Chapter 206: It's not black and white
Zheng Yufei was silent, thinking carefully about Li Simo's words. After a long time, she finally lifted her head from between her arms.
"Do you know why I'm so entangled?"
Li Simo was about to throw away the instant noodle bucket's hand, "Why?" ”
"Because love and suitability are a dilemma." Zheng Yufei looked at the scenery outside the window and narrowed her eyes slightly, "Smo, I admit that I am very selfish. For Zichen, in addition to his guilt for blocking that knife, I chose to continue to be with him, but also because he is a suitable candidate for marriage. ”
Zheng Yufei paused, and then continued after a while, "I am twenty-nine years old this year, maybe starting a family is a good way out, but when my father forced me to get married, I subconsciously resisted, because I felt that I didn't love Zichen, as for Zhenmo...... I could feel that I had loved him very much, but no one dared to tell me about the past. ”
"Yu Fei." Li Simo pulled a chair and sat in front of Zheng Yufei, looking at her seriously, "You're not selfish, you're just trapped by yourself." ”
Zheng Yufei raised her eyebrows slightly, "Why?" ”
"You know you're old and need to start a family, and you know that love and fit are a dilemma, but you ignore that not everything in this world is black and white." "Some people think that marriage is necessary in life, some people would rather be single for the rest of their lives, but there are some people who have never been married, but have been in love for a lifetime, and this is the person in the gray area." ”
Zheng Yufei frowned, as if she understood what Li Simo meant. So...... Is there really a third option?
"Put aside everything you are worried about, if you want to be responsible for Lu Zichen, do it, and wait for the memory to recover, this is your right and capital."
If Qin Yumo was here, Li Simo would never dare to say these words, if he heard it, he would definitely fight himself. But at this moment, Qin Yumo is not there, and Li Simo wants to really untie the knot for Zheng Yufei.
She was trapped by herself, not because she subjectively wanted to do such things that were "intolerable" in the eyes of outsiders, but because of the experiences that were covered up in the past, which had to and inevitably led to the consequences of today.
It's no wonder that Qin Yimo was too young that year, and Zheng Yi's heart was too ruthless, and they both inadvertently hurt their most important people.
Li Simo persuaded, and he suddenly figured it out. They were all eagerly looking forward to Zheng Yufei and Qin Yumo getting back together, but they never thought that Zheng Yufei, who had lost her memory, had no lover or children in her world, she was an independent individual.
If you change the angle to simply not want Zheng Yufei to be deceived by Lu Zichen, a traitor, maybe everyone can think clearly.
Zheng Yufei lowered her eyes and opened her mouth slightly, "Thank you Smo, I will adjust my concept well." ”
Li Simo patted Zheng Yufei on the shoulder, "No matter when, your own choice is the most important, and others are just opinions, not decisions." ”
There was a sudden commotion outside the door of the office area, and Li Simo turned his head, "Who?" ”
A man walked around the corner of the hallway, dragging a huge bag in his hand. He turned his head, and his deep voice somehow became more hoarse and unpleasant, "Editor-in-chief." ”
"Chenlu." Li Simo beckoned to him, "You go get busy." ”
Chen Lu nodded slowly, limping and dragging the bag of garbage and waste to the safe passage. He pushed the door open, but instead of rushing down, he leaned against the wall and lit a cigarette.
Mr. Luo said that his voice was no longer good, but he still secretly hid the cigarette, and after Shen Lulu left, he could only tell the cigarette about his loneliness.
Chen Lu raised his head slightly and exhaled a puff of smoke. The smoke shone slightly blue in the sunlight, and his fingers holding the cigarette trembled slightly.
Not everything is black and white......
Everyone has their own helplessness......
Chen Lu overheard the words in the corner of the wall in his heart repeatedly, if Shen Lulu could have seen these things through earlier......
But after all, there is no going back.
Li Simo explained that Zheng Yufei could pick up the publishing work anew, Zheng Yufei sorted out the manuscript on the computer, and finally pulled away her attention slightly, and didn't have the heart to think about those miscellaneous things.
Not long after, when it was time to go to work, the staff punched cards and walked in one after another, during which a discordant figure was mixed in.
"Wei Bin." Zheng Yufei pressed his wheelchair, "Didn't you tell you to recuperate?" How did you get out? ”
Chen Weibin turned his head stunned, "Oh, I'm bored at home, thinking that it's almost the end of the year, come and help." ”
Zheng Yufei was taken aback by Chen Weibin's face, if he was haggard in illness, Chen Weibin was too haggard. She suddenly thought of what happened last night, and patted him on the shoulder with some regret.
"Get out of here."
Chen Weibin smiled bitterly, "Why don't I know this truth...... Seriously, Sister Fei, it was an accident that I fell in love with her, but I didn't expect this relationship to develop into such an unforgettable amount in just over a month. ”
But he couldn't......
"I'm a man, how can I delay her when I don't have the ability to protect my beloved?"
If you know that you can't, why drag her for the rest of your life. No matter how bitter the golden nest is, it is better than the wind and rain.
Zheng Yufei looked at Chen Weibin's somewhat lonely back, and suddenly thought of the sporadic memory, the voice kneeling in the heavy rain.
She suddenly understood a lot of things.
Qin Yumo's kneeling was for the deep love he and Zheng Yufei once had. He later turned around and left, didn't he know that he was like Chen Weibin now, chewing his own pain, and smiling and blessing.
At this moment, Zheng Yufei didn't know that she was once a brave person. I only feel full of guilt, but there is no way to undo it.
Lu Zichen woke up from his dream tiredly, and when he opened his eyes, it was already the third pole of the sun. With the smell of food wafting through the air, he stepped out of the bedroom and looked at the semi-open kitchen, where Yuri was busy cooking.
That subtle emotion only lasted for a second, and Lu Zichen's face changed.
"Who allowed you to wear my shirt?" How dare she do this kind of intimate behavior like a lover?!
Yuri turned around in a little surprise, "Are you awake?" ”
She lowered her head and looked at the clothes on her body, "I'm sorry Mr. Lu, my clothes haven't dried yet......"
Lu Zichen narrowed his eyes, "Forget it, help me clean it up in a while." ”
He turned around, not wanting to see Yuri dressed like this. Although he knew that his relationship with Yuri was not glamorous, there had never been a time when he had been so weak-hearted.
Lu Zichen pinched the bridge of his nose in annoyance, but Yuri behind him suddenly opened his mouth.
"Mr. Lu, the person who acquired a large number of shares of the company before wants to cooperate with you."