Han Liang sat there, his eyes staring at the white wall, only to feel his heart rise to his throat.

My mind is full of pictures of my sister coming out for a while.

Will she drive herself away, will she be furious?

Han Liang took out his mobile phone and fiddled with it for a while, and then saw the nurse walking in with a thin woman.

Han Liang looked up and almost didn't recognize this haggard woman as his sister.

It's too thin, really too thin, her cheeks are skinny and sunken, the bones on her face are clearly visible, and the hospital gown looks so wide on her.

Han Liang looked at his sister's appearance, and suddenly lowered his head with some guilt.

I haven't come to see her for so long, and I don't know what she's been through.

For so long, I have only complained about my sister, in fact....

She should be the most uncomfortable person during this time.....

When my sister saw Han Liang, her eyes suddenly lit up, and then she lowered her head again, and her skinny fingers kept twisting the corners of her clothes, and slowly moved to sit opposite Han Liang.

Han Liang lowered his head and took out the dumplings in the insulated box, as well as the sauce from Fu Yu.

My sister stared at Han Liang cautiously, and said slowly, "How are you doing?" ”

Han Liang's hand paused, glanced up at his sister, and then smiled

"Pretty good, how about you?"

My sister shook her head and nodded again.

His eyes were red, and he took the chopsticks a little stiffly, like a wronged child, holding a thermos bowl and eating the dumplings inside.

As soon as my sister took a bite, she stopped her hand, looked at Han Liang, and said with a little choked up

"I'm very guilty, I'm sorry for Xia Can, I'm sorry for Lin Yang, I'm sorry for Fu Yu, and I'm sorry for you. I'm the one who harmed these children. ”

Han Liang listened carefully to his sister's choked voice, this was the first time in so many years that Han Liang had seen his sister like this.

Gone is the person who was full of arrogance and wanted everything to come according to his own wishes.

Now she is full of guilt and self-blame.

Han Liang didn't speak, he didn't know what to say, and he didn't expect his sister to say that, Han Liang never thought that his sister would apologize.

Seeing that Han Liang didn't speak, my sister ate another bite of dumplings, wiped the tears on her face with her sleeve and continued

"These children were all killed by me, I know that Lin Yang blames me, so I have never been willing to come to see me in my dreams, I treat you like that, you still come to see me, Han Liang, I didn't do a good sister, and I didn't do a good mother."

She has been holding back these words for a long time, and since the day Lin Yang died, she has already known that she was wrong, and she was completely wrong.

These words, for so long, each one has been circulating in her heart, but there is no one to confide in.

Han Liang is here, Han Liang is here.

She couldn't believe it, and the nurse told herself that someone came to see her, and she didn't believe it.

"Han Liang, you have to live well and don't do stupid things, okay?"

My sister reached out and touched the scar on Han Liang's forehead, and her voice was so gentle.

But Han Liang could only hear endless fear.

Han Liang smiled and nodded.

"Fu Yu and I are still together, and today it was Fu Yu who proposed to let me come to see you."

Han Liang hesitated, but still dialed Fu Yu's phone.

When Fu Yu received a call to let him go up, he was actually hesitant.

But when I walked, I saw the thin body of Sister Han Liang in the room.

All worries are gone.

Sister Han Liang waved her hand at Fu Yu and asked Fu Yu to come over.

Fu Yu squatted beside his sister's lap and looked at the relieved expression on Han Liang's sister's face.

I always feel that my heart is mixed.

Then Sister Han Liang reached out and touched Han Liang's head

"You want to be nice with Han Liang, okay? I used to be sorry for you, if you want to blame it, I deserve to die, I'm guilty, but don't be angry with Han Liang, he is a good boy, and you are also a good boy. ”

Fu Yu looked at the tears welling up in Han Liang's sister's eyes, and the dark clouds that had been covering her heart all at once dispersed.

Fu Yu held his sister's hand, smiled at her, and just said a word

"Happy New Year, sister."

Han Liang looked at this scene, a little speechless, and full of emotion.

Han Liang suddenly felt that he didn't choose the wrong person, and Fu Yu was worth it.

Jiang Tian lay on the sofa and fell asleep, Jiang Tian dreamed of Bai Mu, dreamed of the first time he spent Chinese New Year's Eve with Bai Mu.

Bai Mu looked at the fireworks outside the window and smiled brightly at himself

Say "Do you want to kiss such a good atmosphere".

has been circulating in Jiang Tianmeng.

made Jiang Tian reluctant to wake up.

Jiang Tian dreamed that Bai Mu was smiling at himself and being coquettish to himself.

Everything is so beautiful, as if everything is still the same.

But the sound of fireworks outside the window pulled Jiang Tian out of his dream.

Jiang Tian looked at the people standing by the window in a trance.

"Are you awake?"

When Jiang Zi's voice came, Jiang Tiancai saw clearly that the person by the window was Jiang Zi.

Jiang Zi looked at Jiang Tian's disappointed face, and knew that he must be trying to be in vain....

Jiang Tian leaned back on the sofa and rubbed his eyes.

Listen to the sound of fireworks outside the window, the lively streets, and the lonely yourself.

Bai Mu sat in the store, listening to the sound of fireworks, with no expression on his face and no smile.

Ding Zhi didn't know when he left, and when he left, he put on thick clothes for Bai Mu.

scolded and scolded Bai Mu to call him if he had something.

Bai Mu was wearing a heavy cotton jacket and sitting on an office chair, the fireworks illuminated Bai Mu's cheeks, but he couldn't see the light in Bai Mu's eyes.

Bai Mu stared out the window at the empty streets and the brilliant fireworks in the sky.

I only felt a sour nose and two lines of tears sliding down my eyes.

Bai Mu wants to go home, he wants to go back to that, there is Jiang Tian's home.

I want to eat Jiang Tian's cooking.

I want Jiang Tian's hug.

I don't know if I'm too fond of Jiang Tian.

In a trance, Bai Mu seemed to see Jiang Tian's figure through the glass door, and Jiang Tian waved at him.

But this picture passed by in a flash.

When Bai Mu came back to his senses, the street in front of him was empty again.

Bai Mu sometimes really wants to be selfish, but how can he be selfish?

You can't destroy the Jiang family because of your own selfish desires....

And Bai Mu has no confidence, no confidence in himself, Bai Mu is afraid that even if he is selfish, he will not be able to go on with Jiang Tian.

The world is destined not to accept this, right.....

Jiang Tian sat on the sofa, opened his mobile phone and flipped through the photo album, in addition to Bai Mu's photos, there were only a few landscape photos left.

Jiang Tian has never been reluctant to delete it.

This is the only proof that Bai Mu has loved himself.

It is also a proof that he once had Bai Mu.

The first photo is a photo of Bai Mu under the Christmas tree.

That's the beginning and the end.

ended his loneliness and began to be with Bai Mu.

Jiang Tian looked at the photos in his phone, every photo he took with Bai Mu, and there was a smile on his face.

And Bai Mu's eyes have always been on Jiang Tian's body.

Is it pretended?

There are also several photos, all of which are Jiang Tian's secretly photographed Bai Mu's sleeping face.

Bai Mu sleeps and likes to bury himself in the quilt, revealing a little bit of his head.

Jiang Tian was afraid that Bai Mu would be suffocated to death every time, but Bai Mu always said that it was very safe to sleep like this, and over time, Jiang Tian also began to sleep like this.

Jiang Tian looked at it for a while, and then turned off his mobile phone again.

When Chen Xinnan went home, he only saw Jiang Zi watching the scenery by the window.

casually asked Jiang Tian, only to know that Jiang Tian had just gone out.

Chen Xinnan took the roasted sweet potato, peeled off the shell, and handed it to Jiang Zi.

Jiang Zi just stared at the steaming sweet potato and didn't reach out to take it.

Chen Xinnan looked at Jiang Zi like this, and the smile on his face suddenly stopped.

"What's wrong?"

Jiang Zi didn't speak, just turned his head and continued to stare at the fireworks outside the window.

Jiang Zi wanted to say to Chen Xinnan, don't be so good to me.

Jiang Zi felt terrible, shaking every day, but also scared every day.

Jiang Tian's appearance made Jiang Zi scared.

That kind of feeling, Jiang Zi experienced it once.

The better Chen Xinnan is to himself, the more scared Jiang Zi will be.

I don't deserve this love.

It's really not worthy.

Chen Xinnan stared at the roasted sweet potato, only to feel a wave of anger rushing to his head.

"Jiang Zi! What the hell are you thinking?! If you really don't like me! Hate me! You name it! I promise not to be cheap again! Why do you act like a dumb person every time! What the hell are you running away from? ”

Jiang Zi was frightened by Chen Xinnan's string of words, but felt that it seemed reasonable.

Jiang Zi turned his head and smiled mockingly, this was laughing at himself and Chen Xinnan

"Chen Xinnan, are you afraid?"

Chen Xinnan was a little confused by Jiang Zi's words.

"What?"

"Are you scared?"

Chen Xinnan looked at Jiang Zi in front of him a little confused.

Why, I can't understand a word of what Jiang Zi said.....

"When I was in high school, I was scared that you wouldn't tell me anything, when I was sick, I was afraid that I would die like this, and when I was with you, I was afraid that I would become a burden to you because of my illness."

Jiang Zi lowered his head and touched his chest, although it was through clothes, Jiang Zi could clearly see the scar on his chest.

"When I went abroad for treatment, I was afraid that you would like someone else, in the hospital, on the operating table, I was afraid of dying, and I would never see you and Jiang Tian again, and when I was abroad, I was so afraid that Jiang Tian would have an accident, that my grandfather would have an accident, and that something would happen to you."

Chen Xinnan listened to Jiang Zi's voice and felt an indescribable discomfort.

"Sometimes there are too many things to be afraid of, and I don't dare to look forward to it, so Chen Xinnan, I can't give you like and love, you let me go, and let go of yourself, and I will be friends in the future...."

Chen Xinnan only felt that his whole body was trembling, these words actually came out of Jiang Zi's mouth....

"Later? Don't mention it to me later! I want now! I don't need friends! What are you crazy about? You know what you're saying right now? ”