I drank Meng Po soup and was reborn (15)

In the tea shop in the border field, there is always a flag, like defending the two cities around it, Yuanxi stared at it blankly, imagining that there might be such a flag when he went upstairs, guarding the entire martial arts.

She wants to run to that new world, maybe for her, that's her original life, she is such an uninhibited girl, like the wind, free, free and easy, desirable.

In Mozhou, she finally arrived.

The white dove landed on the edge of the window, and took the letter paper from his feet, which was news from the distant tide.

The door was ajar, and my mother stayed outside, watching me disappear day by day, pushed the door in again, and said, "Your aunt has also asked about your situation recently, sort out your emotions, and go to the big house tomorrow to kneel down and have a good morning." ”

"Got it, Mother."

The eldest mother has long been old, and the three sons have also traveled to the frontier as adults, protecting the family and defending the country, and my father has never slackened, but I have been weak since I was a child, but he wants me to work hard to read poetry and literature, and take the liberal arts exam.

I still want to break free, I still want to torture, I said I want to go to Mozhou too.

"Impossible!" My mother dismissed all my words and tried to dispel all my unrealistic thoughts.

"That's the best arrangement of fate, we must have a civil official in our family."

"That's not the so-called fate, it's just your desires."

When the eldest lady of the Lin Mansion heard this, she said, Mozhou is not an idle place, the tigers and wolves are uneven, and my parents dissuaded them for my good.

The eldest lady is over half a hundred years old, and it is rumored that she was once a martial artist, and her chivalrous pride is still in her temperament.

It is a fatal condition, word by word, powerful: "If you go to Mozhou, you will leave Jinxiang Building, the woman in the building, why wait?" ”

Maybe the years can really grind away a person's edges and corners, the sociality of the eldest lady is undoubtedly revealed, talking about conditions, threatening, she is no longer a chivalrous woman who can take care of the years, the tenderness on her body, only for the family, for the country, not greedy for her own happiness.

I once worked hard to be an excellent person, and I also gave up a measurable future for the woman I loved, but I never desperately chased the person I wanted to love.

"I, can I really marry Yuan Han?"

"You have been weak since childhood, our only expectation for you is peace, if you go to Mozhou, the only hope will be gone, if you stay, but it is increasingly decadent and lifeless, what is the use?"

"So?"

"When you are crowned, it is when you are married."

The eldest lady was sure that she was controlling this family behind her back, but she had to admit that she had great courage but no uncomfortable ambitions.

She turned around and faced the main entrance of the lobby, wearing a dark blue floor-length dress, a few shining butterflies fluttering, and the elegant orchids on the cuffs pulled her back from the dreamy rivers and lakes, and returned to the court, she was still free, her steps were so dignified and confident.

"Impossible, Brother Qin'er, don't you understand? That's a game! ”

"I don't care, when I am an adult, I will marry you."

"You are a concubine and are not taken seriously, but if you can get the top prize, get a good position, and marry a noble lady with a comparable status, your life will be different! If you marry me, everything will be gone! ”

So what? I've never been a brave person, I just want to do it for my loved ones once, just once, can't I?

"If that's the case, Yuan Han doesn't think you love me."

Maybe this is the dispute between women, is it really so important?