Chapter 146: Derailment

Jiang Tian and Bai Mu sat there for a long time, Jiang Tian refused to give in, and stubbornly wanted Bai Mu to stay.

One wants to stay, the other wants to go.

Jiang Tian wanted a reason that could convince him, a reason why Bai Mu wanted to leave.

But Bai Mu couldn't give Jiang Tian anything except silence.

Jiang Tian stared at Bai Mu intently, and said in a slightly hoarse voice

"Why can't two people who love each other be together?"

Bai Mu didn't dare to look at Jiang Tian, just lowered his head and said slowly

"Love is gone."

Jiang Tian stared at Bai Mu expectantly, and said with a slightly trembling voice

"Then when you took the initiative to kiss me last night, did you have love?"

I don't want to deny it, but I can't say anything for sure.

Bai Mu smiled a little sarcastically, this smile didn't know if he was laughing at Jiang Tian or laughing at himself again.

"You drugged me, I did that kind of action, do you think it's medicine or love?"

When Jiang Tian's ears came into this sentence, he only felt a little weak.

But is Jiang Tian wrong? I just want to keep Bai Mu, I just don't want to lose Bai Mu.

Why is everything so unsatisfactory?!

As soon as Chen Xinnan came out of the porridge, Jiang Zi disappeared again.

Chen Xinnan knocked on Jiang Zi's door helplessly

"Come out to eat."

"I'm not hungry."

Jiang Zi touched his gurgling belly, and sat on the bed with some chagrin.

"Eat even if you're not hungry! Come out! ”

Jiang Zi was lying on the bed staring at the ceiling in a daze, when he suddenly heard the sound of the key opening the door.

Before Jiang Zi could react, Chen Xinnan had already opened the door and stood at the door staring at Jiang Zi.

The awkward staring between the two men didn't last long.

Jiang Zi rubbed his nose and got up from the bed, and just as he was about to stand up, Chen Xinnan pounced without warning.

Jiang Zi only felt the back of his head slam on the bed, and he suddenly felt a little dizzy.

Jiang Zi was dumbfounded, as if only Chen Xinnan's pounding heartbeat was left in the room.

Jiang Zi didn't know what to do for a while, and finally poked Chen Xinnan's waist with his hand.

"You... What are you doing..."

Chen Xinnan swallowed his saliva, buried his face on Jiang Zi's shoulder and rubbed it coquettishly.

"Let me hold for a moment."

Chen Xinnan's familiar breath unscrupulously penetrated Jiang Zi's nasal cavity, and this familiar and unfamiliar feeling made Jiang Zi's eyes suddenly red.

How long has it been, how long has it been since I had close contact with Chen Xinnan like this.

Chen Xinnan was actually ready to be beaten and scolded by Jiang Zi, but Jiang Zi was so well-behaved and allowed himself to press the situation.

It was still Chen Xinnan's surprise.

The inside of the nasal passages is full of familiar breaths.

Chen Xinnan suddenly leaned over to Jiang Zi's shoulder and kissed Jiang Zi gently.

Jiang Zi shrunk his neck a little sensitively, and his ears turned red at a speed visible to the naked eye.

"Chen Xinnan!!"

Jiang Zi's voice sounded a little angry.

Chen Xinnan didn't continue, just pursed his lips and peeked at Jiang Zi's reddened cheeks.

"Jiang Zi, do you know how much I miss you? Do you know how much I miss you after so many years of being gone? ”

Chen Xinnan was aggrieved like a child who had done something wrong, lying on Jiang Zi's shoulder, and even his voice trembled a little.

Jiang Zi's hand was raised to caress Chen Xinnan's back, but he put it down halfway through.

Jiang Zi wanted to push Chen Xinnan away, but he couldn't bear to push him away.

Jiang Zi suddenly felt that his neck was wet, and when he turned his head to look at Chen Xinnan, he saw Chen Xinnan's face full of tears.

Jiang Zi panicked all of a sudden, and Chen Xinnan cried....

"You...."

Jiang Zi pushed Chen Xinnan away and sat up.

Chen Xinnan was lying on the bed and covered his face with his arms, tears somehow, like pearls with broken threads, constantly pouring out from his eyes.

I can't stop it.

Jiang Zi pulled Chen Xinnan's arm, but Chen Xinnan didn't react, only saw Chen Xinnan's trembling shoulders crying.

Jiang Zi saw this situation, and he really didn't know what to do for a while.

Lying on the side of the bed, he carefully poked Chen Xinnan's shoulders, cheeks, hands, and eyes.

But Chen Xinnan didn't react at all, and could only see Chen Xinnan's crying and trembling shoulders.

"Don't cry...."

Jiang Zi's cautious voice just reached Chen Xinnan's ears, and Chen Xinnan immediately took down the hand that was blocking his face.

Turning his head to look at Jiang Zi beside the bed, he said with some grievances

"Don't push me away, don't want me, okay?"

Jiang Zi looked at Chen Xinnan's red eyes, and guilt crept into Jiang Zi's heart.

Don't want me either....

Don't want me....

How could Jiang Zi be willing....and how could he not want him?

But Jiang Zi was also afraid, Jiang Zi was afraid that the person who would be abandoned in the end would be himself.

Jiang Zi was afraid that he would open his heart to Chen Xinnan.

Chen Xinnan will also leave him suddenly.

I'm really scared, it's like I'm afraid of retribution.

It's not that he doesn't believe Chen Xinnan, he doesn't believe in himself.

Chen Xinnan's eyes were full of anticipation, so that Jiang Zi couldn't say ruthless words.

"Okay."

Jiang Zi saw Chen Xinnan's pupils tremble.

Jiang Zi didn't know what was wrong, he just felt his brain be hot.

approached Chen Xinnan's cheek and kissed Chen Xinnan lightly on the lips.

"After kissing, don't cry."

Chen Xinnan didn't react, Jiang Zi stood up and ran out.

In the end, Bai Mu was picked up by ambulance.

Bai Mu smashed the vase and cut his wrist with the pieces.

Jiang Tian couldn't believe that all this had happened.

Bai Mu's unhesitating attitude made Jiang Tian's heart completely cold.

How annoying is he to force Bai Mu to rather die than be with him?

When Bai Mu got into the ambulance, there was no light in his eyes.

He also knew that doing so would disappoint Jiang Tian.

But I have no choice, the huge Jiang Group can't really fall into the hands of a scumbag, right?

If it really happened, then the responsibility for this incident would be Bai Mu's alone.

Bai Mu also has selfish intentions, but he can't ruin the Jiang family because of his selfishness.

When Bai Mu broke the vase, he was also afraid.

Jiang Tian would be sad if he died, and he was also afraid that he would really die.

When he started, Bai Mu was also afraid.

It really hurts, too.

Bai Mu, who was in pain, thought that he was really going to die.

The moment I saw the blood coming out.

Bai Mu was stunned, staring at the bloody fragments in his hand, not knowing what to do.

I just feel that my body is getting more and more tired.

In the end, the strength in his body was drained, and he couldn't even stand.

Bai Mu saw Jiang Tian's moist eyes, but he smiled.

Jiang Tian was crying and calling the emergency number.

The few minutes when the ambulance came were the most difficult minutes in Jiang Tian's life.

Blood stained Jiang Tian's clothes, and the strong smell of blood stung Jiang Tian's nasal cavity.

Jiang Tian was just about to follow into the ambulance when he heard Bai Mu's weak voice coming

"Leave me alone... Please...."

"Leave Me ..... Alone"

"Leave me alone...."

Jiang Tian froze in place, watching the ambulance go away.

My heart hurts....

Bai Mu chose this method to leave himself.

Jiang Tian's heart really hurts.

It hurt so much that I wondered if I had a heart attack.

"Why...."

Are you really that bad?

He is so terrible, so terrible that Bai Mu would rather die than stay?

Jiang Tian took off his bloodstained clothes.

Thrown into that tub full of memories.

Thinking of the bits and pieces of last night, I only felt a hot pain on my face.

Jiang Tian only felt that he was despicable and shameless when he saw this.

Why are your thoughts so dirty?

Bai Mu listened to the harsh sound of the ambulance, and suddenly he couldn't feel the pain of the wound.

I only felt a dull pain in the position of my heart.

Bai Mu suddenly cried.

Bai Mu really felt as if he was about to lose Jiang Tian.

This time is different.

Bai Mu was still fantasizing about Jiang Tian's future before.

But this time, Bai Mu didn't dare.

This time, Bai Mu did too much.

was so resolute that Bai Mu was scared.

Bai Mu bit his lip and didn't want to cry out loud, but the more he couldn't bear to cry, the louder he became.

What should I do, I lost Jiang Tian.

What to do....

Bai Mu cried so loudly that the nurses around him were frightened.

"It's okay, it's okay! The bleeding has stopped, don't be afraid. ”

"I'm going to the hospital soon, don't be afraid!"

How could Bai Mu not be afraid.

But what Bai Mu was afraid of was losing Jiang Tian.....

The crying in the ambulance became quieter.

Bai Mu cried and cried and fell asleep.

When he woke up again, the tingling pain in his wrist made Bai Mu have to wake up.

"Awake?"

Bai Mu rubbed his sleepy eyes, stared at the person next to the bed for a long time, and then saw the appearance of the person in front of him.

Han Liang.

It was actually Han Liang.

But I don't know why Han Liang has a bandage on his head.

Han Liang helped Bai Mu adjust the speed of the infusion tube.

Then he sat down on a stool and peeled apples.

Bai Mu looked away with some disappointment.

Staring out the window, I realized it was raining.

"It's raining..."

Bai Mu didn't know if he was talking to himself or to Han Liang, his voice was very small.

But Han Liang still heard it.

Just a soft hum.

Han Liang saw Bai Mu's pale face and smiled lightly

"Did you say we've been in trouble with the hospital lately....."

Bai Mu kept staring at the raindrops outside the window and didn't speak.

It wasn't until the door opened and Chen Xinnan walked in that Bai Mu slowly turned his head.

Bai Mu has always been looking forward to it, hoping that the person who walks in is Jiang Tian.

But he didn't want Jiang Tian to come in.

It's quite contradictory.

Chen Xinnan stared at Bai Mu's pale face and didn't say anything, just lifted the quilt and looked at the gauze on Bai Mu's wrist.

There was no bleeding.

Chen Xinnan looked at the medical records, didn't speak, and looked down at Bai Mu again.

Finally, he sighed and asked

"The anesthetic is over, if it hurts badly, I'll prescribe some painkillers for you."

Bai Mu just shook his head.

Does it hurt?

It hurts, Bai Mu is most afraid of pain.

But this pain is compared to heartache.

It doesn't seem to be a big deal.

Chen Xinnan glanced at Han Liang and went out.

Tell the nurse at the door to help Bai Mujia with some painkillers.

It's Chinese New Year's Eve soon, and I thought I could spend it with Jiang Tianbaimu.

I didn't expect something to happen.

Life is meant to be bumpy.

But everything will be fine.

But why... Is everything going his way?