At dawn, Sang Yu boiled a pot of porridge with wild vegetables and meat, and everyone ate it on the road.

Today, they deliberately took the main road, so that it was convenient for Xiao Muchen and Jing Zhan to find them.

The road is not easy to walk, with potholes, and in some places cracks like abysses. Not to mention the car, even if you walk on it, it is not as comfortable as coming in the wilderness.

Xiao Tianyou was extremely excited, he looked left and right looking for Jing Zhan and Xiao Muchen, but after walking a long way, he hadn't seen two people yet, so he began to get anxious.

Screaming in the bamboo basket, pointing behind them, let them go back and find it.

Sang Yu took him out of the basket: "Xiao Tianyou, my brothers have gone to find uncles and aunts, and they will be back soon." ”

Meng Qinghu put down the wheelbarrow on the side of the road: "Let's wait a little longer, anyway, it doesn't make a difference if you go back a day earlier or a day later." ”

The teacher said that he didn't have any opinions, and it was okay to go, or not to go.

For him, just follow Jing Zhan.

Jing Zhan was gone, so he followed Meng Qinghu and Sang Yu, who were Jing Zhan's family.

"Let's go slowly, we can't go fast anyway."

Sang Yu jumped through a crack and looked around.

She was looking for something subconsciously, always feeling that there was something else missing.

Meng Qinghu and Shi Yandao jumped over the crack with a wheelbarrow, and saw Sang Yu approaching the side of the road with Xiao Tianyou in his arms, and looked down.

"Be careful, don't fall, don't stand on the side of the road, what if it collapses?"

"Brother, come here, are you soybeans over there?"

"What soybeans?"

Meng Qinghu walked over and looked down as well.

Next to the ditch on the side of the road, there were really a few soybeans, and the yellow pods were about to crack.

If you don't pick it up, it's estimated that it will fall off in a few days.

"Hey, it's really soybeans."

Meng Qinghu held on to the railing on the side of the highway and was about to jump down, and did not forget to tell Sang Yu: "You hold Xiao Tianyou and step back, don't really collapse." ”

Sang Yu obediently hugged Xiao Tianyou and stepped aside, looking down.

Meng Qinghu rubbed down the slope on the side of the road little by little, and there were two trees on the slope on the side of the road, he slowly fixed his body first, and then carefully picked off the pods on them one by one.

Xiao Tianyou slapped the railing and babbled Meng Qinghu, as if he knew that he was doing something dangerous.

Sang Yu hugged him tightly, not daring to let go, for fear that he would break free and run out of his arms.

Shi Yandao walked next to the two people: "I'll help you hug it, he's been a lot heavier these days, you may not be able to hold it." ”

"Okay, I really can't hold him anymore. Like a little tiger. ”

Sang Yu turned around, handed Xiao Tianyou in his arms to Shi Yandao, stretched out his hand and beat his arm, and complained to Xiao Tianyou in a low voice: "You are getting heavier and heavier now, and if you go by yourself in the future, my sister won't hold you." ”

At first, they didn't know what to call Xiao Tianyou, uncles and aunts always felt too old, called brothers and sisters, and felt that Xiao Tianyou was too young.

Later, it was still Sangyu, and every day and Xiao Tianyou sister were long, and my sister was short.

Screaming, screaming, everyone is used to it.

also called Brother along with Sang Yu's sister, and asked Xiao Tianyou to call Brother Meng Qinghu, Second Brother Jing Zhan, and Brother Xiao Muchen. Shi Yandao didn't know how to arrange himself, he was older than Meng Qinghu, and he should be called his eldest brother logically, but he had a special identity, and it was not easy to follow Meng Qinghu and them. Later, he simply called himself the eldest brother, which can be regarded as an indirect indication that his elder brother is a big one.

Where can Xiao Tianyou tell the big brother and the little brother clearly, he saw that they were all brothers.

Sang Yu and Xiao Tianyou laughed a few words, and then looked at Meng Qinghu, who had already climbed up after picking beans.

"Sangyu, take something and put it on, I found that there are still a few sesame mung beans in front of me."

"Sesame seeds and mung beans? What else? ”

"I don't know what else, I didn't look at it carefully, I'll bring something down and look for it carefully."

Sang Yu's heart was moved, she looked at Shi Yan warmly, and said, "Otherwise, let's go down and walk, this road is not easy to walk anyway." ”

Shi Yan said that he could go anywhere, and Sang Yu could go down and walk if he wanted to. It's just that the wild grass on the side of the road is a little lush, and it's not particularly easy to walk. In the past, when they walked in the wilderness, they also walked on low grass and flat roads.

Sang Yu hugged Xiao Tianyou, Shi Yandao carried the car, and several people changed to the barren grassland on the side of the road.

There is actually a path on the other side, but no one walks all year round, and it is overgrown with wild grass, and it is still very flat, that is, the grass is more lush.

Sang Yu handed Xiao Tianyou over to Shi Yandao to manage, and she bent down to look carefully in the grass.

If you extrapolate according to the distance, is it possible that the rice, soybeans, sesame seeds, and mung beans that appeared here were the seeds she lost in the first place.

At that time, she had a high fever, and her brother went to get her seeds, but the box containing the seeds turned over, saying that it had leaked out of the carriage.

The sparse crops that appear on the side of the road now are the ones she lost in the first place.

For so many years, they have tenaciously lived, waiting for their owners to arrive.

She's older, and they're still alive, and they're still alive.

Sang Yu picked up a kidney bean with some tears in her eyes, this is her grandfather's kidney bean, this is what Jing Zhan found for her, the only three kidney beans in the family, she took them on the road, and finally lost them.

Unexpectedly, here, she found them again, not three. Sang Yu counted three times carefully, and the kidney beans in his hand were a full twelve.

Twelve kidney beans, nine years, goodbye, tell Sang Yu with a quadruple harvest, you can, we can too.

"Woo woo woo ......"

Shi Yandao looked at Sang Yu who was squatting on the ground in a daze and cried, this beautiful little girl was almost omnipotent in his eyes. He didn't expect that one day, she would squat on the ground and cry with a few beans in her arms.

Meng Qinghu picked the seeds he could find, and saw that Shi Yandao was so anxious that he circled around Sang Yu.

"She cried."

Shi Yandao saw Meng Qinghu as if he saw a life-saving straw: "I don't know why she cried." ”

Only Meng Qinghu knew why Sang Yu was crying, and he saw so many seeds and understood, these should be the seeds that Sang Yu lost at the beginning.

At the beginning, for the sake of these seeds, Sang Yu had a fever and fell into a coma, so that they would be isolated, and they would meet the mutant, and there would be a series of later encounters.

"It's okay, just let her cry."

Meng Qinghu carefully gathered all the seeds he picked together, and he would never lose them to his sister again.

In the future, he and his sister will build an oasis, an oasis rich in species and food and clothing.

Sang Yu stopped crying, Meng Qinghu had already searched the neighborhood, and when he saw Sang Yu get up, he said lightly: "Let's go further, maybe we can meet others." ”

He didn't say that maybe we lost it at the beginning, and Sang Yu didn't mention it, he stood up and wiped his tears: "Let's go, maybe there is still one ahead." ”

In order to prevent any omissions, Meng Qinghu also deliberately ran to the other side of the road to take a look, but there was indeed no one there. The only thing you can find is the side of the road you were driving on.

After walking less than a kilometer, Mulberry found three more sunflower seeds, and several birds were spinning around the flower tray, stealing the ripe seeds.

Sang Yu rushed over, desperately trying to drive away the birds.

Sunflower seeds, her sunflower seeds, they are also there.

Carefully cutting off the flower plate, Sang Yu sat cross-legged on the ground excitedly, buttoning the sunflower seeds one by one.

Three flower plates of different sizes were eaten by the birds, and they even received a large handful of sunflower seeds, about half a catty.

"When I go back, I'll fry melon seeds for you to eat, it's fragrant."

When Xiao Tianyou heard the food and fragrance, he immediately knew what he was talking about, he cheered oh, clapped his hands and asked Sang Yu to hug him.

"I won't hug you, I'm now, I have my seed, I don't have time to hug you."

Sang Yu picked up the sunflower seed plate that had been selected clean and looked at it again and again, afraid that he would miss one.

It's not easy!

Thinking about the nine years they had been waiting here, Sang Yu felt a little guilty.

She gently patted the sunflower seed plate: "It's me who is sorry for you, it's late, I made you wait for a long time, fortunately you are still there, fortunately I am back." ”

As she spoke, she put the three sunflower seed trays into Xiao Tianyou's bamboo basket: "Let's play with you, wait a few years, I must plant beautiful sunflower seeds on both sides of this road, plant patches of rice, and plant patches of soybeans......"

As she spoke, she stretched out her hand and pinched Xiao Tianyou's little face: "Let our little Tianyou eat whatever he wants, and he is definitely not afraid of running out of food." ”

looked at Meng Sangyu, who was smiling towards the sun, and carefully sorted out the sesame seeds on the side. Meng Qinghu, who was reluctant to waste a single grain. Shi Yandao suddenly found that he felt that he knew something about them.

He remembered himself, the days in the training camp.

No one can believe it, no one dares to believe it, and even sleep with their eyes open.

He was afraid that if he fell asleep, he might be stabbed in the back by some brother who called him a brother.

So many people died, and he survived.

He seems to live just to live, to live like a human being, and it is best not to be afraid.

He can't remember what dreams he had?

Wife and children hot kang head?

It seems that he never thought that he was afraid that he would die as soon as he married his wife, leaving the family widowed.

He was afraid that he would die just after giving birth to a son, and let his wife and widowed son suffer.

He is even more afraid, he is alive, but he can't afford the responsibility of a family.

To live is to live one day at a time, to get by, to live with wine today and drunk today.

At this moment, Shi Yandao couldn't help but ask himself, why am I alive?

Is it like this all your life, with no ideals, no goals, no head, just live and live?

Meng Qinghu sorted out the harvested sesame seeds, got up, and saw Shi Yandao's eyes straight, staring at the ground in a daze.

Xiao Tianyou was playing vigorously with three sunflower seed plates in the bamboo basket.

"Hey, what's wrong with you."

Meng Qinghu stretched out his hand to pat Shi Yandao's shoulder, and saw that his shoulders shrank, and the whole person's momentum changed abruptly, grabbed Meng Qinghu's wrist, and broke it with his hand.

Then I heard a crisp sound, and something broke.