Chapter 14 Love is Selfish
Chapter 14 Love is Selfish
When Xia Lian brought up the grapefruit tea ordered by Zhou Minghan, she happened to see Zhou Minghan's departing figure, and asked Chu Zi'an in confusion, "Hey?" I haven't paid for it yet, why did I leave? ”
Looking at this cup of grapefruit tea, Chu Zi'an sighed, "Sister Xia Lian, I'll pay." ”
"Isn't it? This man actually asked a woman to pay, it's too unreliable. This man must be a scumbag, you must not be with him. Although Xia Lian noticed that the relationship between the two was not ordinary, she didn't hear the conversation, and mistakenly thought that Chu Zi'an and Zhou Minghan were boyfriend and girlfriend, and even thought that Chu Zi'an was bullied, so she said indignantly.
Hearing this, Chu Zi'an shook his head helplessly, and his eyes moved from the teacup to the gift box, "You made a mistake Sister Xia Lian, he is a good person." ”
Listening to the tone a little sad, Xia Lian didn't care about the risk of being scolded by the store manager, and sat down directly opposite Chu Zi'an, "How Zi'an, what's so unhappy to tell Sister Xia Lian, my sister is here." ”
Chu Zi'an retracted that sad expression, smiled playfully, and pretended to be relaxed, "Oh, Sister Xia Lian, what can I be unhappy about?" Go back quickly, if you are seen by Store Manager Wu, you will be scolded. ”
I couldn't see what was wrong with Chu Zi'an, so Xia Lian walked away in disbelief, and before leaving, she also told two words, "Zi'an, if you can come to me for anything, my sister will definitely help you." ”
Chu Zi'an waved his hand to Xia Lian, signaling that he was fine, "Thank you." ”
Now that he had met Zhou Minghan, Chu Zi'an finished drinking tea and stayed here for a while before preparing to go back to school.
This birthday has also passed, and it will be the time for the midterm exam in less than half a month, so you should also seize the time to review. Today is only the first class in the morning, and Chu Zi'an went to the cafeteria instead of going directly to the library after returning to school.
Seeing that it was almost time to eat, Chu Zi'an didn't want to make another trip, but went to eat first, and then went to the library.
The library is undoubtedly Chu Zi'an's favorite place, and it is very quiet here. However, after a brief chat with Zhou Minghan today, Chu Zi'an's mind kept coming up with Zhou Minghan's figure when he left, which also led to her review efficiency not being very high today.
After school time, Chu Zi'an also received a message from Lin Yiyang.
Chu Zi'an's whole person was a little listless, and when he saw Lin Yiyang, he just said hello. After getting into the car, I even forgot to fasten my seat belt.
Sensing that Chu Zi'an's state was not quite right, Lin Yiyang suddenly became a little nervous, and he called to Chu Zi'an softly, "An An? ”
Chu Zi'an didn't answer as if he hadn't heard. Lin Yiyang continued to shout, "An An, what's wrong?" ”
Hearing Lin Yiyang's voice, Chu Zi'an was stunned for a while, and she lowered her head again, "Professor Lin, I hurt someone......"
From her words, a strong sense of remorse could be heard, and Lin Yiyang couldn't help but worry. He stretched out his hand and carefully picked Chu Zi'an up, letting her sit on his lap, while his other hand was also on top of Chu Zi'an's head, afraid that she would bump into it.
Suddenly picked up by Lin Yiyang, Chu Zi'an was a little flustered, she struggled to get off Lin Yiyang's lap, but Lin Yiyang's gentle voice came from her ears, low and deep, with a coaxing taste, "An An, don't be afraid, I'm by your side." ”
Instead of asking who he hurt or what happened, he said "I'm by your side". Chu Zi'an's eyes were swirling with tears, she stretched out her hand to wrap her arms around Lin Yiyang's neck, and sobbed in a low voice, "Lin Yiyang...... How about we go home......"
"Okay." Lin Yiyang took Chu Zi'an back, fastened her seat belt, and drove home.
Along the way, Chu Zi'an looked at the buildings that flashed frequently outside the car window with empty eyes, and did not say a word, let alone move.
After finding a parking space downstairs and parking the car downstairs, Lin Yiyang tentatively called, "An An, I'm home." ”
Chu Zi'an nodded, unbuckled his seat belt and got out of the car.
Lin Yiyang followed Chu Zi'an all the way, and at the same time judged whether Chu Zi'an's situation was serious.
After changing into slippers, Chu Zi'an didn't go any further, but turned around and said to Lin Yiyang, "Professor Lin, can you take me to the living room?" ”
The corners of Lin Yiyang's lips rose, and his voice was flat, showing a gentle temperament, "Okay." ”
When the sound fell, Chu Zi'an picked up his waist and walked towards the sofa in the living room. Not only that, Lin Yiyang's eyes kept falling on Chu Zi'an's body, looking at the thin girl in his arms calmly.
Lin Yiyang didn't put Chu Zi'an on the sofa, but hugged her lap and leaned her head on her shoulder, "An An, if you want to eat something, I'll make it for you." ”
Chu Zi'an raised his head from Lin Yiyang's arms, "Professor Lin." Don't you ask who I hurt? ”
Lin Yiyang gently stroked Chu Zi'an's hair, his eyes gentle, "I'm waiting, waiting for you to tell me." An An, I won't force you to do this kind of thing, but you need to remember that no matter what, I have always been your safe haven, a place where you can be unscrupulous, and someone you can always rely on and trust. ”
"Professor Lin......" Chu Zi'an choked up, tears overflowing from his eyes.
Lin Yiyang gently wiped away the tears with his thumb and fingertips, and patiently coaxed, "It's okay." ”
Chu Zi'an buried his head in Lin Yiyang's arms again, and told Zhou Minghan from beginning to end, "Professor Lin, I didn't dare to tell you about Zhou Minghan, I'm afraid you will be angry." I'm telling you now, if you tell me something you're unhappy about, don't be angry and ignore me, okay? ”
The current Chu Zi'an was very afraid that Lin Yiyang would be angry and ignore him, and looked at his chin with pitiful eyes.
In fact, Lin Yiyang knew about the existence of Zhou Minghan from the beginning. After meeting Chu Zi'an for the first time, Lin Yiyang began to pay attention to the forums in the school, especially after the two confirmed their relationship. Chu Zi'an's temperament Lin Yiyang knew it very well, but he was afraid that she would suffer it silently, so he began to pay attention to the content in the forum.
"An An, I'm very happy that you can tell me about Zhou Minghan, which means that you trust me." Lin Yiyang lowered his head and looked at the little person shrunk in his arms, "An An, love is selfish, it can only be given to one person." You didn't do anything wrong in rejecting Zhou Minghan, and gave him an impossible hope, that's a painful despair, understand? ”
After adjusting his mood slightly, Chu Zi'an nodded, "Professor Lin, don't tell my brother, if he knows what I look like, he will definitely be very worried." My brother doesn't seem to be much on the surface, but I know that he feels guilty about me because of the past. ”
Lin Yiyang patted Chu Zi'an's head, and a word overflowed from his throat, "Okay." ”
Chu Zi'an got up, got off Lin Yiyang's lap, and sat on the sofa on the other side, "Professor Lin, are you hungry?" ”
The little girl was hungry, Lin Yiyang chuckled, "Hungry, what do you want to eat?" ”
"Face. There's still a little vegetable at home, can you go and make it? Chu Zi'an grinned and was cute.
The index finger flexed slightly, and gently tapped Chu Zi'an's forehead, "You go wash your face." ”
After the sound fell, he got up and took off his coat and put it on the back of the sofa, and walked towards the kitchen.
After eating, I accompanied Chu Zi'an to read the book briefly. Lin Yiyang raised his wrist and looked at the time, it was already half past nine. He stretched out his hand and pulled out the book in Chu Zi'an's hand, "It's not early, let's rest early." ”
Chu Zi'an pouted dissatisfiedly, but there was a little panic in his tone, "Okay then, you go back first." ”
Lin Yiyang squinted his eyes, "You go wash up, I'll leave when you sleep." ”
Chu Zi'an stiffened, he didn't expect Lin Yiyang to say this.
"At the moment I can still control myself." The corners of Lin Yiyang's mouth rose, a serious flirtatious person.
Knowing what Lin Yiyang was talking about, Chu Zi'an immediately stood up, his little face a little flushed. She looked at Lin Yiyang condescendingly, lowered her voice and said, "If you want me, I won't give it to you!" ”
After speaking, he ran away and didn't give Lin Yiyang a chance to speak. Unexpectedly, Chu Zi'an would say this, Lin Yiyang looked at the fleeing person and the back, and the smile on his face became even stronger.
The little girl will fight back.
However, when the bathroom door was closed, the smile on Lin Yiyang's face instantly retracted, his eyebrows frowned slightly, and he felt a little uneasy in his heart.
After washing, changing into pajamas, and about to open the door and walk out of the bathroom, Chu Zi'an stopped.
She turned her head sideways and looked at herself in the mirror, her little face flushing.
Oh my God, Lin Yiyang is still at his own house, so he went out in his pajamas...... No, no, no!
Chu Zi'an moved to the bathroom door and struggled for a while before he spoke, "Professor Lin......"
Hearing Chu Zi'an's voice, Lin Yiyang looked in the direction of the bathroom, "What's wrong An An?" ”
"Hmm...... Can you help me get the coat on the hanger in the hallway? ”
Didn't hear the answer, Chu Zi'an thought that his voice was too small Lin Yiyang didn't hear it, and when he was about to say it again, there was a knock on the door.
"An An?"
Chu Zi'an opened a gap in the door, poked his head out and looked, Lin Yiyang was facing away from the door, and his coat was in his hand.
Taking the coat, Chu Zi'an immediately put it on, opened the door and walked out.
Hearing the voice, Lin Yiyang turned around, looked at Chu Zi'an, and saw his feet from his head, "It's cold?" ”
Chu Zi'an shook his head, but didn't answer.
You can't say you're not wearing underwear......
"I'm going to sleep, you...... Close the door for me when you go. The sound fell, and Chu Zi'an slipped back to the bedroom as fast as he could.
After a long pause, Chu Zi'an heard the sound of the door closing. She sighed, pulled out a box of pills from the drawer in the cabinet next to the bed, and walked out of the room.
She felt the wall and walked to the kitchen, and suddenly the light came on. Chu Zi'an was startled, and the medicine box in his hand fell to the floor with a "pop".
Looking in the direction of the light switch in the living room, it was Lin Yiyang standing there.
Chu Zi'an looked panicked, and his body couldn't move at all. Lin Yiyang had a calm face and walked in the direction of Chu Zi'an.