Chapter 102: Heart-to-Heart Talk
Wei Rui looked at the woman in front of her, she finally breathed a sigh of relief, although she didn't know why the woman suddenly unloaded her heart and said so much to her, but as long as she was willing to open her mouth and could open her heart, then it would be much easier.
She tentatively guided, "Then why don't you tell him these things?" Perhaps, he thinks the same as you, or maybe he doesn't want to take a concubine at all? ”
Song Lianyi looked at Wei Rui, hesitated for a long time before wiping his face and said, "I can't tell him, I can't give birth to him anymore, and I can't stop others from helping him pass on the lineage." If he really listened to me, if the incense of the Wang family was broken by him, not only him, but even myself would not be able to convince myself. Miss Wei, I can't be so selfish, he is not only my husband, but also the only son of the Wang family, and he bears the responsibility of inheriting the Wang family. ”
"I also vaguely know that he doesn't really want to take a concubine, he probably wants a child, but I ...... I can't do it, I can't leave the palace, and I can't give up my wife's position, so ...... Even if I don't want to, I want to give him a concubine, like this...... I might be able to stay. However, I swear that I will treat the children of the concubine as if they were my own. ”
Wei Rui: "......"
She didn't expect Ripples to have such thoughts, it seems that what Wang Chuan thinks is not important to Ripples, she is so scared that she even abandons her heart for Wang Chu'an, she only thinks about the love of the two people, she is more worried about her future, and there is a trace of reluctance to Wang Chu'an.
Mrs. Zhang is right, Ripple has no heart for Wang Chu'an, it is better to say that because she was too afraid, she lost her heart full of love.
Seeing Wei Rui's strange expression, Ripple hesitated for a moment before saying, "Do you particularly look down on me?" Actually, I envy you, Miss Wei. ”
"I envy your background, envy your father and father only have one wife for your mother, and envy your brother who can spoil you and love you and treat you as a baby. I also envy that no one sells you to old men for money or food. I envy your ability even more, you can afford to open such a big store, you can make my husband and you very good friends, and even make Jia Zhenzhen, a boss who doesn't like to join in the fun, become friends with you. ”
"In my eyes, you seem to have everything, and you don't care about anything. Originally, I thought that the palace was a place for everyone to rush to for you village girls. ”
Wei Rui looked at her, sighed for a long time, and then said, "You think too much." I've had tragic times, can you believe me? Before I grew up, my brother and I often didn't have enough to eat, and when my parents went, a family of two children could imagine how they would be bullied. It's not that my brother didn't think about selling me to some big families, at least to eat enough. ”
"But I was too thin and too small for anyone to want, so my brother kept me."
Song Lianyi was shocked when she heard this, obviously she didn't expect Wei Rui to have such an encounter.
Wei Rui didn't think about it herself, she made it up casually, she didn't have any previous memories, she only occasionally listened to her brother talk about the past, but most of her brother said it very vaguely and not very clearly.
"How...... How so? Song Lianyi let out a surprised sound.
Wei Rui nodded: "That's it." She grabbed Song Lianyi's hand, "Actually, not everything in this world is as it seems, behind the dazzling brilliance are countless tragic pasts." How you lived in the past has nothing to do with your present. Misfortune is unfortunate, but it is a thing of the past, and it is no longer a threat to you. ”
She patted Song Lianyi's hand: "The stepmother who wants to sell you is no longer your stepmother, and your incompetent father is not your father now." There is no reason for them to interfere in your life and make you suffer misfortune again. Like, I used to be so miserable, but now I'm still doing well, isn't it? ”
Song Lianyi looked at her stunned, as if thinking about the correctness of what she said.
Judging from her expression, Wei Rui knew that this girl had basically not thought much about life, there were too few people who could give her advice, and she didn't even have the ability to think independently.
The long-term repressed life has made her accustomed to obedience and obedience, and her only careful thinking is how to keep herself from being hurt, which is probably a defense mechanism developed since she was a child.
It's not appropriate to say that she is selfish, she just wants to protect herself, but no matter what, this is a little unfair to the people who love her.
"Aren't you afraid that if Wang Chu'an doesn't want you anymore, what will you do? Then you might as well think about it, if you are kicked out of the palace, what can you do? ”
Wei Rui's example made Song Lianyi shudder for no reason, as if she was so frightened when she thought of this matter, her face slowly turned pale, and even her breathing became short.
Wei Rui saw that her situation was not right, so she hurriedly patted her shoulder and said, "What do you think?" Now it's just an example, hypothetical, not true, understand? I just want you to know that even if you don't have the palace, you can live. ”
"No!" Song Lianyi's eyes suddenly widened, and he said in horror, "No, no, if I leave the palace, I won't be able to live, I will definitely not be able to live!" ”
"Why?" Wei Rui endured her preaching thoughts and patiently guided her.
"Why can't you live? I'm not married yet, so don't I live a good life? Or look at Aunt Ying, she has been married and has children, isn't she doing well now? ”
"Aunt Ying?" Ripple suddenly seemed to be comforted by something, and slowly stabilized her emotions, and after a while she said, "But Aunt Ying is different from me, I finally crawled from that hell to the warmth that belongs to me, if I am allowed to leave there now, won't I go back to that hell again?" I can't take it. ”
Wei Rui looked at the woman in front of her, it seems that some ideas are deep-rooted, if you don't implant new ideas in her, she will never realize her own value.
It can be seen that whether it was in the past or now, she has always been in a state of being suppressed by others, which is why she is so honestly afraid, so timid and obedient, so inferior that she has become a little selfish.
Wei Rui hesitated for a moment and said, "Aren't you doing a good job in your purse?" If you leave the royal family, why don't you try to sell purses or something? If you do so well, the girls will definitely like it, and food and clothing will definitely not be a problem. ”
Song Lianyi looked at Wei Rui like a ghost, and said for a long time: "What are you talking about?" How can a girl go out and sell something? And it's still selling this kind of thing? This kind of thing is generally made for the husband to wear, and if he goes out to sell it like this, isn't it a person who throws it into the husband's family? ”
"You're not from his family anymore? Why are you worried about this? Wei Rui asked rhetorically, and said, "They all kicked you out, why are you still thinking about doing so much?" Besides, why can't girls and women go out and sell things? Aren't all the ladies selling breakfast snacks on the street doing well? ”
"But I ......"
Wei Rui saw that she wanted to stop talking, and asked tentatively: "You don't still think that you are a girl from a big family, so you shouldn't show your face, right?" ”
Song Lianyi was silent.
Wei Rui pursed her lips and patted her hand: "I know that if I say something like this, you may not be able to listen to it." But how to say it? I hope you can think about what I said today, and if you have any new ideas, you can come to me. However, you have to know that no matter what era it is, it is the most important thing to live and live seriously and happily, otherwise life can only be bitter, do you understand? ”
Song Lianyi looked at Wei Rui with doubts in her eyes.
Wei Rui thought for a while and took out a tael of silver from his pocket: "Do you know what a tael of silver can do?" ”
Song Lianyi shook his head.
Wei Rui said: "Let's put it this way, Aunt Ying was disgusted by her in-laws at the beginning, because I pulled the thread, so her in-laws asked me to lose money, do you know how much money I lost?" ”
Song Lianyi hesitated, but still shook his head.
Wei Rui pointed to the silver in front of him and said, "I gave those two people ten such silver bumps, and they gave me Aunt Ying." These ten taels of silver can decide a person's life, because I have ten taels of silver, so I can save Aunt Ying, and I don't have to say good things to others. If you want to save Aunt Ying, do you have ten taels of silver? ”
Song Lianyi hesitated for a moment and nodded: "There are cases in the house, and I use them less, so there are still some." ”
Wei Rui choked for a moment, and then said, "What if that person asks for fifty taels?" ”
Song Lianyi thought for a while and said, "I can go and tell my husband about this and ask him to lend it to me." ”
"Will he borrow it?" Wei Rui asked.
Song Lianyi shook her head and said, she wasn't sure.
Wei Rui said: "The one who pinched your hand is yours, understand?" It is not the palace, the old lady, or Wang Chu'an who can let you stay forever. As long as it is a human being, there will be a day of change, and you will never be able to rely on them. But as long as you have silver, everything can be settled, isn't it? ”
"But I'm ...... I have no place to make money. ”
Wei Rui pursed her lips: "As long as you want, I can help you, put me as a good advertiser, don't you use it in vain?" ”
"What...... What do you mean? Song Lianyi didn't understand.
Wei Rui patted her on the shoulder: "Anyway, you should think about this matter, give Wang Chuan a concubine, I suggest you give up early, so as not to really annoy him, he is really angry, but it is not very fun." ”
"I ......"
Wei Rui interrupted her, "He guesses that he has finished talking, you should be able to go back, remember, don't mention the matter of concubines again, think about what I said first, and then give me an answer, understand?" ”
After a long time, Song Lianyi nodded.