Chapter 181: Ordinary people can't reach it

I was going to sign with his company from the beginning. ”

"Do you know what I'm going to do today? I went to find Lu Zhiyan, he found me two houses, I have already told him, I will terminate the contract with you, and then sign a contract with him and move to his house.

Just so that you can't find me. ”

As she spoke, she began rummaging through the bag next to her, eventually finding a report from her English textbook.

Her hands trembled a little, she flipped the folded piece of paper open, then took a deep breath, wiped her tears with the sleeve of her sweatshirt, and got up from the couch.

She finished venting at this time, and she had slowly calmed down.

She calms down very quickly, and her mind is difficult for ordinary people to reach.

Bai Nen's fingers handed the report to Ji Chengyan, who was already completely shocked, and his tone was completely calm, and he said, "You see, I have even prepared a leave report to the school.

Ji Chengyan, according to my plan, you won't see me again in a few days. ”

Her expression was cold and lofty, and once again she smiled with the compassion he hated most.

"In the beginning, I became a streamer because I wanted to make money, and to make money was to leave you.

Run away from you.

Ji Chengyan, I hate you.

You don't even know how much I hate you. ”

She spoke slowly, and looked at him lightly, like someone who had nothing to do with it.

"Smack."

In the next second, Ruan Xiaoxi was slapped hard by him.

This is this life, the previous life.

In two lifetimes, he hit her for the first time.

The whole villa is very quiet, and the silence makes people feel terrifying.

Outside the villa, it finally rained heavily, and countless fine raindrops rushed to fall.

A lightning bolt that curved to the ground was followed by a loud thunderclap.

It's finally raining.

Finally quiet.

The piece of paper in Ruan Xiaoxi's hand fell lightly to the ground and lay quietly at her feet.

Her cheeks quickly became red and swollen, and clear fingerprints were on her face.

She gently raised her hand and rubbed it, but smiled.

In these two lives, he got along with Ji Chengyan, and he was angry with her many times, but he never did anything to her.

This time he actually made a move on her, which shows that he is really angry.

He was not angry, but the pleasure of revenge rose from the bottom of her heart.

She pulled her lips and looked at his iron blue face and smiled, her smile was gorgeous, and the five finger prints on her face were a little strange.

In fact, Ji Chengyan regretted it extremely after slapping her.

Not only because his upbringing since childhood told him that he must not beat a woman, but also because this woman is Ruan Xiaoxi.

Looking at the rapidly reddening fingerprints on her cheeks, he frowned, but did not speak.

Ruan Xiaoxi still looked at him with the same expression, and said with a smile: "Now, are you satisfied?" ”

As you wish, I should admit it, and I admit it all if you shouldn't.

Now, are you satisfied? Ruan Xiaoxi saw him standing there without speaking, so he asked again, "What are you going to do now?" Do you lock me up at home like you used to or do you never want to see me again and find a way to make me disappear? After Ji Chengyan heard her say those words, his current mood can be said to be very disappointed in her.

He originally thought that she had deceived him about something at most, but he never thought that she had been planning to leave him all along.

Are all those delicate looks in front of him fake? All the things that the two of them experienced together, even those touches that he cherished in his heart, now seem to be all a joke, all of which are a conspiracy carefully designed by her.

Just to let him relax his restrictions on her, so that she can leave in the future.

Thinking like this, Ji Chengyan began to feel a chill in his heart.

Such Ruan Xiaoxi, in order to achieve the goal, every word, every action, and every expression of Ruan Xiaoxi has been calculated, which makes him feel terrible.

For so long, he has been living in her calculations.

Although he is conceited and powerful, he can use all means to achieve the goal he wants.

But now he suddenly felt that in front of Ruan Xiaoxi, his methods were nothing.

For such a long time, to calculate a person with all his heart and soul, and to deceive a person, I am afraid that even he cannot do it.

He now finally understood why sometimes, he always felt that she was very close to him and far away from him.

It's just because she never really treated him.

Ji Chengyan had never felt that he had failed so much.

"Do you want to leave me so much?" Ji Cheng strictly reined in his anger just now, and now he is all about frustration.

"Yes."

Ruan Xiaoxi smiled coldly, "I'm thinking about how to leave all the time. ”

Every minute and every second, staying by your side is an ordeal.

"Why?" He looked at her indifferent eyebrows, and his heart began to twitch and ache.

"There is no why.

From the day you forced me to do it for the first time, I should have thought of this day. ”

Ruan Xiaoxi no longer faced him, turned to face the direction of the window, and quietly looked at the pouring rain outside the window, looking calm.

Ji Chengyan looked at her indifferent and strange appearance now, and remembered that she had smiled tactfully at herself before, sweet coquettishness, and occasional clinginess.

All those intimate pictures turned out to be like a world away.

He was stunned for a long time before he spoke in a low voice: "Ruan Xiaoxi."

Have you ever loved me? "It's not the first time he's asked this question.

She answered yes every time before, of course she loves you, and she doesn't love who you love.

He looked at her delicate side face at the moment, glowing white in the light.

It's just that his expression is cold, and he no longer has the original smart and cunning appearance.

He was a little nervous, and he asked the question, but he seemed to be afraid to hear the answer.

And Ruan Xiaoxi suddenly pulled her lips and smiled the moment she heard this question, as if she really heard some funny joke, she looked at him sideways, her black pupils sneered, she asked him with a smile: "Ji Chengyan, what do you think?" The moment she laughed, his heart suddenly cooled, he had never asked someone in such a low voice in his twenty-five years.

Even when I was deceived by my parents, I didn't do that.

He was so proud, but he was defeated by her.

Ji Chengyan withdrew his gaze and never looked at her again.

But she didn't give up, and asked him funny: "You won't really fall in love with me, will you?" He was silent.

Does he love her? He didn't know.

She also asked him this question at the beginning, asking him whether his feelings for her were because of his attachment when he was a child, or because he loved her, because she was just her.

He hadn't thought about the question at that time, so he didn't answer her.

He still hadn't thought about it yet, but from the moment he knew that he might have been deceived by her, he still couldn't help but choose to believe her.

And until now he was sure that she was not the person he was looking for, and he was sure that she had been lying to him, he still didn't want to give up on her idea.

Then, it doesn't seem that I was attached to her because of my childhood.

If it was her as a child girl, he wanted to keep her around.

If it was someone else, he didn't want to.

Ji Chengyan has never felt so pathetic about himself.

When he found out that he had been abandoned by his parents as a child, he just felt sad and sad, and he just felt lonely after being abandoned by the whole world.

Later he became strong and aloof, not trusting anyone.

He no longer expects someone to love him.

Until he met her, and since then, she has been by her side every day, her agility, her softness, her care, and her delicateness, so that his heart began to slowly recover, and he also began to feel the taste of being loved and cared for.

I also began to have a little bit of anticipation.

But now she came to tell him that everything was fake, that everything was just her means.

When he finally longs for someone to love and tries to learn to love others, she blows him a hard blow.

Perhaps, he shouldn't have looked forward to it.

Thinking of this, he picked up his cold and hard armor again, and his eyes returned to clarity.

He glanced at her lightly, and said slowly: "Ruan Xiaoxi, from today onwards, you will stay here for me, and you will not be allowed to go out for a single step." ”

Ruan Xiaoxi didn't seem surprised by this result, and smiled sarcastically: "What else do you have to do besides imprisoning me here?" "It was like this in the last life, and it's still like this in this life, and there's really no growth.