Chapter 208: Diary

When the little girl received Tianlan's invitation, she was so excited that she couldn't speak.

But when she saw Hazuki, the excitement just now disappeared in an instant.

"It's not impossible for you to want me to be with you, but I have one condition."

"Oh, forget it." Tianlan's words were very crisp and decisive, and she didn't give the little girl a chance to react at all.

"Huh?" The little girl looked at Tianlan who was packing up her things and leaving, and began to panic.

Why doesn't this person play cards according to the routine, don't you usually ask what the conditions are? I don't even ask, how can I just forget it?

"Wait...... Wait a minute! It's not difficult for me, it's easy to achieve. Seeing that Tianlan still ignored it, the little girl panicked completely: "Hide it!" At least...... At the very least, ask what the conditions are. ”

For this condition, Tianlan really didn't even bother to ask, generally at this time, it is best not to ask anything, once asked, then in terms of negotiations, it is already at a disadvantage.

Besides, Tianlan doesn't have to be her, they already have Angelica Angelica, and with these research reports, it's not impossible to transform some zombies, so why compromise on a useless person?

The little girl looked at Tianlan, who was leaving indifferently, and was also completely panicked, and finally shouted, "I know!" I see! Can't I join you! ”

"Nope." Tianlan directly refused: "When I invited you just now, you didn't agree." It's late now. ”

"You...... Why do you bully people like this! The little girl was about to cry.

finally met a companion like herself, how could she give up, who knows if she will meet the same kind next time.

So she also wants to seize this opportunity to be with her kind, she has had enough of living alone.

Humans can't be trusted, they attack themselves as soon as they see them, so she won't take the initiative to be with them.

But now in this situation, she can bear with it.

After all, they are different from other humans, when they saw her, they didn't attack themselves like other humans, and they were at fault at the beginning, and they casually occupied their home.

Therefore, she wants to seize this opportunity, but whether Tianlan will agree to it now is another matter.

Tianlan looked at the little girl who was about to cry, and said helplessly: "Since you want to join so much, it's not impossible." If you ask me, maybe I'll let you in. ”

"Really?!" The little girl was overjoyed, looked at Tianlan with a smile on her face, and then hugged Tianlan's thighs and cried: "Please, let me join you!" As long as I am allowed to join you, even if it is a cow or a horse, I am willing! ”

At first, Tianlan thought that she would hold on for a while, but she didn't expect that so soon, the little girl would abandon all her dignity.

But seeing her begging like this, Tianlan really couldn't refuse.

"Okay, I'll reluctantly let you join, but you can remember, it was you who begged me for me to let you in, and if you disobey what you just said, I will drive you away at any time."

"Uh-huh!" The little girl nodded like pounded garlic, nodded vigorously at Tianlan, and then said, "Then I can go to him now, right?" ”

Of course, he refers to Angelica Angelica. Tianlan nodded in agreement.

Although she is a bit pestering, it is also inevitable.

She is not as lucky as Bai Zhi, as soon as she has consciousness, she has the education of this Tianlan's father, and she has the love of Yu Ling's mother.

When the little girl was conscious, there were zombies everywhere, but her existence was very special at that time, so the zombies didn't do anything to her.

But because of this, her life is linked to zombies.

But not long ago, the level of Doom was raised, causing those zombies to get out of her control, and even attacked her.

This made her a human being again, and from then on, she prayed for a person of her own kind.

And now that the heavens have finally heard her call, and finally let her meet a person of the same kind as herself, how can she let go of this opportunity so easily.

It doesn't matter if you become a slave to the other party, as long as you have a companion with you, then everything doesn't matter.

Looking at such a happy little girl, Tianlan also felt that it didn't matter, anyway, to build a country, of course, the more people, the better.

Especially with an existence with extraordinary strength like this, Tianlan certainly wants to take it into his pocket.

It's just a little sacrifice of Angelica Angelica, which is a very cost-effective deal.

And this can be regarded as an opportunity for Bai Zhi to have more contact with the same existence as herself, so that Bai Zhi can understand the difference between each other.

Although Tianlan has always been teaching Bai Zhi the difference between humans, Tian Lan also knows very little about Bai Zhi's existence, and now it is just an opportunity to learn more about each other, which can be regarded as allowing Bai Zhi to understand her existence better.

Yuyue looked at the little girl who was grateful for Dade's departure, and didn't know what to say for a while.

Tianlan's methods are really more shrewd than himself, is it because he knows more about the most vulnerable places in people's hearts? Perhaps.

Yuyue shook her head and continued to look at Tianlan's diary.

Through this diary, Hazuki learned a lot about Tenarashi.

Before Tianlan was twelve years old, he was a very ordinary child, and he was not good at describing many things, but he still tried hard to show what he saw.

However, this phenomenon changed after the age of twelve, that is, after Tianlan entered junior high school.

Although Tianlan did not express it in detail in the diary, Yuyue could still vaguely see Tianlan who was being bullied.

When she was still in elementary school, Tenlan didn't live in a school, so she didn't write anything about school in her diary, which was not surprising to Hazuki.

But after the junior high school was changed to a residential school system, Tianlan's diary gradually appeared about the school.

From the surface of the diary, it doesn't seem to be a big deal, it's just an extremely ordinary student's daily life.

But if you look closely, you will find a lot of things that are extremely scary.

The female student committed suicide in the dormitory because of something, and although Tianlan did not explicitly write about the school's handling of this, she could still see it.

The school was surprised by this, but the students were very aware of the real situation.

But they are just students, and there are very few people who can believe their words.

People always subconsciously think that those children don't know anything, but in fact, they know not much worse than adults.

It's just that they are not good at expressing themselves, and the school has given a clear answer to that matter, so people will choose to believe the answer given by the school and ignore the students' narrative.

It is clear that one side is the one who sees it with his own eyes, and the other side is just trying to protect his own interests, but more people are willing to believe the false lie, and they are not willing to believe the accounts of those who see it with their own eyes.

From the diary, Hazuki could see how powerless Tianlan was at that time.

In the end, the real cause was not found, and in the end, it was only hastily solved.

In addition to these, there was another student, although Tianlan didn't know what the reason was, he was kicked out.

The teacher did not let him go to class, and he did not dare to inform his family about it, so he wandered lonely around the campus every day, and no one asked.

Whenever class ended, the man always tried his best to squeeze into the ranks of students he knew, as if he was still with them.

But in fact, he has gradually broken away from the team, and gradually unable to keep up with the words of his former friends, and what awaits him is only alone.

Things like this abound on campus in the past, although the author I don't know what the current campus situation is, but when I lived on campus at that time, it was like this, these are real things that happened around the author, maybe you think it's a bit ridiculous, but that's the truth.

Thieves, bullying, and those completely unnecessary workbooks, the more a student tries to rebel against adult society, the more he will find himself powerless.

In this society, no matter who is just a boat, whether it is against the current, or smooth sailing. Or be crushed by public opinion in society, or crushed by pressure, these are not things that can be changed by the power of one person.

Maybe being more sleek in society will make relationships more harmonious, but are these really necessary?

Those who seem to be friends are indeed, but in private, they rarely talk to them.

Are these really friends? No, it can only be said that they are colleagues at work, and these people must not be regarded as friends.

Although the relationship is usually very good, when something happens, the other party will not hesitate to put all the responsibility on you.

Very few people will take on this responsibility, because no one can take it.

After watching Tianlan's diary, Yuyue fully felt Tianlan's powerlessness at that time.

Maybe Tianlan at that time wanted to change herself, but in the end, she faced a real blow to reality.

Try to make yourself different from them, only to find that you don't fit in with them.

Do you continue to have an awkward relationship, or do you continue to be lonely? It's all an option.

Some people may choose to continue the awkward relationship when faced with this choice, catering to their interests as much as possible.

And some people don't want to be with these people, but in the end, they find that all of them have their own small circles, and they are still alone.

This loneliness is not something that ordinary people can bear, but Tianlan has maintained this situation for so many years.

He tried to change himself, tried to reach out to others, and tried to cater to their interests.

But in the end, there was still nothing.

A disguise is a disguise after all, and sooner or later it will be exposed.

And under the constant disguise, in the end, what he faces is to lose himself, and even in the end, he can't even remember who he is.