Chapter 160: Full of sorrow

Ji Chengyan frowned and said, "It's still cold?" Ruan Xiaoxi shook his head, raised his head and smiled softly at him: "It's not cold."

Let's go. ”

Back in the car, Ji Chengyan turned on the heater to the fullest, but did not start the vehicle, and sat in the car in silence for a while.

Ji Chengyan didn't speak, and Ruan Xiaoxi's mood was not much better than him, so he also kept silent and was very silent.

What happened tonight was so informative that she couldn't digest it for a while.

She really didn't expect him to propose to be engaged to her, if she really loved her and planned to go down with him, she would probably be very happy, but now she was really not happy about it, but full of sorrow.

But it is consoling that he dragged this matter until half a year later.

After half a year, she has finished the college entrance examination, and she must have left him anyway.

What she is worried about now is not that she is engaged, but that she heard with her own ears that he really plans to enter the jewelry industry, so I am afraid that the matter will come in less than half a year.

Thinking of the fear of being dominated by Ruan Jingya in her previous life, she felt very unbearable.

Even if Ruan Jingya has been sent abroad now, it doesn't mean that she really won't interfere in domestic affairs.

It is impossible for her to take Ruan Jingya lightly because she was sent abroad, after all, all indications show that the final mastermind behind the scenes is actually Gong Hui.

"What are you thinking?" Ji Chengyan saw that she hadn't spoken, and turned his head to look at her strangely, shouldn't she try her best to comfort herself at this time.

"Chengyan ......" Ruan Xiaoxi thought about it for a while, and suddenly wanted to ask him a question: "Do you love me?" This question has actually bothered her for a long time, whether it is in the previous life or in this life.

In his previous life, he was extremely controlling over himself, almost imprisoning her at home, and this time he spoiled her so much that he almost did everything he wanted from her.

It seems that he loves her miserably, but in the last life, he was extremely cruel to himself, and after knowing the so-called truth, he forced her and their children to death with his own hands.

Where is the slightest love for her.

So she was really curious about whether he was attached and grateful to him when he was a child, or if he was really love.

What is he trying his best for, and he must have her stay by his side and be with her by any means.

Ji Chengyan didn't seem to understand her question, and he didn't seem to understand what she meant, so he asked again: "What?" Ruan Xiaoxi didn't mind repeating it again, her voice was soft, and she asked him softly, "Do you love me?" Ji Chengyan didn't understand why she asked this, and didn't answer her question directly, but just asked her: "Why do you ask that?" ”

"You never said you loved me."

Ruan Xiaoxi stopped looking at him, and instead turned his gaze out of the car window, "I sometimes wonder if your feelings for me are out of attachment when I was a child, or if it is really love.

I don't understand. ”

When Ruan Xiaoxi said this, he was asked down.

He frowned, and asked himself whether his feelings for her were the desire to control her derived from his attachment to her as a child, or was it really out of love? Ever since she left the orphanage, she has been thinking about her.

Always thinking about getting him back, to keep her by his side forever.

Later, when he went to the orphanage to look for her, he heard that she had been taken home by his family, and he began to miss and search aimlessly.

Later, when he was in him, he would want to see her for the first time, and the joy of losing and regaining it made him unforgettable.

He felt that his feelings for her had gone beyond attachment, because later, he could take care of himself and protect himself independently, but he still missed her.

But even if these feelings are not attachment, are they love? He didn't know.

He had never thought about this question carefully, and he naturally couldn't answer her question now.

He didn't speak for a long time, but Ruan Xiaoxi seemed to have gotten the answer, and there was a shallow smile on the corner of his lips.

It turned out to be just an obsession.

That's good, it's not love.

In this way, when she leaves, she won't have to be too entangled and nostalgic.

It's just that Ji Chengyan suddenly tilted his head to look at her and asked, "If you ask me so, then I also want to ask you, do you love me?" Although she had said more than once that she liked him, he had tried to believe it.

But tonight, looking at the tacit understanding between her and Lu Zhiyan, and then thinking of her previous infatuation with Shen Changruan, these words don't seem so real.

So now he seriously wants to ask her, does she love him? Ruan Xiaoxi heard him ask himself this, turned his head to look at him, and suddenly smiled: "Of course I love you."

If I didn't love you, I wouldn't put up with your mother talking about me like that tonight, I have a big temper, you know. ”

Ji Chengyan looked at her determined smile and answer, but he was not particularly relieved.

It's weird.

He pulled his lips and smiled.

Turning his head to look ahead, he fastened his seat belt, put down the handbrake, and said, "Let's go."

Get back. ”

Ruan Xiaoxi only said "um", then turned his head and continued to look out the window in a daze.

Love him? Maybe a little.

She didn't want to admit that her original hatred for him was really slowly worn out in his doting and tenderness for her.

She also hated her own incompetence, and she really fell into his obedience like this, and abandoned her resentment full of satisfaction.

But.

So what.

She is leaving, and what she is going to do cannot be changed because of this.

Lu Zhiyan didn't expect that after he saw Ji Chengyan at the silver wedding banquet of Ji Chengyan's parents, he would soon meet him again.

It's just that he took the initiative to ask the secretary to make an appointment with him during this meeting.

According to Ji Chengyan's temperament, Lu Zhiyan quickly understood what he meant by asking him to meet.

So I went there happily.

Two equally excellent men sat in a private room in a five-star hotel, looking at each other.

The aura is different, but no one is weaker than the other.

"I don't know if Mr. Ji is looking for me today, do you have anything important to say?" Lu Zhiyan casually played with the mobile phone in his hand and asked lazily.

"Then I'll get straight to the point.

Mr. Lu should have known Xiaoxi for a long time.

Before the dinner that day. ”

Ji Chengyan sat far across from him, expressionless.

"Yes."

Lu Zhiyan also generously admitted, "But if you know each other sooner or later, I'm afraid I know her much earlier than Mr. Ji." ”

Ji Chengyan heard him say this, and raised his eyebrows: "Oh? ”

"Mr. Ji should know about Xiaoxi, and she used to be in the orphanage.

I met her when she was in an orphanage. ”

Lu Zhiyan smiled slightly.

I see.

Ji Chengyan narrowed his eyes, no wonder it was just a one-sided relationship, Lu Zhiyan helped Ruan Xiaoxi a lot, and obviously deliberately approached her.

If it weren't for the previous relationship with the orphanage, Lu Zhiyan would not have done such an outrageous thing.

This woman can really attract bees and butterflies.

"I invited Mr. Lu to eat this meal today, mainly to report good news to Mr. Lu."

Ji Cheng said strictly, "When Xiaoxi graduates from high school, we will get engaged." ”

"Yes."

Lu Zhiyan was unmoved, and smiled: "It will take nearly half a year." ”

"I believe that Mr. Lu is not a person who likes to covet other people's things."

"There are many things that should not be decided too early."

Lu Zhiyan was still playing with his mobile phone in that posture, and his tone was gentle.

"I don't know if Mr. Lu has heard of my usual style and habits.

I'm a person who doesn't have a good temper, and I don't care too much about the consequences when I do a lot of things. ”

Ji Chengyan saw that he didn't know the current affairs, and he didn't bother to tell him more.

"Mr. Ji, this is ...... Threat? Lu Zhiyan looked at him.

"If Mr. Lu has a mind that he shouldn't have, it is a threat.

If not, it's just a reminder. ”

Ji Chengyan glanced at him lightly, and then stood up from his seat.

Although this Lu Zhiyan has done fast and well in recent years, it has only been established for a long time after all.

He really didn't pay attention to it.

It's just that most of the reason why he is like this is because of the support of the Lu family behind him.