Chapter 140: Who Says Sentimentality Is Worried (I)
The Queen Mother turned around and looked directly at Su Liruo's depressed gaze, slightly stunned: Is she sympathetic for Lian Shu? seems to be a sentimental person, but she actually sighed for people she didn't know, which shows that she is pure and kind-hearted.
But Su Liruo's face was a thorn in her heart, piercing her for more than 20 years of pain and suffering.
"Queen Yuguo!" The Queen Mother sighed and smiled bitterly, and said with a sad heart: "When Sister Lian Shu committed suicide with a sword, she must have complained that the emperor chose the mourning family and abandoned her. In fact, all the suffering, only the mourning family knows in their hearts, the emperor never forgets, and the only one who is infatuated and loved is ... Neon Cold. ”
Su Liruo was secretly surprised, and her eyes froze unconsciously.
"Even Shu resents the mourning family, the mourning family took away her man, occupied her harem, and robbed her son of the crown prince." The Queen Mother's eyes were dark, "But... How does she know the pain of mourning for her family? It seems that when it comes to the sore spot, the Queen Mother's face is a little pale, her lips tremble slightly, and after a while, she eased her emotions and said: "The first emperor raised troops to fight because of Yuguo's repentance, the world knows it, but who knows that he still misses Ni Han until he dies..."
Lian Shu endured the pain of cutting love for Emperor Zhen's great day, and Emperor Zhen promised the position of Queen Suxian in order to gain the support of General Rong'an. But she saw Emperor Zhen's favor for Su Xian, and went to bed every night, and she was the only one in the harem, and Lian Shu found out her fiasco.
However, in Yu Suxian's words, it is definitely not her honor to go to bed every night, let alone Emperor Zhen's favor for her. She... Just a stand-in, a stand-in for Ni Han! Sadly, the reason why she became Ni Han's stand-in was because of her unique dancing posture. It is rumored that Ni Han is unparalleled in the world, she naturally understands that her appearance is irreplaceable, and Emperor Zhen called her to sleep only to drink and worry, but in fact, she never really loved her.
What kind of humiliation is that?
The lights are brilliant, like the day transparent dormitory, she flutters elegantly, and the graceful hibiscus out of the water blooms with a dazzling demeanor.
Emperor Zhen dismissed all the servants and maids, even Gonggong Jiang was no exception, when only she and him were left in the palace, he lowered his eyes and drank himself, tasting the grief alone.
And she danced with all her might, just to get his eyes up, and when she exhausted her mind and danced the most beautiful dance, he did not give him a handout, even if she glanced at it in a hurry.
What kind of pain is that?
She danced for hours, and the constant dancing made her so tired that her arms trembled, her legs and feet twitched, and the dancing of the hibiscus out of the water was like a wilted flower, and she fell to the ground from exhaustion. Ignoring the pain, she looked up in fear, only to find him drunk at his desk. At that moment, her heart was like ashes, but she was bleeding again.
It wasn't until one night, when he was so drunk and babbling nonsense, that she suddenly woke up to the fact that she had always been Ni Han's stand-in. Emperor Zhen had a chance glimpse of it, and before leaving Yuguo, he took advantage of the hazy night to sneak into the waiting house, and it happened that Ni Han danced in the courtyard to fly immortals outside the sky, and the figure of fluttering gracefully fluttered like a butterfly of light flowers shook his heart.
After a fiasco in raising troops, he met Su Xian who was dancing in the General's Mansion, and he was immediately attracted, and he had a promise to seal the queen as soon as his heart was hot.
After fulfilling his promise, he summoned him to sleep every time, but after all, he couldn't face two completely different faces, so he could only let Su Xian fill his inner thoughts and unwillingness with dance.
For a long time, the Queen Mother hid her grief, stabilized her emotions, and said calmly and softly: "The mourning family has never mentioned sad things, and today, it is natural to hope that Miss Liruo will stay away from the land of right and wrong, so as not to be involved in it, and there will be no peace."
Su Liruo came back to her senses and looked at her in confusion.
"Miss Liruo is a smart person, she should understand what the mourning family meant!" The Queen Mother frowned slightly, thought for a moment and said: "If you don't understand, the mourning family might as well say that Xiao Er has just ascended the throne, and the government and the opposition have not yet stabilized, and the courtiers have jointly played to enrich the harem." Especially after the election, it is imminent, and the quota is drawn up, and Xiao Er wants to force Xiao Er to choose. Since Xiao Er was concerned about the girl, she naturally refused to give in easily, and carried a stubborn temper to stalemate with the minister. Xiao Er is so young and vigorous, and she doesn't know how to be flexible, how can she not worry about her mourning family? ”
The Queen Mother paused and said: "Back then, the mourning family accidentally found that the former emperor treasured a painting of the queen, which was indeed shocking, and the appearance of the girl Liruo was consistent with it. Is it so far... Miss Liruo doesn't have anything to say to the mourning family? ”
Su Liruo sighed in her heart, since the Queen Mother said it openly, it was pointless for her to hide it any longer. She nodded calmly and said: "That's right, Queen Ni is Liruo's mother, but the past is gone, and it is unbearable to look back, and the memory of the person increases sadness, and I ask the Queen Mother to be tolerant!"
The Queen Mother fixed her gaze, sighed and smiled bitterly: "The past is over, it's unbearable to look back!" Miss Liruo is really wise, but she is a fool of her family, and she refuses to let go, which really increases her sadness..."As she spoke, she approached Su Liruo, suddenly held her hand, stroked it gently, and said in a gentle voice: "Sure enough, it is a country and a city!" A delicate person who fascinates all beings. After a pause, he said, "But... Sister Lian Shu's tragedy, Miss Liruo must not repeat the mistakes of the past..."
Su Liruo frowned: It turned out that she had been worried about this! No wonder he is willing to open the dusty past and expose his scars. Its purpose is nothing more than to clearly tell her that the relationship between the day country and the Yu country is comparable to the once hostile Qiu country, and since Lian Shu is a matter, how can the queen mother let her son repeat the grief of the previous emperor? What's more, the first emperor never forgot her mother, it was bound to be a secret thorn in the heart of the queen mother, how could she let Su Liruo stay here and allow Emperor Hua to summon her into the palace?
Seeing Su Liruo's trance, the Queen Mother couldn't help but say with a solemn face: "If there is no past, the mourning family will never obstruct it, and Xiao Er's wish will be fulfilled!" It's a pity that creation makes people, and the mourning family can't let Xiao'er continue to entangle with you. Yu Daylight... It will do you no good in the future, Miss Liruo... It's time to put an end to this relationship! As he spoke, he held Su Liruo's hand hard, and it hurt a little to hold her.
Su Li was shocked, how could she not understand the queen mother's heart? It's just that I didn't expect the Queen Mother to have such strength? Seeing that she was silent, she seemed to mistakenly think that she was reluctant to let go and secretly warned. "The Queen Mother's worries, Li Ruo knows it well. The Queen Mother can rest assured that Her Majesty is just confused for a while about what happened after the election, and when she understands the stakes involved, she will naturally understand how to grasp the proportions. Li Ruo is always a passerby, it is impossible to stay and take anything away, in fact... When it's time to leave, it's just... There was some accident and the trip was delayed. ”
The Queen Mother was slightly stunned, the hand she was holding trembled, gradually let go, and sighed faintly: "If you have to disturb the girl this time, please don't take it to heart, if you need help, just open your mouth, the mourning family will do your best!"
"The Queen Mother is doing it for the overall situation, which is understandable!" Su Liruo shook his head with a faint smile and said, "If Liruo disturbs here, let the Queen Mother bother." It's just alone, unintentional when you come, no worries when you go, not complicated, no need to worry. ”
"In this case, it is inconvenient for the mourning family to be reluctant, and Miss Liruo should cherish herself, so don't pass it away! Later... I'm afraid it won't be indefinite! The Queen Mother bowed her head, glanced deeply, her gaze was faintly unfathomable, and finally she didn't say anything, turned around and left slowly.
Su Liruo looked at her back as she walked away, suddenly smiled bitterly, breathed a sigh of relief, and muttered to herself: It's finally over!
She looked up at the bright clear sky, and suddenly felt a little confused, where should she go?
In the middle of summer nights, the stars are shining.
Su Liruo sat on the stone chair in front of Su Xiru's room, pondering what the Queen Mother said today, and secretly sighed in her heart about the fate of Lian Shu and Su Xian. In fact, as soon as you enter the harem, the women in the palace live an unknown sadness and suffering, and all the grievances can only be slowly consumed by themselves. When the face is old, the green silk is white, and happiness is still out of reach.
When Su Xiru came back, she was already wearing the stars and the moon, and when she saw Su Liruo's side face, she was stunned, and frowned slightly: "Something?"
"Hmm." When Su Liruo heard the voice, she suddenly turned around, got up, and said, "Sister, I have something to tell you..."
"I'm tired, I'll talk about it tomorrow..."Su Xiru staggered indifferently and stepped on the steps.
Su Liruo was surprised, only to find that her sister's voice was slightly tired. She was stunned, so she had to bow her head slightly and said, "Since you're tired, then I won't bother, you... Let's rest! With that, he slowly turned around and walked forward.
Su Xiru frowned slightly, seeing that she was preoccupied, she sighed and stopped her: "Ruo'er..."
Su Liruo stopped abruptly, but did not look back, froze in place, silent.
Su Xiru stood on the steps with her hands in her hands, looked down at her back and said, "I'll still inform you, the messenger has arrived in the daylight, choose a day... Zijin will go to Rouran and kiss..."
"What?" Su Liruo turned around in shock, stared at the big crystal clear eyes in disbelief, shook his head in a trance, and said, "Impossible!" How could His Majesty allow Zijin to be reconciled? How could Zijin be willing to give in? ”
A wry smile flashed across the corners of Su Xiru's mouth, and sure enough, Zhao Zijin was more important than herself in her heart, and she said coldly: "This matter is a foregone conclusion, does Li Moxiao have to bear the infamy of the ages and regret it?" If Zhao Zijin loves deeply, he shouldn't be selfish! She sacrificed herself in exchange for Li Moxiao to stabilize the government and the opposition and sit in the daylight world, why not! ”
"No wonder..."Su Liruo suddenly realized, no wonder the Queen Mother came to her today, it seems that Emperor Hua is powerless to change the matter of Rouran and his relatives, and Zijin has also compromised. She raised her eyes and glanced deeply at Su Xiru, for a long time, her lips squirmed, and she whispered dumbly: "Sister must have a way to stop Rouran and kiss and save Zijin from this catastrophe... Right! ”
Su Xiru stared at him, frowned deeply in a little dismay, and said in a deep voice: "Rouran and kiss... No one can stop it, but save Zijin from disaster... It's not impossible..."
Su Liruo's eyes lit up, and she quickly rushed to Su Xiru, stood on the steps, raised her head and couldn't suppress her surprise and asked, "Is my sister really willing to help Zijin?"
Su Xiru snorted coldly in displeasure, glanced at her, and said in a slightly mocking tone: "Ruo'er has always been very intelligent? This time... Where did all the clever energy go? I can't do anything..."