"Okay." Wen Xingying looked at the handsome face in front of him, and was intoxicated for a moment, and really wanted to imprint this face firmly in his mind.

"Ye Linglan," Wen Xingying hugged him and buried her head on his shoulder, "I want to give you a gift." ”

"What is it?"

"It's me."

Ye Linglan's heart trembled again. Wen Xingying rarely said this kind of happy words, and his appearance just now seemed to be different from usual, and he couldn't help but have a strange feeling in his heart.

"Wen Xingying, I ......" Ye Linglan was a little embarrassed, "Why are you ......?"

"Don't say it," Wen Xingying interrupted him, lifted himself from his arms, and looked at him, "Just do as I say, okay?" ”

Ye Linglan also looked at him, this time the feeling seemed to be clearer than the first time the two of them, why, it seems that once the joy of this time is over, I don't know when the next time will be? Where does this feeling come from?

Ye Linglan didn't hesitate again, and smiled lightly, "Okay." ”

He asked Wen Xingying to sit on the bed, turned off the computer and lit the lamp by himself, and then sat on the edge of the bed and slowly pressed the person onto the bed.

This time, Wen Xingying was extraordinary, making Ye Linglan almost unable to hold on, and his heart was filled with layers of doubts, why was he no longer afraid that his mother would hear their voices this time?

Or did he already say it? If so, did his mom talk to him about anything? Why was he acting so weird tonight?

However, Ye Linglan was not distracted for long, and under the constant temptation of that person, she finally fell completely.

This is the first time that Ye Linglan and Wen Xingying have celebrated their birthdays together since they reunited, but on this day, they received many gifts from friends, and many people said that they couldn't congratulate them in person, so they were really sorry.

The feeling of this day is very similar to the New Year, a lot of dishes have been prepared, and there is a big cake, although there are only two people, there is no thin feeling, as Ye Linglan has always thought, it is enough to have that person by her side.

Maybe this day is nothing special, because it really doesn't have anything to say in the long years to come.

It is also extremely memorable, as another beginning and end, every time Ye Linglan recalls that state of mind at that time, he will have an indescribable feeling.

If you could do it all over again, would the trajectory of your life be different?

Not necessarily, it's their debt and robbery, sooner or later, but Erle.

That night, Wen Xingying set off fireworks again, and gorgeous fireworks bloomed all over the sky, as if to engrave their figures at this moment forever.

They embraced each other under the fireworks, and at that moment, they were really so happy.

How great would it be if this happiness could last forever?

The next morning, the two stayed in the room after breakfast, Ye Linglan sat in front of the computer as usual, and Wen Xingying was still reading on the bed, but he hadn't turned a page for a long time.

Ye Linglan had already noticed him, and then simply sat on the bed and took away the book in his hand, a little helpless, "I thought you were very strange last night, what's wrong with you?" ”

Wen Xingying looked at him, his lips moved, but he wanted to speak and stopped.

Ye Linglan asked tentatively, "You have already told your mother about us, haven't you?" ”

Wen Xingying's whole body trembled, but he still nodded.

"Then," Ye Linglan couldn't help but be a little nervous, like Wen Xingying's next words could be used as the final judgment against him, "What did she say?" ”

This time, Wen Xingying really hesitated for a long time, thinking about what his mother said to him at that time, the pain in his heart was like being torn apart by a sharp blade, and it was really painful.

Raising his head to look at the boy in front of him, the feeling of looking at each other at this time was stronger than any time.

For a long time, so long that Ye Linglan thought that he would be silent forever, he finally opened his mouth, his voice was very soft, light like a piece of flying flotsam touching his heart, but people could hear his words very clearly.

He said, "Ye Linglan, let's break up." ”

……

"Why break up!" Ye Linglan's emotions rarely got out of control to this point.

I thought about many situations, but I never thought that he would open his mouth like this.

He actually ......

"We're not suitable, you should find someone who is more compatible with you, I ...... "I love to watch Chinese net."

"Did your mother tell you something, I'll go find her!" Ye Linglan interrupted him, and was about to walk out of the door.

"Don't ......" Wen Xingying grabbed him and hugged him tightly for the last time, "Don't, Ye Linglan, don't force it anymore, you can let me go......"

The voice seemed to contain endless sadness, and it also made Ye Linglan's vision dark for a while.

It turned out that all his insistence was just a force for him, and it turned out that the most important thing he should do was to let him go......

That's how it is......

Ye Linglan, a sophomore, is already the head of the organization department of the student union, and his style of doing things is not as funny as Xuan Feng, who is the previous minister and the president of the student union this year, his work is very creative and endless, but he is very loved by the students of the whole college.

This time the new students started school, and the scale was obviously more spectacular than their year, and the thought of jokingly looking at this scene with that person to balance themselves was really just a joke.

Ye Linglan also got a first-class scholarship as she wished, however, no matter what kind of use she designed for this money, she has never had the opportunity to realize it so far.

In his junior year, he also became the president of the student union, when Xuan Feng was still in school, and Yang Jining did not hold any positions anymore, both of them commented that when they recalled their freshman years in their current state of mind, they were simply arrogant and naughty children.

Time can drown everything, feelings, pain, sins, can also achieve everything, temperament, fame, and pursuit, who will remember the sincere and pure dreams, touching and frivolity of those years?

There will still be things that will never be forgotten.

Wen Xingying is no longer in this school, but has gone to study abroad, which many of his former students are puzzled by.

Yang Jining and Xuan Feng asked Ye Linglan what happened, and he just replied, it was just a breakup, and it wasn't a big deal. They asked him what he was going to do in the future, and he said he didn't know what to do.

He just returned to the capital early, moved out of the man's house, left the keys in his room, and then moved to another house, which was about the same distance from the school, but separated from the original house, but separated from the north and south.

Ye Linglan didn't say the person's name to anyone again, as if she had never known such a person.

In the four years of college, many people asked Ye Linglan why she didn't fall in love, and he said that because he didn't find a suitable one.

Why isn't there a suitable one? Because there is still the shadow of that person in his heart, the sacrifice of a lifetime will not be dissipated so easily, and the persistence and sincerity at that time are still undiminished to this day.

If it was said that he had predicted that there would be the same calamity in this life, then in the previous life, would he give up falling in love with him?

Ye Linglan's heart belongs to Wen Xingying, if you don't love, you will no longer have a heart, so what's the difference between life and death?

Wen Xingying, I believe that all your decisions have your reasons, you don't let me know and choose to bear it independently, I can't force you, just like you said, I should let you go and give you freedom, after all, my insistence is only for myself, and it seems very selfish to force it on you.

I don't know what you have paid, it doesn't matter, you didn't wait for me in the previous life, and I am willing to pay it back in this life even if I wait for it in my life.

I will prove to you that I am not young and frivolous to you, not a joke of the moment, and it doesn't matter if you really want to testify to my heart for the rest of your life, at least for me, my lover has nothing but you.

I will show you that I am no longer just that headstrong and arrogant child, and that I have enough power to make you happy.

"Brother Wen Xingying!" Yang Jining saw the person appear in sight and waved his hand happily.

"A-Ning." Wen Xingying smiled and walked over quickly, put down his luggage, and the two hugged each other.

The other party in the eyes of the two has not changed much, but they are more or less mature, Wen Xingying in A-Ning's eyes is still gentle but inadvertently shows a little loneliness and vicissitudes, while A-Ning in Wen Xingying's eyes is as handsome as before, and her charm is better than before

"You're finally back, and you miss your brothers." Putting down his hand, Yang Jining said as if complaining, and then pulled Wen Xingying's box, "Okay, let's go." ”

"Brothers, I miss you too, Aning is getting more and more handsome." The two walked out of the airport laughing.

"Brother Wen Xingying," the car was on the road, Yang Jining said: "I'll send you home first, you have a good rest, I will invite you to dinner in the evening, it is said that the University of Tokyo also held a special party to welcome you, and the students who stayed in the capital were invited." ”

"Yes, although the welcome meeting was a problem, I was glad to meet the students, and they didn't forget about me."

The two played like they did back then, and the four-year separation did not affect their intimacy, but both of them were careful not to mention the name.

Yang Jining sent Wen Xingying home and left, the time at this time was still in the afternoon, the sun sprinkled in, the light and shadow were mottled, this home that had been absent for four years was as clean as ever, but there was no longer the warmth of that time, it was so indifferent as if it was just a house, without a trace of warmth.

The first thing Wen Xingying did when she got home was to walk into that room.

The brightness is still the same, the neatness is still the same, the bear doll is leaning on the bed, like a person who often makes the same movements, Wen Xingying's mind comes up with the scene of a nineteen-year-old boy being embraced by this big bear.

With a slight smile, Wen Xingying sat down on the bed and took out his mobile phone, the wallpaper was the photo that he had seen thousands of times, and the boy's smile was extraordinarily bright, as if it could make people feel endless warmth in the cold winter.

"Ye Linglan......" Wen Xingying softly read out the name of that person, after four years, the longing has long been deep in the bone marrow.

I'm back, are you welcome?