In the interrogation room of the police station, Xiao Qi, who had not been seen for a week, was thin and pale, haggard with deep decadence, the image of the youthful and beautiful, heroic policewoman no longer existed, and when he said goodbye, he was like the desolation of another world, with scattered hair, deep-set eye sockets, and tearful helplessness, which reminded people of the famous poem: One thought of heaven, one thought of hell, but when I looked back, it was a hundred years old, the world was unspeakable, and I was at a loss for goodbye......

This top student majoring in law at a prestigious university, at the moment when he met and confronted Lin Fei that night, he already had a premonition that waiting for him would be severely punished by the law.

This brave girl did not escape the crime she had committed, and under Lin Fei's persuasion, she walked into the gate of the police station and turned herself in, facing the coming wind and rain calmly.

There weren't too many greetings, and there was no embarrassing picture as imagined, Xiao Qi in the interrogation room cooperated and began to tell calmly, maybe this girl with a good heart couldn't stand the torment in her heart, and there was a kind of venting as soon as possible, or maybe her psychological defense line had collapsed because she had just been involved in the world.

Her voice was steady, but her tears never stopped, perhaps to wash away the depressed mood she had been feeling or a deep repentance in her soul...

"Lin team, at the moment when I received the notice from a prestigious university, I thought that I had walked across the single-plank bridge in the midst of thousands of troops, my ten years of hard work, my long night of lonely light study, at this moment it will be rewarded, my life will begin to reverse, I will enter the dream of life, the dreams and hopes I chase are about to come true, my parents will live a good life, live in a big house, enjoy the luxurious aristocratic life, after graduating from college, I will become a civil servant as I wish, a female policeman who makes the neighborhood envious, I have been proud for a long time, and I secretly swore in my heart to be an excellent criminal policeman, just like the captain, conscientious and without regrets. ”

"But when the dream comes into reality, I know that the work is hard and not easy, I am a child from a poor family, out of the school gate to officially contact this flowery and warm world I feel how simple and ridiculous I am, no background, no relationship, I also swear in my heart to work hard, because the forest team is an insurmountable idol in my heart."

"As time goes by, I question more and more my own beliefs, my pursuit, looking at the red men and green women in the world at the beginning of the Chinese lanterns, looking at the luxurious packaging on the glamorous and beautiful girls on the Xinghai Road, looking at the configuration of their luxury cars in and out, I feel that I have lived in vain, the cold and summer of the long years, but I can't resist the ethereal temptation of a LV bag, I yearn for that gorgeous and comfortable life, like the warm and romantic petty bourgeoisie, like to bathe in the sun and drink casual afternoon tea..."

"But my life state is completely incompatible with these, I wake up every day and am tired, I face the boredom and rigidity of work every day, I look at the dark side of various crimes every day, and my soul is almost on the verge of collapse every day, the most incomprehensible thing for me is that my monthly salary is not enough for half a LV bag, I and my parents are crammed into a small house of less than 50 square meters, this is not the life I want, I want to start over, until Ding Xiaoyu's case happened, my life trajectory has completely changed..."

This tear-jerking narration is intermittent in Xiao Qi's tearful eyes, the tears that continue to gush out are like a continuous light rain outside the window, the long hair that is scattered covers the big empty eyes, and the pale face is full of remorse for the past, this hatred is endless sadness...

"After Ding Xiaoyu's case, I was transferred to the task force as an internal officer, and the Lin team's trust in me has always made me feel guilty, because I am tired of this job, and I often chat with college classmates on the Internet in my spare time, many of my classmates have worked in foreign companies with an annual salary of hundreds of thousands, and some of my classmates have quietly immigrated to live a worry-free life, only I am still standing still, struggling in the quagmire of life..."

"Until one day, Xie Dong, a high school classmate who has not been in touch for a long time, suddenly appeared in the MSN chat dialog box, he is my high school classmate, the whole family has immigrated to New Zealand for a long time, and there is no contact with classmates in China, no one knows his current situation, I don't know how he knows my MSN account, I asked him, he smiled and said nothing? But he told a lot of things about our high school days, which outsiders are unlikely to know, and I didn't think much of it, and we started dating online..."

"Finally one day, he mentioned to me the progress of Ding Xiaoyu's case, I was surprised, he explained to me that it was a friend of his who asked him to help inquire, and there was a lot of money, I didn't care about it as a joke, but then he mentioned it one after another, I was very disgusted, deleted his account, in fact, I can avoid this bad luck..."

"Until something happened in my family that completely destroyed me, a few years ago in a stock market crash, my greedy father actually borrowed a loan shark to speculate in stocks, and overnight my family's only small house was mortgaged, we were about to sleep on the streets, I was heartbroken, and I couldn't live in fear..."

"Xie Dong contacted me again, he helped me solve the crisis, and a friend in Tuo sent me 100,000 yuan, but the way to send the money was very mysterious, the money was placed in the soil of the empty flower pot in front of my house, and then left a message on the Internet to tell me..."

"This time I wavered, just when the bureau was monitoring the electronic equipment of the police, I was instructed by Xie Dong to secretly install the satellite positioning tracker provided by Xie Dong on the watch of the forest team, in order to express his gratitude to me, he sent 100,000 in the same way, my father owed a huge debt, I have no way back, I had to accept, soon the alert forest team found the receiver, my answering system failed, no way this time, I took the opportunity to take a bath and exercise with Xiaobai, I installed a chip in Xiaobai's mobile phone, and I knew that Xiaobai was the most trusted subordinate of the Lin team..."

"That night, I received a notice from the forest team that we had a task, and all the mobile phones were handed in, and when we arrived at the airport, the forest team told us that it was for Mo Yuxi to pick up the plane, and there was no way for me to secretly go to the computer in the airport VIP room to leave a message for Xie Dong..."

"Mo Yuxi's life is almost hanging by a thread, the mysterious whereabouts of the Lin team in the past few days, I feel that Mo Yuxi has solved a lot of mysteries for him, and there are a lot of new clues in the case, I notified Xie Dong, this time Xie Dong asked me to help follow up, and asked me to reveal Lin Fei's whereabouts and living rules as much as possible, I thought he was just concerned about the clues of the case, but I didn't expect them to kill, that day happened to be a good opportunity, that day I tracked down Xiaobai and the Lin team to meet in the teahouse in the south of the river, I notified Xie Dong..."

"I was extremely uneasy that day, Xie Dong asked the Lin team twice about the teahouse room number, which made me have a faint sense of foreboding, after all, I am also a policeman who graduated from the University of Political Science and Law, and I secretly returned to the teahouse..."

"I returned to the front of the teahouse, and witnessed that two tour groups of tourists had just entered, and the front desk of the teahouse was full of people, and my intuition told me that under the current situation, poisoning and killing people were the most likely, and I took advantage of the chaos to wander around the pantry to observe, and I still remember the scene vividly..."

"I dare to conclude that the poisoner was a woman, there were not many men present at the time, I observed very carefully, the murderer was an inconspicuous woman, I felt that I passed by her, the scene was too chaotic, I couldn't think of physical features, I saw the tea list of the private Xiangqing, in a panic, I changed the pot of tea, and it went out with the people of the tour group..."

"This time, they thought they were on their mistake, so they gave me another 100,000 yuan, but the place to withdraw the money was in the supermarket locker, and the password slip for opening the box was placed under the garbage bin at Exit 6 of the Yuyuan subway station..."

Speaking of this, she was already crying, "Team Lin, forgive me, forgive me?" I was wrong, the forest team remembered my siren..."

At this time, the rain outside the window and Xiao Qi's sad tears drowned Lin Fei's sight...

A few days later, when the police officers of the task force checked Xiao Qi's computer, they found a folder with a password, Lin Fei guessed the password, Xiao Qi's alarm number, it was a letter written by Xiao Qi to Lin Fei...

Dear Lin Team; My good brother, when you read this letter, I am afraid that I will say goodbye to the outside world forever, sunshine. Air. Blue sky. Baiyun will say goodbye to me forever, born in a poor family, passing away in quicksand, but the bittersweet years are working with you, nostalgic for the days that have been walked together, the seductive spring face in Yunshui Town, thinking of your thrifty and somewhat picky door, the warm smile when you look at your son's photo, thinking of the happy laughter and song in the team, thinking of Xiaobai's elf eccentric, ice and snow smart, goodbye, my forest team, your deep and introverted smile is fixed in my dream..., go to the grave of the innocent old man for me to repent! Forgive me for my sins, Team Lin, how much do you wish I could be a good internal servant in the next life?

Finally, by the way, I would like to remind you that this may be my not very real sixth sense, but I will tell you a few doubts...

How could the so-called Xie Dong know about my social accounts, my home, and all my information, remembering that when I first joined the police station, I filled out the resume file form, and the name of Xie Dong who was the witness in high school...

In the online chat with Xie Dong several times, he actually knew that I was still working overtime and didn't go home, as if he was by my side...

The satellite positioning chip placed by the three forest teams happened to be checked by the bureau for electronic equipment, which was a bit outrageous...

Bit by bit, I can't tell the regret in my heart, I can't say enough words about my regret and melancholy, Lin team, please take care of yourself without me, the road ahead is long and dangerous, I pray that you can be healthy and safe, please help me take care of my family...

Qi Xiaodan

Ding Xiaoyu's case has been so far, Lin Fei has left too many tears, the man has tears and does not flick, he burst into tears again, he seems to see Ding Xiaoyu's years like flowers, see Xiao Qi's loneliness of a thousand bones of hatred, see a brief meeting with the personable Xiao Ning, see the blood donation of the old man Yin Hong in the Jiangnan Teahouse, life and death in the world are only in an instant, leaving sorrow and hatred to stay in the cold rainy night...