them went out to play, eat barbecue, go to the river to watch fishing, go to the beach to blow the wind, watch the sunrise, watch the sunset, see the beautiful scenery of the city, watch the birds flying in the sky, and watch the sailboats returning from afar.

Everything is so beautiful, so familiar, so intimate, and so warm.

At that time, the city was not as well developed as it is today, the suburbs were far away, and it was far from the sea.

Now the city is developing rapidly, and the former suburbs have now become urban areas, which used to be far away from the sea, and now high-rise buildings can lean against the sea.

You can see the fishing boats directly from the high-rise buildings, and the sea breeze blows from the neighborhood, to the city, and from the city.

Cities are developing, life is changing, and teenagers are growing up.

Many carefree teenagers and girls in their teens are now in their 20s and are facing the dilemma of entering marriage and family.

In fact, Lu Feifei and Yu Fei both wanted to be like this, in a few years, they didn't want to enter the family and enter the marriage so early, they were not ready, and they didn't even have plans to do so.

However, the parents of both sides can't wait, they both hope that their children can start a family on time, and then start a new family to continue the family members.

Let the new generation bring joy and hope to the family.

But while they yearn for happiness and joy, they ignore the feelings of the two young people themselves.

Without taking into account that they are not ready at all, none of them want to enter the marriage family so early.

Parents who pull out the seedlings and force them to enter in this way will make them feel frightened and confused.

As a result, the contradiction intensified, and life fell into an irreversible contradiction.

Neither of them knew what to do.