Chapter Ninety-Six: Remember

"Hey, why are you stammering, are you sick?"

"Hahaha, of course stammering is sick, isn't Sanniang in the East Village also stammering? She was sold to Hu Ren, and as a result, Hu Ren burned her tongue with a latte. A tongue that can't speak well might as well not have it. ”

"Be polite to us, or we'll sell you to the Hu people!"

"Do you hear that? Speak! Are you stuttering or dumb? ”

Her hair was grabbed upwards, and a heavy tall black shadow surrounded her, and let out a malicious laugh: "What do you think it will be like to stutter and sing?" Haha, let's sing one! ”

"Sing one!"

"Sing!"

So many hands stretched out, so tall and so big shadows, almost turned into a terrible nightmare itself, and the child's small figure curled up tightly in the corner, like a kitten in a desperate situation, buried its face in the corner of the wall in fear and despair, as if this way it could escape the torture in front of it.

Did you cry yourself?

In fact, I can't remember exactly, this experience has happened so many times, and each time for her is a constant repetition of fear, again and again, and finally she has become completely numb, and she no longer feels sad and frightened by the sudden abuse, beatings, and teasing of strangers.

She spent twelve long and ignorant years in Biansai until she was discovered by the master of the Mitensi.

Later, she went to a new place, with a new identity and a new life, but the familiar teasing and teasing continued to repeat and cycle as if they were all born with her.

Whether she sat on the oldest bench and was silent without saying a word, or when she was in the dining hall with her eyes down and picking up food, there would always be eyes from all sides staring at her, looking at her, whispering, laughing, "Have you heard her talk?" ”

"Does she have a bad voice?"

"She's a stammerer, I've heard two sentences a long time ago, and oh, her throat is like stuffed sand."

Even if her memory of her life in Biansai is only a little bit left, and even the specific years and events are blurred, but for people's ridicule and surprise, the fear and panic from her heart seem to be engraved in her bones, as long as she smells a little familiar breath, she will immediately shudder from her heart.

The more she shut up, the more she was isolated and ostracized by the crowd, and the more she was ostracized, the more silent she became.

For a long time, when the man who brought her back from the border found out that she was strange, he had to take care of her alone.

But at that time, she was very self-contained, neither belittled nor praised could be listened to, and all her daily activities were to follow the arrangement, practice martial arts, eat, and then sleep.

No one will pay attention, and no one will take a second look.

Everyone in the Yatian Division said that this child had already suffocated his throat, and if he didn't speak for such a long time, he basically couldn't speak. It's good now, it was a stammer, but now it's mute.

Some people say, "Is it better to be dumb or to stutter?" ”

Another human: "Anyway, she ignores people and stutters dumbly, isn't it all the same?" ”

Every year during the New Year's vigil, the disciples of the Midheaven Division secretly opened a bet, and whether she opened her mouth or not would often become one of the bets they would bet on for her.

Even when the disciples of the Mitensi Division discussed whether she could speak this year, and how to make this weird little thing open her mouth, she just sat and listened. Her name has been bumped out by countless lips and tongues, speculated and discussed repeatedly, which is inherent in each year, and has developed into a habit since then.

The disciples of the Yatensi came in one by one, and they participated in the discussion of whether she could speak or not. And every year, there is always an energetic disciple who chooses to use interference to make her open her mouth.

From the teasing and intimidation at the beginning, to the later when they found out that they might not be able to recover the money they bet, they suddenly turned from fun to resentment. They thought, since positive emotions can't get her to speak, what about negatives?

If she doesn't laugh, won't she cry?

So while she was walking back to her lodgings along the path after her evening class, they silently jumped out and threw the bedding on her head and face, and began to throw their fists at her.

"Boom! Boom! Fuck, you can't make a sound at all! ”

She gritted her teeth and endured the punches and kicks, holding her head and waiting for the wind to pass...... She's used to it, she's so used to it that the ridicule that doesn't get a response turns into anger, and the anger tends to vent on the person being ridiculed.

It's up to the abuser to decide, whether they're happy or angry, it doesn't really matter to her at all, she's just an object to be vented to.

"Hey, what are you doing?"

Someone suddenly asked, and the voice sounded like a very young man. Probably a disciple who just came in.

"Didn't you make the same bet that she would speak? Isn't it? ”

The people who beat her exchanged heads, and the other said: "I remember that you are still a leader in betting, not to mention that you didn't make any money, and you still lost money, why didn't you panic at all?" ”

The young man laughed and said, "Didn't you notice that the senior brothers had placed another bet?" ”

There was a burst of restlessness, and the half-sized children who were not used to using their brains thought about it, and they all found that they had been deceived: "Gan, think about it!" ”

"Can we be tricked by Senior Brother?"

The loudest speaker said very viciously: "Then you found out, why didn't you remind us?" ”

Little by little, the young man's footsteps faded away, and his tone was full of smiles: "Because...... I put more money on the other bet. ”

At this moment, she suddenly lifted the futon, and the frightened rabbit kicked her feet more than two meters away, and by the time the disciples reacted and screamed to catch her again, they could no longer catch up.

The disciple who took the lead looked at the direction in which she had fled, and stared viciously at the direction in which the disciple who had done something bad had left, spat vigorously, and said, "Phew! The eldest princess's son is amazing, isn't he? The nobles who have entered here are not as good as ordinary people, we came up to beg for a living by ourselves, he, he was thrown here by his family to fend for himself! I see that he has a destiny to enter, and I don't know if there is still a destiny to leave the Mitian Division and continue to be his royal relative! ”

"I heard that two years ago, didn't Yatensi come in with a princess who was a serious child? Now there's no shadow at all, and I hardly ever see her. What is called Zhou? ”

"It's called preserved egg and lean porridge! Hahaha! ”

The reason why they targeted her so much, and every disciple had endless curiosity about her, was actually very simple.

Because she was brought back by Shizu himself.

Legend has it that he is immortal and immortal, and his appearance will not change in the slightest for decades, and he has almost been praised to the point that he is comparable to the ancestor of the immortals, and for so many years, he only returned to Mi Tiansi once, and as a result, he brought back such a thing?

Many people think, but she doesn't speak, and she doesn't have any ability to shock people, what did the ancestor bring her back for?

What's more, Shizu only came back occasionally to take care of her, and soon left Mitiansi, and she became a useless little stutterer again.

This life lasted for quite some time, and the head of the Yatensi began to hide her, not letting her leave the small courtyard for a single step, and never letting anyone else in.

She thought that it was probably because her body had not changed over the years, which caused controversy.

Later, one day, she jumped on the roof of the house and heard the disciples who came and went say that the master had brought back a girl today.

That girl is beautiful, can speak well, and at first glance she is a person who will become a great person in the future.

When she arrived, she realized that they had forgotten about themselves. So she found an opportunity to escape from Yatenji and headed for the side again.

She has no family, no friends, and even a basic sense of how to behave in the world. Like a little beast led by instinct, she returned to the bleak frontier firmly and ignorantly, where she hibernated again.

Until she fainted in the chaos of war.

It wasn't until she opened her eyes again that someone said to her, "Then I'll call you from now on...... Kiryu bar. ”

"Chen Tongsheng."

Her decades of wandering and miscellaneous, the decades of ridicule and humiliation, seemed to have passed all at once. In these years, some of them have grown old, some have died, some have given birth to newborn babies, and some have grown into young people in the court who are enough to turn their hands into clouds, and for her, life seems to have just begun.

She had just woken up from the confusion of ignorance and chaos, from the self-isolation in the face of hostility, and began to grow up gradually, like a normal person.

"Ahem, ahem, ahem......!"

Chen Tongsheng suddenly woke up from his nightmare and coughed violently. Each sound sounded as if it had been shaken out from the depths of her chest, and her throat was filled with iron blood. However, he couldn't stop at all, Chen Tongsheng grabbed the edge of the bed with his fingers, and pressed hard to the point that the green tendons on the back of his hands were completely raised, and coughed up tears in his eyes.

This movement was really a bit big, and the people who happened to pass by here on patrol outside couldn't help but stop and ask, "Miss Chen, are you okay?" ”

Chen Tongsheng gasped hoarsely: "No... Ahem, ahem, it's fine. ”

"You, let's go. I'm fine. ”

Chen Tongsheng got out of bed and drank three glasses of water in one go, before he eased up, and supported the table with both hands to adjust his breathing.

I really am...... Chen Tongsheng thought, I am indeed abnormal.

I am indeed a person who has lived far too long and is completely unaware of it.

Maybe it was Song Chuanbai's ridiculous attitude and his "I don't stutter" that stimulated her. Chen Tongsheng actually cares about this very much in his heart.

It is also possible that Chen Tongsheng will begin to gradually recall many things that he had forgotten before.

Including how she was teased in Yatensi at the time, she resolutely refused to speak, in fact, she was angry and antagonistic, and this kind of detail was completely recalled.

Chen Tongsheng pushed open the window to breathe, but suddenly looked up and found that there was a person in the corridor opposite her window!

The man was not far away, and when he saw Chen Tongsheng's stunned expression, he smiled very politely, his smile was thick and cold, and then he turned around and disappeared into the night.

Isn't Shen Ping already ...... No, that's not Shen Ping.

Chen Tongsheng reacted, that was Jiang Liyan.

No wonder I felt that Shen Ping was not in the right state during the trial. Because Shen Ping and Jiang Liyan have the same face, but they are two people at all!