I don't know why, recently Chen Xinnan always dreamed of meeting Jiang Zi, the two of them are obviously different personalities, and they can also be said to be people with opposite personalities, but in the end they came together, Chen Xinnan felt more and more that Jiang Zi and himself at the beginning were the best of us.

At that time, Jiang Zi was not diagnosed with heart disease, and Su Xiangyi did not appear, so he finally understood why some people would say, "If life is just the first time." ”

When Chen Xinnan was fine, he would lie in bed and fantasize that if he hadn't transferred to another school, if he hadn't been cut off by Teacher Zhou, if he hadn't been transferred to Jiang Zi's class, if he hadn't been moved to Jiang Zi's .....

It's a pity that there is no if, it's a pity that it can only be the beginning, the past has always passed, occasionally Chen Xinnan will remember the day when he and Jiang Zi confirmed the relationship, Jiang Zi was so excited, he burned his tongue, I don't know why, the noodle shop was also closed, things are wrong, people go to tea and cool, and even the noodle restaurant has left with Jiang Zi.

Chen Xinnan will never forget, when he saw Jiang Zi for the first time, Chen Xinnan saw him in the crowd at first sight, and at first glance he felt that this boy was different from everyone here, there was light in his eyes, and he looked forward to the future, I don't know if it was his own illusion, when he saw Jiang Zi for the first time, he felt that he felt like he was at home at first sight.

Chen Xinnan flipped out his mobile phone, opened the photo of the two children in the mobile phone album and looked at it, tears couldn't stop flowing out, when he was a child, he had already decided that Jiang Zi was his groom, why couldn't he even keep a loved one when he grew up?

Chen Xinnan has never understood which step was wrong, is his encounter with Jiang Zi a mistake?

Chen Xinnan remembered the chat with Shu Shu that day, and Chen Xinnan asked Shu Shu, "Since you have come to the hospital to see Li Yi'an, why don't you reconcile with him?" ”

Shu Shu was stunned when he heard Li Yi'an's name, "She is still young, she is not sensible, but I have to be sensible, I am reconciled with her now, there is no benefit, I can't guarantee that we won't quarrel after we reconcile, she is now in her third year of high school, she can't be distracted, I can't delay her." ”

Lin Yang spends his free time reading books every day, and there are key points drawn by Xia Can in the book, and there are some words written by Xia Can in the book

"Listen well!"

"Don't look at me in class! The chalkboard is on the podium! ”

"That's the point! Memorize the formula! ”

"I've told you this question three or four times! I'll be angry if you don't! ”

Lin Yang stroked the handwriting, and wanted to tell Xia Can, "I know this question, can you praise me....."

The place where Lin Yang and Xia Can first met was the entrance of the community, when Xia Can was buying boiled corn there, standing there very obediently and gnawing corn, his hair was a little naturally curly, he looked very well-behaved, eating what was in his mouth, his eyes were still staring at the pot, his eyes were very big, his eyelashes were also very long, and his skin was white, when Lin Yang first saw Xia Can, he swallowed his saliva.

Then Lin Yang also went to ask for a piece of corn, and stood in front of the corn stall with Xia Can and gnawed it, to be honest, that picture was quite mentally retarded.

Two boys, one tall and one short, stood at the corn stall and gnawed corn with a serious face.

After a while, Xia Can finished eating the corn and looked at Lin Yang beside him with some doubts, "What are you standing for?" ”

Lin Yang almost didn't choke on corn, "Buy corn!" ”

"Aunt! Get him another one! When Xia Can finished saying this, Lin Yang felt a little embarrassed and embarrassed, it turned out that people were relatives and what they were doing here!

Lin Yang took the corn and gave the money, and was ready to leave, but Xia Can kept following him, and when Lin Yang was lamenting that his personality was too charming, he heard a voice from behind, "Xia Can!" Corn forgot to take! ”

I turned my head and laughed when I saw his bright smile, and when I came back to my senses, Lin Yang felt that he really looked like an idiot.

Then Lin Yang was cowardly for the first time, and a master of love actually coaxed!

Lin Yang now thinks of that summer, when Xia Can's bright smile under the sun, the corners of his mouth slowly rise, if that summer, he stayed at home and played games as usual, wouldn't he be moved by Xia Can.....

Jiang Zi was lying on the hospital bed, while dreaming the same dream over and over again, dreaming of seeing Chen Xinnan for the first time, Chen Xinnan's appearance.

But Chen Xinnan stood in the sea, no matter how he shouted Chen Xinnan refused to go ashore, Jiang Zi listened to the sound of the waves crashing on the beach, but he couldn't hear Chen Xinnan's voice, the sadness in his heart became more and more, everything came to his heart, tears kept falling, Jiang Zi felt that his body was so cold, so cold, his heart was getting more and more painful, more and more painful.

When the nurse came in to make rounds, she saw Jiang Zi lying there, her face was full of tears, and the waves of the electrocardiogram were getting smaller and smaller.

This is the fifth time Jiang Zi has entered the emergency room this month, this month, Jiang Zi is like a vegetative person, occasionally there are times when he is awake, but when he wakes up, he is also lying on the hospital bed, looking at the ceiling in a daze,

When entering the rescue room this time, Jiang Zi heard the anxious voice of the doctor in his ear, as well as the sound of various instruments colliding, but Jiang Zi felt that his eyelids were really heavy, Jiang Zi seemed to see Su Xiangyi, Su Xiangyi stood not far away and stretched out his hand to himself, Jiang Zi felt that he was going to die.

When Bai Mu rushed to the hospital with Jiang Tian, Jiang Zi had been in the emergency room for half an hour.

Jiang Tian has recently been treated by a psychiatrist, and his condition has improved a lot, and when he saw Jiang Zi's matter, he was very afraid that Jiang Zi would die in front of his eyes like Su Xiangyi, and he grabbed Bai Mu's hand with some fear.

Bai Mu felt the strength of Jiang Tian's hand increase, and gently patted Jiang Tian's shoulder, "It'll be fine!" You believe in Him! Jiang Zi can get through it. ”

Chen Xinnan fell asleep unconsciously, and had a dream, dreaming that Jiang Zi would say goodbye to him again, Chen Xinnan was so frightened that he woke up directly from the dream, and called Shu Shu to ask if he could contact Bai Mu, feeling that Jiang Zi had an accident.

When Shu Shu received the call, it was more than four o'clock in the morning, and he called Bai Mu to ask about Jiang Zi's situation with his sleepiness, but Bai Mu didn't say anything, just asked Chen Xinnan not to care about Jiang Zi.

We never know which one comes first, the unexpected or tomorrow, and we will never be able to empathize.

After Shu Shu hung up the phone, he just replied to Chen Xinnan with a message, "Jiang Zi is fine, don't worry, take care of yourself." ”

I don't know if it's because the dream is too real, or because I really like to think about it, Chen Xinnan has insomnia, and keeps staring at the sky outside until the sky slowly brightens.

Sometimes, instead of sleeping, it's better to say that you're just waiting for the dawn.