Chapter Thirty-Eight: Living in a Shared House

This is where Cloud and Afterwind first meet. Today is another hazy day, looking at the slightly bleak scene in winter, pedestrians hurrying in their coats, the clouds are full of mixed feelings. If it weren't for Nicole's arrangement, she wouldn't have met Yufeng; If I hadn't met him a few months ago, I wouldn't have been upset at all; If it weren't for the mutual love of two people, the blue sky would not have become what it is now. If... It's a pity that there is no if in the world, the only way to fix a mistake is to hurt someone, and Yun Duo weighed it again and again, and made this decision, it's time to end it.

"Baby, I'm sorry, I'm late for the traffic jam on the road." Yu Feng hugged the clouds from behind and said sweetly. Yun Duo broke free of his embrace, her expression slightly embarrassed, she pointed to the café not far away, and said, "It's too cold outside, let's go in and talk." There were few guests in the café, a little deserted, and Lisa Ono's "He Rijun Comes Again" was playing on the speakers, and the lazy voice matched the lonely atmosphere, adding a bit of sadness.

Yun Duo took out the LV bag that Yu Feng had given him from the bag and gently pushed it in front of him. Yu Feng looked at her with a confused expression, and asked puzzledly, "What do you mean by this?" Yun Duo bit his lip and said slowly, "I'm sorry Yu Feng, thank you for your care and care for me for so long. We... Or don't go back and forth. ”

Yu Feng sneered: "Did Nicole say something to you?" Yun Duo hurriedly waved his hand and said, "It's not like that, it has nothing to do with her." Yu Feng stared at her eyes tightly: "What's the reason for that, you are suddenly like this, I really can't accept it." Yun Duo pinched his fingers, let out a long breath and said, "Lan Tian knows about the two of us, he hurt himself, and he is still in the hospital." So I can't continue with you......"

Yu Feng said with a little disdain: "He hurt himself? Just because you know you're in love with someone else? You are not married, everyone has the right to choose, such a man is inevitably too fragile, right? This is naked blackmail! Yun Duo looked at Yu Feng's face, inexplicably a little annoyed, and said, "He is not as good as you, not as rich as you, and not as popular as you." But he loves me, there's no doubt about that. ”

Yu Feng shook his head helplessly and said, "Whether a man loves you or not is not proved by hurting himself. Cloud, you know very well in your heart who you like and what kind of life you need, why don't you dare to face your true self? Yun Duo didn't want to continue this pointless argument, she got up and stuffed the bag back into Yu Feng's hand, said goodbye softly, and hurried out of the café.

On this day, the clouds were discharged from the hospital with the blue sky, and due to the poor food, the already thin blue sky appeared even weaker. Sending Lan Tian home, Yun Duo specially went to the market to buy a broiler chicken, and she planned to replenish Lan Tian's body. At dinner, Lan Tian drank chicken soup, suddenly raised his pale face, and said leisurely: "I'm fine now, let's break up." Thank you for being with me for so many years, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have delayed you for so long, I hope you can forgive me. ”

Yun Duo Cai's hand stopped in mid-air, and she was surprised that Lan Tian would say that. Lan Tian smiled and continued: "In the past few days, I have figured out a lot of things. I love you, but I can't dominate you, at present, I don't have the ability to give you a better life, if you have other choices, I sincerely bless you, as long as you can be happy, nothing else matters. Speaking of this, Lan Tian's eyes turned red, he lowered his head, and pulled the food in the bowl in a mumbled manner, holding back his tears.

Looking at his forbearance appearance, Yunduo's heart ached as if it had been cut by a knife. She wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, picked up the rental advertisement that was almost thrown away before, and said with a smile: "Husband, our house is about to expire, why don't we change the environment." I also want to experience the shared house life, do you think that is good? ”

Lan Tian, who was trying his best to suppress his emotions, couldn't control it anymore when he heard this sentence and cried like a child. Yun Duo held him tightly in his arms, stroked her hair, and said softly, "I'm sorry, husband, I won't leave you." Our future will be very bright, and from now on, I will only have you in my heart. ”

Late at night, the two snuggled up tightly and complained to each other. It's been a long time since I've been so close, and Blue Sky hugs the clouds tightly, as if she's back to her previous loving life. At this moment, he just wants to take good care of the girl in his arms, and never think about anything else. The next day, the two made an appointment with an agent to look at a few houses, and finally settled on a two-bedroom apartment closer to the Yunduo unit, although the house is older, but fortunately it is clean and tidy.

There is already a small couple living in the master bedroom, the boy is called Zhang Tao, the girl is called Xu Li, both of them have just graduated from college, they have just come to Beijing to work hard, and they seem to get along very well. On the first day she moved in, Xu Li cooked a table of home-cooked food to welcome her new neighbors. Xu Li looks quiet and ladylike, but in fact she is outgoing and cheerful, at the dinner table, she kept greeting the clouds and the blue sky to drink, and at the same time enthusiastically introduced: "My partner and I are both from the Northeast, and we usually like to drink a little wine on the hour." We are very happy that you are here today, we will be good partners and good neighbors in the future, come, I will do this cup first! ”

The clouds and blue sky, which have no alcohol left, have begun to spin the world after a few glasses of wine. Yun Duo rubbed his head, gently pulled down the corner of Lan Tian's clothes at the corner of the table, and motioned to go back to the house to rest. Who knew that the blue sky was on the rise, and Xu Li shared all kinds of difficulties in Beijing and the love experience with the clouds. Seeing that the two of them listened with relish, and there seemed to be no intention of ending, Yun Duo got up alone and went back to the house.

Looking at this bedroom of less than fifteen square meters, except for a double bed, a wardrobe, and a simple dressing table, there is no other place. Yun Duo began to sort out her clothes, and inadvertently glanced at the set of clothes she wore when she participated in the exhibition, she thought of her embarrassed appearance that day, and couldn't help but think: What attracted Yu Feng's attention to such an ordinary dress?

When his smile flashed in her mind, Yun Duo shook her head desperately, she pressed the outfit to the last compartment of the cupboard, as if determined to say goodbye to the past, she didn't want to remember anything about the aftermath again. In the middle of the night, when the clouds were falling asleep, the blue sky entered the house, and he fell on the bed, apparently drunk to the point of consciousness. Yun Duo helped him cover the quilt, got up and walked to the bathroom.

Coming to the bathroom door, Yun Duo heard the sound of water and the sound of men and women laughing inside. She was stunned at the door, and smiled helplessly, thinking that young people are really open now. I don't know what "surprises" will appear in the future shared life, no matter what, since the choice has been made, we have to face it positively, thinking of this, the cloud cheered himself up, turned around and went back to the bedroom.