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Yunyang said. "It's a great pleasure when I drink. But I drank it out. The miss will be even more. Like a choppy river. Swept. Wake up to the pain. Yes, it will be doubled. ”

The eldest princess smiled. "Let him go! After all, nothing in this world is perfect. Nor did I forget the elixir of passing and missing. So we can only leave it for now. Paralyzed, forget on your own. It's just a hoax after all. How to solve the worries, only Du Kang. ”

Yun Yang Wan'er smiled. I took several more sips. The eyes were red for a while, and then again. I'm so sad in my heart. It is said that drinking alcohol can forget all sorrows. But only when drinking. All sorrow will sweep over and come.

The eldest princess's eyes also began to redden. chattered and said tired words again.

"You know what? Why, Rong'er has always wanted to go to Nanshan. ”

Yun Yang was stunned. Fingers paused slightly. Said with a miserable laugh. "That's because of his brother. Promise him. Wait until the next year's peach blossoms are in full bloom. Take her to Nanshan. ”

The eldest princess smiled bitterly. "Before. I think so too. But then I listened to Nanshan a lot. I knew that there was another layer of sake inside. That time, Rong'er asked me for a drink. Drunk. His mouth was chattering, talking about Nanshan. ”

"Me. I asked him. Why did you always want to go to Nanshan? It's just a promise. And the emperor is not, but have you already been? Rong'er smiled and shook her head. He said. That's different. Brother, you promised me. Wait until the next year's peach blossoms are in full bloom. Take me to Nanshan. ”

And then I said. General Hua is stationed on the side, off. Wait for her to come back. It can take you to Nanshan. Oh yes. At that time. At night he also found someone to pretend to be you. has been stationed at the border gates. I'm afraid that the queen will be sad. ”

Yun Yang nodded and did not speak.

The eldest princess continued. Rong'er suddenly cried. Tears flowed down her face. He said. That's different. It's too late. I don't understand. Just ask him. Why is it too late. He said. When I was still in Chang'an, a small courtyard. Brother, promised to take her to Nanshan. He thought. I'm waiting to go to Nanshan. I won't come back. I have always lived in Nanshan. Just her and my brother. And then he was going to tell him. He liked her. ”

Yunyang was suddenly shocked. The wine bottle in his hand appeared to be unable to hold it. The whole person was stunned. My mind went blank. The chest of Peng Peng thumped. Abruptly and abruptly.

The eldest princess did not notice the change in it. Said to himself. "I was surprised. Don't understand what it means she likes? He said. To like is to like. Affection between men and women. He used to just think it was his sister to his brother. But then it was different. His eldest brother has become an integral part of his life. It's not just about liking it. ”

"The world only knows. The relationship between General Hua and the queen mother is extremely good. Growing up together since childhood, they depend on each other. But I don't know. The queen's favorite flower general. It is a preference between men and women. The Queen Mother knows. Brother and sister can't like each other. Otherwise, it is against the world. So he thought. Wait for Brother to take him to Nanshan. It's a remote and beautiful scenery. No one knows them. Then he was going to tell her brother. He liked her. I want to be the kind of love that his wife has. ”

"It's a pity that a lot of things happened later. Nanshan did not go to it. It is itself a man who is afraid of the world. You're afraid to hinder him Brother, the one who dreams. Nanshan did not go to it. This secret has been hidden in my heart. No one will say. Later, she married the emperor. The man who held her in the palm of his hand. This matter has also become his eternal secret. She was just drunk that time. Look at the peach blossoms in full bloom on the trees. I remembered her brother. ”

Yun Yang raised his head slightly. Unfortunately, it didn't go as he wanted. Tears still flowed uncontrollably. Before I knew it, I was already in tears. My chest hurts. The heart is like a knife. It will kill him.

But that time I took her to Nanshan. Will everything be different, will it not end like today, will it not have to suffer the pain of longing?

If you go to Nanshan. At the time of her confession from herself. Will he have the courage to tell him? He liked her. It's been many years. The kind of love that goes deep into the bone marrow. Inseparable kind of like. I want to be the kind of like that of his husband.

The eldest princess smiled wryly. Tell all the secrets. She didn't know why. You may know that Yunyang is. Rong'er, for Brother's sake. So there is no place either. Maybe it's too painful. That's why I always want to say it.

"It's a pity, creation makes people. He has been hiding from the world. Fear of the world. I'm afraid that my sister will like my brother. Until the end. After all, it was self-defeating. In knowing. When his brother died, he still knew a secret. This one is a secret. It undoubtedly pushed her into the abyss. He didn't say it though. But I know. He's broken. ”

"Actually, Rong'er is my daughter."

Yun Yang was stunned. looked at the eldest princess in disbelief. Rong'er is his daughter. How is this possible?

The eldest princess smiled bitterly. explained. "It's all said that creation makes people. Originally. I'm pregnant. This child. Can't stay. Then. I happen to be the lady of the Yuhua family. The relationship is very good. So please, give it to him. That is, Rong'er. Or my daughter? It is the sister of the former emperor, the cage he wants to escape from all his life. Finally because of me. Completely devastated. Ultimately! Or my sister fell in love with my brother. This is contrary to the likes of the world. ”

"I was going to tell him. I've always wanted to tell him. I don't know where to start. Then they got married. I didn't have a chance to tell him. That's why I want to keep it a secret. No one will know. But I forgot. It's just that it can't contain the fire after all. There will still be an incident with the east window, one day. And this day. That was the day he collapsed. ”

"I used to think about it. Do you want to tell him, tell him that he is not related to his eldest brother. Tell him. Actually, she's my daughter. But I was afraid that he would hate me. When I could see it, she liked his brother. Just talk about her brother. He will have stars in his eyes. But. He'll see. When he saw that there were stars in Huangshan's eyes. I knew it. But I can't say it anymore. And at that time, the border came with the bad news of his brother. This will eventually become a secret. ”

"He broke down. The bones of the body are not as good as before. I had a serious illness. She went to Gangnam. He wanted to be quiet for two days. He said he saw him answer to his brother. Although I didn't see the appearance. But he seemed to see him. At that moment, she suddenly thought. If you go to Nanshan. Could things be different? ”