Chapter 242: Sun Ziyan's thoughts
Looking at the second prince in front of him, Wei Rui hesitated again and again and said, "Since you are interested in her, why don't you ask the emperor for marriage?" Even if you know that the emperor will refuse, you can be regarded as having worked hard and expressing your heart. Now you have been holding back and not saying anything, but I am afraid that the emperor will think that you don't know your heart, and Ziyan may also think that you have no affection for her."
"Knowing that you can't do it is not the way of a gentleman." After the second prince said this, he turned around and planned to leave.
He didn't seem to want others to spy on his mind, Wei Rui's actions might have crossed the line, she wanted to say something to the second prince, but because of her identity, she couldn't say anything.
Watching the back of the second prince go farther and farther, showing a lonely appearance at a young age, Wei Rui's heart was very uncomfortable.
She has never been the emperor, nor has she given birth to a child, so she naturally doesn't understand what the emperor was feeling when he saw the second prince at this moment, but as an outsider, looking at this child's appearance now, she felt a little distressed in her heart.
Since the second prince didn't want her to interfere, she didn't have a position to say anything, and this matter might end here, but Kang Ying ......
After what happened in Yimei Garden that day, and what Kang Ying did later, Wei Rui felt that Kang Ying, a child, might not be the best destination for Sister Ziyan.
Mrs. Kang obviously didn't want to accept it, but she didn't know what the emperor and the queen were trying to do with it, or for some other reason, or if they simply felt that these two children were suitable, and Wei Rui still couldn't figure it out.
She stood there alone for a long time, and her mind suddenly emptied. There was so much going on tonight for her. First it was Jiang Yuyang's matter, then it was Kang Ying's father's matter, and then it was Ziyan and Kang Ying's matter, these things seemed to be arranged one by one, and they seemed to be completely confusing.
Just as Wei Rui was sighing, there was a sudden sound of footsteps behind her, she didn't look back, and subconsciously felt that the person who came should be Jing Xing.
But as soon as the person behind her spoke, she was stunned.
Sun Ziyan stood five steps away from Wei Rui and said with some questions: "Did you arrange my marriage with Kang Ying?" ”
Wei Rui was stunned for a moment, and then quickly reacted, Ziyan was afraid that she had misunderstood her. She opened her mouth to explain, but heard Sun Ziyan say: "Thank you, fortunately you didn't mention the matter between me and the second prince." ”
Wei Rui was stunned, and subconsciously said, "What do you mean by this?" ”
Sun Ziyan took a few steps forward and stood side by side with Wei Rui. She stared not far away, her gaze seemed to be out of focus, and after a long time she spoke: "Fortunately, you didn't tell the emperor and the queen about me and the second prince, so that my mother would not be too ugly, otherwise I am afraid that at the banquet, many people will laugh at my mother." ”
"Why?" Wei Rui was puzzled, "How can this be?" Why would anyone laugh at your mother? Once you and the second prince have any kind of things, isn't it a good thing for your Sun family to shine on the lintel, how can they be ridiculed? ”
Sun Ziyan turned his head to look at Wei Rui, the expression on his face was cold and indifferent, and he could even say that he was expressionless: "Because, my mother refused to enter the palace back then, and swore that her daughter would never marry into the palace, otherwise she would not die a good death." ”
Wei Rui: "......"
This reason was enough to shut up Wei Rui, and she really couldn't think of any reason to refute Sun Ziyan's words, so she had to remain silent.
It's just that how could Mrs. Minhui be so bold and dare to refuse to enter the palace without saying anything, dare to say such a thing, and even make such a poisonous oath? What is the reason for this?
Seeing that Sun Ziyan was obviously just a fourteen-year-old child, but as mature as an adult, Wei Rui couldn't tell what it was like for a while.
"So I don't have to worry about Miss Wei's affairs anymore, whether it is the emperor or the heavens, there will be the best arrangements."
Sun Ziyan looked like she was giving up on herself, which made Wei Rui feel depressed for no reason, and she blurted out: "What about you?" How do you feel about the second prince? Can you watch him get married? You'll never see him again for the rest of your life, are you willing? ”
She obviously didn't expect Wei Rui to ask such a question, after all, such a question is too straightforward, she and the second prince have been together for so long, and they also know each other's affection. But the two of them have never said it, both of them know that whether it is each other's identity or the grievances of the previous generation between the two people, it is an unbridgeable gap between the two people, so the expression of this feeling by the two people is implicit and even suppressive.
They will help each other, worry about each other, and take care of each other. But they never said they liked each other, they were only fourteen-year-olds, but they had been patient, patient to make this relationship fade, to let this thing that should not exist slowly disappear.
Being expressed so bluntly by Wei Rui, Sun Ziyan had a sense of panic that her secret was exposed for a moment, she was unwilling to admit to anyone her intentions for the second prince, but she knew that she couldn't hide it from Wei Rui, Wei Rui must have seen something, besides, she didn't know what the second prince and Wei Rui said directly just now. 202 eBooks
"Just once, even once, to express your heart, okay?" Wei Rui tried to convince Sun Ziyan, she couldn't accept that Sun Ziyan was with Kang Ying like this, whether it was Kang Ying herself or Mrs. Kang, or Kang Shang said that their family was not the most suitable family for Sun Ziyan.
"If you like the second prince, just tell him, I believe he will be different from now, even if it's for himself, shouldn't he work hard?"
Wei Rui continued to persuade.
Sun Ziyan hesitated for a long time before saying, "Then what should my mother do?" What kind of position is she going to be in, and what will she think of me? I am her only daughter, and if she and I are not in the united front, wouldn't she be very isolated and helpless? ”
Wei Rui was stunned for a moment, and then she said: "You may have misunderstood what I meant, I just want you to express your affection for him with the second prince and let him know that you like him." It's not that you should tell the second prince to ask the emperor to ask for your marriage, now that the emperor's marriage decision has been decided, and the holy decree has been made, I'm afraid it will be difficult to take it back, I just think it will be very difficult for you to see each other in the future, so I want you to express your heart. ”
"What's the point of that? If you can't be together, what's the point of saying that you like it? The little girl was puzzled, Wei Rui patted her shoulder: "Like itself is a meaning, not all likes have to be together, sometimes it is a very beautiful thing to express like." ”
Sun Ziyan didn't speak, Wei Rui thought for a while and continued: "I hope what I said didn't scare you, of course, everything I said just now is a suggestion for you, and the final decision is for you to do it yourself." ”
"The second prince also said what he thinks, if you want to know how he feels about you, you might as well ask him in person. In addition, Kang Ying is not a suitable person to get married, of course, this is just my own opinion. If in the end nothing can be changed, and you still have to marry him after all, then you must be careful. However, I think that your marriage should not only be disagreed with by your family, presumably the same is true of the Kang family, and Mrs. Kang must be trying to make some efforts to change this result. ”
After saying that, she didn't look back, turned and left.
Whether Sun Ziyan is fourteen or twenty-four years old, her own affairs should be decided by herself, Wei Rui, as an older half of the elders, can mention her enough, can persuade her enough, can give advice is almost enough, the final decision has to be done by herself.
Besides, living in this era, the last thing she can do with the second prince now is to show each other's hearts.
Perhaps only by doing this, for two teenage children who are in love, can they live up to their youth.
What Sun Ziyan decided in the end is not important to Wei Rui, the important thing is that if what she says is a little bit of Sun Ziyan listened to her ears, then maybe in the future, she will have fewer regrets, then Wei Rui will be content.
On the way back to the banquet, she met Jing Xing, who came out to find her, and when she saw Jing Xing, Wei Rui's eyes were filled with tears inexplicably, she didn't know where these tears came from, but she knew that she was able to have a secret tryst with Jing Xing in such a deep palace like this, she had made a lot of efforts, and she was also very lucky.
Seeing that Wei Rui's face was wrong, Jing Xing took her and led her into a no-man's land, and sighed: "It must be the marriage between Sun Ziyan and Kang Ying that makes you uncomfortable, right?" ”
He went straight to the point, without dragging his feet, like a roundworm in Wei Rui's stomach. Wei Rui didn't speak, Jingxing held her in his arms and was quiet.
He knew that Wei Rui couldn't listen to anything now, what she needed was companionship, someone who could stay by her side and be with her quietly.
The thirtieth year of the Chinese New Year's Eve, in the middle of winter, is not cold, but it is always cold outside. But the two of them sat there for a long, long time, and neither of them said to leave, and neither of them would leave.
In the end, Guan Qing found them and said that the banquet was dispersed, and it was a rest period from tomorrow to the fifteenth day of the first month, and there was no need to enter the palace.
Wei Rui and Jing Xing came back to their senses at this time, and neither of them was very happy, after all, Wei Rui couldn't get out, and Jing Xing couldn't get in.
Guan Qing said helplessly: "Isn't it a thirteen or fourteen-year-old child, do you need to be together every day?" ”
Jing Xing didn't answer.
Wei Rui said: "Thirteen or fourteen-year-old children are probably more uncomfortable than us. ”
At this moment, Sun Ziyan had already walked to the gate of the second prince's palace.
No one knew about her decision.