707: Never a good person
Li Shunan just bit the cigarette and didn't light it, and after staying in the living room for a while, he got up and was about to go back to the room, when his footsteps froze.
He took the cigarette from between his thin lips, walked to the door of the girl's room, and pushed the door straight in.
Her room was filled with a girlish vibe.
The quilts were neatly folded, and a large bear was placed next to it.
Li Shunan stood at the door for a while, walked over unhurriedly, and sat down on the edge of her bed.
His gaze fell on the picture frame on the bedside table.
The little girl held the marshmallow, her eyebrows were soft and moving, and the pear vortex on her lips loomed.
Li Shunan raised his head, and was instantly pulled into his memory.
Those memories of the past, those days that I felt unbearable.
Again dug up.
At that time, it was probably the darkest period of his life.
The fact that his mother was an addict soon became known to everyone.
Classmates at school also retaliated against him.
No parent wants their child to be friends with a mother who is addicted to drugs.
They even signed a petition to force him to drop out.
He clearly remembered the mean faces of those people.
The middle-aged women, with such sharp voices, said those words unscrupulously in front of him: "How can such a person study in the same school as our children? ”
"What if you take my son with you? Can schools take on this responsibility? ”
"His mother is a drug addict, are you sure that he and his mother are not the same person?"
"Did the school take him for a check-up? Even if you don't have it now, there is no guarantee that it won't be in the future, it's better for this kind of person to drop out! ”
"How can a person with such misconduct continue to stay in school?"
One of the women pointed at his nose and scolded: "His mother is this kind of person, he is not a good thing when he grows up, the dregs of society, sooner or later he will enter the juvenile detention center!" ”
Word by word, trampled him into the dust.
Because his mom is an addict, he's not a good thing either.
They didn't care at all, his previous results were so good.
Just because his mother is not a good person, he can be a good thing.
Presumably, he's really not a good thing.
Just as they wished.
I want to see what he becomes.
He became what he was.
Fights and brawls, grades plummeted, and the rankings were bottom-notch.
I can't be a god, so I might as well be a beast.
So, he became a beast.
Everyone was afraid of him.
Because he's bad.
Because he's not a good guy.
It's just her......
Li Shunan lowered his eyes, and his Adam's apple rolled slowly, pulling out of his memories.
Thinking of what the little girl said, his heart softened again.
"I'll be with you always."
"Don't be unhappy."
"I'll be good to you in the future."
The little girl who once pulled him out of the darkness.
She was covered in light.
In the past, he was so unbearable, inferior and cowardly, he didn't dare to get close to her.
And his little girl came to him bravely.
Then what other reason did he have to hold her hand firmly.
Wanted to give her the best.
I want to hold the whole world in front of her, and I offer it with both hands.
Because she deserves it.
Li Shunan took the photo frame, and rubbed his fingertips lightly against her eyebrows. He muttered in a low voice, "I've never been a good person, but I can be a good person for her." ”