Chapter 126: Half-drunk and half-awake
There was no way, Ruan Xiaoxi had no choice but to stand up and walk towards her.
It turned out that Ruan Zhiguo was drunk, leaning on the sofa, half drunk and half awake.
"Xiaoxi, help me get your dad upstairs."
When she saw Ruan Xiaoxi coming over, she felt a little comforted and said softly.
In fact, Ruan Xiaoxi was not a suitable candidate at all, there were many waiters at the banquet, and there were even bodyguards in the villa for safety.
So many people could help her help Ruan Zhiguo, but she just called Ruan Xiaoxi, who was wearing a dress and high heels.
Ruan Xiaoxi didn't say anything, and helped Ruan Zhiguo up with her, and sent him to the upstairs room together.
As soon as Ruan Zhiguo was put on the bed, Ruan's mother said that she was going to make some hangover soup for Ruan Zhiguo, and asked Ruan Xiaoxi to help take care of Ruan Zhiguo here.
Ruan Xiaoxi glanced at Ruan's mother sneeringly, knowing that she planned to take this opportunity to let her stay with Ruan Zhiguo for a while, and it was best to let the father and daughter untie the knot.
Who qualifies her to feel that she is willing to untie the knot? Besides, the facts are there, what else is there to say.
Ruan's mother couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed when she touched Ruan Xiaoxi's eyes: "Then I'll go first."
Be back soon. ”
"Okay."
With a cold voice, she sat down in a slightly lower chair near the window, her long skirt spread out and spread on the floor.
Anyway, she doesn't like to be down there, and it's good to be on top, at least quietly.
Ruan's mother couldn't help but be overjoyed when she agreed, and turned around and walked out with a smile.
"Turn off the lights."
She said behind her.
"Okay."
Ruan's mother turned off the lights by the way when she went out.
The room darkened for a moment, leaving only a little moonlight shining through the window, and you could see faintly.
Ruan Xiaoxi sat there without moving, looking out the window, unaware of what he was thinking.
Ruan Zhiguo on the bed did not seem to be sleeping peacefully, and sat up from the bed after a while.
Then he saw Ruan Xiaoxi sitting in front of the window.
Wearing a long skirt that hangs down to the ground, when viewed from the side, the bridge of the nose is high, and the eyelashes are also very long.
His youngest daughter is really no worse than his eldest daughter.
Ruan Zhiguo was stunned for a while, and coughed lightly: "That, Xiaoxi, ah......" Ruan Xiaoxi had already heard him sit up, but he didn't move.
Now I heard him shout that he still didn't move, silent like a statue.
"That...... Do you have water over there? Ruan Zhiguo asked, waking up drunk and really a little thirsty.
Ruan Xiaoxi lowered his head slightly and looked at the low machine in front of him, on which there was a pot of herbal tea and a few delicate cups.
Ruan Xiaoxi reached out and poured him a glass, then got up and sent it back to him, during which he didn't say a word, as if he didn't say a word too much to him.
Ruan Zhiguo finished drinking the water, looked at her who was sitting back in her original position, and sighed slightly in his heart.
"Xiaoxi, do you hate me very much?"
He asked suddenly.
When Ruan Xiaoxi heard this, he sneered in his heart, but there was still no expression on his face, and he was very silent.
Ruan Zhiguo saw that she didn't speak, and knew that she must be blaming herself, so with some wine, he said to himself: "I know you blame me."
Even I blame myself. ”
"I didn't take good care of you when you were a child, and when you grow up, I will force you to do things you don't like."
He smiled bitterly, "I've been this problem all my life, and your mother has always blamed me, just like the last time you went home, I was actually worried about you and wanted to say something about you, but it became a question as soon as I said it." ”
"Just because of my problem, I have everything, I hold it in my heart, I won't tell you if I can tell you, many times I carry it myself, just like that time, the company had an accident, and I didn't even tell your mother."
"At that time, the company was in urgent need of a project fund to turn over, but everyone around seemed to know that something had happened to our company, and no one was willing to lend a hand."
"On your birthday, he proposed to me to marry you with a multi-billion project as a dowry.
I didn't ask for your opinion, but I just agreed, which is the one thing I regret most in my life so far.
The mistake of this matter directly caused me to lose my daughter. ”
He was now like an old man in the twilight, sitting under the moonlight, and began to chatter.
Sometimes there is no logic in what is said, but it is always said.
And Ruan Xiaoxi has been listening.
She actually didn't feel much in her heart when she heard him say this.
It's nothing more than that he sold himself to Ji Chengyan for a reason, but what if there is a reason? Anyway, the results are there.
Something goes wrong with the company, so what? Can you sell your own daughter? She didn't ask him to refuse Ji Chengyan with righteous words, but at least struggle and hesitate, right? She remembered that Ruan Zhiguo did not hesitate to send her to Ji Chengyan.
Ruan Xiaoxi's eyebrows and eyes were full of sarcasm, and he faintly withdrew his gaze and began to bow his head and fiddle with his fingers.
"Creek...... You, can you forgive Dad? Ruan Zhiguo asked suddenly, his voice trembling a little.
"Forgiveness?" Ruan Xiaoxi turned her head and thought about it, she realized that she didn't actually hate him.
is more about complaining that he didn't give himself enough love since he was a child, and when he grew up, he sent her to Ji Chengyan's hands, and still rarely cared about her situation.
In many ways, he was not a qualified father, and Ruan Xiaoxi never received any fatherly love from him.
In fact, she has always longed for her father's love.
Thinking about it like this, she was suddenly relieved.
All these years of resentment suddenly collapsed in this instant.
Ruan Xiaoxi felt a little sorry for himself when he was young, he didn't know anything at all, he only knew that his father would give him away.
Since then, I have never spoken to him again.
Ruan Zhiguo, who had drunk too much, babbled so much to her, which also surprised Ruan Xiaoxi, in her impression, Ruan Zhiguo has never been a person who talks so much.
Maybe it's really like he said, he has always been a person who hides his words in his heart.
Ruan Xiaoxi felt that she no longer resented him, but apart from resentment, she couldn't find any other feelings for him.
Although he was now extremely remorseful in front of her that he regretted it, he almost cried bitterly.
But she still didn't feel anything in her heart, as if she was looking at a stranger.
"I forgive you."
Ruan Xiaoxi suddenly spoke.
Ruan Zhiguo suddenly raised his head and looked at Ruan Xiaoxi, who was sitting in the hazy moonlight, with some surprise.
"Hate is based on love, I don't love you, so I don't hate you."
Ruan Xiaoxi's eyes were calm, "Originally, there was still some resentment, but I forgive you now."
You're such a self-conscious person, what can I expect from you? It's my fault, I have too many extravagant hopes. ”
Ruan Zhiguo's brain was a little dizzy because of drinking, and he didn't react to the meaning of her words for a while, only heard that sentence, I forgive you.
At this time, the door was pushed open, and Ruan's mother walked in with a tray in her hand.
She turned on the light and looked at the father and daughter in the room, always feeling that the atmosphere was a little weird.
Ruan Xiaoxi saw her coming, so she stood up: "I'm leaving." ”
Turn away.
Leaving two people looking at each other.
As soon as Ruan Xiaoxi arrived downstairs, she saw Ruan Jingya taking a USB flash drive and slowly walking towards the courtyard.
A small stage was temporarily set up in the courtyard, on which some simple songs and dances were prepared, and at this time, there was no one on the stage.
Ruan Xiaoxi followed her and called out to her, "Sister." ”
Ruan Jingya seemed to be a little too nervous, and was startled when she heard her shout, and turned her head to look at her: "What's wrong......
"It's fine."
Ruan Xiaoxi smiled sweetly: "Sister, why are you going?" ”
"I ......" Ruan Jingya was a little weak-hearted, "I see that there is no one on the stage outside, I want to go up and say a few words, thank you for coming to Dad's birthday party today." ”
"That's it......" Ruan Xiaoxi stretched her tone, looked at her flustered expression with enjoyment, and said, "Then sister, go quickly." ”
"Okay."
Ruan Jingya turned around and left.
Ruan Xiaoxi suddenly stretched out his hand and grabbed her: "Hey, wait a minute." ”
Ruan Jingya was a little anxious, and looked at her with frowns: "What's wrong?" ”
"It's okay...... My sister's hair is a little messy...... Ruan Xiaoxi obediently tidied up the messy broken hair on the side of her ear for her: "Look, you must maintain the best image when you go on stage later." ”
"Hmm......" she said haphazardly, wanting to get rid of her quickly and go on stage.