"Xiao Ming, I'm sorry, you didn't tell us earlier, we thought you didn't want us anymore...... Woo~" Lianxin just said a few words, and actually began to cry, like a puppy, that little pitiful appearance, Tang Shaxin suddenly softened.

Lianxin knew that there were some words that the proud Sparrow Spirit would not say, in Qinglan's eyes, they were little sisters, the objects she had to take care of, and she couldn't ask them to do anything. So there are some words that can only come out of her mouth.

"Xiao Ming, although I don't know why you have changed like a different person since you fell into the water. In the past, you didn't like to talk very much, and your temperament was soft, but I was the same. But Xiao Ming ......" Lianxin wiped her tears, sobbed a little and continued: "You have changed now, becoming more cheerful, more open, and living more freely, just like the cage of the palace can no longer hold you." In fact, I was jealous of you at first, but we are a kind of human being. But I can't help but like you. That day in the Mid-Autumn Festival, you took us out, and it was the happiest day I have had in two years. At that time, I felt that I was still alive and could still have joy from the heart. It was you who made me more eager for the outside world, you said that there would be a new life in the future, and it was you who gave us hope. I am full of this hope. In the past, no one dared to take that step, I have been like this since I was a child, I never dared to choose what I wanted, I only wanted what others gave. At that time, I felt that there was no happiness in the world, and I even ...... "Lianxin choked up and couldn't speak."

The three of them also felt uncomfortable listening to Lianxin's words, but the next scene hurt Tang Sha's heart.

I saw Lian Xin raise her left hand and pull the cuff to her elbow. It is not an exaggeration to describe the eyes as full of devastation, and the originally white and tender arms are densely covered with scars. Some of the scars are dented or protruding because they are not properly maintained. It can be seen how ruthless the person who started it was at the beginning. She pulled up the cuff of her right hand again, and the same was true, even with one that looked like it had just come off.

Everyone was silent for a long time and did not speak, and Lianxin gradually stopped crying.

I don't know when the Sparrow Spirit also stood next to him, staring at Lotus Heart's hand.

After a long time, Tang Sha finally broke the silence and asked coldly: "Lianxin, who did it." He swallowed his saliva and moistened his tight, dry throat.

Lian Xin lowered her eyes, covered the look in her eyes, and said surprisingly calmly: "Myself." ”

These three words are more impactful than these scars, and people can no longer say a word.

Tang Sha heard Qinglan say that because Lianxin was the concubine of the family, her aunt was gone when she was eight years old. In the past, the eldest lady and Lianxin's father also respected each other like guests, but later brought back Aunt Lianxin, and they snubbed the eldest lady. Ordinary people must hate this aunt very much.

What is strange is that after the death of her aunt, the eldest lady not only never beat and scolded Lianxin, but even regarded Lianxin as excellent in the eyes of outsiders. Many people praised the eldest lady for repaying her grievances with virtue. Lianxin's father also reattached importance to the eldest lady and gave birth to a little son.

originally thought that Lianxin just had no playmates since she was a child, and she didn't have a mother's love, so she had such a character. Now it seems that this is not the case. Tang Sha couldn't imagine how to force people to look like this without beating and scolding a person.

Lianxin experienced far more pain than she thought.

Even though Que Ling and Qinglan have been together for so many years, they have never noticed anything strange about Lianxin, and they don't know when she did such a cruel thing to herself.

From the very beginning, the spirit of the bird could not see that the lotus heart was soft and weak, and she looked delicate and pretentious. Later, after getting along for a long time, I got used to it. It wasn't until Mid-Autumn Festival Ning Xiaoming took them out and came back that Lianxin was a little more real, at least she could reveal all kinds of emotions. Only then did the spirit of the finch think that this person was not bad. She didn't understand this transformation before, but now she seems to understand that this is the process of Lianxin shedding her disguise and revealing her past pain to them.

Then how should she Zhou Qiling's own pain be spoken?

Qinglan's eyes were very red, and her heart was distressed. Isn't such a girl supposed to be loved?

Because of this scene, the four people in the room touched many things buried in their memories.

Tang Sha naturally thought of her past, but it didn't matter anymore, she seemed to be luckier than Lianxin, because she met the abbot and the senior brothers.

"The latest scar......" Lianxin touched the pink scar with her fingertips, sometimes a little itchy. I did it two months ago, and I thought about ending myself at that time, but I was very unwilling. You said to me that day that the past is gone and tomorrow will be better. Xiao Ming, you made this unwillingness in my heart ferment to the extreme. Except for the first half a month in the yard, you went out early and returned late, and then you didn't even come back. You're going to leave us alone and escape this cage on your own. I'm scared, afraid that you'll forget what you've said, that you'll let me see the spark and put it out. I just think that there may be no one to pull me again. "Lianxin's crying at the beginning, slowly calming down, and now lifeless.

Tang Sha couldn't erase Lianxin's memories and couldn't change her past pain, but she wanted to do her best to pull this girl out of the darkness. It's like being pulled out of the darkness back then. This may be a kind of cycle of cause and effect, and if she has not felt goodness, she will not have goodness.

"Lianxin, I can pull you now. But have you ever thought that you yourself are the one who can really decide your own path? Don't stand still and wait, try to take a step forward on your own. Whether this step is right or wrong, it's always a different view. You're only eighteen years old, and you're still young. I'll also tell you the truth, I won't stay in this imperial city forever, and it won't be long before I can leave, and I'll find my own way. Lotus heart, everyone has their own ambitions. No one can walk you all the way, you know? ”

Lianxin didn't reply, just raised her eyes and looked at Tang Sha blankly. She never thought that this step could be taken by herself, she relied on others, listened to others and became accustomed to it, and she had long forgotten herself. Yes, you can walk on your own.

Lianxin suddenly laughed, laughed and laughed and cried.

Tang Sha's words not only woke up a dream person like Lianxin, but also Bird Spirit and Qinglan were also rebuilding their hearts.

Change can't happen overnight, but as long as you have that idea and do it with all your might, it will be different in a year, two years, ten years, twenty years.

"Okay, okay, don't look like this, go to bed early tonight, and I'll show you my shop tomorrow." That's what I'm going to leave to you. Tang Sha suddenly said in a loud voice.

The thoughts of the three people were pulled back. Smiled and nodded.

"Eh, by the way, don't forget this fairy ointment."

"How can you forget such a good thing!" Sparrow Spirit pouted.

……

After several people tried the fairy ointment, they all washed up and slept. Yuan Fang didn't follow up, presumably because he saw the green hat. If he really can't do it, he can only go to the temple first, spend money to ask for a monk, and then buy a house for Yuan Fang, and then establish his own household registration.

Lotus Heart's Wounded ...... There is no plastic surgery in this era, she only does her best.

Good night.

That night, she dreamed that the abbot had stolen the chicken leg she had bought, and said to her, "The wine and meat have passed through the intestines, and the Buddha has left it in his heart." Only the Buddha in my heart can make my soul transcendent. Ahem, don't tell your brother. ”

Hibernation may not only be done by animals, but also by humans.

Tang Sha opened his eyes in a daze, lay down and yawned, and then sat up wrapped in the quilt.

Seeing that the sky was not completely bright, I wanted to lie down and sleep for a while.

As soon as he closed his eyes and was about to fall into bed, he was held down by his shoulders.

"Xiao Ming, don't sleep, get up quickly, you said you were going to take us to see your store, we're all ready, get up quickly!" The voice seemed to be Lianxin's, and in addition to this urging voice, someone was poking her face.

Tang Sha was forced to open his eyes, and sure enough, it was Lianxin and Qinglan. Fortunately, it wasn't the Sparrow Spirit who poked her, otherwise she might have worn it. But it's also strange to poke her with Qinglan's temperament.

They should be glad that they don't wake up as badly as they did before they were twenty. Otherwise, she was afraid that they would not see the sun tomorrow.

Back then, in the temple, every day when her brother asked her to get up, she had to fight with her brother. Of course, he couldn't beat his senior brother, so he was abused for many years. Slowly, there is a kind of psychology that anger can't be beaten, so it's better not to move. Over time, the problem becomes less serious.

Seeing that Tang Sha's eyes were about to close again, Lianxin hurriedly began to shake and said, "Xiao Ming Xiao Ming, don't sleep, are you trying to lie to us and not take us there." ”

"Lianxin is good, don't shake it, I'll get up, I'll get up!"

Tang Sha endured the sleepiness, got up, changed into clothes, and today she wore a set of women's clothes just like yesterday. They were also enough, and even hot water was ready for her.

Get dressed and washed. was about to go out, and as soon as he opened the door, a cold wind penetrated in, blowing Tang Sha a spirit, and he was completely sleepy. Without saying a word, he quickly turned around and went to the cabinet to turn over a thick cloak with hair. She also wanted a hat, a mask, an earmuff, a pair of gloves, and a pair of snow boots. No, she just thinks about it.

The four of them walked on the road, feeling the sudden cold wave. At first, the three of them were still teasing Tang Sha for being wrapped like a cloth ball. Now I want to wrap myself in a cloth ball.

"Isn't it going to snow this day?" Tang Sha's voice was cold and trembling a little.

"yes, it looks like it's only been a few days, October." Qinglan put her hand to her mouth and sighed hot.

Ordinary southerners will be very surprised to see snow, and occasionally the next snow is like the New Year, and they all gather outside to play in the snow.

I remember that it snowed once in high school, and the school buildings at that time were all parallel, four buildings facing each other. The students, from the first floor to the fifth floor, carried buckets downstairs to fill the snow, then brought them to the door of the classroom and threw snowballs on the opposite floor. The opposite side also began to fight back, and the number of people increased, almost occupying the corridors of the two buildings, and even the dean of education could not stop him from blowing the whistle.

And Tang Sha just wrapped himself in a lump and shrunk in the classroom. She really doesn't like snowy days, and when the snow melts, it can be so cold that she can't take care of herself. Then, of course, I took a few days off.